Written By Naina
One Sided Love

Yeee....I am going to meet Manik Malhotra..my crush or should I say my love .Yes,I love him more than anything but I can't never get him .

Manik Malhotra,he is the heart of almost every girl in the country .He is a renowned and most famous actor .I can never be able to get him nor he will be mine .Its a big dream that can never come true my tears agina brimmed in my eyes .I wiped them off...cause I won't cry today at least .
I am going to the city where he is coming for his movie workshop .I can't miss this greatest opportunity to meet him and see him with my own eyes,cause at least I will have one memory to cherish with him and shall remember my whole lifetime .

I got ready ,bid bye to my parents and left for airport to meet my love...oh sorry my "One Sided Love" Manik .
It took one whole day to reach the city and I was happy cause I am very close to meet him ,just this day .I stayed in a hotel room for the night .
At morning
Finally,the morning pepped and my sleep got broke .I saw the time 6 am and relaxed. Its still plenty of time .Manik will come at 4 pm .But I will have to buy the ticket .Oh shit!! There will be many girl. I will have to grab one anyhow .I got ready in my jeans and T-shirt .

I was getting ready .I wore a jeans and a royal blue crop top .Its my favourite colour .I didn't wear revealing cloths like those girls .Who thinks that by showing off their knees or proposing him with their fake feelings will impress Manik .I just want to see him close and with my own eyes before me..
I reached the venue and the crowd just gave me heart attack .I got tensed,whether I will be able enter?
With great difficulty and rude behavior I entered and luckily I was in the second row. I was waiting impatiently to meet and saw Manik .

After like one hour,I got the sight of him .He was so beautiful a Greek God .He was wearing a white jeans and royal blue T-shirt .He is more handsome and heavenly in reality more than I saw him on screen .I felt my tears in my cheeks .Yes,I am happy also sad cause maybe it will hurt me more to see him this close .I eventually knew that I fell I'm love in love with him more now .
Manik was roaming his through the crowd. His voice was so soothing .We cheered him to sing a song and the song just took my heart and I fell more for him. I was so lost in watching him,that I didn't realise someone poking me .
I looked at the girl - Manik,he is calling you in the stage that girl informed me and my stomach twisted paired with my heart .I looked at him and he was smiling with his eyes glued on me .I could hear my heart thumping inside .With slow steady steps I reached the stage's stairs .Manik forwarded his hands for me and again tears brimmed in my eyes ,I was so in pain and in happiness .The pain is that he will never be mine and the happiness is I got to see him and touch him .Honestly, I didn't wish to wipe my tears cause I was so busy in Manik .I placed my hand on his with shivering .The feeling was so beautiful,so wonderful and peaceful that I couldn't stop the tears coming out .Holding Manik's hand I reached the stage .I was actually sobbing .I was trying to hold them back but that was next to impossible. I was so vulnerable at that time that it shocked Manik to .The whole crowd was silent .Only my sobs were present. I tried to wipe them but my hands shivered .My eyes was getting blur due to tears .

Suddenly,I felt an arms warping me .I know who it is,Manik .His embrace was so peaceful .I felt so good that my hands was desperate to hug him back .Manik was caressing my hairs and I was sure this is my "Heaven" .I warped my hands around him .I know I wasn't doing any justice to the girls but right now I don't care about anyone .I was so in happiness that I snuggled more into him .Everyone was watching us and the surprising thing is he didn't broke the hug .
Finally,we broke apart and I looked at his eyes .Those brown eyes was beautiful .Shh!!...don't cry he said and wiped my tears .At that moment ,I felt the most luckiest girl in the world .

I want to hear something from you or any wish I could fulfill he said looking deeply in my eyes .

Spend a day with me I just blurted out without thinking as I was lost in his deep brown eyes . Suddenly, Manik comes close to me and my breath got struck .

Meet  me at the  hills he whispered in my ears and kissed my forehead .I was shocked and looked at all the people and I  knew no one noticed that's kiss thing .He smirked at me and I blushed .The night ended with lots of memories ,a lots of memories to cherish for a lifetime .The whole night ,I kept thinking ,will Manik come to meet me .But I will go,what if he comes?.
At morning
I got ready in in normal dress up .As I reached there,I saw a man standing with his back towards me..
He turned towards me and it was Manik .He smiled at me .I was so nervous and was feeling shy to even look at him .
Come sit,he said sitting in a bench at the hill side and inviting me to sit beside him .I nervously sat beside him and was looking down .
We shall do something, I mean we can't sit here idly he said and I looked at him .
Let's go to the other side of the town he said and I nodded smilingly .
We came at the other side of the town .The view was so beautiful .It was actually behind the hills and the river was crystal clear .Slow breezes were blowing .
You like it? He asked me and I just nodes .He frowned .
Don't you have a voice he asked me and I frowns this time .
Come on stop moving your !head and talk he said .
OK I replied and he smiled .The whole day passed in a jiffy or it was because I didn't wanted this day to end . It was now time for the sunset .Manik and I was sitting in the heights of the hills,watching sun set .
We were sitting beside each other ,talking no words .The sun was drowning .
Don't have anything to say? Manik asks me suddenly .I looked at him .He was looking at the sun set .Was he expecting something from me?Should I have said something to him? Am I supposed to say something?
The sun finally drown putting the end of the best day of my life .We stood up .
It was fun spending the day with you .I fulfilled a fans wish ,that's glad for me he said and left .But I hold his hand and he stopped .
Manik!! I called out his name .
Yes he turns to me with a smile .
Thanks...thanks for spending the day with me .Thanks,for giving the best day of my life .Thanks,for giving me a memory to cherish my whole life..thanks a lot I said and he hugged me again .
I so wanted to scream and say "I Love You Manik" but I am scared .I don't have enough courage to confess .I shouldn't expect more to him .He gave me his time and no one does that for a random fangirl like me but he did .Its not right to expect so much .I will love him my whole life and this day will always be there to bring smile on my faces..whenever I will miss him .
I Love You Manik..Hamesha
Manik broke the hug .He cupped my face and wiped my tears .I didn't realize when they escaped.. He smiled one last time and left in his car,while I stand there letting him go .And I know it was the first time he came and its last time he came .He will never come back again,never .My tears just blust .I couldn't hold them anymore .One sided love why it has to be so painful,so hurtful ...why? I get him and also lost him only one day and twelve hours .I just kept crying
"I Love You ,Manik and will always do " I mumbled between my tear .
"I Love You.......... Manik" I shouted .That day was the most happiest and also the most painful day of my life..
I was all ready to left for my city .The reason behind coming to this city was only to meet Manik but I got much more than that. I was all ready to go and it was still two hours left for my flight .I hired a taxi and reached the same place the hills .Before leaving I want to feel the moment here again .The memories, I want to cherish them again for one last time in this place .
The wind was still blowing like yesterday .It still has the memories of Nandini and Manik.
I spread my hands letting the breeze touch me ,engulfing me .I closed my eyes feeling the freshness of our memories .
I felt an arm wrapping me .And the scent hit me hard .I opened my eyes and looked sideways ,only to find Manik .
Manik!! I called his name .
I think you have something to say he said .
No,I don't have anything to say I avoided his eyes .
Maybe your words can give you the worlds happiness he said with beautiful smile .
My tears again escaped .And I know I can't hide it anymore,not from Manik at least
I...I...Lo..Lo....Love.....You..........Ma......Manik I confessed sobbing hard and he just hugged me .
I knew that he said while hugging me tightly .I just kept sobbing in his arms .
You know what I still don't know your name he said breaking the and I was looked at him shocked
What?you never told me he said as a matter of fact .
What's your name,girl? Manik asked looking at my eyes .
Nandini...Nandini Murthy I replied .
So,I am good at acting but when its about reality I am bad he said and I was confused
So,umm....Na...Nandini Murthy...I .....love .....you he said while blushing .
Oh my God!!!He is so cute .He stammers. .
Manik,can I ask you one thing?I said and he looks at me .
Do you really love me?I mean its not possible to fall in love with someone you just spend one day with I said .
You are right but then I don't want to lose someone who loves me so much .Didn't you heard the words in the song Kal_Ho_Na_Ho
"Chahe Jo tumhe puree dill seh, milta hai voh mushkil seheeeee...aisa ja koi kahaai hai,bas bohi sabse hasi hainnnee...uss hath ko tum thamlo...voh meherbaaa kal ho na ho he singes and I ran to his arms .
I will never leave this " Meherbaa's" hand he said and placed his lips on mine

Naina's pov
Its just dedicated to all the one sided lovers .I am also one .Its just my dream that I penned down .These kinds of dreams never comes true but in the case of MaNan its possible cause they are connected by destiny .
Thanks for reading
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