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Chapter 10

Manik's POV

"So Amy how are you? Are you Okay without your treatment? Do you like the doctor? Hmm tell me?"

"I am fine. And yes, everything is good." Amy gave him a short and simple reply.

"Hmm. I know you don't like to talk much but I wanted to know that why that doctor slapped your daddy? I was there but I couldn't hear anything. Do you know anything about this." I ask.

"I don't know. It is not my matter anyway if you want to know either ask her or him who were engaged in the act. " She replied .

I am amazed to hear these words from her. How can she be so mature at such a young age maybe her hardship has made her like this. I know that she never gets any love from her parents but what can I do ? Harshad will never listen to me and Mukti is not responsible enough to be a mom. I know she has some deep feelings for her but it is not motherly enough to make her happy.

I know how it feels when your parents doesn't love you or have enough time for you it hurts. It hurts so damn much . I witnessed these feelings and had a fair share of them too but Amy is a strong girl. She is fighting from her illness and on top of that she has to bear Mukti and Harshad as her parents both inconsiderate fools.

But I really want to know the truth . The things which cabir said had a direct effect on my heart. It is again fluttering for the known feelings to come back. The feeling of love. The Joy of feeling loved by someone. I am again starting to feel those things.

"Uncle you are confused . I would suggest just analyze everything first then decide what to do it will save you the trouble of regretting." Amy said and left me with my loneliness again to think about everything before it's too late.

But a gut wrenching feeling says in my heart that it is already late. I don't know why? It feels bad almost a weird choice that I made in my past. I will try to talk to her but I don't think it is near to possible the way she treats me it is like talking to a bull and you don't know what would be the outcome?

Sometimes I feel stupid at my behavior. Amy is more smarter than me. Her words the way she said 'analayze' made me remember Nandini in a way. A science freak who likes to do everything scientifically. My little scientist. But is she really mine anymore?

The look she gives me , to see those hatred in her doe eyes I don't like it but I truly don't know what happened between Harshad and her? Did she deliberay cheated on me?

No, I don't think she can do this and cabir was also saying something about trusting. Was I wrong all these years ? Shit! What if I did a mistake ? I need to find out.

Amy was right the best source is Nandini herself but I have to choose my moves carefully. She is one smart chick and if she knew what I want to do she would have my balls.

The best way to approach her is being docile and polite.

Nandini's POV

Where is she? I can't believe it I have to find her. I have checked all the possible places where I can find Mukti but where is she?

I don't know how can she call herself a mother. What an irresponsible mother? Some people don't get enough luck to feel the chance of motherhood and some treat  this as a joke. What a joke on bloody jokers? I don't even want to think about how Amy has lived with them in her small life.

Now I can see why she is so sad. That poor soul. Now I feel bad that even for once I wanted her dead so that he can feel the pain I felt. Shit ! I am shit face how could I be so cruel and where is that pathetic mother ? These people were born to make my life hell knowingly or unknowingly.

By some chance I hear a car pull up and giggles surround the area. Oh! So mommy and aunty were busy in shopping?

Sometimes I think my life is not that bad when I see these kind of people. Her daughter is sick and she is going out and enjoying. Wow! She really is a number.

"Mukti we have to go again and get that dress it was so sexy.  I really wanted that. " Said Alya cheerfully.

"I know Alya but Manik called and he wants us to practice the new song but after that we can go." She assures her.

I really want to laugh at them . They didn't notice that I am here and are busy in their own world. Great! Now they need to come down from their high dreams and enjoyment. After all I am known to be the best mood killer. I smirk at that.

"Wow! You went shopping. How are you enjoying your vaccation here Ma'am? Is everything up to your satisfaction or you need something else from us?" I ask with my as usual stone face for the world.

As soon as my words reached Alya she made a disgusting sound and Mukti just gave me a confused look. Well, she is really dumb no doubt she is friends with Alya and married with jerkshed.

"What are you doing here? Don't mock us?" Screeched the annoying voice of Alya as all the happiness went poof in the air .

"Is something wrong?" Asked Mukti unsure.

Well , yes it is why do you think I am here wasting my breathe on you stupid people because I am really a saint and have to do a treatment of really innocent girl that I think you don't deserve to have as a daughter but I keep my thoughts to myself and with my usual icy voice that has became my habit from the past 10 years I take my stance to shove some good knowledge on motherhood in her mind.

"Wrong ? So you realized that there is something wrong. I was thinking otherwise. You are here for your daughter not for shopping or enjoying. "

"What?" Mukti becomes speechless .

"How dare you to talk to her like that I am warning you Nandini just mind your business" screamed Alya.

"You mind your business as I am not talking to you and you follow me I  have something to discuss with you." I point towards Mukti and make my way towards my office.

"Sit and listen."

She nodded and took her place on the sofa.

"I will be very frank Mukti. I think you are not suitable for Amy as a mother nor is Harshad. Your behavior towards her is so damn pathetic that I feel sorry for that poor girl. If you want to torture her like this then I suggest you should leave my place and take her back because no one deserves  this kind  of treatment not even your child. She is already in her last days but still you guys are not caring for her. "

Mukti tried to stop me but raised my hand to stop her and continued my rant.

"You know why am I saying this because I had seen how Harshad treats your daughter and I don't expect anything more from him but you are her mother. You gave her a life then at least you should show some love to her."

Hearing all this Mukti starts crying and I don't know what to do , should I continue to tell her or give her some peace to clear her mind.

"I know I am sorry. I am a bad mother. I never realized that my neglecting behavior will be bad for Amy. I guess I am just a spoiled girl who doesn't know who to be a mom." With that said Mukti teared up.

"If you know what is wrong with you then why don't you try to do something, it will help us both."

"I know but it was all because of Harshad. I can't stand him. Firstly he never wanted Ayan but now when Amy is not the perfect daughter for him . He always try to demean her in some way or other in front of Ayan and it's not like that I married him because I love him. I did it for Amy. But now he wants Ayan the perfect child. I knew that he never treated Her good but I also started blaming her because of him. I guess I need a therapy. I am always too engulfed in me that I don't know how to care for my baby. I am sorry that I was not being a good mother but trust me I don't want her to leave me. I care for her but I think my own problem is becoming her problem. I am sorry Nandini. You are right I am a worst person." She said and continue to sob.

I was stunned to see her like a crying mess. She was always the tough one but I guess it was all a facade to hide her shallow self.

"Mukti I am sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. It is just I thought that you could help me in treating Amy. She is also emotionally suffering and your behavior is not helping much." I tell her clearly . I don't have the ability to calm her or make her feel good. This ability is lost to me. In these past years I have forgotten every other emotions which I ever felt. I only know the feeling of pain and sadness.

Maybe this is the reason of my gloominess or that is why I can connect with Amy but I have observed that loneliness, the sadness in her which kills you from inside. When no one can understand the inner turmoil of you. I have felt all these emotions and I know how hard it gets to live like a dead person.

"How can I help ? Please tell me. I will do anything , anything to save her." She agreed instantly.

Maybe every hope is not yet lost in her.

"Well focus on loving Amy. Give her your time and yes deal with your husband first. I will arrange a psychiatrist for you who can help you from all your bad thoughts. This is all and yeah keep Alya Away from me and this includes Harshad and Manik too. That's it. You can go now and act on my advice." I dismiss her with my cold eyes.

But for the first time I see Mukti smiling at me and I feel she is not that bad after all just a silly lost girl.
  

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