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Chapter 8 - Will you let me go..?

"I love you!" I confessed as I broke the kiss. I couldn't let another day go by.. I had to confess and I did!

"I hate you!" She yelped as she grabbed my face and kissed me hard!

OmG..! She kissed me.! That was umm.. Unexpected!

But unexpected kisses are the best though..;)

I pulled her more into me. We rolled down on the bed. Now, she was lying beneath me but still she had fisted the duvet close to her chest

"I love you so much Nandini. You're way too surprising huh! You totally amazed me by your, this move!" I mumbled as we broke apart and she smiled.

Ah..! Her smile...!

"And you made me really vexed last night." Her words made me bewildered..

Vexed..last night?

She was vexed with me?

Well..maybe I went beyond my limits..

"I know..! I was not in my sense and.."

"Exactly Manik!! You were drunk and that was the problem! How can a drunk guy just fell asleep after turning on a beautiful girl huh?!" She moved her head to the side, making me hell confused!

What did she mean..?

Did I pass out last night?!

"What do you mean Nandini? Did I..did I pass out last night? Tell me." She nodded, maintaining an angry expression

"Means, nothing happened between us?" I asked again, I couldn't believe that we were in this condition, still we didn't do anything last night.

"Yes, yes! A big YES!!" She yelled in frustration

"Wow! Thank god!! You know what? I was feeling so guilty! Thank god we didn't do it." I was really thankful to god that we didn't do it. I grinned at her while she gave a 'Are you kidding me' look. Her eyes..moist?

Oh sh!t! Don't tell me that she's going to shed now...

No please!

"How could you Manik?? You know we were about to...! But you just..!! I never get so much close with any other guy. You are my first Manik. And now you're happy that we didn't do it? Really? You think that..Am I not worthy enough to get your love..?" And alas, she started shedding.

So did that mean, she never had a physical relationship with someone else?!

She was pure..!

I knew it!!

My Nandini is pure soul!

But How can I explain to her that I too wanted it, but..

"Nandini..! Aisa ni hai! I love you! And I wouldn't mind claiming you right here but.." She looked at me, with questioning eyes

Did she want it??

"Do you want it? I thought you weren't ready and you won't accept to do something which we might regret later!" I said,

This girl was really surprising me though.

"Manik, yesterday night.. I tried to stop you but you didn't! I trust you enough to give myself to you okay! And besides, we were already devoid of clothes! So..at that time, I wan-ted to..!" She said the last line in a low tone.

Sh!t!

Manik Malhotra, you're never in control!!

You should have stop right!!

"Hmm.." I just hummed.

What should I say?

Soch Manik, think..

"Tou...shall we continue? You want it so.." I started to lean closer and her eyes widened. My hands found it's way to her fist, just to made her lose the blanket which was covering her body but she held it more tightly

Why? She wanted to do it right?

"Manik..so shameless you are!" She made an annoyed face. She pushed me and rushed to the washroom

What the hell yaar..! Ye ladki na..

Oh God..

Shadi ke baad kaise smbhalunga isse main?

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"Tou...shall we continue? You want it so.." He said and I wanted to punch him hard. He tried to make me lose the duvet from my fist but no!

I couldn't just agree with him. He can't always have his ways! He troubled me all this while and instead of saying 'sorry', he was.. aggrh!

"Manik..so shameless you are!" I pushed him and rushed to the washroom, making sure covering my body.

How?? I mean how could he say that?!!! Such a shameless guy!!

I turned on the shower. Last night flashed in my head and I couldn't help but blushed profusely,

I was naked, infront of him?!

Oh gracious God!! How will I face him now?

He confessed! He loves me to! and I'm feeling out of the world.!

Well done Nandini Murthy, well played!

I know, I just overreacted but I wanted to make him speak!

Speak about his feelings!

We didn't do anything last night but still, It was a big thing for me. I was all ready to give myself to him and he..! Grhh!!

I came out from the room, wrapping the towel around my figure as I didn't have my clothes with me. Manik was already in his pants but yet, shirtless

How much I drool over his bare chest..

Shh! Nandu!

I could felt Manik's intense gaze on me but I prefered to ignore. I proceeded towards the door but he blocked my way .

Don't tell me he's gonna act like last night now..

"Are you out of your mind??" He said, yet in a very an indignant tone and instantly frowns creased my forehead

What did I do?

"You know, there must be servants outside and you'll go out like this?" He eyed me from top to bottom. Oh I was just wrapped in a towel! But it was his mistake only! He was so in a hurry last night that he torn up my clothes. I didn't have my clothes in his room either.

But let's play a little more, Nandini Murthy..

"So what? What should I wear then? You have already torn the clothes which I had worn last night so.. and It's okay na..servants hi tou hai." I spoke as if it wasn't a big deal for me

"You think I'll let you go in this state? No one have the right to see you! You're mine! Only mine, you get that!" His voice, so husky and I just wanted to ..

To...

I don't know, I just wanted to keep him close to me!

"I'll go and bring your clothes, just stay here okay!" I nodded like an obedient girl.

He opened the door, making sure no one's around, he turned back to me again

"Don't step out." He warned and finally went out. I sighed...

How much I love him and his possessiveness...!

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"Nidhu c'mon..aa karo" We were having our breakfast. It was sunday today so no college. . Nidhu was sitting on Manik's lap. I was smiling, looking at how He was trying to feed Her.

Oh Manik...

He was such a sweetheart..!

"Mommy, now I know who my daddy ish..!" Nidhu exclaimed making me astonished..

"Who..?" Manik asked, raising his eyebrows, looking at me

Oh f!sh..!

I just wanted to hide somewhere..

"Aap! Youl are my daddy!! My pa.pa!" Without wasting a second, Nidhu hugged Manik so tight. Me & Manik, both were like "Seriously?!!"

"Daddy!! My papa!!" Nidhu giggled and gave a tight kiss on his right cheek

Awww! Nidhu just call him 'Daddy'!

"Nidhu..no, I'm not your daddy. Hum aapke papa ni hai" Manik pulled her away and made her sit in the chair. His act hurt Nidhu! My baby was hurt!

Manik kneeled in front of her "Nidhu.. I am not your daddy! Apni mommy se hi puchlo, she'll tell you the truth." Manik gave me a glance

He wanted me to talk..

"Ni, ni aap hi mele papa ho!!" She wailed, hitting his chest.

"Nidhu..stop baby" I came close and kneeled in front of her close.

"Tell her Nandini..am I her daddy?" Manik stared at me

His eyes... with mix emotions!

"Papa, papa!! aap hi mele papa ho!" Nidhu was sobbing hard.

"Baby listen!" Manik tried to stop her but she was continuously hitting on his chest

"Manik..for her sake, accept it na. She's crying!" I whispered

"Enough!!" Manik yelped and I startled at my place "Nandini, Kya problem kya hai tumhari? Why can't you tell the truth??" He snapped at me, instantly tears welled up in my eyes..

How could you Manik..

"Daddy..mommy shey gusha mat kalo pleash!" Nidhu was taking my side

Well, she was MY daughter after all!

"Fine.. Nidhu, baby ye apke papa ni hai. You know, we are at HIS house just for the day. Hum aj hi chale jayenge. We won't stay here any longer. Thank you so much for helping us Mr Manik Malhotra." I said in determine tone and went to the guest room with Nidhu in my arms. I slammed the door shut.

I was hurt, he didn't even try to stop me or say 'sorry'!

Whenever I want him to act gentle, why does he always prove me wrong..

Why..?!!

I wiped the tears which was flowing out from my eyes. I placed Nidhu on the bed

"Mommy, I will scold daddy. He ish vely bad. You don't cry okay!" Nidhu said as she held my hand.

How much Nidhu loves me..!

She loves Manik too! She considered him as her father but what Manik did..! He denied!! He didn't accept to be her father.

"I love you baby. Mommy will never leave you!" I kissed her forehead.

I won't leave her ever..

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It was evening already. The servants had already left, after making the dinner. I was all freshen up and was dressed in a cute, simple pajama.

After 'our little fight', I didn't step out from the room and neither Manik came to meet me.

Man ego..agrh!

After making Nidhu sleep, I had just came to drink to water from the kitchen. As I was done and was about to step out when all of a sudden, a shirtless Manik appeared infront of me. He was wearing a simple, black shorts

His face and bare chest were dripping. It seems like he had just taken a shower.

Oh...his bare chest!

I'm drooling....

"Done checking me out?" He smirked and I realised, he caught me staring at him.!

Sh!t Nandini..

"I..I wasn't check-checking you out." I moved my gaze everywhere but not at him

I just wanted to escape..

"Nandini..we need to talk!" He said in a serious tone, gazing in my eyes.

Thankfully, he changed the topic.

It was now he wanted to talk huh!

But why should I talk to him.. He was so rude with me few hours back

"Manik, move." I said it, twice but still he didn't move a bit. Instead he blocked my way, not letting me to go.. and this kept on going..

"Nandini..stop." He held my arms, pulling me closer to him and my front hit his wet, bare chest. Damn! My heart.. "Dhak dhak karne laga.." And the song played on my mind!

God. .his cologne was driving me insane..

No! Get a grip Nandini..

"Talk to me dammit!! Tell me the truth! I want you to speak!" He yelled..

Can't he speak slow..? Thank god, servants had already left.

"Manik..leave me. It's already evening tou I will leave your house tomorrow morning." I tried to protest but..

As always, his grip was more stronger!

"You're not going anywhere okay! I'm not going to let you go! You aren't saying those three words but atleast tell me the truth no!"

Three words! Well yeah; Manik was so desperate to hear those three magical words from me but no..!

I won't give in so easily..

"Manik..stop yelling! For your kind information, Nidhu's sleeping! And leave me" I said and his grip tighten

"I won't leave you untill you don't tell me the actual thing! What's bothering you?? It's high time, you should--"

"I was raped, Manik" I stopped him in the midway. His eyes widened. His grip on my arms, got loose. He left me..

No..

Pull me closer.. Please!

His face was expressionless..

I could see, He was beyond shocked! I knew, he would leave me now.

And the only questions which stuck on my mind, were..

Will you let me go..?

Will you understand me..?

Do you really love me Manik..?

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Hey Readers..! I know there are questions roaming in your head but please, don't assume anything before I update the next part.

All I can say is, have patience & wait for the next update.

And..

Sorry, I won't be able to update.

Well yeah, I'm not going to update till the end of October as my exams will be starting soon and I'll not get time to write!

I'll be back after October.

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