Mahmoodulla family is known for their values and strict practices of their beliefs, head of family, Farooqi Mahmoodulla is very orthodox and insanely strict person, his wife is sweet lady, they had four sons and five daughters.

All got married and had children too, among them Manik and Nandini are cousins. Having somany children in house, all boys sleep in two rooms, girls sleep in two rooms. No one are allowed to cross each other path, girls maintain good distance with boys even if they are own brothers. Still house is lively, full of fun, screams shouts cries and laughs, everyone enjoy life a lot.

Nandini is alone child to her parents, she is cute sweet bubbly and very lively girl, she is been pampered by her father a lot. She is ok in studies but she has crazy crush on Manik, she even shows nor expressed but just log for his single look.

Manik is elder son to his parents and have four sisters and a younger brother. He is just typical teenager. He fights for his wishes with parents, does naughty things outside house plays always neglecting studies. He too had crush on Nandini, her smile, her neat dressing, her big eyes made him attracted to her like moth to fire.

All children are in same school, so they go everywhere in group. Today is school excursion, all children came, it's Rajasthan, night after all activities, everyone are sleeping, Manik couldn't sleep so he walked little and came out sat alone watching moon. He heard small sound and turned in fear found Nandini standing just few steps away. She is looking like an angel. Covering her head with small scarf.

Manik didn't bling, he held her hand dragged her to back of near by wall started kissing her like no tomorrow. She with shivering body held her dress tight closing her eyes tight not even trying to protest or say anything. Manik couldn't control himself.

Knowing nothing about sex, or attraction he is driving in now, Manik had sex with Nandini, she being naive, stupid, and dumb she too didn't protest she didn't even know what just happened her stupid heart led her to this.

As sun is rising, fear consumed Manik, "dekh Nandini! Never tell anyone about this promise me?" He gave his hand
"Allah kasam! I will never" she said with shy.
"Ok go back soon" he sent her away. She ran in fear seeing him tensed, he is bit jumpy whole day.

After that incident, Manik became conscious, as he is all time scared, so never tried to look or talk to Nandini again. Here Nandini is confused and shattered with his behaviour. Still she had hope that he loves her a lot.

Three months passed, Manik when returned home, he found whole house on shouting, Nandini mother is beating her with her chappal. She is screaming in horror.
"Bol behaya kis ne kiya ya?" Her father shouted
Manik is scared to death, but he is having no idea what is happening
"Chod! Beti dekh muja khoun hai jis ne aap ko chua? Pregnant banaya?" Her Daddi asked in very low voice making her sit proper
Nandini looked at everyone then her eyes fell on Manik, his face went pale, he nodded his head no, she turned her head down and closed her eyes crying "I don't know" her father slapped her hard,

Whole night, she got beats, swearings, scoldings, threatenings still she stood still, Manik is numb, he want to stop everything and shout that he did, but having no courage he couldn't. He is ashamed of himself and embarrassed too.

After two days Nandini is been taken to hospital, for abortion, but doctor strictly said no, having no choice she is been brought home. Then on her life became hell, taunts became her bestie, tears are her lifeline, along with her detouring health, vomiting fever,too.

Nandini mother is taking care of her but taunts we're not away, Nandini is going to school, but her abbu takes her to school and brings her back, then she stays with her parents in room and never comes out, till morning school.

Months passed, Manik changed a lot, he want to scream and shout on people whoever taunts Nandini, he want to tell truth, protect her, look at her once but nothing he is dared to do. Now a days Nandini stomach is showing up, so they stopped school, so it's impossible for Manik to see her. Only taunts about her are to be listened.

Nandini is having her food, she felt uneasy, she is scared to call anyone so she with pain got up to go back to her room, all of sudden some one pushed and she fell. Everyone turned to her listening to scream, she fell on stomach and bleeding started immediately.

All ladies rushed to her in hurry, doctor is been brought, Nandini had miscarriage. She lost her seven month unborn baby. Whole night she is screaming with pain, as baby can't be taken away she has to deliver her baby, been just 16, and first time, Nandini couldn't handle it, she begged everyone to kill her rather than this pain. Finally by morning she got her dead son away from her body.

Manik who witnessed her cries whole night despised himself, hated himself, even felt like killing himself for his coward ness. Her cries made him realise how useless and selfish man he is. He is determined now, he will change. His only aim is study medicine and help people like Nandini. He want to save children. He got seat.

Life of Nandini changed totally, she is now like a log, she left everything in life except studies, she studied from home and got seat in medicine. She joined girls college. Her father drops and picks her up, she never looks at anyone, talks nor smiles. She does her chores leaves.

When Nandini is entering home, her Daddi called "come here Nandini! Sit" she sat uncomfortably as everyone are here.
"How are you beti?"
"Good" she spoke in very low voice.
"Forget everything take this money and buy some dresses, Eid is coming soon"
"Ammi will buy for me Daddi give this to ammi"
"Look Nandini! Ganda khoon tha chala gaya why to moron still" Manik mother spoke.
Nandini closed her eyes in pain, "ammi! It is you people who always reminds her about that, she was just kid why don't you guys just forget about that and smile for her once" Manik shouted.
"What the hell are you talking? What did I say? I am consoling her"
"By making her wounds more deep? Without that topic can't you just speak to her? Can't you say smile or eat well take care of yourself"
"I don't know talking like such with acting I am straight forward what to do?" His ammi said crying.
Manik felt more disgusted and looked at Nandini and found her missing. He felt more bad. He felt hell. He want to take Nandini away from this house and make her feel better which is stupidity he knows.

Nandini came to her room, she got freshen up, prayed and started studying, her ammi came, as always started to blame her for everything, Nandini didn't even listen, she is just writing her notes.

Later at dinner, Daddi got up, "today I understood one thing for sure, we all want some one to blame and take all the nonsense, and that became my child Nandini, did anyone once asked her that if anyone forced her? Did anyone took advantage? She was just 16 she knows nothing we all know that still to cover our incapabilities and responsibilities we just took our anger and selfish egos on her, as all children. She too bought up here infront of us, so how will she do anything wrong? Why can't a man be wrong? Why that person still hiding? Why she didn't ever take his name? Did he threatened her? Why no one asked these questions first? Straight away we all started beating and blaming her, she lost her baby, still we hear taunts and don't say anything why? As elder of family I want to ask you tell me Saab why? Is this your family? She is not your family or blood? Why?" Razia asked her husband Farooqi

Farooqi is taken back for a moment, he never thought about it, nor felt such, he is biased and uneasy.
"As a punishment I will never serve you as wife, from this moment on Nandini will stay with me in my room, you will sleep in hall"
All are stunned, she is always sweet lady never talks in bad mood but today straight away she gave punishment for her husband is something unusual.

She then turned to Nandini mother "being mother you don't that your daughter don't know what is sex? You just still blame her for what? Even today things happened because I called her, still you blamed her saying she should have avoided how? But not listening to me or disrespecting me?"
"No amma why will I say that?"
"Then explain how could she avoid today's situation?"
Nandini stood numb
"You know still you blamed her why?"
Nandini mother cried "what should I do? Daily I listen so many taunts I am unable to take them"
"And you expect that to take them by Nandini why?"
"I don't know" she cried more.
"All ladies listen, from today on No one will talk any word about past, if I listen I will send them away from house, next thing from today on I will eat only one time as punishment for all these years of Nandini suffering, that too I will cook myself"
"Amma don't do that please" Manik father begged
"Why not? Did you stop anyone from taunting that small kid? Did you once felt bad for her? Just because she is girl you blamed her that's all?"
"Amma it's my mistake give me punishment not you" Nandini father said
"Don't you dare call me ammi again, you killed her trust by beating her on that day, just don't speak to me again" she said in pain.
"Daddi just because of me every one are suffering please don't say such things I am ok please leave them all" Nandini begged holding her hands "please"
"No Nandini we all are your culprits along with the one who broke your trust, and innocence we need equal punishment" Daddi said
"Then it should be me who has to be sent to jail" Finally Manik spoke in guilt.
Nandini eyes widened, she with sweety hands left Daddi hands and turned to go away but Manik held her hand tight this time.
"When we were in excursion to Rajasthan, I took advantage of her, I took promise from her not to tell anyone about this, I nodded no when everyone are beating her, I stood silent when everyone are blaming her taunting her, I stood numb when she lost our child I am culprit, I need to be in jail" he cried with somany emotions flooding down holding Nandini hand
"No no this can't be, how can you?" Manik mother stammered in fear.
"How could I? Yes ammi how could I? Why didn't I take stand? Why I am coward? Why? I am ashamed of myself, I hate myself"
All just gasped, Nandini father slapped him hard, Manik father too did same, mother is crying, Nandini is numb.

When everyone are beating Manik "bussss!" Nandini shouted "just your slaps solve everything? You slapped me, now you are beating him why? Did you all even understood what is happening and what happened?" She screamed in frustration
"Just a teenager attraction, lack of knowledge, lack of control, most importantly lack of proper guidance and enlightening about point. Bought us here. We were wrong and stupid because we don't know about pregnancy, give us knowledge not just beating please" she cried with somany emotions which she is going through

All elders stood still, it's always embarrassing to talk about sex with children mostly with own children, they lack knowledge, some face problems like unwanted pregnancies and some face problems after marriage, men are overly attracted to sex where as women have zero knowledge what is sex. How the balance in men and women happen? How sex can be natural between them? Things turned out to be ugly in either cases.

Daddi came forward "tell me Nandini what should I do now?"
"Educate all your children about sex and it's side effects, support your children when they need you most, don't taunt them kill them atleast. It will be more peace than living with your taunts" she cried historic, Daddi hugged her tight.

"What you want? Tell me you specially you"
"Nothing" she said with hiccups, "obsoletely nothing"
"Why mere bachi why? You suffered a lot"
"I have nothing to ask"
"But I have Nandini, I am sorry I am sorry for everything, for my cowardly behaviour, my immaturity, my in capabilities, I am sorry" he sat on knees and cried "sorry don't fulfil any pain you went through but still I have only word sorry never forgive me"
Nandini got up, she stood away "I forgive you" she said turning her back to him

"Don't go away Nandini, don't turn your back, it is killing me, every taunt you got I felt it too, I am coward but I learn to break through it, when you needed me most I escaped just in fear of beatings, when I now see back I feel like killing myself, Nandini now I can't let your hand go, I genuinely love you, that I understood, I don't pity you, not for guilt, not out of my guilt. I know this is ridiculous to even spell love but I do what to do? Don't love me Nandini, don't be with me, infact marry someone whom you deserve most infront of me be very happy that is best punishment I can have, I love you and I am very much possessive about you. Punish me for life time"

"Who am I to punish you? Allah punished me, he took away my child, he felt I am incapable, a mother who felt her baby for seven months then one manhoose day she lost him, she is cursed one, she don't have right to live, right to punish someone else. Manik you too were young as me, scared of parents reaction I can't blame you, if I were in your place I would have done same, if I didn't get pregnant would I ever tell them that I had sex with you? Never, ever, about love? I don't know I feel emptiness in my heart, my child death made me numb, I don't think I can accept life love is far away. No need to feel guilty Manik I really forgive you"

"Marry me then, I promise I will give you enough space, this time I won't disappoint you for sure, I learnt my mistake will you marry me?" He sat on knees.
Nandini looked at him then at everyone, "is your ammi ok with it? Can she accept a girl like me? Even if slept with her son still I am characterless can she be ok with this? If she is says no now forget about convincing me, even if she gets convinced I won't"
Everyone looked at Manik mother. She is silent

Manik came to her, "ammi before you give answer I want to ask you one question if Nandini is your own daughter what would you have been doing with her? Would you kill her?"
She got tears "no"
"Then why did you kill her daily ammi? You are correct Nandini, we can't get married never" he fell down in his own miseries. He started crying, everyone got tears that heart wrenching is his pain. Nandini tears couldn't stop, she ran to her room.

Daddi made Nandini shift to her room, she kicked her husband away, Nandini started educating all girls in house, she even started keeping eye on them. Manik became silent and painful to himself. He lost his soul, now Nandini presence too don't effect him, only his pain is giving him satisfaction. He stopped sleeping, studies like minac. He don't eat much. Always zooms out.

Everyone in house is now scared for Manik, he is like walking dead living. His father made him work in his office for part time so that he can divert his mind but nothing changed much, he works studies still don't live.

Nandini felt very sorry for him, she tried to talk to him but he just walks away whenever he sees her. She started feeling guilty. His mother came to Nandini "beti! I did sin I understood for Allah sake save my son, I can't live without him please, I beg you, punish him but not like this, your forgiveness is killing him"
"What should I do? Tell me I will do that"
"Marry him Nikha karlo I promise I will treat you best, I will never let you repent for one moment I beg you say yes"
"You can't force her Nagma" Daddi shouted
"My son is killing himself ammi what should I do?"
"He did mistake"
"I too did I accept, he vomited blood today I am scared ammi" she cried with hiccups
Nandini fell on bed with tears, she loves him she could never stop loving him, her loss of child made her stubborn that doesn't mean she can see him dying, nor she can give same pain which she got by kissing child to one more lady.

Nandini came to Manik room, he is sitting near window and watching outside "Manik" she called he didn't listen. Nandini came to him and turned him to her, when he recognised her, he took two steps back, as if he would burn her, she flinched in guilt.
"Why are you not sleeping manik?"
"The night I spent with you is haunting me I am unable to close my eyes"
"Take this tablet and sleep"
"I don't want to"
"Are you punishing me?"
"What? Not even in death I will think such"
"But you are doing it, seeing you like this is my punishment manik"
"No I am Ok Nandini don't worry"
"Your ammi is worried"
"She has no right to worry"
"But she is"
"I can't do anything"
"Manik you have goal respect it and help all the patients out there for that you have to be healthy first"
"I don't think I deserve such profession I am thinking of quitting"
"Wow great again becoming coward I expected better from you, good decision, a coward like can do nothing, better die, then what? Our child will be so proud of you, once you declined his birth now you are declining his death, show him how incapable and worthless you are"
"Nandini" he screamed in anger
"Now you have ego too?"
"Stop it Nandini! For Allah sake stop it, I can't take more"
"Why? Before you die listen how useless worthless father you are"
"I beg you stop it Nandini before I do something stop it"
"Oh! You can now do something? What else you can do? Just like coward you can kill yourself, with guilt you can die, what else?"
Manik held Nandini neck tight from back, dragged her dangerously near him, "I will fuck you if you open your mouth again, I can't be coward again did you listen I can never be"
"Then show me, show me you can become a doctor, show me for that you can stay healthy first, show me you can be an example for everyone out there" Manik kissed her, tears flowing from both, pain is something which bounded both, he cried, this time his pain started to flow from his eyes. She kissed softly
"We need to fight for him Manik we have no choice" she said with hiccups
"We will" he cried holding her to his heart.

After that day, both buried their pain deep inside heart started living for their child who became their soul, though he is soulless.

Years passed, Manik became gynaecologist and Nandini became paediatrician, Manik gives lectures in schools every Sunday about sex and it's effects on life, he educated young children.

Nandini does free service every Sunday at near by slums, she takes care of kids gives them proper care plays with them spreads smiles.

Daddi is not well, she is called both, "now that you both grown up, achieved your goals, why don't you get married if not each other let it be someone else"
"Don't worry about us, Allah gave us you, which made our life easy, thank you Daddi, if I have next life be my daughter Daddi. Leave all worries. Go happily don't struggle your body and soul more" Nandini said
"Daddi I am sorry I disappoint you but I learned my lesson very well. Now I am happy as Nandini said Go"
"Allah tum donon ko kush Rakhi ke" she blessed. That night she died. She never forgave her husband and sons for Nandini till death. They repented. Manik mother too changed a lot, she now runs a NGO for girls who are been in same situation as Nandini, Nandini mother helps her.

Girls in Mahmoodulla family have knowledge freedom support care and love from each family members. Men became more responsible and respectful persons.

Oneday Nandini came to Manik hospital along with a newborn child, "what happened?" Manik asked in worry
"His mother died just now, she is been brutally rapped made pregnant, she was just seventeen, this child has no one in this world, I feel like he is ours..." her voice shivered
Manik didn't take a second more, he took the child in arms, tears rolled down his cheeks "Allah tera raham! His name will be Rahmaan Manik Mahmoodulla from this second"
"Marry me Manik I don't want him to be grown with single parent I want to give him world"
Manik got more tears "are you sure?"
"Hundred percent"
Manik smiled with tears "let us go then"

Manik and Nandini got married, Nikhah was simple, they legally adopted their son, Manik is so happy seeing Nandini and his son smiling always.

Life is not easy to everyone. We always think one sided but innocence and immaturity is in both, Manik might be coward still he too suffered. She has ability to show physically but he can suffer mentally.
Treat every child equally. Educate them properly, most important if they face such problems please understand them care them educate them and support them don't kill them with words and actions

In this story parents are villains not Manik and Nandini understand it, teach a boy to respect and teach a girl to be respectful.

Hope you guys get the point in writing this story. If possible help children who just entered puberty, May be your sister, brother, neighbour even a stranger. Spread love ❤️