Today i had seen manik off to office. It was his exam day. He had to convince the investors, through his presentation, any how. For the first time in my life, i had prayed to god with a wish. Wish , that my husband gets the project. Yes i had been selfish today.

Now i was sitting in my office, almost ready to leave for home. There was a knock on the door, i answered "come in" . a delivery boy came in, with a large bouquet of red roses "this is for u ma'm" i was shocked and surprised , who could it be?? First name that popped up in my mind was of course, manik...but...he must be busy. It can't be him...No, no, no...he can't be...
The delivery boy smiled and left. I picked the card. It read...
With love,
Manik...:-)

I was flying in the sky. What does this mean?? Did he get the project??????? Oh my god..o my god!!! I need to call him. I picked my phone. But i saw there was already a message from manik.

" jaan I got the project!!!
I can't tell you how happy i am!!
I know last few days have been very hard for you, so the red roses are my way of saying thank you to you..for bearing with me...for being there for me, when i needed ur love and support...always remember...I LOVE YOU..and this can never change."
I sat back on the chair, after reading his message. I needed a moment to believe that i have got the best husband in the world. I read the message again and again.

I need to make this achievement of his, special. I have to do something but what?? What??? Think nandini think...ummm..ok i got it...the best gift that i can give him is by submitting myself to him...yes!!!...although he has been very patient all these days and never made me feel that i am denying his rights on me...yet he is a man..i have to understand his needs and desires...i have to make the move..!!!. hmmm.. i love you too manik...and tonight is gonna be the best night...
I rang him up.

"hello"

"hey, congrats you got the project hubby!! What did papa say? Was he happy?? Did he praise you?"

"did you like the roses??"

"of course, they are beautiful , but first answer me na..."

"ok baba...yes dad is very happy and he praised me and even the investors were clean bold by the presentation and all of this happened because you were there na...my shining star.."
"wow i m so happy!! Don't include me in this.. Its all your hardwork...and.i knew it , that you are the best!!"

"i love you"
"manik, i love u is not enough...i want to make love to you"

"what!! I mean did i hear you correct??"

"i will be waiting for you in our bedroom. Please don't keep me waiting"

"i ..ermm, i ..don't know what to say...i mean..i m ..confused"

"just get your acts together before you enter our bedroom , tonight mr. Manik malhotra. Ok now, Bye, i m leaving for home ."

"ok bye mrs malhotra.." (chuckling)
...

I rang Alisha!

"hello, malhotra industries, how may i help you?"

"Alisha , its me nandini"

"yes ma'm"

"i want you to inform me when you see manik, leaving the office today"

" ma'm , sir has already left from here"

"how much time has it been?"

"ma'm approx 10 mins"

"ok, thanks"

"always, ma'm"

So it seems, you are more desperate than me, manik...i like it..
...

Door bell rang and i opened the door and i was right away taken into a bone crushing hug!!

"nandini, nandini, nandini...i am so happy..."

"i m happy for u manik...congrats"

He broke the hug and looked intently in my eyes. I felt his eyes did some magic, i felt captivated.

"manik, lets have dinner first.."

"but i want to eat your lips"

"that won't give energy to last the whole night"

"hmmm you are right...after all we have to do...puri raat besharmi ki height"

"manik"

"hmmm"

"tum mujhe choroge ar jaldi dinner karoge toh hame besharmi karne k lye jyada time milega..ni?"

"o...k..."

Finally he left me. As today was Friday , so no one will question our absence at the dinner table downstairs. I had arranged a candle light dinner.

After we had dinner, i handed over a set of clothes to manik and asked him to freshen up in some other room and then come after 30 minutes to our bedroom.

"but what is the need of all this!! We can get on with it' right away na..."

"manik, do as i am saying na...i promise you will enjoy every bit of it.."

"ok fine"

"one more thing...errmmm...i don't know how to ask...but..."

"oh come on nandini, you know we can talk about anything "

"yeah..but..still.."

"bolo na..."

"i...i...ermm..ok..i want you to..to..use protection..yeah..hmmm"

He started laughing.

"gawd nandini, jaan, you were hesitating in asking me this!! I thought , you gonna say, that you have changed your mind.."

"ok stop laughing..it was difficult for me"

"difficult?? I know you are way bolder than this...and now go...i will be there in 30 mins"

"ok"
...

After 30 minutes

I texted him.

"you can come in"

And as if he was waiting ,right outside the door, he walked in without wasting a second. As he noticed the ambience, a broad and beautiful smile adored his face. I noticed his every reaction to the details, from under the veil. Yes!! I have recreated our first night. Due to the chaos then, we did not have a proper first night, so i made sure that we do not miss out on that. Actually truly speaking , i had been planning for this from quite a while, but just waiting for the right moment and an impetus.

I was sitting in the middle of the bed with the ends of my lehenga stretched out on the bed in a circle. Whole room glowed only in the light of candles. Rose petals covered the bed.
I saw him walking towards me. My heart thumped. Inspite of the AC, i felt hot. I was nervous. Its my first time, i don't want to disappoint him. I was just hoping that by the end of this', when we finally lye on the bed together, he should be content and happy. Our first time should be memorable one.

He sat on the bed in front of me and put the veil up. Now my face was visible to him. I just could not look up. He gasped, i looked up instantly..."my vocabulary is failing me in describing your beauty nandini, you are looking ethereal" i smiled but looked down blushing unable to handle the intensity of his eyes. He lifted my chin up and placed an open mouth kiss on my forehead. I shivered and closed my eyes. He took my hands in his and rubbed the back of it with his thumb , soothingly. I looked in his eyes. I could see passion filling up in them. Without breaking the eye contact , he removed the pallu from my head completely, and one by one started taking out all of my jewellery by placing soft kisses first on both the earlobes, then, on the forehead. He had some difficulty in taking out the nose ring. He was so impatient that i had to help him in removing the nose ring. I felt the room heating up as he moved to my back and opened the neck piece and he kissed there on the nape of my neck. My breathing became quicker, i squeezed my eyes shut trying to control my heart, which was hammering now. He moved a little down and kissed my back, i arched my back feeling his lips touching my skin. A sensation ran through me .Next he removed the pin that was holding my hair and my hair fell on my back. He traced his palm from my wrists to my shoulders and pulled me with a jerk. He buried his face in my hair and inhaled deeply . I could feel his lips in my hair and his breath too. I took his palm from my shoulders and kissed it. I couldn't bear anymore and slowly turned to face him, and as a result our faces were inches apart, so close that his breath blew on my lips. He cupped my face with one hand to adjust it for a proper kiss. And in the next moment ,he fused his lips with mine. He sucked and sucked and sucked my lips in turns and i did the same with his lips. We were going good, but suddenly he bit my lower lip and nibbled it, i moaned and he inserted his tongue in my mouth. I sucked his tongue making him moan. Suddenly the urgency of the kiss increased as he wanted to suck my tongue too , but i was not allowing him to do so. Our tongues started fighting and finally i had to give in to his desires.

He pushed me gently along with him to lye on the bed and he kissed me again like a maniac, i responded equally. Taking short breaths in between, our kissing marathon continued...

After the kissing session, i was turned on and already wet and i could feel him getting hard too. He wasted no second and took off my blouse to expose my lacy **a . "beautiful" he complemented me when he got the view of my assets by getting rid off the **a too. He sucked, bit, nibbled them mercilessly while i kept moaning in pleasure. He kissed me again hard while kneading my bosoms with his palm. I was so turned on. I tried to take his hands of my bosom but instead he held my hand and pinned them on the bed above my head. I had no escape tonight.

Now his focus shifted towards other undiscovered parts of my body. He started moving down, placing kisses on the way. He took off my lehenga and now i lied in front of him in just my lower lingerie. He slowly traced his hands over my inner thighs giving me jitters all through my body. Finally his hands reached the desired spot in between my thighs. Feeling my wetness, he smiled looking at me. I blushed profusely and avoided his eyes biting my lips as his hands started doing their job. He lied down sideways on me and kissed me while his hands were still there'.

After a few moments, he looked at me lovingly "nandini, jaan its time..." i bit my lips in nervousness and anticipation. He continued "i won't lie to you, it will be painful initially, jaan, but as the pain will settle down, trust me u gonna love it...r u ready??"

I nodded. I was willing to bear the pain in order to experience the pleasure. "i trust you and i am all yours" i encouraged him to move ahead. When all clothes taken off, i got a view of the source' of my pain and pleasure , and the first thought was nandini its gonna be very painful, hold on to yourself' and his reaction when he saw my lower asset was, "beautiful!!!". He quickly rolled on the protection. I enquired "which flavour?" he grinned "chocolate, your favourite!"
...
He warned me through his eyes and a hard push and he was inside me. A loud scream escaped my mouth which was shut in mid by his lips . he kissed me and waited patiently till my pain subsided. Tears trickled down my eyes.

When he noticed that my laboured breathing has become normal , he left my lips "feeling better?" he enquired , i nodded shyly. "shall i begin then the ride to the highs of passion, baby??" and that was it, i pulled him for a kiss. And what followed was a night of extreme passion and love and our room filled with moans and groans. I can tell you...we made wild love. He did things' that provided me pleasure and i did things' to him that he had probably not anticipated, making him moan and groan. I felt every cell of my body coming alive and vibrating when he thrust in and out of me. I kept pleading him for more and more and he was more than willing to oblige me. We were so energetic in the bed that i feared something might break ,for example, the bed. But, luckily, the bed survived our tortures. The feel of his skin against mine was enough to awaken my sleeping senses. I felt rejuvenated. We went for several rounds and different positions.
I saw the darkness of the night sky fading away and sun ready to rise, that was the time when we lied down, fully satisfied , in each others arms.

"manik, pass me your t-shirt, i need to go to the washroom"

"ok, here take it, but are you fine?? "

"i m more than fine...relax hubby".

I wore the t-shirt under the sheet and came out and bend down to collect my lingerie. I picked up the lacy panty which was torn now "manik this was my favourite" i spoke pouting . he chuckled "that became my fav too tonight, don't worry i will buy you a dozen such, so that i have enough of them to tear apart in future" he spoke with a mischievous glint in his eyes.
I blushed and ran away from there while he rolled on the bed. After 5 minutes, i came back wearing another set of lingerie and a night gown. I saw him dressed too, waiting for me. He stretched his arms and i hopped in the bed to sleep in his arms, my heaven.
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Credits to the writer- Manini Mehra