Nandini murthy is youngest daughter of Nizami family, she is studying in Geetanjali school she is positive girl. She is  bubbly, active, caring and smiling always. She loves to spread smiles always.

Manik is youngest boy of Abdul family, he is headstrong, very stubborn, play boy. He is in same class of Nandini. Always angry and frustrated boy. He is very handsome, his looks made him have almost all girls in school. He don't even give deeds to that.

Nandini secretly loves Manik from ages, she follows him like shadow, she never crosses him as she is scared of him too. When ever she has to cross by him, she keeps her head down and eyes down, her palms get sweaty.

It's been three years Nandini following Manik, she saw him with so many girls, she even found him kissing them, inviting them to his pent house, her heart cries but her mad love for him always gave her a way with him. She still loves him madly.

Today is annual day in school, whole school is decorated, everything is colourful. Nandini got ready in her favourite red dress, she is wearing long red frock with heavy jhumke, leaving her hair free.

She then covered her hair with dupatta matching, she is today performing in a dance, basically she is a singer but her friends forcefully made her join in their dance program. She is nervous. 

When she entered college her eyes searched for Manik, she didn't find him. She got anxious started searching for him but she came across cultural team head "Nandini you are here, look I am searching for you, look we need you to sing a welcome song now"
"Sir but how can I? I didn't prepare" she panicked
"Yaar from years you sing so what is new come fast think one in ten mins and sing come now" he dragged her to back stage and she found Manik standing their with guitar, her breath hitched she didn't expect him here and with guitar never
"What are you singing?" He asked in rough tone
She looked nervous and spoke softly "I don't know"
"Sing tuhi ra song I practiced it"
She nodded then looked for lyrics, she googled and when she got, she said "ok"
"Come on try once" he said while running his guitar she nodded again. She closed her eyes and started singing forgetting everything. Manik is mesmerised by her spontaneous ness. Both came to stage after practising twice.

Nandini looked at everyone smiled nervously, she is not afraid of stage or public but she is nervous because of Manik. It's first time he is with her, talking performing. She tried to calm her nerves then smiled and started singing

Tu hi re, tu hi re tere bina main kaise jiyu
Aajaa re, aajaa re, yu he tadpa na tu mujhko
Jaan re, jaan re, in saanso mein bas jaa tu
Chaand re, chaand re, aajaa dil ki zameen pe tu
Chahat hai agar aake mujhase mil jaa tu
Yaa phir aaisa kar, dharti se mila de mujhko
Tu he re, tu he re tere bina main kaise jiyu
Aajaa re, aajaa re, yu he tadpa na tu mujhko
In saanso ka dekho tum paagalpan ke
Aaye nahi inhe chain
Mujhase ye boli main raahon mein teri
Apne bichhaa du ye nain
In uunche pahaadon se jaan de dunga main
Gar tum naa aai kahi
Tum udhar jaan ummeed meri jo todo
Idhar ye jahaan chhodu main
Maut aur, zindagi, tere haathon mein de diya re
Aayi re, aayi re, le main aayi hu tere liye
Toda re, toda re, har bandhan ko pyar ke liye
Jaan re, jaan re, aajaa tujhamein sama jaau main
Dil re dil re, teri saanson mein bas jaau main
Chaahat hai agar aake mujhase mil jaa tu
Yaa phir aisaa kar, dharati se milaa de mujhko
Tu hi re, tu hi re tere bina main kaise jiyu
Aajaa re, aajaa re, yu he tadpa na tu mujhko
Aa
Sau baar bulaaye main sau baar aaun,
Ik baar jo dil diya
Ik aankh roye to duji bolo,
Soyegi kaise bhala,
In pyaar ki raahon mein patthar hain kitane
Un sab ko he paar kiya
Ek nadi hoon main chaahat bhari aaj milne
Saagar ko aayi yahaan
Sajnaa, sajnaa, aaj aansu bhi meethe lage
Tu hi re, tu hi re tere bina main kaise jiyu
Aajaa re, aajaa re, yu he tadpa na tu mujhko
Jaan re, jaan re, in saanso mein bas jaa tu
Chaand re, chaand re, aajaa dil ki zameen pe tu
Pal pal pal pal waqt to bitaa jaaye re
Zaraa bol zaraa bol waqt se ke vo tham jaaye re
Aayi re, aayi re, le main aayi hu tere liye
Jaan re, jaan re, aajaa tujhamein samaa jaau main

She opened her eyes and found everyone clapping loud she smiled happily. Manik is looking at her, he felt as if she is some angel came down to perform, he then laughed at himself for thinking such. She turned to him then immediately turned down her head
"You sang mesmerising, you have gifted voice" he said
"Thank you" she replied timidly. Both came back stage Manik took his guitar and left. She stood their watching him go like a fool smiling and giggling.

Later Nandini came to stage again for dance with friends. Manik who is with his gang suddenly felt surprised seeing Nandini in dance group, he never saw her dancing. She grasped his attention again, she is gracefully dancing, while dancing her eyes met with Manik suddenly she felt nervous again but managed to look away. She completed her dance while feeling anxious and scared too. As she felt Manik eyes warning her to go away why she felt such she too don't know. She is not happy about it.

Celebrations are happening in swing, everyone are enjoying, Nandini is standing near stage with her friends, she is enjoying too, suddenly a hand sneaked into her waist, she jumped in fear and turned to look found Manik he is so touching and standing above her "come with me now" he said in her ear, she looked at him with wide eyes and shivering body. She looked at everyone, no one noticed nor looking at them, she tried to say no but he took her hand and dragged her along with him, he took her to near by room closed it stood back of door dragged her to himself she fell on him, he held her waist tight "why the hell did you dance? Everyone are whistling at you, can't you be sensible?" He asked in anger
"But..." she tried to say he didn't let her talk he kept his finger on her lips she stopped her words her heart is beating like drum body is sweating shivering "no buts! Keep your tiny head that you don't show your curves to anyone but me, following me always don't give you right on me but you following me gave me rights on you got it? Now go and cover your head good I hate when you show your hair too" he left her. She got tears why she don't know, she gulped them and started to go but he held her wrist tight turned to him then kept her to wall, looking at her wet big eyes "fuck" he said with frustration and leaned to her and took her lips into his with so much force, she gasped in fear her eyes widened lips parted body stiffed he didn't care instead took advantage and devoured her mouth fully. She tried to kick him away but he didn't let her till he felt she can't breathe, he left her turned her back and started to kiss her neck back "you are so tempting! Fuck rules let me have you now" he said while unzipping her frock she turned back in one zip, "no no please no" she cried
"Don't you want this?"
"No never I love you but I don't want you do this to me please"
"Why? What is love? Just fucking ultimately is love so why not?"
"No it's having you with me in everything is love not this one"
"For me love is pleasure only pleasure so you don't want this"
"No" she said in firm decision
"Think again if you love me or want me this is it for me if it is no then forget about following me or loving me"
"I love you"
"Then why to reject me now? May be you May make me get what you really want but if it is no now then forget me forever"
Nandini is biased she dreamt of Manik with her life long she don't want to loose him same time she is not ready for sex
"Think again and leave" he said in annoyance, he is horny he is kissing her, he removed her dupatta left her hair loose, he is playing with them.
"But it's haram"
"Yes even loving me is also haram" he is now kissing her neck
"I am scared"
"You should and I won't spare an inch so it's your wish yes or no?" He is now frustrated stood looking at her in anger, he then tried to open the door she held his hand, he smirked
"Will you be mine? Will you love me?"
"No I don't do love I fuck raw and you know that you have seen that many times so no"
She is disappointed but she loves him blindly "true" she said with tears, she want to be his forever so she took decision "yes" she said wiping her tears
"You will enjoy not crying I hate emotions and don't just close eyes and lie down be active take what you can and give me everything did you get it?" He asked while removing his shirt, she nodded yes.

Manik became half naked and came to her kissed her harshly, she couldn't match him, he removed her zip and dress she stood with bra and panty, his eyes shined with lust, she is milky white, her body is perfect, he couldn't even touch her seeing her this perfect, he composed himself and held her breasts softly, they are firm, she hissed and tried to turn away he stopped her "they are perfect" he leaned down and kissed them softly from fabric, he lifts her made her sit on bench, started eating her boobs after removing bra, she is feeling odd in start but started to feel best, his complements gave her more dare.

When he couldn't stand more with this beautiful naked body, he removed his pants, came to her made her sleep on desk, widened her legs, she panicked "shhh! Just look at me look into my eyes believe me you are most beautiful girl I ever seen so perfect and so beautiful" he complemented again while removing her panty, her aroused body emitted smell which hits him with force that made him go crazy, he loved everything about her, he kissed her belly button, then thighs then watching her he entered her slowly she made a cry and jumped suddenly, he held her shoulders tight keeping her firm "look at me beautiful! Noor ho aap, meri noor" he saying that entered her totally she hissed in pain looking straight into his eyes tears flowed down with pain
"It will go if you want come on loosen you body Noor, come on"
"How?" She asked in confusion
He started rubbing her clit, and said "see this one loosen it come on you can, know your body it works with your command come on try" he explained she tried but failed he again encouraged she tried again she felt little better, he smiled "good that's your body part too know it, hold it and get pleasure too" he started moving slowly, she felt her pain going away slowly, she is watching him, he is  enjoying every bit of it. His words too expressing his pleasure she felt proud for first time. He smiled at her which is very rare.

Manik couldn't get enough of her, unlike other times, pleasure didn't fill his heart, he is thriving for more and more, he don't want to leave her, "come home with me now I am not enough of you"
"Ammi will kill me if I don't go on time"
"I want you still let us have another round now then" he entered without listening to her, this time he is rough and raw but her body felt as if it is designed only for him, he is going crazy. When they had mind blowing climax Manik felt drained out his body started going weak, he felt so tired but his heart still didn't felt content.

Nandini started to get up, Manik held her tight to his heart, which is very unusual, he get irritated when girl clings after sex but with Nandini everything is different and new. He didn't understand but he want it more for sure.
"I need to go please" she begged he with anger left her, she dressed herself and waited for him, he with heavy heart got dressed up, "you go first I will go away later and I think you know the rules if anyone talks about this I don't care  that's your headache"
"Yes" she said in low voice he felt bad but he don't want nuisance in life

Nandini came out and mingled with gang again, Manik is with his, later after celebrations all left. Nandini felt bad worst beautiful content and helpless too. She felt she betrayed her parents too, but her blind love for Manik over powered it. She slept like log tired.

Next day being holiday Nandini slept whole day, she is really tired, she felt very odd and scared too, she is jumpy all day. She even missed Manik a lot. Unlike all time she didn't go in search of Manik she kept herself inside home when her ammi asked when she is so calm and still at home she said she is tired and weak her ammi felt odd and worried too.

Manik is in different zone, no one made him this crazy, this drained out, he slept whole night but when he woke up his whole body aches for her, he couldn't control himself so came out roamed around her house but to his disappointment she is no where to be seen.

Manik house is two houses away from Nandini house, they are distant relatives they attend functions parties celebrations and all. Manik know Nandini from childhood. She is always smiling. How and when he don't know but she started following her everywhere and Manik liked his own tail. He always knew she loves him madly. He never gave her hope, he always been himself, played around kissed somany girls while she is watching, to his surprise she never gave up. Which attracted more.

Yesterday was different, Manik is learning guitar from year secretly, he loves it, and he wanted to play guitar while Nandini singing. She is having blessed voice, everytime she sings he forgets world. So he want to play his first guitar bits with her. That happened, he liked it very much.

When he saw Nandini dancing all his friends started commenting her as sexy girl which irked him to core, he got angry, he want to warn her and stay away again as always but she attracted him beyond limits today. He couldn't control. She hesitated scared but she gave herself to him. He is happy without any terms and  conditions, expectations no strings attached she agreed.

But she ruined everything for him, she started playing with his mind heart emotions and even dick. Her name itself is giving him hard erection, her perfect milky body now became his obsession, his body is giving goosebumps whenever he remembers their intimate moments. He want her again and again and again that's fixed.

Manik waited for school to open in desperation, he just want to drag that stupid smiling girl to empty room and fuck her whole day with out any break is only thing running in his mind. He came school early, as expected she didn't come early actually she didn't come at all. She never skips school he is angry now.

Manik want to ask her friends but stopped himself as that will create May complications which he never wants. To his more annoyance school beauty Risitha is clinging on him which irritated him most. When he confirmed she is not coming he in desperate situation took Risitha to janitor room to fuck her but Manik didn't feel anything he left her half naked not even kissing her. She is shocked

Next day Nandini came, her face is sad, she is weak, her smile is forced one, Manik frowned. He asked her in break "what happened?"
"Fever, from last two days"
"So weak can't even take me twice how can you go when I take you whole day?" He smirked
She felt sad, she don't want to talk about it, as he is not hers he never gave her any hope so she can't keep her hopes on him. "May be that never comes"
"Why" he asked in deep voice as he is desperate listening that he got mini heartache
"You warned me I am never yours"
"No I said I am never yours but you are always only mine keep that in mind whenever I want I feel I will have you for sure"
"But you have so many girls not just me" she said with deeper sadness
"You fool you ruined me you made me desperate I hate to say this" Nandini frowned "what does that even mean?" She asked in confusion
Before Manik could answer someone came they got separated.

A week passed, Manik is waiting for her recovery, today she is active and smiling, Manik took her to terrace and started to kiss her wild. She is melting in his arms, he didn't waste time he fucked her desperately, when bell rang both straightened themselves and came to class. Nandini oddly came to class, this time she felt it's more wrong. She is now determined to stay away from Manik, her silent love is much better than this dangerous love.

Next time when Manik approached she said no, "I don't want to do Manik"
"What? Why?"
"It's dangerous and I am guilty I am miss using my amma trust so forgive me my silent distant love is enough for me"
"Don't be fool, I want you and you are mine"
"Still I don't want sorry" she started walking away
He got angry beyond limits her rejection is like burning coal. "Fuck you Nandini! I have big list of girls you are not alone in this world see how I will fuck each girl in school infront of you, and  Allah kasam I will never touch you again" he said
Nandini stood still her eyes burned with tears, his last words gave her more broken heart pieces. She wiped her tears and left. Manik got more angry.

Days passed to months and it's their final exams, Manik changed a lot in these months he became more arrogant and angry man, he is always with one or the other girl, he showed off them always infront of Nandini, she just watched him doing never ever looked at him again. She does her work and goes home, her smile left her face her bubbly nature turn to cold one.

After exams Manik couldn't stop himself so he came to Nandini "Are you still in same page?" He want her to come to him and beg him which never happened instead she just ignored him totally. He hated this more.
"Yes and all the best Manik I am leaving this town bye" she smiled with tears
"What? Leaving town? Where? Why?" He is now scared
"Now going faraway"
"No no I won't let you go you can't go did you hear me no" he is panicked
She stood little away "I am" she with tears kissed him softly and ranaway before he could take the news and analyse it she left. Manik ran back of her car but he couldn't match the speed.

Manik came home parked his bike and came to Nandini house, he is desperate to stop her which he failed as whole family is going to some trip and they are in hurry. Manik tried to talk to Nandini but her ammi held her tight and never gave him a moment to talk. She left.

Manik just watched her walking away while looking at him in desperation. She want to scream something but it didn't come out of her mouth. She left him.

Manik changed a lot after she left, he never let any girl come near him, he started taking life serious, he studied hard. For whole one year he tried to get information about Nandini but to his shock no one spilled beans in family. They just change topic. He asked all her cousins even her dad once but no use. He suspected something but he don't know what happened as they never behaved differently with him so he don't know what happened.

Then on Manik stopped enquiry about her, he accepted the truth that she left him, he still craves for her, but he knows she is now not his. He joined law firm, he studied law. Now he is working with famous lawyer in town. He still have female population attention always but he is cold towards them as always. Some even said that he  might be gay so he is avoiding ladies he laughed but never cared such comments. He regrets he used to be playboy and ruined so many girls, but never regretted about Nandini he always felt she is only his. Why? Only Allah knows.

Today is marriage in Nizami family, whole house is decorated and everyone are in hurry, Manik always hoped that Nandini will come for such functions but she never came. Today is different and he is for sure she will return, as it's her own brother marriage today.

Manik didn't go to office, he sat in balcony desperately he is watching every car that came in. He is sad whenever he get to see someone else. He want to get ready to attend this marriage with his family. He took his case papers and came to balcony, smoking his cigarette, just in towel wet hair hand full with paper mouth full with smoke that happened she just came out of car, wearing a saree, his breath itched he coughed loudly as smoke went straight into his longs burning, she looked up, for fraction of seconds their eyes met but she turned away as someone called her, a small boy then a man holding that boy came out. Manik who first didn't see them but when boy is hugging her tight his face fell on him and the man too. His heart burnt instantly. He held the burning cigarette in palm it burnt his palm too.

Manik couldn't take off those three who looked happy family to him. She is smiling at them happily. His heart went numb then roared at hight pitch. He got ready in zip time, came down and ran to Namazi mahal.

Nandini returned home after five long years, whole family hugged and cried, they started playing with boy, the man besides her is now been pampered by whole family. Manik eyes burned may be tears plunged in. He couldn't watch more but his legs refused to step away. He sat down just watching her.

She is talking to everyone, smiling. She changed a lot. Her innocent face is now more mature and beautiful, her lips are more plump, she became thin, her saree look is dangerously sexy, she is not wearing any hijab nor dupatta like before her long hair is now middle sized, they are still beautiful. She is still short. He smiled seeing her height. Her body changed but not much.

Nandini felt his stares but she didn't turn back she is not same naive girl still. She is now strong independent working women. She is an engineer, she works in multinational company, she now know people mentality and their behaviour very well. So ignored Manik completely.

Manik waited for an opportunity for two days he didn't get single moment having no choice he held her son "what is your name boy?"
"Mirza and who are you?"
"Manik"
"I know your name"
"How?" Manik asked with frown
"I don't know"
"Come with me I will show you my house"
"I don't go with stranger"
"I am not stranger I am your mothers friend"
"Ok but I never saw you"
"I am staying here so how will you see me?"
"Yes" boy smiled Manik heart melted the same smile which Nandini used have all day in school.
Manik took him, they both played games ate food,Mirza slept in Manik arms. Manik is almost sleepy when he heard loud voice of door opening and found tears flowing down Nandini, she came running in and tried to take away her son but stopped herself from touching Manik, he frowned kept Mirza on bed took Nandini arm signalling shhh
"He just now slept let him sleep" she removed herself from him, he felt rejection again but didn't care this time
"You finally came to me" he held her arms tight she is desperately trying to go away from him "you ran away rejected me"
"Leave me please"
"No never" he started kissing her neck, you smell so dam same I thought I forgot your sweet smell but no I couldn't get away from you, you feel so good in my arms Nandini, so perfect" he is giving her butterfly kisses till he reached her lips, he looked at them then removed her lipstick with his Kurtha arms then kissed her wild even when she tried to go away firmly. "Leave me Manik"
"No"
"Please" she is crying "you took promise on Allah not to touch me"
"Don't be stupid Nandini I was angry that's all even Allah knows I don't mean it. I am dying every second to be like this taking you in arms now when finally I got you I would never let that happen again I can't take the pain again"
"Manik I have family" she said in stern voice
Manik stopped himself instantly, he turned to him in anger held her hair in grip "he touched you? Smelled you? Had you? How dare you? Didn't once I crossed your mind? How could you? Dam it! I couldn't even go near any girl after you, never, you ruined me for everyone, then how could you"
"Leave me Manik everything over years back now nothing is in our hands so get away from me and my son" she came to her son
"Over really? That simple is your love for me?"
"Yes that stupid was my love for you, I was naive but not any more"
"Yes you are stupid and you were stupid back then, your innocent love made me crazy about you, your stupidity made me yours that stupid love made me insane for you"
"You can never love anyone Manik because love is not just sex, and you only want sex"
"Yes I want sex but not just sex I want you totally even your son"
"Manik let me go I don't want to argue with you as nothing left"
"No I can't let me get one chance to prove that I love you please Nandini I don't care about your marriage just give him talak"
"Manik you have gone mad leave me"
"No be mine always please" he begged
Nandini is shocked he is not the same Manik who used to be arrogant and selfish
"Please one chance"
"I have family Manik"
"I will be your family"
"You can't"
"Why?"
"Manik our lives changed get over of me marry someone else"
"I want you"
"You are just stubborn Manik this is not love"
Manik looked at her, within moment he lifted her and put her on shoulder and came to other bedroom, locked it thrown Nandini on bed "then let me show much I love you as I know only one language" he removed his Kurtha and came to her like beast. Nandini before she can react he made her frown in his charm, he is starving beast she is hungry fox, both didn't notice what time is, both had mind blowing sex.
"Satisfied?" Nandini asked in anger
"No never you make me crazy crave for you more and more you are struck here in mind"
"Then got hell I don't care"
"Nandini better be mine if not I will tie you to bed"
"Never" she said with venom
"Why?" He asked with worry
"You made me desperate you took away my precious moments in pressure, you just want sex nothing more"
"I was stupid and immature back then I did mistake I accept but I am craving only for you Nandini promise"
"I don't want you now"
"I want you please"
"I have son dam it"
"He is my son from this moment"
"He is always your son bastard" she roared
Manik froze "what?"
"Yes he is always your son he is your son I got pregnant back then, so family sent me away to my nanni house"
"How can that be? I came there you were not there"
"I delivered a day before you came to village"
Manik is speechless. He is broken for what he don't know
"Why? How? How could you? My son?"
Nandini sat down on floor crying "yes your son you don't want my responsibility then how can I tell you about him? And we were just 16 back then I just can't ruin your life too"
"No you are not the one to decide about it I have all rights you should have atleast informed"
"Why? To listen about  abort  it?"
"Never" he roared "I am not that cruel for Allah sake"
"You would want him?"
"Yes a big yes I realised late that I just want you life long, if I knew this I would have been with you forever"
"You just satisfied your sex urge we didn't make love"
Manik raised his hand to slap her listening to her words she shrieked in fear "fuck my life! Fool I only made love, I tried to be just fuck but no I drowned in you totally, I gave myself to you, when I only want to make you mine, I can never have just sex not even few moments back, I can only make love to you" he got tears "I was stupidity I had hurt lots of people, I did I totally accept it, and I regret it deeply that is why Allah had punished me by keeping you and my son away from me for five years, but I couldn't stop myself from loving you Nandini. I love you crazily"
"Now I don't love you" she said in firm voice
"My love is sufficient for all three, please don't leave me" he hugged her tight and cried she hugged him back

Manik didn't listen to Nandini like always he came to Nandini family after marriage rituals completed and begged for forgiveness and for her hand too. Her father slapped him hard a big fight happened two families got involved and hated Manik a lot. He didn't give up, after lots of fights begging and shoutings finally Nandini father accepted for marriage.

Marriage is just intimate one, their son enjoyed the marriage than others. Manik bought them home. He is now content and happy. Having Nandini with him made life so easy for him. She changed a lot she don't give that much attention to him now, he gives her full attention he became her shadow following always giving her gifts taking her on dates doing everything she needs.

They both love Mirza a lot. As before they didn't plan for other baby but they are pregnant now, Manik is on ninth cloud, he is not even letting her lift spoon. He is just enjoying this phase pampering her a lot. They had a girl baby Mirza is so happy seeing his beautiful sister. Manik instantly became possessive about his daughter.

Love is something which triggers life in many ways. It triggered Manik with sex.

This is my 75th story in short stories it's been long journey with you guys I don't know how they are, but I enjoyed writing them some are boring some are really near to my heart.

Can you guys mention which one is your favourite?

So guys this is it end of the book hope you guys read my other books love you