Manan OS
#AGAR_TUM_SAATH_HO
..He parked his car to its usual place and hopped out carrying his favorite guitar. He slowly walked inside the mansion which was dark and quite. He made his way towards the staircase and stopped in the mid as the lights went on revealing a girl coming out of kitchen wrapping a shawl around her. She looked weak and pale but it didn’t mattered for him. He didn’t gave a least bothered to think weather she exist or not.
..’’ subah kai 4 baj chuke hai..kaha thai tum( she asked softly walking towards him while he rolled away his eyes and walked back towards his room. She sighed and followed him. Keeping his guitar aside he collapsed  on bed closing his eyes making her smile softly )
..’’ ab khadi..khadi mera sar mat khao yaar..get lost ( he muttered burying his face on the pillow and drifted to sleep  while she slowly took off his shoes along with socks and ruffled his hair lovingly wiping the tear formed in the corner of her eyes )
..’’ Kaash tum kabhi mujhe samajh paate Manik..mai kaun hu..kya chahti hu. Sayad tumne kabhi mujhse pyaar kiya hi nahi..it was only me between us ( she whispered and left to worship her one and only Ayyapa who was always there for in every phase of her life )
..Dr.Nandini Malhotra..soon be coming the old Dr.Nandini Murthy..the simple average girl of 24. Cousin of Cabir who was the best friend of Manik. They had met a long ago in the birthday bash of Cabir. Manik had fallen for her at first sight due to her natural beauty and down to earth nature. Deciding to marry to her he had proposed her in private but she knew it was going in all hurry..she had pleaded for time but he always being a stubborn head..she had to agree to marry him. Manik Malhotra..the guy of 26 was complete opposite to her nature..born with platinum spoon in his hands. The re known singer of all time..he had always lived a carefree life according to him.
..After few months of marriage..things didn’t went well between the duo as there were a lots  of difference between them..from thinking to way of living style. Manik couldn’t digest her mature and simple way of living. For her life..means her family friends and most importantly her husband..indeed she was a simple girl and preferred simple life but for Manik..life was him and only him..it didn’t mean that he was kind of selfish but it suffocated him that his life would be deprived of exploring the world other than the shits of love and family drama. Resulting he demanded to get rid of her and she without complaining had accepted for his wish..as he had always did.
..Manik came out rubbing his eyes and saw her preparing the table for him. He walked and grabbed the apple nearby without looking at her and she knew this was going to happen..why would she even try but then also..the little faith her heart..how could she made understand . he turned away but she grabbed his hand making him frown at her.
..’’ janti hu sirf 6 mahine hai hamare paas. 6 mahine hi sahi par hum saath toh hai Manik. I don’t expect the same old love or care from you..but cant you just keep you’re cold behavior aside. 6 mahine kai baad..hum apne apne duniya mai wapas chale jayenge..tab tak hum dost toh ban sakte haina..lets just be friends Manik ( she whispered lowly earning a blank and cold expression from him. Shoving her hand away he quietly sat down and pulled the plate over him serving the food for himself )
..’’ who aaj Saturday hai..church jana hai toh sham tak wapas nahi aa paoungi..tum please apna dhyaan rakhna ( she mumbled and grabbed her things while he nodded in disbelief listening to the word church and kept on munching his morsel. She mumbled goodbye and left while he leaned back and sighed staring the plate in front of him. She had left without eating something and he didn’t had the courage to ask her to eat also. He angrily pushed the plate away muttering to himself )
..Manik was lying on the couch adjusting the strings of his guitar when Cabir barged inside with a silver card shining in his hand. He placed the card on his lap and sat opposite to him waiting for his reaction and as he thought Manik crumbled away the card and threw it away angrily. Cabir chuckled over him and he started thrumming his guitar blankly.
’’ Congratulations..teri pyaari mom..she is going to be married soon. I don’t believe yaar ushne sadi ka card bhi chapwa diya aur sabse pehla card apne ladle bête koh..cool ( Cabir said earning a deadly glare from Manik. He made a Oh I’m so scared look raising his hands in air while Manik rolled away his eyes making whatever look )
..’’ whatever..wese bhi..mujhe ab koi farak nahi padta..woh aurat joh bhi kare..because of her..sirf ushked wajah sai maine apne Dad koh rote hue dekha hai..marte hue dekha hai..I swear..I’m never ever gonna forgive her ( he muttered with serious look while Cabir shrugged raising his eyebrows and both kept quite for a moment )
..She was busy in kitchen wiping the dishes out when she heard a loud cracking noise coming up from their room. Quickly she rushed toward to the room and saw him wiping the broken vase muttering to himself. Once done he stood up sat holding his head while she walked toward him and placed her hand on his hair..ruffling them gently
..’’ Agar tuhme koi problem nah hoh toh massage kardu..accha lagega ( she whispered and without wasting a second he nodded in yes making her smile. She walked away and returned with oil in her hand. She closed his eyes and started massaging his head softly )
..’’ who aurat itni matlabi kaise hoh sakti hai..kya ushe ek time kai liye bhi dad ka khayal nahi aaya..apne bête ka khayal nahi aaya..I wonder what sin did we had committed that she left us ( Manik mumbled weakly while she smiled and kept on massaging his head )
..’’  its her choice Manik..unki zindagi hai..woh jaise jeena chahe jee sakti hai..wese bhi unkee bare mai sochkar tum kyu tension karte hai..just let it go..leave it..( she said while he sighed and lyed down his head on her lap wrapping his hand around her waist. She took off his head placing it on the pillow and stood up..tucking the blanket over him and went to switched off the lights allowing the yellow dim light to remain on as he had been always scared of dark )
..’’ Nandini! Nandini kaha hoh! Jaldi niklo bhai..maaf karna..jaldi niklo behna ( Navya shouted barging inside the Malhotra Mansion. With one she was holding her 8 month belly and with other her favorite lays magic masala ehich she often called her best wala blue lays. She came and thumped down on sofa while Nandu came out and walked toward her )
..’’  Navya! What’s this! Kitni baar kaha hai..yeshe halat mai no junk foods..baby kai liye acha nahi hota hai ( Nandini scolded snatching the chips away from her hand making her pout in bit anger but then she instantly hugged her and placed her hands on her belly )
..’’ pata hai..hamare munne nai aaj pehli baar laat mara..pehle toh hum kaafi naraz hoh gaye thai..yeshe koi maa koh laat marta hai..phir jake mehsoos hua..ishne pehli baar apne hone ka ehsaas dilaya thaa..pata hai hum kaafi khush hai..ab jab doctor sahiba..hamari delivery aap karne wali hoh toh socha..sabse pehle aake tuhme batate hai( Navya exclaimed while Nandini hugged her and wiped the tears formed in her eyes )
..’’ yeh kya..tum toh roh rahi hoh..kyu reh ( Navya mumbled wiping her tears away while Nandu mumbled nothing avoiding the eye contact while Navya gave a suspicious look as knew what the reason might be )
..’’ Happy birthday! Oho Navya..baby kai excitement mai apna birthday bhool gayi ( Nandini exclaimed changing the topic while Navya widened her eyes in shock and tapped her head nodding in disbelief. The great Navya Naveli who used to be crazy days before her birthday now had totally forgotten her special day )
..’’ Are..hum toh bhool hi gaye..kya kare..bacche ki chinta sar kai upar ghumta rehta haina..ohh ab samjhe..Tarun jee hame baar baar kyu rok rahe thai..unhe kuch kehna tha bol rahe thai..aur hum hai ki ( she exclaimed shrugging while Nandini laughed seing her. Tarun was Navya’s husband but not the father of the child..Navya had been unfortunately raped by a drunken brat and left to die in infinity when Nandini had found her struggling for her life. After knowing that she was pregnant she was ready to give birth and raise up her child as she wasn’t one of them who curse about her fate and rejecthe baby in fear of the society. As Tarun was one of Manik’s music director and friend..he had fallen head over heal at the personality of Navya. Ready to accept her along with her baby promosing to raise the child as his own..he had married her year ago )
..’’ toh phir yeh tae raha..shaam koh hamare yaha party hogi aur tuhme aana hai matlab aana hai..woh bhi Manik koh saath lekar..hum jaante hai eum dono kai beech kya chal raha hai..phir bhi sab gale shikwe mitakar..hamare dost bankar hi sahi..aah toh sakte hoh naa ( Navya said holding her hands while she thought for a moment earning a deadly glare from Navya. She smiled and nodded in yes while Navya immediately took her in her embrace )
..It was evening by now as decided by Navya and Tarun..they had thrown a small get together party inviting the close one’s on occasion of her birthday and the theme was decided to be the elegant white. Nandini adjusted her off white saree and glanced at the door. She had requested Manik for the party in the afternoon but got no res[onse from him. On the other side Manik was busy flirting out with a random girl unknown of the fact that his wife was waiting out for him.
..’’ You know..red color should be banned for you girl..you got no right to be this sexy and hot ( he whispered with husky voice and leaned down sucking her neck hard when his phone got beeped. He ignored but this time he received a message and angrily he pulled away from her. He took out his phone and swipe the screen receiving her small message
..’’ Navya’s birthday party on swing. Everyone praising me for looking beautiful in this Saree. By the way..this reminds me that..you always had the wish to see in me Saree. Nandini.”..
..’’ what happened ? ( the girl asked caressing his cheek while he turned away from her and smiled biting his lips. He immediately took his car keyes and rushed toward the destination)
..Navya was dancing fully with the shy Tarun while Nandini was looking at them from corner and smiling to herself. She sighed and suddenly her gaze felled on him who was standing opposite to her in the corner. Wearing a off white blazer upon pink tee and black jeans with hands inside pocket..he was looking at her with unknown expression. She was so lost in her thought that she didn’t realize when he came and stood there..looking at her.
..’’ Are..sirf hum hi naachte rahenge kya..chalo chalo..tum sab bhi aao bhai ( Navya exclaimed dragging Nandini in the mid while Tarun brought Manik. They stared at each other with awkward look but then Manik slowly placed his hand around her waist and placed her hand on his shoulder pulling her bit closer. She looked down while he started moving themselves in a swing)
..Saathiya..yeh tune kya kaha..Beliya..yeh tune kya kaha..
..Saathiya..yeh tune kya kaha..Beliya..yeh tune kya kaha..
..’’ I thought..aaj bhi tum kahi busy honge..you surprised me ( Nandini whispered while he twirled her around softly and smirked at her with dark eyes )
..’’ Surprise kai mamle mai tum top karti hoh samjhi..wese you..you look beautiful..beware koi peeche nah pad jaye..warna tum janti hoh naa..mai kya karunga ushke saath ( he spoked with grin in his face while she smiled shortly and gently placed her head on his chest knowing she will never find her favorite place again )
..Maine..kiya tera intezar..Itna karo Na Mujhe Pyaar..
..Hoo..Ooo..Itna karo Na Mujhe Pyaar..
..’’ kya sab kuch theek nahi sakta Manik..kya tum ego koh side nahi rakh sakte..kya hum ek normal married life nahi jee sakte..mai jaanti hu tuhme Manik..tuhme samajhti hu..par kyat um thoda waqt nikalkar mujhe thoda samajh nahi sakta..apne nafrat aur ghusse koh bhoolkar..apne liye aur apno kai liye nahi soch sakte..bolo Manik..kya kuch nah hokar bhi hum sirf dost nahi ban sakte..mujhe pata hai..humne jaldbaazi mai sadi kit hi..kyuki tuhmne jaldi thi..jabki hame thoda time dena chahiye thaa..ek dusre koh acche sai samajhna chahiye thaa..lekin nahi..we are now after each others neck. Manik joh galti humse hue thi..kya hum usshe sudhar nahi sakte..jaanti ab sayad der hoh chuki hai..par bhi ek nayi shuruwat toh hoh sakti hai..( she whispered swinging slowly in his chest while stood numb not knowing what to answer her )
..’’ Mujhe pata hai..we are poles apart..tuhmari duniya alag hai aur meri alag..sayad ishi wajah sai tum mujhe apni zindagi ki ek galti samajhti hoh..par mai kya karu Manik..mai ishi hi hu..simple aur indoor type..tuhmare jaise high profile ki list mai sayad kabhi nah aa pau..mai yeh nahi kehti kit um jaise jeete hoh who galat hai and then you have to change you’re lifestyle completely..mai bas chahti hu..tuhmare life ka chota sa sahi..ek hissa ban pau..humsafar banke na sahi..par aznabee bhi nahi banna chahti Manik..( she whispered allowing the tears trickled down her cheeks while he stood still with blank expression in his face)
..Nandini was in her clinic checking a little girl and chatting up with her when Nyonica Malhotra stood beside the door and knocked gently seeking for her attention. Nandini raised up her head and saw her smiling weakly at her. She injected the little girl and gestured Nyonica to come inside.
..’’ I know..you must be thinking what I’m doing here..but please ek baar meri baat sunlo..I need to talk to my son..woh mujhe galat samajh raha hai..maanti hu..mujhe ushe chodna pada..par mai bhi kya karti beta..I never..I  had never loved his dad..bhale hi unhone mujhe kaafi pyaar diya thaa..par mai unko kabhi accept nahi kar payi..cause I always had loved some one else ( Nyonica said softly placing her bit hands on her  with a moist eyes while Nandini was deprived of words at that moment)
..Nandini returned at night and saw him pacing here and there in kitchen trying to search for something desperately. Keeping her white coat and bag aside..she walked up to him and tapped his shoulder standing behind him. He turned and frown at her while she sighed and crossed her arms around chest.
..’’ kya dhhond rahe hoh? Tuhme kitchen mai dekhne sai mujhe heart attack aata hai..pata haina pichle baar chicken ko lekar tumne pura ghar jala diya thaa (she giggled looking at him while he made a whatever look and turned away searching for his item )
..’’ I know..tumne chocolate custard banaya thaa subah..par chupa diya kahi so that tum akele akele hi khaa loh..this is not fair huh..mujhe custard chahiye..woh bhi pura samjhi ( he said searching for his custard while her jaw dropped at him along with her wide eyes. She pushed him aside and clicked open the refrigerator. He frowned as he saw her taking out the custard which was hidden inside a container and placed it infront of him )
..’’ yaar..tum toh badi chalak nikli huh..( he mumbled making faces and started eating the custard while she shrugged and snatched the custard away from him making him bit angry )
..’’ share naam ki bhi koi chhex hoti hai Mr.Malhotra..pata nahi mil baat kai khaane sai pyaar badta hai..( she exclaimed and looked at him with jerk as she realized what she spoke out while he smiled shortly and took the custard from her hands. He took a bite and left blinking at her making her crimson red in bit embarrassment )
..’’ wese I thought about you’re that.. ( Manik fumbled chaging the channels lying on couch while Nandini made a confused look taking the empty bowl of custard. He sighed and kept on changing the channel )
..’’ Yaar..I thought about you’re friend ship thing..its not that bad idea..matlab I’m..I’m on ( Manik muttered shruuging at her while she smiled a bit and left nodding. She placed the bowl in kitchen sink and turned on the tap. She thought about talking to him regarding Nyonica but she knew though he’s mood was on but it wasn’t the right time time to start the topic..thus she had to wait )
..Manik finished his concert and came to back stage panting hard. Cabir came uo with water in his hand and handed over him. He poured all the water upon him and sighed in huge relief. Just then his phone beeped and he took out it swiping the screen and again saw message
..’’ saw you’re live performance..it was perfect. Must say ladkiya yeshi hi tuhmari deewani nahi hai. But why you always had to wear dark. Trying new and light outfits is also good..koi monster is not gonna eat my husband up. Nandini ‘’..
..He laughed aloud reading the message making Cabir a bit scared. He mumbled sorry and started walking off while Cabir walked beside him. He pointed towards the girls at side while Manik ignored and walked away engrossed in mobile making Cabir gasped in bit shock and he too left raising his eye brows and shrugging casually.
..’’ Manik..kya hai..mera clinic hai waha aur tum mujhe uthhake yaha laye hoh..mujhe wapas jaana hai ( Nandini  mumbled angrily looking at him while he rolled away his eyes and roamed around the city mall holding her hand which made her bit surprise as he had hold her hand after a long time)
..’’ tumne toh bola..trying  new things ..koi monster nahi khaane wala..wese bhi we are newly made friends right toh friends ek saath hang out nahi karte kya ( Manik mumbled while she made a obvious face and started roaming around him.)
..’’ try this..pink really do suit on you ( Manik mumbled handing over her a light pink dress. She nodded and left to the trial room. After a moment she came back and he smiled raising his thumb in air and made her a bit blush. After the shopping session was over. They were sitting in food counter eating silently. Nandini thought this was the time to talk about Nyonica )
..’’ Manik..mujhe tumse kuch baat karni thi ( she muttered looking at him while he nodded engrossed in his mobile gesturing her to continue while she bit her lips. Befor she could continue her beeped flashing Tarun’s name on it)
..’’ Hey Tarun..what?..okay bring her to my clinic fast..I’m coming ( with that she hung up the call and immediately grabbed her stuffs. Manik looked at her in confusion while she informed that Navya’s water had broke and she needed the urgent delivery)
..Reaching the clinic she wore her coat and entered inside the room only to see Navya struggling in pain. All drenched in sweat she was having the tough yet the most awaited important beautiful phase of her life. she held her hands tightly and tried calming her down
..’’ Navya..relax..take a deep breathe hmm ( she said holding her hands tight. While Tarun and others were impatiently waiting outside..Nandini was having tough time controlling Navya . After a long wait of hours Nandini came out and took off her mask smiling at them)
..’’ Tarun..its a baby boy..congrats..ab jaldi andar jao..Navya pagal hoh chuki hai khushi kai mare ( Nandini exclaimed looking at him while he nodded and rushed inside. She looked at Manik who was looking back at her with blank face. She smiled weakly and left while he came out of his trance)
..Nandini’s eyes got moist as she saw Navya and Tarun playing with their baby. How badly she had wished to be a mother. She wanted same joy and happiness plastered on her and Manik’s face when they will hold up their newly born baby. The feeling..the new chapter of life would had been started but in vain. She sometime wondered as for what sin did she had committed that god was showing her all this.
..’’ roh kyu rahi hoh..kajal kharab hoh raha hai..( he mumbled looking at her while she wiped her tears and smiled weakly at him)
..’’ tum nahi samjhoge Manik ( she whispered and left while he frowned in bit confusion and stood there staring at Tarun and Navya) ..Nandini was sitting on garden and letting out silent tears when Manik came there and shooted glares at her. She ignored him and kept on staring at the small pond where her leg were dipped. He sat beside her and dipped his legs still looking at her angrily. She knew..Navya must had told him everything as nothing remained in her stomach..with the baby she had took out the secret kept inside her.
..’’ samajhti kya hoh khud koh..mahaan hoh koi..why the hell you didn’t told me earlier ( he asked while she looked at him and then turned away which did nothing but pissed him off more)
..’’ yahi reason thaa naa..joh tum itni jaldi divorce kai liye maan gayi..jaan gayi thi ki mai kabhi baap nahi ban paunga..I don’t have that much good fate..As a father role..woh kabhi mere life mai nahi hoga..you were feeling ashamed of me right ( his voice broke as he muttered angrily avoiding the eye contact while she burst out in tears)
..’’ kuch waqt  pehle jab tuhmari accident hue thi..ushke baad bhi tuhme complications hone lage thai. I was tensed about you..aur jab chech up kai tuhmari report aayi thi naa..I was shocked..mai tuhme batana chahti thi..tuhmara dard share karna chahti thi..I waited for you..for hours..days and weeks..par tum..tuhme kaha meri chinta hoti thi. Fir jab tum wapas aaye toh bhi mai kuch nahi bol paye because you were already broken..tuhmare andar dard dekha thaa maine..ek bête koh ushke maa ki bina tapadte hue dekha thaa. I didn’t had the courage to tell about this warna tum aur tut jate Manik ( she spoked trying to touch him but then he shoved away her taking off his legs from water )
..’’ you know what..I know don’t care also..tang aa gaya hu in sab sai..now I realize all this relations..feelings are meant for nothing..not for me at least..Mujhe pata ab mujhe kya karna hai..jaise jeete aaya thaa..waise hi jeeta rahunga..carefree..( he muttered and turned to leave when she held his arm and hugged it tightly )
..’’ Kyu..kyu tum hamesha apne ego koh jeetne dete hoh Manik..kabhi toh dimag nahi dil ki suna karo..tuhmara dil kya chahta hai. Nah toh tum apne dil ki sunte hoh aur naa dusro ki sun pate hoh..tuhmari yahi problem hai kit um cheezo koh sahi dhang sai samajh nahi pate..haa maanti hu..tuhmare sapno kai..tuhmari joh zindagi hai unki apni wajah hai..but this doesn’t mean tum apnea as pass kai zindagiyo koh na samjho..unki bhi apni wajah hai..jaise tuhmari mom ( she muttered making him more angry)
..’’ Yaar mujhe tuhmari koi bakwas nahi sunni..specially ush aurat kai bare mai..you don’t need to care about me..I’m not forcing you..in fact I’m letting you go..jaha jana hai..joh karna hai karo but please..stop bothering me..I’m tired of all this ( he shouted pushing her away and left making her knelt down on her place)
..Pal Bhar Theher Jao..Dil Yeh Sambhal Jaye
Kaise Tuhme Roka Karoon..
Meri Taraf Aata..Har Gham Phisal Jaye
Aankhon Mein Tumko Bharoon
Bin Bole Baatein Tumse Karoon
Agar Tum Saath Ho..
Agar Tum Saath Ho..
..Manik was thrumming his guitar blankly. He didn’t knew what phase he had came across in his life. But then he wasn’t in of those weak hearts..he was bit strong enough to handle this..as if already prepared for all this..but some time he doubted..if he really could hold up all this. He had fed up with all this and had decided to focus on only him and his music..yeah he decided to be selfish..to be carefree..to think about his own life because he had always the fear inside him that..relations break easily..they are not meant for him and that he has experienced also..Seing his parents separated..his father dying out and his relation with Nandini. He always thought they were meant to be together..but thinking only doesn’t help..executing the effort does a lot than it.
..’’ Manik..( he’s chain of thought was broked when he heard her voice and a familiar hand tapping his shoulder. He turned and saw his mother..Nyonica Malhotra staring at him softly. He rolled away his eyes and turned back pushing her hand away harshly while she took a deep breathe and sat beside him)
..’’ ek baar meri baat sun leh..phir tujhe joh karna hai kar..shout at me..curse me or even beat me I’ll not say aword..but ek baar thande dimag sai meri baat sunle please ( she pleaded while he thrummed his guitar giving a least bothered to her)
..’ Manik..tu sirf mera biological beta hai..tuhmare dad..tuhmare asli dad nahi hai..tum kisi aur kai bête hoh..aur yeh baat unko  bhi pata thi..( she muttered wiping her tears while Manik frozed in his place for a moment )
..Nandini was staring at the stars blanky when Manik barged inside room. She turned back with jerk and saw him crying badly kneeling down on the floor. She rushed toward him and knelt while he collapsed down..lying and hugging the floor while she too lye beside him trying to touvh him but couldn’t. when she did touched him..he shoved away her hand crying silently..
..Behti Rehti…Neher Nadiya Si
Teri Duniya Mein
Meri Duniya Hai..Teri Chaahaton Mein
Main Dhal Jaati Hoon Teri Aadaton Mein
Agar Tum Saath Ho..
..’’ Cry..Cry till ypu can Manik..just let go..dil sai laga kai rakhoge toh aur dard hoga..please just let it go..jeetna rona hai..rolo Manik ( she broke speaking out this word while he kept on shedding his tears. She placed her hand on his head..ruffling his hair while he wanted to shove away but didn’t had the courage left inside him. He felt like..death has taken place inside him)
..Teri  Nazron Mein Hai Tere Sapne
  Tere Sapno Mein Hai Naarazi
  Mujhe Lagta Hai Ke Baatein Dil KI
  Hoti Lafzon KI Dhokebaazi
..’’ Agar unko pyaar nahi thaa dad sai toh itne saal rahi kyu unke saath..pehle hi chod kyu nahi diya..kamse kam dad aaj zinda toh hote naa ( he spoked softly while Nandini gasped as he had already knew. She snuggled close to him and caressed his cheek lovingly staring at him )
..’’ ishi ka baat ka toh dar thaa..kahi tuhmare dad tut nah jaye..mom koh himmat nahi thi unhe akela chodne ki..par andar hi andar who ghut rahi thi Manik..bhale hi 27 saalo tak dad nai unpar apna pyaar barshaya..par first love is first love..mom unko accept nahi kar payi thi toh badle mai unhe pyaar kaise deh pati..jhoot kai rishte mai rehne acha toh unko sach bata dena hi sahi thaa..( Nandini said sofly while Manik gave a blank expression)
..’’ husband and wife mai pyaar kai alwa aur bahut kuch important hota hai Manik..friendship..trust..knowing each other in and out..understanding each other..par sayad tuhmare zaldbaazi ki wajah sai yeh sab kuch nahi hoh paya hamre beech..par kamse kam hum dono ki taraf sai pyaar toh thaa naa Manik..zindagi ki gaadi ek pahiye kai saath kabhi chal nahi pati..agar doh pahiye ek saath hoh..toh woh chal yaa daud paati hai..Mom amd dad kai relation mai pyaar sirf dad kai taraf sai thaa Manik ( she continued snuggling to him more burying him inside her )
..’’ Aur kuch hai..joh mujhse related hai aur m ai khud nahi janta. Is there anything left Nandini ( he mumbled lowly while she let out her tears ruffling his hair. He wanted to get rid away from her so that he could just vanish away but she was holding him tight. She wasn’t ready let him go off easily)
..Tum Saath Hoh Ya Na Ho Kya Fark Hai
   Bedard Thi Zindagi..Bedard Hai
  Agar Tum Saath Ho
  Agar Tum Saath Ho
..He pushed her away bit with jerk and left wiping his tears harshly while she followed him calling out his name. she ran down the stairs and caught hold off his arm while he without turning back pulled off his arm and left making her sighed in worry.He had left her alone again..trying to grab some peace and soothe but the silly heart him didn’t knew..where his exact and right peace for place lye.
..It was off day and Nandini was sitting near fire place..adjusting the flames. She pulled up her shawl to cover her shoulder when door bell started ringing making her smile in wide. She rushed toward the door and opened only to find Cabir with his casual face looking at her..the smile went faint and he entered inside rubbing his hands.
..’’ phoo..where is Manik..3 din hoh gaye..sakal nahi dikhaya apna ( he asked thumping down on couch while Nandini made a fumbling face looking here there )
..’’ Woh bas..aa jayega wapas..you know right woh hamesha sai yesha hi hai..anyway Cabir and too awake early morning..what’s cooking ( she asked with small smirk while he smiled and leaned back ruffling his hair and with other hand tapping his lap )
..’’  Raghav proposed me for you know..next level for our relation. I know the society is gonna blah blah but who cares..unka petrol thodi  waste hota hai..tu jaanti hai ushne khoon sai likha hua letter bheja..how filmy right ( he said with grin while she chuckled over him )
..’’ what? Is he crazy..yeshe koi apne health koh risk karta hai..( she mumbled nodding in disbelief while he laughed aloud looking at her )
..’’ Chill..ushka khoon nahi thaa..it was of a chicken. Stupid he is..but then also..he always drives me crazy..ahh this love you know ( he mumbled while she nodded smiling softly. Raghav had been Cabiir’s drum tutor and boyfriend since 2 years. Finally after he kicked started his career..he had proposed Cabir for their new beginning and new family life)
..Palkein Jhapakte Hi..Din Ye Nikal Jaaye
  Baithi Baithi..Bhaagi Phiroon
Meri Taraf Aata..Har Gham Phisal Jaye
Aankhon Mein Tumko Bharoon
Bin Bole Baatein Tumse Karoon
Agar Tum Saath Ho..
Agar Tum Saath Ho..
..Though Keeping herself indulge in clinic and Navya’s baby..she was alone from inside. She was literally screaming and crying inside. She only knew..how she had spent her times without him..without his talks..without his touch..she needed him..as her friend..as her husband..as her partner..as her everything but why he never understand..she knew he still had the same feeling for his wife which she had for her husband but not ready to accept..maybe of his dream or music or maybe he still had the anxiety about relationships which in his sense never lasts. She returned home only to see him sleeping over couch with open mouth.
..’’ Manik? ( she called out keeping her coat and bag aside while he woke up rubbing his eyes. She went near dining and started gulping down the glass of water so that her throat would find peace. He walked toward her while she kept the glass and turned back to him)
..’’ Where were you..tum hamesha ( befor she could complete he quickly took her in his embrace and tooka deep breathe. She blinked her eyes for a moment and then hugged him back rubbing his back while he broked the hug and pecked her lips lightly making her a bit shock )
..’’ I’m sorry..tuhme aese akela chod kai gaya..and I’am again sorry as I always used to leave you alone..tuhmari koi galti nahi hoti thi aur mai..tum theek toh hoh naa ( he mumbled taking her lips again for a small peck while she nodded looking at him. He cupped her face and sat there rubbing his tummy with puppy face..making her smile softly)
..’’ Wese kal tuhmare liye..woh special kashmiri biryani banayi thi..hoping tum aaoge lekin nahi..ishliye ghusse mai aakar sab dustbin mai daal diya..aaj toh tum bas puri aur aalo sai kaam chala hoh ( she said serving the plate for him and adjusting herself beside him while he shrugged and started munching his food)
..’’ I was in our old Mansion..Dad ki yaado ko yaad karna and all..Nyonica mera peecha kartu hue waha taka ah pahuchi..and this time I had to listen her dramas as she had taken kasam and all and too from Dad’s side..asli Dad nah sahi..par paal poshke bada kiya thaa..he’s beyond than my real father so sunna pada..joh bhi hai ( Manik muttered casually playing with his spoon while she kept her hand on his shoulder,,stroking it gently )
..’’ Toh..tumne samajhne ki koshish ki..what was she trying to say in her favour ? ( she asked softly and he nodded looking at her and she gestured him to blurt out )
..’’ Yahi..ishme meri koi galti nahi ki mai dad kai maut ka zimmedar unhe manta hu..I had the right to think..because who mere dad thai..asli naa sahi. Par ish chakkar mai ish baat koh bhi deny nahi kar sakta ki maine yeh kyu nahi socha ki aakhir kyu Nyonica nai dad koh choda..was there some reason or..sayad mai dad kai pyaar itna stupid hoh gaya ki ushko kabhi samajh hi nahi paya..usshe baat karne kai baat pata chala..woh dad koh puri freedom tabhi deh pati jab who unhe chod deti..kyuki agar who zindagi bhar unke saath rehti toh..khush nahi hoti..ek aadha jhoot wala rishta banta and she didn’t wanted to any lie or betray to arise in Dad’s life..pyaar kisi aur sai karna lekin Dad kai saath rehna..it was a kind of betray right ( Manik mumbled raising his eye brows while she blinked her eyes )
..’’ I was little amazed as Nyonica nai bhi same baat boli..joh tumne kahi.Zindagi ki gaadi ek pahiye kai saath kabhi chal nahi pati..agar doh pahiye ek saath hoh..toh woh chal yaa daud paati hai..etc etc. Yaar tum aaurato ka kuch hai kya..connection wonnection ( he teased her while she widened her eyes hitting him lightly. He laughed softly while She smiled at him )
..’’ So..tumne uhne maaf kar diya right? No hard feelings? ( she asked softly raising her eye brows while he nodded lightly making her happy and content. She hugged him instantly while he smiled wrapping his arms around her )
..’’ This reminds me..mujhe bhi kuch share karna thaa..the person you dislike the most..as in who’s idiotic and shy personality you dislike the most has proposed you’re best friend. Raghav and Cabir are ready are to start up their new life..they want to have their new family life with lots of love and etc etc ( she shrugged and he tapped his head as he had never liked Raghav..not a kind of hate but his shy and ‘Champoo’ nature always irritated him )
...’’ Yaar who Champoo..anyway..family..love and all..( he mumbled looking at Nandini who knew what was going on his head. The fragile moment of their relation..the moment where their relation was at stake of breaking away..the pain that he couldn’t be father and the awkward situation where both want to give their relation a chance. They wanted to be together again..to wanted to love each other again but were afraid,,what if something goes wrong again. What if he will again leave her over his dream. What if she couldn’t hold up her faith again. What if ? )
..Nandini smiled as the woman carved the dark henna around her soft milky hand. It was the wedding time of Nyonica and her long time lover Balraj. As it was destination wedding..they had wrapped up their work and landed up in the land of beach Goa. Though Manik was uncomfortable before but now he was happy toh his Mother truly a happy woman with her love.
..’’ Kiska Naam likhna hai hatho par ( Woman asked softly looking at Nandini who shot her head up. She saw Manik standing in corner and gazing at her lovingly. He winked making her blush and she looked back at her )
..’’ Manik..( she muttered lovingly  while the woman nodded and started designing the Manik’s letter in her hand. She knew Manik’s gonna collapsed due to laugh when she will ask to search his name hidden in her hand but then she also knew..he’ll do for sure..as things were certainly going well between them now a days..well it seemed though )
..Mere Rang Mein..Rangne Wali..
Pari Hoh Yaa Phir..Pariyo Ki Rani..Yaa Phir Koi Prem Kahaani  
..Manik took Nandini went toward Nandini who was busy playing with Navya’s baby as Navya was busy dancing with Tarun along with other couples present in the hall. He gently wrapped his hands around her waist and pulled her closer nuzzling over her neck while she sighed in bliss..she was missing the touch of him
..’’ Manik control your self..mujhe pata hai..jab tum shuru hoh jate hoh..its impossible to bear you’re torture ( she mumbled titing her head while for him..he seemed like a deaf..paralyzed person who was attached to her like a bee attached to his flower..)
..’’Mere Sawalo Kaa..Jawab doh..Doh Naah..( Manik sang softly along with music while she giggled lightly seeing his stupid old lovey dovey antics..but her Ayyapa can bet..she was badly carving for his antics and now that he had finally fulfilled her wish..she had to thank her Ayyapa silently as Manik always referred her ‘Ayyapa’ as his all time ‘Shautan’. He was jealous of her Ayyapa and was always after his neck)
..'' you know..it has months since..( he muttered turning her around to face him while she made a bit confuse look adjusting his creamy blazer )
..'' since what ? ( she asked lowly raising her eyebrows while he smirked and pulled her in his embrace..resting his chin on her head while she lovingly wrapped her arms around him )
..'' since I smooched the blood out of you. I again want to go naughty with you..I AGAIN WANT TO LOVE you..care you..mai sab karna phir karna chahta hu tuhmare saath..jaise tum karti hoh naa waise hi mai bhi tuhmara dhyaan rakhna chahta hu..tuhme phir samajhna chahta hu..tuhme janna chahta hu. aur filmy dialogues aate nahi mujhe..tum joh itna samajhti hoh mujhe..ish baar bhi samajh jao ( he mumbled caressing her hair while she giggled a bit and sighed in bliss. she was back in his protective. Back in his life)
..Priest started chanting the mantras while Nyonica and Balraj started taking the seven vows of their life which they had been waiting since. moment was slow and bliss..the flower petals got showered upon on them as they hold their hands together. Manik glanced his mother who looked happy and content. he hold back his tear for moment and smiled holding Nandini's hand who was standing beside him. she wrapped her arms him and leaned her head on his shoulder. there was round of applause when they finished their marriage.
..'' Congratulation..and always stay happy..Mom ( Manik mumbled with awkward while Nyonica smiled and pulled his cheeks. he glanced at Balraj and smiled faintly earning a warm smile from him. Balraj knew..it was difficult for Manik to accept but he didn’t force..he was ready to wait for his son)
..It had been months since the marriage. Navya and Tarun were out for Paris along with their son Abeer. Cabir and Raghav were happy and they had adopt a child and named her Chahat for as they were always craving for their own family life. Nyonica and Balraj were spending their honeymoon times in Corsica and as for Manik and Nandini..they were happy on their little world.
..'' You look fat and ugly ( Manik teased staring at Nandini's big bump while she glared at him. he let out a laugh and snuggled closer to her caressing her belly while she lye down upon him. fortunately Manik's accident had taken place after their last intimacy and the intimacy had resulted with Nandini to be pregnant and give birth to his child. Though there were medical treatments for Manik's problem.)
..'' Manik..promise aage kuch bhi hoh..tum phir kabhi mujhe chodne ki baat nahi karoge..you know I can't live without you and most importantly you even cant breathe me..mujhe pata hai ( she said while he chuckled and pecked her lips. she hovered over him and started unbuttoning his shirt while he swiftly pulled down her top and both capture their lips for their another love making and moment of the beautiful journey..)
..'' Manik tu ushko khush toh rakh raha hai..meri baate dhyaan mai hai na tere ( Nyonica asked over phone while Manik nodded humming over phone earning a small smile from her. there were things which were only between the mother and son. As a woman Nyonica understood what Nandini might had gone through when Manik was used to not be with her..the need for her partner..the pain which she had hold can be understood by Nyonica who herself had gone through the same phase in her life. thus..she had made Manik understand about the thing..through her own gone case..she had taught Manik..made him realize..without one's partner one cannot live alone though his all life no matter how strong would he be..it's a human nature that he needs..gets weak..fall apart which is why god might had created partner for every living being)
..'' Manik..chalo hume park jana hai..hamesha kitchen tak uthake lai jate hoh..ab nahi uthana..( Nandini shouted coming downstair holding her belly while Manik disconnected the call running toward her. he scooped her arms pecking her lips while she giggled looking at him)
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