Manan OS

Written by Alexa Nee

Alexa pov

..* Presenting the love Anthem of the year. Kuch toh hai from Doh lafzoh ki kahani one of my favorite song  executing in this OS do play song as they do add extra feeling and attachment to the story while reading*..

KUCH_TOH_HAI

..Taking her small steps and adjusting her clothes she entered inside the Malhotra Mansion which was dark..lonely yet tidy. She glanced her hazel big doe eyes around and tucked her soft loose strands hair behind her ear. She walked further and saw servants busy on their own works. She tilted her head and saw a smart man at his 50s coming downstairs adjusting his watch. He glanced at her and she walked to him
..’’ New care taker hoh tum? ( he asked with calm voice and she bobbed quickly. He smiled and asked her to follow him. He walked back to upstairs and she quietly followed him. Coming near a room he took a deep breath and asked her to enter inside)
..she saw a guy sleeping by his stomach with open mouth..lots of pain and tension hidden inside..yet sleeping with calm trying to get rid of his pain and sufferings. She smiled softly and walked towards him while the person behind sighed.
..’’ My son..Manik..the Manik Malhotra..please isshe koi humdardi aur pyaar dosti kuch expect mat karna..isshe yeh sab karna nahi aata..in words kai yehmiyat kya hai who bhool chukka hai..jungli janwar ban chukka hai..ishe pehle ki care taker nai resign kar diya thaa..Im asking you last time..dhyaan rakh paogi ishka..mere bête ka ( he asked with little hope in his eyes and voice while she gently ruffled Manik’s hair and nodded at him with assurance look)
..’’ All the best beta..( he smiled and left while she placed her stuffs aside and glanced around his room. She sighed  and started cleaning up his messy room. She cleaned up the broken things and adjusted his every misplaced items.)
..He woke up rubbing his eyes in irritation as suns ray felled upon him. He stood up and saw her pushing away the curtains aside. With angry look he rushed towards her and pushed her aside harshly making her fall hard and then turned to pulled back curtains so that no light can enter his room and life
..’’ kaun hoh tum huh..how dare you enter here..himmat kaise hue tuhmari ( he mumbled angrily glaring at her and she stood up rubbing her arms and smiled softly at him )
..’’ Im Nandini..Nandini Murthy..wese tuhmari utni badi fan toh nahi hu..par haa tumse dosti zaroor karna chahti hu..banoge mere dost ( she asked softly and forwarded her hand. He angrily shoved away her hand making her gasp but she again forwarded back making him more angry..he again shoved away her hand yet she again and again placed in front  of him)
..’’ Ziddi hoh tum bahut..are haath bada rahi hu..maang thodi rahi hu ( she giggled looking at him and he looked at her with little soft look. She smiled and gestured towards her hand. Hesitantly he hold her fingers and shake them while she laughed leaving him with blank expression)
..Manik was shouting and pacing here and there. He threw all the things breaking into pieces while the servants were standing numb gulping their saliva. Meanwhile his father came and tried calming him down but he literally pushed him away harshly.
..’’ Mujhe bahar kyu jane nahi dete..Im a criminal or what! ( he shouted clutching his hair while his father nodded in no and tried to cup his face but he again pushed him away showing off his hand with serious look)
..’’ Mujhe..mujhe bahar jana hai..it suffocates here..dum ghut tah hai samjhe ( he mumbled rubbing his nose and glaring at him while in mean time Nandini came and stood infront of him with her all time smile)
..’’ har baat,,har cheez mai sirf ghussa aur ghussa hi karte hoh..ek baar thoda pyaar sai baat karo hmm..( she said and he glared at her. She knew what was coming next but then also she stood with calm and smiley face while he thumped his feet and left kicking the table away. She sighed and turned back to his father who was looking down with hope less expression)
..’’ Itna ghussa kyu aur kaise..( she asked looking at him and he sat in nearby chair rubbing his temple. He walked towards his study while she followed him. He took out a novel to distract his tension while she waited to him to speak up)
..’’ Manik kaafi chota thaa..jab ushki maa ki death hoh gayi thi..itna bada empire mera..I had to handle alone toh usshe jyada waqt nahi deh paya resulting ek rich spoilt brat ban gaya woh..itna carefree ki kisiki chinta nahi..not even of his Dad..ek badtameez but famous Rockstar..aaj bhi log mere bête kai gaane nahi bhool paye..I assure that..( he said the last line with a proud look and Nandini smiled at him)
..’’ kamse kam 28 baar ladkiya badly hogi ushne..Im afraid 28 bhi kam hi bol raha hu..phir ek din ek ladki aayi ushki life mai..I thought yeh bhi change hoh jayegi..par mera beta pyaar mai pad gaya thaa ushke..he was serious about her..kya kuch nahi kiya mere bête nai ushke liye..par woh sirf ushke naam kai peeche thi..kisine sahi kaha hai..aaurat sirf taakat sai pyaar karti hai..( he chuckled saying this and turned over the page of his novel)
..’’ Manik koh jab pata chala..toh bacha khucha dil bhi tut gaya ushka..phir bhi ek hope leke ushe baat karna chahta thaa..she was with him in his car..he was drunk and they were arguing like anything..ghusse mai ushne apna balance khoh diya..woh toh bach gaya par woh ladki..chali gayi ish duniya sai aur ushke zindagi sai..aur zindagi bhar kai liye dard aur nafrat bhi bharkar chali gayi..bahut koshis ki ushke dosto nai Cabir and all par nahi ( he said taking deep breathes and she was looking at with sad looks in her face)
..’’ trauma chad gaya ushe..janwar thaa ab toh aur junglee hoh gaya..dil toh hai..par kisiki liye dhadakta nahi..5 saal hoh gaye..guiter koh haath tak nahi lagaya..stadiums khaali hote hai ushke concerts kai bina..his fans misses him..and me too ( he said closing the novel and placing it back to the selves and gave a weak smile to her)
..Nandini saw Manik angrily punching the punching bags and muttering something. She glanced at his awards and pics hung on the wall which were not dusted from ages. Adjusting his bed she picked up the medicines and tapped his shoulder only to get pushed away from him. She again tapped and he angrily turned and punched her hard resulting she collapsed on floor.
..’’ baap reh..itna ghussa..Ayyapa bhi dar jaye tumse ( she giggled wiping her bleeds from her soft lips and stood up while he stared at her with shock face. She raised her eyebrows and placed the medicine in front of him)
.. ‘’ nahi khana..bahut..bahut kadwa hota hai ( he mumbled looking away and she made O face. She crumbled the tablet and mixed with orange juice and handed to him with wide smile. He stared at the juice and she gestured to gulped it down. Holding his nose..he gulped down it once and she laughed softly while he was looking at her wounded lips. Not able to utter sorry he landed on bed and closed his eyes)
..’’ lights off kardo..mujhe nafrat hai roshni sai..andhere mai chain milta hai ( he groaned and she nodded in no making him angry. He widened his eyes while she still nodded in no and adjusted herself in couch placing the blanket over her)
..’’ Roshni nai kya bigada hai tuhmara..ab mujhe to aese hi sona hai..tum bhi soh jao warna raat bhar bol bol kai tuhme tang karungi..( she said and closed her eyes while he angrily turned away and tried sleeping muttering curse on her)
..On Nandini’s insist Mr.Malhotra had allowed her to take Manik with her.  She took him to roam the parks  while he was just walking blankly. She talked about random things and giggled at her own jokes while he was deaf and mute to respond her back to any. Time passed like this only..she used to talk and he used to lost on his world
..’’ Ushne apne jeene ki makshad hi khoh di hai..aur naah hi marne ka koi makhsad hai..he just living through his breathes..trauma kai wajah sai kabhi ghussa ana..irritation and kabhi apni hi duniya mai khona..he has left with nothing..( Doctor said shrugging while Nandini sighed and looked at Manik who was blankly staring at the aquarium )
..’’ Ushe jeene ki makshad doh..kuch toh hoga..some where  he would find peace..some time for also..he will forget his tensions and some one..who would be always there for him..koi hoh jishke upar Manik believe karne lage..apne zindagi ka makshad ush insaan koh banaye ( Doctor’s words echoed in Nandini’s ear and she thought of something)
..Manik fumed in anger as he saw her playing his guitar and humming a song. He rushed to her pulled away his guitar from her and banged it on floor making her scared like hell. He angrily crushed the guitar and started to throw away all his awards shouting like anything..
..’’ I hate this..I just hate all this..kisne kaha tuhme yeh sab chune kai liye huh! Jake phek doh inhe warna tuhme uthake kahi phek dunga,,kisi koh pata bhi nahi chalega samjhi! ( he said and left while she tried to even her breathes as she was hell scared. She thumped on the bed and stared at his guitar which was broked by now)
..He thrashed away his meal and glared at the servants. He checked out the dishes one by one and thrashed them away in irritation while Mr.Malhotra chewed his meal nodding in disbelief. He angrily left kicking the table away making his father sighed in tension. Reaching up to the balcony he tried to control his anger and clutched the railing hard while Nandini stepped with tray of food in her hands
..’’ Sahi kaha hai logo nai..shaitan hoh tum..bichare khaane nai tuhmara kya bigada hai..yeshe koi phekta hai khane koh bhala( she scolded placing the tray at floor and glared at him gesturing to sit down )
..’’ tuhmari tarah nahi hu mai..Im Manik Malhotra..you seriously think..mai neeche baith kai khaunga ( he groaned looking at her while she shrugged and forcefully pulled him down. He tried to stood up but she held him tight and made a puppy face while he turned away muttering in anger)
..’’ Ab neeche baithkai khao yaa upar..jana toh pet kai andar hi haina..ab jaldi khao baba..yeh special daal apne hatho sai banaya hai..( she exclaimed and he made a whatever look. She insisted to eat and he picked up the bowl making her smile. But very next moment he splitted the whole daal upon her and she closed her eyes in bit shock..her skin burned as the daal was still hot in bowl)
..’’ Bola naa nahi khana toh kyu zid kar rahi hoh..Mujhe kisi ka jhoota care nahi chahiye..jab zindagi bhar kisine parwah nahi ki then why this drama and all now huh ( He groaned in anger while  she opened her eyes and glared at him she picked up a spoon of morsel and forcefully stuffed inside his mouth but he splitted that out too..she again fed him and he again splitted out wiping his lips)
..’’ ziddi toh tum hoh samjhe..jab dekho ghussa ghussa..dekho chup chap khao..khane ki insult nahi karte samjhe ( she scolded like a mother and he looked at with blank expression and she picked up another spoon of morsel and placed infront of his mouth)
..’’ Ab jaldi mooh kholo( she muttered and he quietly opened while she started to feed with short smile. All this was watched by Mr,Malhotra from behind. He smiled in relief as at least his son was eating properly and most importantly there some one to feed and scold him on his mistake which was actually should have done by him long back) 
..Manik frowned as he saw Nandini coming up to him with bundles of stuffs in her hands. With fumbling steps she reached him and thumped the stuffs aside dusting her hands. He rolled away his eyes and went to lie near window and stared out blankly. She picked out all the painting stuffs and placed in front of him while he gave a least bothered towards it..lost in his own world
’’ Ayyapa buddhi deh tuhme..din bhar yeshe hi pade rehte hoh..isshe acha lets paint something..lets play with colors..red..green..yellow..blue sab kuch ( with that she made him sit comfortably and opened up all the paints dipping her hands on them and started painting a random picture on nearby wall while he gave a blank face. She sighed and dipped his hands on colors and placed near her hand on the wall)
..’’ Ab paint karne ka matlab thodi yeh hai ki sab kuch perfect hoh..duniya mai kuch perfect nahi hota..life koh apni dhang sai rango..pyaar sai rango toh dekho..kitna khoobsurat banta hai who..chalo lets start ( with that she roamed her hand around the wall with him and he stared at the colors which was missing from his body and life. Soon a soft smile crept on his face seeing the beautiful colors’ and started  painting out like mad)
..’’ dekho..its so beautiful..I..I actually love it haha ( he laughed softly and painted all lost in it. Nandini blinked as she saw the rude and rugged Manik now a innocent man trying to ease away his pains and sorrows of his life. He looked at her and asked her to paint while she nodded and continued painting out leaving their marks and feelings on the wall)
..She was dusting the frames when she heard him shouting at others. She rushed and saw him almost ready to eat everyone as they had dared to listen his old songs which he hated to the core. She went to him and tried calming him down but in vain. She hugged him tightly and angrily he started hitting her back with his large fist. She cried in pain but still didn’t broke the hug and he kept on beating on her until he got tired and pushed her away making her collide with wall and collapsed on floor himself.
..’’ Sssh..bash hoh gaya..koi kuch nahi karega jisshe tuhme ghussa aaye..no one will ever hurt you again hmm( she whispered ruffling his hair and he quietly lye on her lap and wrapped his arm around her with blank expression. She sighed in relief and wiped her tears away)
..Nandini was preparing for lunch when land line rang..as there was no one she wiped her hands and walked towards it taking off her apron. She received the call with a soft smile and soon it faded away as what she heard made her shocked to the core and she dropped the phone down
..Mr. Malhotra was taking his last breathes connect in wires and syringes..he had an heart attack and unfortunately it was of third stage .Manik was sitting beside turning his face away from him while Nandini was standing staring at him finally uttered holding their hands
..’’ Dekho beta..mere paas jyada waqt nahi hai..Nandini..zindagi bhar joh mai nahi kar paya..woh tum karna beta..Mera Beta..mere Manik ka dhyaan rakhna..woh itna bura aur shaitan nahi hai..bas ushe pyaar chahiye..thoda sah pyaar..jiske liye who pure 26 saal tarpa hai..wada karo haa..you’ll not leave him alone..ushe theek karna..ushki zindagi mai ushka music agar hoh sake toh wapas laa dena..ushe insaan bana dena beta..ek insaan bana dena ( his voice got broked as he let out tears flow through his old wrinkled eyes. Nandini nodded and left while he turned to Manik and poked him lightly)
..’’ Zanta hu tu baat nahi karega..par pehli aur aakhri baar listen to me carefully..ush ladki koh jyada dard mat deh..thodi si shaitaniyat kam karde..wese bhi bahut tang kiya hai tune ushe phir bhi has haske tujhe sambhala hai..har insaan ek nahi hote beta..har koi bura nahi hota..aur woh bhi buri yaa greedy nahi hai..woh bas tere ujde hue zindagi koh theek karni aayi hai..dont hate her..aur aakhri wish samajhke..ek baar Dad bolde beta..itni kya nafrat..zanta hu jyada waqt nahi diya maine tujhe..phir bhi bheek maangta hu..ek baar Dad bolde( he whispered and gently closed his eyes while Manik wiped his tears harshly and sat like that holding his dead father’s hand tightly. When Nandini returned she saw Manik crying badly hugging his father’s tummy. She rushed to him )
..’’ Dad..Dad mar gaye dekho..kyu mar gaye..jisse bhi mai pyaar karta hu..sab mar jate hai..why..why always me..why..( he whispered shedding tears and coughed a bit while Nandu rubbed his back gently holding back her tears)
..Staring at his late father’s picture blankly Manik frowned and lied down again near the window and stared outside. Nandini sighed seeing him as what he had to always look through that window. Something clicked in her mind and left smiling to herself. Manic was on his own world and the trance got broked as he heard her voice from behind
..’’ And the singer of the year goes to..Rockstar Manik Malhotra..yeahh taaliya bhai taaliya ( he saw her clapping at him with one of his award in her hands. He frowned glaring at her while she kept the award aside and sat crossing her legs )
..’’ haa baba jaanti hu..ab tum yaa toh mera haath tod doge yaa pao..yaa phir sai jala hi dalo..par mai bhi thodi ziddi hu..mana tuhmari itni badi aur pagal wali fan nahi hu par phir bhi 5 saal hoh gaye..tuhmari awaaz sune hue..5 saal sai duniya suni pad gayi hai baba..ek baar sahi..bas gaalo..mere liye naa sahi..apne Dad kai liye..please ( she pleaded through her eyes and he stared at her and then to the guitar which she had fixed and brought with her. With trembling hands he grabbed the guitar and took deep breathes wiping his sweats away)
..’’ yes..you can do it..come on Manik..( she whispered staring at him lovingly while he closed his eyes and memories started flashing in front of him. How he used to thrummed his guitar strings..how he used to spread magic through his voice..how whole stadium filled with his fans used to go gaga over him. With trembling voice he started to hum first and then slowly let out musical voice from his inside)

..’’ Hohhooo..woo..ohh..hooo..wohh..Ashan Nahin Yaha..Ashiq hoh Jana..Palko Mai Kaato Koh bichana..Aashiq Koh Milti Hai Gum Ki Saugate..Sabko Nah Milta Yeh Khajana

..( he started singing and Nandini gazed at him lovingly hugging her knees and blinking at him )
..once he finished his song and opened his eyes he saw Nandini smiling and clapping in enjoyment. She was cheering, hooting and whistling for him. His face became serious as he saw the glow in her face due to effect of his song. He couldn’t believe as after 5 years of his silence,,his voice didn’t lost the magic and charm filled in it. He let out a tear and wiped them harshly . He had strong guts now that at least some one was there..who cared for him..though it was fake or he didn’t knew..the feeling of it..the little happiness he couldn’t describe it through words or expression
.. Nandini gently made him lye down on soft mattress placed on balcony and she herself  lye beside him and stared at the twinkling stars up upon  the sky and smile. He looked at her and she pointed towards the sky. He turned and gazed at the stars with blank eyes and face. He blinked his eyes at them and uttered
..’’ St..Star..stars haina who huh ?( he asked with innocent look and she smiled at him..she knew he was unaware of every beautiful things and feelings in this world and was living in dark since when. Yeah..he was a rough animal..but he didn’t choose himself to be born or be a animal..there were sitituation and craving for love which had made him like this)
..’’ Twinkle twinkle little star..how I wonder what you are..up above the world so high..like a diamond in the sky..( she giggled singing the poem and he blinked his eyes at her. She turned towards him and smiled)
..’’ bilkul tuhmare tarah..andhere mai hi chamakte hai..kyuki din mai nahi chamak pate..par chamakte toh hai..tumne toh chamakna hi chod diya..agar yeh bhi chod deh toh andhera puri tarah chaa jayega..woh jeet jayega..they are defeating him..tuhme bhi apne zindagi kai andhere koh harana hai and shine like you did before..ek makshad dhoondo..apne gaane kai liye aur andhere koh hatane kai liye..jungle janwar sai dobara insaan banne kai liye..( she whispered and gently closed her eyes drifting to sleep while his eyes sticked to her. It then felled on her burned hands which were given by him. He let out a tear in guilt staring at it

..’’  Aahatein..kaisi yeh Aahatein
    Sunta hoon Aaj Kal Aye Dil Bata..
   Dashtakein,,Dete Hai Dashtakein
    Kyu Ajnabi  Se Pal..Aye Dil Bata..”..

…He gazed at her with intense look and smiled softly. With trembling hand he tucked the loose strands of hair behind her ears making her stir in sleep. He palmed his mouth and tried not making any sound. She turned away and slept facing other side making him little side. He stood up and walked to sleep to her other side so that he could glance at her face..

..’’ Kuch Toh Hai..Joh Neend Aaye Kam
     Kuch Toh Hai..Joh Aankhe hai Nam
     Kuch Toh Hai..Joh Tu kehde Toh
     Haste Haste..Mar Jaaye Hum..
     Hee..Aaayee..aahaa..Hee..aayee
     Hee..Aaayee..Ohhoo..Hmm Hmm..ohhoo..Aaayee..”..

..Whole Night..deprived of sleep he was just stealing glance of her. Every time she would stir and turned away in her sleep..he would just walk and change his place like a mad. While unaware of his gaze and developing feelings..she was smiling in deep sleep. Next day she took him to the park making him refreshed and chill from his depressions. She was blowing bubbles around playing with him while he was just standing with his bubble bottle and lost in her
..’’ yeshe ghoorne sai bubbles nahi nikalne wale..nikalo aur phook maro..ushi kai saath tuhmare andar joh dard hai ushe nikalo aur hawa mai phook doh..yeshe (with that she blew the bubbles and clapped bursting them with her fingers)
..’’ suno..ek baat puchu toh..sachi sachi kahogi naa ( he asked with little cold voice while she shrugged lightly blowing the bubbles..while he fumbled and uttered gazing at her )
..’’ Itne dhyaan aur care kai baad..tum..tum chali toh nahi jaogi naa..dekho bol deta hu..agar tum bhi baaki sab ki tarah mujhe chod kai chali gayi toh mai apna sab guitar wagera tod dunga..khana aur medicine bhi nahi lunga aur tuhme hamesha tang aur hurt karunga..mai aur bhi bura hoh jaunga ( He said little sternly glaring at her while she smiled and cupped his face gently)
..’’ Pata nahi..itna ghussa kaise kar lete hoh..are baba mai kaha jaungi tuhme chodkar..tum jaise shaitan koh bhala koi aur sambhal payega..aha..mai hamesha hu..tuhme pareshan karne kai liye ( she giggled and he smiled shortly with little feel of relief. After all his rude and animal behavior towards her..she wasn’t ready to leave his side at all)

..’’ Mujhse Jyada..Mere Jaisa..
  Koi Hai Toh Hai Tu..
  Phir Nah Jaane Dil Mera Kyu
  Tujhko Deh Nah Sukoon..’’..

..It was around midnight when Nandini woke up as she was feeling thirsty. She hopped out of couch and saw water jug empty. She looked at Manik who was fast asleep..she turned to walked out of room but collapsed on floor hard and shouted in pain. He jerkily woke up and saw her hissing in pain. She looked at him and glanced at her right leg which was tied up with rope. She frowned as the rope was attached to Maniks left leg. She frowned at him while he looked down and scratched his blanket.
..’’ woh..mujhe dar lag raha thaa..agar tum bhi baakiyo ki tarah sachme chodkar chali jaogi..phir koi nahi hoga mere liye..mai phir akela hoh jaunga..hamesha ki tarah..tum jaisi bhi hoh mujhe achi lagti hoh..warna dusre log toh mujhse nafrat karte hai..jaane nahi dunga tuhme yeshe..kahi bhi  aur kabhi nahi jane dunga tuhme ( he whispered lowly and she sighed at him)

..’’ Kuch toh Hai..Joh Dil Ghabraye
     Kuch Toh Hai..Joh Saans Nah Aaye
     Kuch Toh Hai..Joh Hum Hothon Sai
     Kehte Kehte..Keh Nah Paye..
     Hee..Aaayee..aahaa..Hee..aayee
     Hee..Aaayee..Ohhoo..Hmm Hmm..ohhoo..Aaayee..”..

..’’ Are..maine kaha naa..Im going nowhere..aur ish rope ki kya zaroorat..jab ki dil rope toh already connected hai..chhaku maaro yaa aag jaalao..nahi tutne wali ( she said and hugged him tightly while he possessively wrapped his arms around her)
..’’ Uffo yeshe keech kai kaha leke jaa rahe hoh..( Nandini pouted as Manik dragged her outside and stopped near garden. She gasped as she saw the garden all decorated with her favorite orchids and teddy bears. He went into the mid and blew bubbles for as he knew she loved bubbles. She ran upto him and smiled while he looked down)
..’’ jab tum hasti hoh naa..toh sab acha lagta..lekin jab tum hasti nahi toh kuch acha lagta  nahi..mai sab karunga na tuhmare liye..you just smile..for me ( he whispered and she kissed his cheeks then hugged him tightly with teary eyes while he smiled ruffling her hair)
..He made sure he would always surprise her so that she would smile which soothed his pain. He didn’t knew why the hell he was doing this..but it was making him and her happy giving them peace and all this was it for him..now his life revolved around Nandini only.
..Nandini was arranging the books when he went and huggd her from behind. He kissed her neck and she smiled cupping his face and placed her other hand on his hand which were possessively wrapped around her waist..
..’’ kya hua ab tuhme ( she asked caressing his face while he mumbled nothing and remained inside her and she blinked doing back her work letting him do what he wanted to..
..’’ waqt kyu barbad karti hoh apna ush janwar kai peeche..hoga ek zamane mai famous or something but now..ushka dimag kharab hoh chukka hai..har kisi koh apna dushman manta hai..sabse nafrat hi expect karta hai joh insan apne Dad tak bharosha nahi kar paya..ushe pyaar nahi deh paya..woh insaan tuhme kya dega Nandini..mark my words jaise ushke Dad..chale gaye ushke pyaar kai tarap mai..weshe hi..tum bhi agar kahi tarap rahi hogi naa..nahi aayega who..yeshe hi marne kai lye chod dega..kyuki insaan hi insaan koh bachata hai..koi janwar nahi ( Manik’s old care taker was giving her advise for no reason while Nandini smiled seeing her)
..’’ Pehle toh yeh bin puche advise kai liye thank you..aur rakha hoga tumne bhi ushka care..par afsosh tum usshe theek sai jaan nahi payi..tumne sia sirf bura side hi dekha..ushke andar insaniyat bachi hai yaa nahi..kabhi jhaakne ki koshish agar karti..toh shayad yeh sab nahi kehti. thoda sa pyaar aur asha dikhao toh kafi hota hai ( she said and left while Manik was listening all this from behind the pillar. Wave of guiltiness and anger filled inside him and left)
.. Since Manik had singing again his most of the time was spent on jamming and ignoring Nandini which she found a bit weird..he was acting like same rude Manik which was making her more confuse. On Nandini’s insist he agreed to roam around with her. They entered a restaurant and spent a time in silence
..’’ kuch toh kaho..kya hoh gaya hai tuhme..kyu yeshe behave kar rahe hoh kisine yaa maine kuch kiya( she asked softly placing her hand on her but he angrily  shoved away and stood up angrily making her shock a bit)
..’’ mat karo yaar yeh sab..you don’t deserve this..you don’t deserve a animal like me..sahi kaha sabne maine kisike layak nahi hu..pyaar dena karna nahi aata mujhe..mere paas joh bhi aata hai..sab mar jate hai..maa..Dad..Niharika jisne toh mujhe dhoke kai alawa kuch nahi diya..aur ab tum..chali jao warna tum bhi mar jaogi ! ( he shouted kicking off the chairs while she was numb on her place)
..’’ kisne kaha! Manik yesha bilkul nahi hai..aur tum keh rahe mujhe jane kai liye..kaise rope sai baandhkar apne paas rakhte thai..ab kyu yesha keh rahe hoh..mar jaungi lekin tuhmare bina..aur tum bhala kyu marne doge mujhe..Manik is always there for Nandini right (she said cupping his face but he pushed her away and wiped his tears harshly)
..’’ sab jhoot hai..mujhe pata chal gaya..Im good for nothing..nothing ..door chali jao ( he shouted and ran away from there while she knelt down crying badly and shouted for him )
..’’ Manik! Tum yeshe bhaag nahi sakte..kyu bhaagte hoh hamesha apni zindagi sai..come back..come back! Come to me! ( she shouted shedding tears but he was gone already. He rushed far out of restaurant and shouted clutching  his hairs while she was still crying..there was silence..silence of love on both sides when.. 
..BOOM! Manik got shaken as a huge blast took place at the restaurant..he’s eyes widened in shock and he turned back fumbling hard. For a moment he becamed numb to react there shouts..cries and pleads. He blinked his eyes as there was fire and smoke everywhere.
..’’ Agar tum kahi tarap rahi hogi na Nandini..ushke pyaar aur ushke liye..nahi aayega who..kyuki insan hi insan koh bachata hai..janwar nahi( care takers voice echoed in his mind and he was blank on his place but very next moment her beautiful smile and her every moments flashed in front of hi.. then he ran inside searching for her..some were dead while some were struggling to breathe..he glanced around and finally saw a glimpse of her white anarkali dress. He rushed towards her and saw her lying all wounded fortunately she wasn’t burned that much yet she was coated in blood.. she was breathing looking at him..
..’’ Nan..Nandini..utho..get up..( he mumbled while she smiled weakly cupping his face. Somewhere in in heart..she knew how bad he would act or be..he would leave her alone like this.He carried her in bridal style and took her out.. He rushed towards ambulance but to his dismay it was already filled with other peoples. Like a mad person he paced here and there for help)
..’’ hey listen please help me..Meri Nandini mar jayegi..please( he pleaded to everyone but nobody showed little mercy towards him. He shouted in anger and cursed his fate. He couldn’t drive also as after the accident of 5 years back..he was suffering from its phobia)
..’’ Jeene kai liye aur andhere koh hatane kai liye ek makshad dhoondo Manik..woh ek aesi Makshad joh phir tuhme jeena sikhaye..ish pure duniya mai Kuch toh hoga..kuch Toh hai joh ush makshad koh aur tuhme jodega. Sabit kardo ki ish jungle janwar kai paas bhi dil hai aur dhakta bhi hai( her voice echoed in his mind and finding no other option he carried her in his back and started rushing through peoples and all the traffics.)
..’’ Nandini don’t worry..mai hu naa..this time I’ll not let you go..mai kahi jane nahi dunga tuhme..tum nahi hogi..toh mera dhyaan kaun rakhega..sirf tum hi jhail sakti hoh mujhe..aur zindagi bhar jhailna padega..I promise..I’ll change for you..tum joh kahogi woh karunga huh..( he was mumbling as he ran passing through every peoples vehicles and streets while she was smiling weakly in his back. She sighed closing her eyes slowly while he tightened his grip around her and ran. He felled hard as his leg fumbled still he got up catching her tightly and ran like maniac and finally he saw a glimpse of hospital infront of him)
..’’ Joh Hamare..Darmiyaah Hai
     Ishko hum..Kya kahein
     Ishq Kya Hai..Ik Lehar Hai
     Aao Iss Mai..Beh Chalien..’’..
..’’ Breaking news..terrorist attacks in the city..hundreds of deaths and thousands of live still injured( News flashed all over . Since twelve hours Manik was sitting like a statue in front of OT. The thing which he only waiting for her was her beautiful smiley face and all her laughs which was like a magic for him. Finally nurse made her appearance and gave a wide smile at him and he got the single..he knew she was save..he knew like others she won’t ever  and ever leave him..after all she was his motive now..he had found his ‘Makshad’ for his surviving..for dusting away the darkness from his life..to be a human from a roughed animal.

..’’ Kuch Toh Hai Joh Hum Hai Khoye
      Kuch Toh Hai Joh Tum Nah Soye
     Kuch Toh Hai Joh Hum Dono Yu
     Haste Haste Itna Roye..
     Hee..Aaayee..aahaa..Hee..aayee
     Hee..Aaayee..Ohhoo..Hmm Hmm..ohhoo..Aaayee..”..

..Manik opened his eyes and finished his song while the whole stadium was still waving lost in his song..many of them shredded their tears as the song he just sung was actually his real life story..one couldn’t believe a brat animal can change like that..love can actually do this..the lyrics and his love mingled out together to be formed as THE LOVE ANTHEM for his fans. He raised his guitar in air and waved good bye to them..
..’’ Buddy the Rockstar is back ( Cabir smiled to himself and hugged his wife and while his other friends Mukti..Alya and Dhruv in their respective place and life too had tears of joy in them)
..’’ Dawa nahi khanii..kadwa hota hai ( Nandini said with bad face while he smiled and crumbled the tablet mixing with juice as she did and as he did she grabbed her nose and gulped it down and giggled while he holded her hands)
..’’ mujhe mera makshad mil gaya..aur tum hoh..Kuch toh hai joh hum dono koh jodta hai..aur teen sabdo koh..un alfazo koh jitna dil sai bayan karo..utna kam hai..bas itni si baat hai ki tum ab meri sab kuch hoh..tum hi mera sahara aur hoshla..tumne mujhe jeena sikhaya aur tum hi mere marne ki wajah hogi..Nandini..thanks for making me human..thanks for every thing and yeah..you are my every thing..( with that he kissed her ever gently and she responded equally)
..’’ Neene aa gayi..lets sleep..another new morning is waiting for us ( she whispered and slept while he lightly caressed her tiny nose with his fingers and kept adoring her for whole night. The magical words I love You..are not only meant for sayings..the words have their own value..if a person takes the responsibility of it..he has to fulfill it..execute it..though they didn’t confess these words but they do follow it..action speaks louder than words..work in silence and let the result shout out your success)
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