hello dearies......

how are you guys......missed me...?

i missed you guys a lot......these few days have been really hectic for me......but now my life is a little stable.......

my marks have been steadily increasing these days and i am satisfied with my improvement so i thought to share it with you guys.....

and since i left this story at the most critical phase i really felt bad since i am also a manan stories reader so i know how it feels to not be able to read a story when we finally enter into the most important part of the story....

so this update is for you guys...

happy reading......

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NANDINI....the name itself means a woman who brings happiness......and true to her name she became the source of happiness for manik malhotra.....

manik.....his life has been pretty much normal though he had a broken family issues but in this world whose life is perfect.....even his too wasnt.....but still it got stable with the passage of time....he always felt that his fate was the most depressing......his family was the most strained than others.... but now....it felt nothing compared to the pain the girl infront him of was going through.......HIS GIRL was going through.......

even though his perfect family has cracks but he still had a family.....a mom who loves his more than anything.......a dad who even though is strict does show his concern indirectly but what about nandini.......her perfect family is nothing but a show to the outside world but in reality the relations in the family were hanging by a thin thread....

she had no one with her....the star that he lovingly called as his shining star....the girl who brought light to his life was herself deep into the darkness......the girl who silenced his inner demons and gave him peace was still fighting a battle with hers....

for the first time manik malhotra felt fear......the moment he heard her saying that it was supposed to be her who should have died that day he felt fear creeping his heart....he felt his chest tighten and for a moment he was not able to breath....and then as if finally her words entered his brain he looked into her blank eyes which were still streaming with tears identical to his own and then he held her in his arms.....his arms tightening around her petite waist as if he wanted to hide her in his arms forever and never let go.....

fear consumed his entire being as he buried his face in her neck closing his eyes and crying bitterly shaking his head and tightening his hold such that not even air could pass through them....

manik ( chocking ) : no....please dont say it.....i......i cant.....live without.....you.......please dont ever talk about dieing....i....i cant.........

he couldnt even finish his sentense as he dint want to imagine a life with out her.....while nandini fisted her hands which were holding maniks shirt in her tight grip....

Time passed but he was holding onto her like his life depended on it....

And after assuring himself of her presence the nth number of time manik finally let her go from his arms and looked at her with a different glint in his eyes....nandini could see determination in his eyes and a familliar emotion in his eyes...whenever she looked into his eyes she always saw this emotion...at that time she was unaware of what it was but now......knowing that it was LOVE that has always been in his eyes and the same that was probably being reflected in her own..... set the butterflies in her stomach into motion....and although she knew what was going to happen now and she might as well accept the change....her mind involantrily flashed aryaman's face in front of her...

no.....what was she doing......how could she.....when she was the reason of him loosing his love before he even got to experience the feeling of being in a relationship......and what about di....she...too never got to experience this emotion and.......manik....what about him....? doesnt he deserve better......doesnt he deserve a girl who will love him like he is supposed to be loved......accept it nandini.....manik malhotra doesnt deseve you.....he doesnt deserve a girl who has a broken family and an equally broken soul......he doesnt deserve someone who is still fightning a loosing battle with her inner demons.......he doesnt deserve a girl who has a huge emmotional baggage....a girl who perhaps will never be able to return to the person she once was....and even if she did try it would take a life time to change back into the girl she once was......its better to break his heart now rather than see him suffering every day with her.....and even though it hurts......she...will be the most happiest to see him getting all the love he carved for......

manik looked into her eyes trying to read them as it was the first time she had exposed her vulnerable self to him.....for the first time she let him read her eyes with out trying to hide her self.....he gazed into her eyes coming across those raw emotions which were hidden way too long from the world....too many emotions were visible as if she was in a conflict with her heart.....he saw love in her eyes but he dint feel happy as he saw pain acceptance and a different kind of determination in her eyes and finally her eyes went blank as if the conflit that she was going through earlier has never happened.....his heart shook as if it had a bad premotion of what was going to happen now....

manik : nandini.....i.......

before he could complete the words he was dying to say nandini palmed his mouth shaking her head.........

nandini : no....manik.....dont say it......what ever you are feeling....it is only temporary.....dont try to confess impulsively.....you dont deserve a broken person like me manik.....you deserve better manik......and that some one can never be me manik......what you want can never happen so its better ki tum mujhe bhool jao....i dont deserve you manik....i.......

Not letting her complete her rant manik immediately silenced her by placing his lips on hers sealing all the rubbish she was uttering once and for all.....

It was not a passionate kiss.....but just mere act of placing his lips on hers did enough magic on both their souls....shivers ran down their spine as they closed their eyes to feel the moment...millions of emotions were creating a havok in both their hearts...igniting the flames of passion which were supressed for a long time.....

They say a confession is the most apt way of expressing ones feeling.....but when words fail to convey its the slightest of the touch that connects peoples hearts....a slight caress of the hand or the lightest brush of the lips can invoke millions of emotions in ones heart......

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