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Oops! Finally done with chapter 50 series..from here on it will be both past and present, with different people pov..

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Flashback continues..

Writer's pov

Devika was walking one place to another in Manik's room in furious..while Manik was sleeping with heavy dose of medicines..while Neyo stood near window..looking at night sky..while rest were outside as more people weren't allowed inside..

Neyonika coughed to get attention of Devika, who was checking things in her laptop..she looked Neyo, who was willing to say something..

U wanna ask something?

Yeah..Neyo said with awkwardness..

Shall we have walk with a talk..Devika suggested..while Neyo nodded..two suatan's being so calm was like moment to be recorded..yet, this two were different from others..a reason to admire this beautiful ladies..

Both walked out..giving instructions to nurse..to look after Manik..

Everyone were sleeping in private cabin except Raj..who was wide as sleep was nowhere near him..he saw two ladies walking out of Manik's ward..made him feel bit awkward..yet he believed this ladies, for who are they..he let them go out alone..as bodyguards all around 'Ghar'(In lonavala) for their security, non can pull a hair of them..he knows it..

First it was most unpleasant..they were damn uncomfortable with each other..but they tried to talk about everything but present truth..they didn't want to pull it..where Neyo admired for what Devika was..where they walked around garden of palace(Manik's home in Lonavala)..Neyo was spell bounded with it..who won't? while Devika gave her ride to palace..

And this Manik's room..Devika said reaching last floor..where Neyo couldn't blink her eyes for a minute..

This beyond beauty..Neyo exclaimed forgetting her miseries for time being..while Devika smiled at her words..

Kaafi bada ghar hai apka..Neyo said while sitting on couch in living room..

Ghar mera nae hai, Manu ka hai..Devika said while sipping her coffee..

Par he lost everything right? she asked not so surely..while Devika smiled sadly...

Nae..Manik gets everything back, when he turns 21..he have huge property behind him, which he is still not aware off..and even his own money..Devika said giving details to Neyo,without any second thought..but Devika believed Neyo more than any to give this papers and make her aware of what, Manik posses really, because she knows if someone will stand behind her son, while be Neyonika and no one..That was the Trust of Devika on Neyonika..which she certainly proves in future..while Neyonika, was dumbstruck to know what her Baby Bear really was..she never knew this things about Manik..in all this Neyo got one thing..Devika was under some pressure..so she kept her son away from her, yet she noted Devika knowing each small thing about Manik.. that thing made her curious about this women..

Apni kahani batho..Neyonika asked Devika, who was showing Manik's first born day pics to her with great love and affection..

Meri kahani..voh kaha se ayya? she answered while avoiding the whole topic..where Neyo had charm to get her things in her way, which only few people knew..she get her things the way she wants, because she know how to earn them..

waise..

ab bolo I'm listening..Neyo sat like excited kid..which made Devika smiled in real..something was their in Neyo that no one can avoid her..where Devika wondered, how did Mukthi born to her..

I was born in richest family..mera kadan ka bada naam tha..i was only daughter to my parents after my brother..sab ki thara mera life bhi color full tha..She said remembering her childhood..

Raj ko kab milithi? Neyo asked out of nowhere..yes, there was no awkwardness in her tone..she had accepted her truth..yes truth hurt but she was brave enough to give takar to that truth..unlike other women..

We both were childhood friends..

boarding school se..

we both used study in Dehardun..

Malhotra's were owner of the school..

yet Raj Malhotra was simple in his school days without any attitude..

neither he was brat nor he was arrogant..

unlike rich brats of branded families..

Devika said..while Neyo's mouth was wide open..she couldn't believe last lines at least..Raj Malhotra was complete different package for her in present..

I'm not believing it..Neyo waved her hands in air..while Devika laughed at her innocence..

Tum believe karo yaa na karo, he was very good boy types in his school..Devika added..

I still can't believe it..Neyo added..

And we both got married in our college days itself..

we both were very young..

yet we loved each other very much..

Sal betha gaya..hum dono pyaar aur gera hotha gaya..we both climbed the stairs of success holding each other hand..we had every thing in world..every damn thing that should make a couple happy..

But our life was incomplete..our relationship was incomplete..we lacked somewhere..we lacked in next of phase of any couple..

And that lacking was baby..

And that lacking made both of us hallow, being parents was something..being called Mother, had its own feeling..who knows it better than me or us..we have literally carved for our own child..

Humare shadi hoke 6 sal hu tha..but we couldn't be parents..that carve was something, which unexplainable to any..that carve which gave huge pain to us..

We did everything, in that 6 years..

jo jo mandir bol..

vaha bhi gaye, manath mang ne..

jo jo doctor, ko bol voh sab doctor ke paas gaye..

esi kohi chees nae hai, jo humne nae kiya..

Humare Manu ke liye..

Thab jake mila humra Manik..

he was literal blessing to our life..

he was only we wish we both made..

he was what we needed..

uske anse pele, main aur Raj bohuth kiya..

we arranged every damn thing to welcome this little one..

Hume humare bete ki liye kohi kami nae karne nae chathe the..

thab humne decide kar liya, ye jab peda hoga, Emperor ki thara rule karega..

es liye humne ethna bada palace banaya humare bete ki liye..

he had everything in his life..before he enters to our life..

life was beautiful..

and can i never explain our happiness to u..

being parents was just blessing..

but trust me, being parents of Manik, is like zillion years boon for us..

The happiness we had when we held him was unexplaiable or unmeasured..

it was beyond for us..beyond infinty when he twinkled his eyes seeing both of us..

I still remember Raj was crying seeing Manik that day..

the happiness of Raj was unsaid..holding his son..

Neyonika didn't knew how to react..where Devika remembered the most beautiful days of her life..if something beauty they had in their life was when, Devika being pregnant with Manik..after whatever happened it was disaster of every happiness they had..while Neyo felt really uncomfortable hearing her husband's love story with his first wife..and anyone women would be..a women can share anything but her man..however u strong are, u fall weak at this point or get hurt immensely..same happened with Neyo, which was noticed by Devika, she mentally scolded herself for telling such things to Neyo..but Devika knows to compensate but this time for life..where Neyo efficiently changed the topic..

Aur voh koun tha?? Jo ketha hai, he is Manik's guardian? i never seen him..neither any of them who were present there..aur voh lady? who is she? Manik uss dekthe he..he calmed down? not that Neyo was furious..but she felt hurt seeing someone taking her place..

Voh log..Mera aur Raj ki dosth hai, bacch pan se..

The one who said he is Manik's Guardian..he is Rahul

And the lady is Ashwini, Rahul's wife..

Raj ki bohuth karib dosth hai voh..

if someone can pull Raj's hairs without second thought it will be her for sure..

she very daring..

and very much dear to Raj..

Devika added showing Raj and Ashwini's pics(Nandini's real parents)..which said nothing but their friendship..

I never knew Raj have this many friends..Neyo added..while Devika laughed at her words..

Aur Rahul, he is my best friend..just like my brother..Devika added..

I can see concern in his eyes for u..Neyo said remembering past events..where Rahul consoling Devika..where she just smiled in return..

Aur voh Guardian kese bangaya Manik..it must be u both or either of u? right?

Voh humne de diya Guardianship usko..

As we couldn't take care of Manik..we both became careless about him, after our drift..

Humri jagda badtha gaya, tab jake Raj ayya, Manik ke sath tumra paas..as we both useless to take care of him..which that child needed..

Where Neyo narrowed eyes in sharp glare..which meant, an explanation and her madness towards such parents..which made even Devika glup her throad in fear..

hum dono, Manik bol gaye, humre jagda mai..

hum voh parents nae ho paye..jo hum dono hamesha chathe the, we wanted be best parent of our son..jese sab jealous ho Manik ko deke but voh parents hum kabhi bani nae paye..

bichara hamesha rotha tha, jabi hum dono jagda karthe hai..

uske liye hum dono ki attention chaitha..pyaar chaitha..

par hum bol gaye usse..

Manik was our only gem of our life..but we both couldn't keep that gem, the way he deserves..

And in all this, Rahul was really getting mad at us..the carelessness of our's towards Manik..was getting his nerves..

aur jab, usne es baare mai pucha, tabi humne bohuth ignorance dikaya Manik ko..

so, at the end Rahul took responsibility of Manik on his head..as we both were still busy in fighting forgetting that we are loosing our precious thing of our life..

Jes ke liye humne hazaro manth magethe..we forgot about thing, which we always carved..we all thought was about us..not about our son..

Tab ayye tum..

Ek Angel ki thara, Manik ki life mai..

Jo bhagwan ne Manik ki zindagi mai beja..

ek sacchi bath bolu..muje jealous hotha tha jabi, Manik tume maa bol raha tha..

Duniya bangayi thi tum meri Manu kha..

usne, kabhi khushi zindagi guzara hoga..voh shayad tumra sath hi hoga..

Shayad hum dono ne humari bete ko utha kushi nae raka jithna tumne rakha..

Manik was blessed to have u..

(She took a pause)

maine realize karchuki thi..

i did wrong..I did biggest mistake of life, which i'm repenting even today..

i wanted Manik back..i really wanted him..

but it was too late..too late from my side..

Manik was happy with u..

for him ur his mother..

his happiness.

u lightened up his world with love, which my son always deserved..

nae chin paye uski khushi..

i didn't wanted to be selfish again by playing with his heart..

i didn't wanted to break that small heart, which had lots love for u..

i don't wanted to hurt my son again..

i was his-good-for-nothing-mom..

duniya ke liye..i have best image..

par apne bete khushi kabi nae dek paye..

i never deserved that gem, which god gave us..

Where Devika started walking edge of lake in palace..while Neyo was beside her..

sal betha gaya..Humari zindagi karb hothi gayi..

halath bigad ne laga..

Hum humra beta kothe gaye..

Aur aaj..humri carelessness ki vajese Manik ke ye halath hogai..

hum shayad humre bete ke, baare mai ek baar soch hotha hoga shayad..

ye din kabhi nae atha..

nae Manik ko ye sab jel nae padtha..

hum zimedar bangaye Manik ki jobi halath ke liye..

Devika said guiltily looking at sunrise, who waved an last but one hello to Devika...and turned to Neyo..

Aur jagda kyu hora tha tum duno ki bich? Neyo was straight forward with her stern question..if she was not Manik's real mom..Neyo would've ripped her head for sure..she was hell angry with his parents, who were nowhere fit to be parents of Manik..a gem like him, never deserved such parents..yes, Neyo loved Manik better than his own mother..that's the reason, Manik loves her beyond words even in present..

Tum..

u were the reason for our fight.

Devika said calmly..while Neyo frowned..

I had got to know about ur and Raj's marriage on Manik's born day(the day he was born)..the day which was the reason of my happiness became a disaster just because of u..Devika said with tears..while Neyo was rooted..she took a step back..the truth was nothing, which just she heard now it was beyond to snap someone's earth..

Raj was cheating me since a year..but i wasn't aware of it..i got to know about u..as u called up Raj as u meet with an accident, but that day i received ur call, us Raj was busy playing with one day born baby,Manik..

And that accident took away ur kid..where u slipped to coma for few months..

The sense of he being father of someone's kid..made me feel worst..

i felt cheated..i felt betrayed..

Hothi bhi kyun nae..my entire life used run behind my husband..and i couldn't digest he being husband of someone, when i was already alive..

and he being father of ur kid, made things too worst for my feeling..

i got immensely hurt..

jo pyaar jo trust tha, sab bigad gaya..within just a blink..

jo rishtha jo hum dono ne salo se banayatha, wo karab hotha gaya..

jese jese mai Manik ko andeka kardiya, apne dard mai..

Roz ladthe, Roz..where our son used to cry buckets without any care..

he just wanted small attention, which we both failed to see that..

i started hating Raj for his deeds..Where distance and gap got wider and wider..

es Manik ki duo maine hotha gaya..

he was used to our carelessness then..rona band karidiya mere bete ne..because he knew crying was no use, because his parents were list interested him, he got..maybe..

his nanny used take care of him..and she is the one, who taught Music to him in his school..if u remember..he was little fond of her, as she used give him her attention..that's the reason we sent her to Deradhun, to teach Music to Manu, as he was little comfortable around her than any..(everyone were asking me who's that Music teacher in dehardhun..i hope u remember, she is Manik's nanny-she will come in future chapter..not so important character)

(she took a pause)

Aur tab ayya..

tume hosh..

u wanted see ur kid..u were eager to have ur kid in ur arms, seeing a carve inside u and helplessness of not saying truth about ur unborn child, made Raj miserable..

Raj knew it, if Manik should be happy..he should be with deserved one, unlike parents like us..

"Raj ne Manik ko tume de diya.."

guess what u accepted Manu, whole heartily without any second thought..the way our son deserved..baada hotha gaya mera beta tumre pyaar mai..

To the whole world ur his mother..

Par uss pyaar mai bhi buri naazar gir gayi..

Raj ne Manik ko Deradhun bej diya, sabse dur..

bechara beta mera..akele retha tha vaha kisi ki bena..Devik said all lost..

Voh akele nae tha..uske sath servants the..Neyo said innocently..she still believed Raj made amaze to Devika..

U wish..Devika laughed sarcastically..as she explained how Manik really there..said each detail she needs to know being Manik's mom..while Neyo's tears were endless..she lived with wrong reality again but she didn't know, things are nasty beyond are imagination..how she gets out strongly god knows..

I never knew Manik suffered this much..i should've not trusted Raj for my son..i should've not..Neyo slipped down crying bitterly..while Devika patted her back to give solace, which she needed..

But why was Raj hating Manik so much? why? Neyo screamed..

Its not my part of story to tell Neyo..

Ek den ayyega..usdin Raj khud uski kahani bathayega..Devika patted her shoulders..

Now U Promise Me..

Devika extended her hand in front of Neyo..

Promise? kese Promise?

Ki tum strong hogi..kabhi bhi..kese bhi..muka math dena, tume thodne ki liye..

Jo rastha tum chal rahi hai..voh bohuth mushkil Neyonika..sabse zayada dard tuje hoga..

tu ek baar tukra gayi tho, kohi bhi tumra bete ko bacha nae saktha..

kaske pakdna usse..

warna kodegi, apne aap ko..apne bete ke sath..

be strong Neyonika..

u have tough way ahead..if u hold Manik, trust me.. kohi tera sath chod saktha hai..par tera beta kabhi tera hath nae chodega..

voh aapno, ke liye kuch bhi kar saktha hai..

just make sure u hold him tight, even if he is slipping from ur hand..Don't give up on him..

Not today Not Tomorrow..

Aur aajse mere beti ki sari zimedari tume dari ho..puri vishwas ki sath..i know u won't fail me..Bring my son's happiness back..Bring my son back..

Devika ended..while Neyo was clueless, for what she heard..but she was determined to protect her son from every evil..and promising her that she will be strong for her son..how much ever pain comes in her way, she won't leave Manik's hand, like said not today nor tomorrow..

I Promise..Neyo pressed her hands on Devika, who was revealed to keep her son in safest place in the world..and she need not to worry about her son, when Neyo is there in Manik's life..now she can leave this world peacefully..yes, her son is not fine still..but also she knew, its her time to leave this world..

And she also know, there will be a day, in her son's, where he will be happy with all heart..and she blessed him with all happiness of world to selfless person, in the world..and she gave a reason to keep him happy..

Yes, she did wrong being a mother, to ignore Manik but she never snatched him back from Neyonika, even though she could have, she never did..she realized her mistakes..she wanted him back..but seeing such a bond between Manik and Neyo, even Devika let go her son for their happiness..she never wanted to break them..and finding such lady is also to rare..giving something u own, to others..is really that easy..u need big courage to live without, what u had..u won't know until u let go the person, u own for their happiness..

And, about Manik knowing Rahul and Ashwini..Neyo nodded..

Manik knows them from his very childhood..jab voh Dehardhun mai retha tha tabse jantha hai..they have great bond..voh thino Manik ke liye bohuth karib hai..Devika gave small intro of them, who are they and what are they to Neyonika..

Ek last bath puchu? Neyo asked in unsure..but she really wanted to..

Apne Manik ko wapas kyu nae lekar ayyi, jab usko ethna thaklif tha? jab voh, uthna dard mai tha??Neyo asked most wanted question..where Devika smiled with tears..

Hum mujbur the..i couldn't save my son..i couldn't.. from that loneliness..

not that we didn't loved him enough to bring him back..

its just that we wanted to keep him away from the cruel world, which can destroy him and others completely..we already lost many things in our life..we didn't wanted to lose Manik..

At least we had our son before us..

if not we would've lost our son..

we didn't wanted that..we really didn't wanted..

if not with us..he could be with our sight made us happy, that's the reason we kept Manik away..

away from whole world..where non knew where Manik was, only U, me, Raj and Deshmukh's knew about it..

Maybe we hurt him..but it was for his own good, we did..

but we didn't knew, we have hurt him beyond..

Neyonika wanted to bang her head..but she took breath..she damn had patience..

Can i know the reason? Neyo raised her voice..she couldn't suppress, neither her madness nor her hurt..she wanted lash someone but she can't..

U will know one day..because i don't want u to get hurt, Neyo..

jo log, sacch ke piche gayi, un sab ki zindagi karb hogayi hai..

i don't want u to be in that place..please..

So, ab chale..Devika nodded her head..not before saying this words to her..

Neyonika..I'm giving my everything to u.hoping that u will keep them best than me..

Raj ko khush rakna..aur mera Manik ko der sari pyaar dena..mera bhi..

Kyu tum hogi na??apne bete ke liye??apne pati ke liye??

Devika nodded reluctantly with tears..

Ethna khush nasib nae hu mai..mera galthi ka saza bhagwane muje de diya..mera vakth acchu ka hai..nikal ne ka, es duniya chodne ka vakth agaya..I'm dying, leaving my two souls in ur arms..hope u don't disappointment me like others..

Neyo couldn't breath..she just sat on swing..with new found information..the person, who she was talking with or person who was her husband's wife was dying..should she be happy? or sad? most of them would've been danced in joy but Neyo..

This..This can't happen...how can this happen? Neyo had heart of gold..she proved herself always..

This had happened, because i didn't cared for my son, when he needed a mother most..jes bhagwane hume Manik diya, ussi bhagwane muje punish bhi kiya for my sin..simple..

But u know what Neyonika..i don't regret a bit as i'm leaving my two important souls with best person..I'm sure u will take of them like no one..

Neyo dashed and cried all her heart..where Devika astonished find someone like Neyonika in this cruel world..she was mother of gem really..

I promise..i promised..i will take care of anything..u won't regret leaving them with me..i promise..

Huge consolation was next ahead..while Neyo was explained each thing, after Manik turning 21, where Neyonika was assigned to look after all the NGO's which comes under 'Ghar'..she gave every responsibility to Neyo, which she grace fully completed in future..where Ashwini will be taking care of entire Ghar with Sanskar, till Manik gets everything in his name..and Rahul will be continued as Manik's Guardian till he reaches his 21..

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AT THE SAME TIME IN HOSPITAL..

Manik was up to god's grace, he didn't had any nightmare or panic attack due heavy doses of medicine..which made everyone sigh in relief..

hmm..can i have walk? Manik asked Ashwini, who was checking his pulses..

Sure Manik..though she knew Manik was weak..she had let him go because she knows idol man welcomes devil thoughts..same was happening with Manik..which she can't afford to happen as she is the only one, who knew what's happening with Manik, where he is slipping, she don't won't more to his platter..so, she let go Manik, as she know everyone will be keeping an eye over him..

Manik got up from the bed with help of ward boys..he started walking out with their help, where rest were still having nape in private room as they needed to relax their tired body, which includes Raj now..but Swara was missing from there, where non noticed this.

Manik had crossed his corridor..where he walking near children's ward..which looked color full and pleasing to Manik, as usual he got attracted like any other kid..he walked near..while he asked ward boys to leave from there..they were reluctant, yet had to take his orders as he was the owner of entire hospital(It was Ghar, if any don't know), which Manik wasn't aware of it still..they left..where Manik started admire things.. it's just not the ward but the children's in, made him admire..he kept hands on glass..though Manik was blank, he got some peace, which he was searching everywhere..

Corridor

Inside the children's ward..sitting area..a common one, to every kid over there..

He walked inside the ward, only to greet with strange looks or i say ignorance..kids over there weren't responsive because that was, special ward for special kids..somewhere blind, deaf, dumb, physically handicap...Manik sat in of the empty bed looking at the kids..he didn't find difference neither in them nor in him..he felt he is sailing in same like them..the difference he had parents they didn't had..

Neither Manik conversed with any..nor they did..all he did was, how same they were..he was trying to ease out his pain..the more did, the more it pained him..yet, not single tear eloped from his eyes..he knew he will be connected to them sooner or later, but he knew this kids gonna make his life different..to teach a lesson for a life..where Manik gonna be their daddy their mommy, who this kids always craved for..he will be there for them as they will be there for him..

To See The Journey of Manik to The Manik Malhotra..they will be there for him..to become one part of his life..to teach a lesson for life..

end of Writer's pov

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Manik's pov

Giving final look to children's i walked out..i sat outside the corridor bowing my head..i wanted to cry so badly..but i wasn't able to get that damn tears from my eyes..all i could do was choke..it was getting hard for me to be sane..i knew i say slipping somewhere..where no one can get me back..i leaned my head to wall..it was hurting badly but not more than my betrayals..

The Great Manik Malhotra is here..a sarcastic words hit my drums as i opened my eyes not to believe the person, who said this..

Cabir..

Don't..don't dare to take my name Manik Malhotra..he screamed loudly in corridor..thanks to heavens no one was there in corridor..but i felt strange hit on my soul..unbearable one..i wanted to say everything to him..i know, he will understand and keep Nandini safe..i'm sure..i can share anything with him..he is my buddy..my heart said but who was i kidding with..with my fate?? which was laughing crazily on each slap on my heart..trust me, that was the last try of my life, to tell the truth to someone..but ended up getting hurt and judged for life again..

Cabir listen..i want to tell u something..its important..its..its about Nandini..i tried to explain..he was spitting fire against me with a rage and not to forget that disgust in his eyes made my heart shut all hope step by step..the feeling get judge made me insecure for a second..yet i held myself one's to explain myself..who can be better than friend, right? but how long was the question rang in my drums..

Ohhooooo..Yaad agai voh tuje..after what u did with her..He said with pure digest, which made my heart flip..i held myself tight..why do i get hurt again and again..kya bigada maine sabka? why do everyone come and hurt me? why? i don't know..

What i did? Look, i want to say something..Nandini is missing..I said to him..i had all hope, he will help me..because i got no guts to take her name infront of any..i feared, if my parents take her away from me more..i can't afford that..yes, i'm quiet doesn't mean, i want this..i want her to be safe that's it..but i want to see her once, to satisfy my feelings that she is fine..i want assurance that's it..i will stay far away everyone..if they are happy without my presence..i don't want to bother any again..i will go somewhere, where no one can find me..

Wow! 

voh sab karne ke baad, tuje lagtha hai..voh teri sath rahegi..

 haina? 

my eyes went wide in shock listening to him..what he is talking about??a fear covered over my broken heart unknowingly..while i felt someone laughing at my miseries in dark..their each laugh was like a mock on my love and trust..

I disgust, a person like u..muje sharam arahi hai tujpe..sharam arahi muje apne aape..

ese ensan se, maine dosthi kiya..

jo ek ladki ka, izad ka kadar nae kartha hai..

I hate u so much Manik..

I felt myself ashamed to save u..i should've let u die there, without caring for u...who betrayed the girl, who gave up everything just for u..chi..

I feel like killing u by my own hands..

he tried to keep hands on my neck to kill me..all i did was, look into his eyes just see any trust in his for me..but all i saw was a rage of disgust and hatred for me..where i saw black man laughing loudly in my ears..

He pushed me behind, i held myself tighter without uttering a word..i wanted to form a word for myself, all i stood like a statue..i don't know what to say, what makes him understand that his words were false..but when he said last sentence, my heart broke once again..he also wants to kill me..why everyone are behind my life..if it pleases them so much, why can't they end my life at once..i don't want to leave either..i don't..

Cabir, listen..

U are getting wrong..I can explain..voh Mai Nandini ko bacchne ki..

My words went in air as i heard something..i looked source..Cabir had pulled out his mobile from pocket..and played a video..which made me dumbstruck at very moment..my throat went dry like anything..it was same which happened in our room(i hope u remember camera in Manan's room, where Manik had hit that with his guitar..same scene was playing in Cabir's mobile)..how come Cabir got this..how come??

Maine bhi kisi pe trust nae kiya tha Manik..

but this video clearly shows how cheap any father can be??

how cheap a lover can be??

Look at the way u are speaking to her, about ur own kid??

didn't u had heart, for hell sake?? 

how could u think to kill something, which is so innocent? 

which is ur own blood?

 how could u Manik?

 how could u just leave her hand?

 how could u?

Cabir just let me explain once..i promise, i won't ask anything..please just listen to me..

I was literally begging to him keeping my self respect aside, but he was too deaf to hear me..he also failed to see me behind my mask, like Nandini..i thought he will understands me..as he was my shadow..but how can i forget..in darkness, shadow also fed away..just like him..

Enough..

Enough for now..

There is nothing between us..neither u are my friend nor i'm urs..

And its bloody over between us..

Cabir u can't do this to me..please listen to me..

I don't know why i was still begging the person, who don't want to stay with me..my mind said..while my heart was trying to hold him..once..i don't want to loose last pillar of my life..where i lost all the three behind me..i can't loose him..if anyone can make anything correct in my life was him, i trust him..while i could feel someone cross marking mine and Cabir's memory as a taunt for me in my mind..i don't know, who was that..but someone was making me feel miserable again and again..who was that..i don't know..

Listen to the person, who uses girl like a tissue..

Just like a toy..

I thought u cared for her Manik..but all u wanted was to use her..

That's it..i let go his hands..i felt everything blur..my feelings and words were judged without second thought..where his words will ring in my ears forever..how can he say that i used her for my desires? how can he? does even, he knows, what she meant to me? do i look such a person? do i?

I don't want to explain to any not even him..

And i won't explain any again..when my own reflection couldn't trust me, u think i'm fool to make others believe on me..u think..

that's it..

that was the very last time, i tried to tell truth, and it will be last forever..let world think whatever makes them please..if i'm ruthless monster them, let it be..i don't care a bit now..because I know what I'm..I don't owe an explanation to my own soul..it knows who I'm..I'm satisfied with my character..I maybe not a lord but I was happier for whatever I'm..

Where a fear of being judged by everyone, took place in my subconscious memory forever..which made me stop to explain myself to others with time..

Writer's pov- Remember one thing in life, u will explain urself to everyone in world..u may explain urself too

but if ur explaining to ur friend about urself..

My friend, trust me u are in wrong place..

Friendship doesn't need an explanation..that's all i learnt from my friends..who thought me friendship is not explanation but understanding..I'm blessed with best..

he was still ranting about i being ruthless, i don't deserve to be human..i don't deserve anyone ..went on from his side..

I held his shoulders with a jerk..he looked me like i was worst garbage of world..i removed my hand, immediately, such a feeling from the person, whom I believed, who won't leave my hand, but today..I laughed at my own life in mind..as he took a step back, just the way i took hundred steps behind from him..i won't ever come back Cabir..i won't..

Thank u..Thank u Cabir..for being such good friend to me till now, yeah like the way u said, i don't deserve u or any..but i just want to Thank u for being there with me, when i needed someone..Thank u..sorry for hurting u..And i promise, I will never bother u again in my life..

He pushed with a force..i fell on my knees due to weakness, while i saw him walking out on my face..i sadly chuckled on my fate..this is brand new life of my life..being pushed by everyone..i wanted to cry all my heart..but i couldn't..i couldn't collect yet another broken pieces of mine..i kept looking at his image till he vanishes..while i felt hand pressing my shoulders..

Everything will be fine, Manu..i chuckled at her words..fine, does that word even exist in my world, i don't know..

She made me sit on chair..asked nurse to bring water for me..where i sat with head down..while someone was crying in darkness, in a corner..i don't know, who it was..i felt vulnerable..that person was scaring shit out of him..where his cry went louder and louder in my drums,where i flinched in fear..

Manu..Manu kya huwa? she jerked me by my face..

Someone is crying..woh rora hai..i said meekly to her in fear..where she looked more horrified than me..while she held me in her arms..while i was trying to bury myself into her, to stop that creepy sound..while she was saying sweet nothing to my ears..while i was huffing with fear of getting destroyed by own demon's..

Manu, everything is fine baby..look no one is crying..look..Manu deko baby..she tried to coax me..but i was holding her tightly in fear..that someone will kill me in that darkness..as if they are ready to eat me up..

I looked around..non where there except me and m..i don't know, what to call her..should i call her mother..does she feel offensive like Neyo mom?? does she?? I don't know..

Deko kohi nae hai, baby..it is just ur imagination..won't u believe ur mom? won't u? she asked me with a hope..i don't know what i saw in her eyes..i just nodded in her head..i hugged her tighter..i felt familiar..like i hugged her before..i don't know when..while she held me tighter giving me assurance..where that person faded in her warmth..while i held her hem of shirt in my fist as my life depended on it..this is all i wanted, a hug, which gives me warmth and love against my own fear..

Ab chale..i nodded my head..she helped me to stand up, while ward boys helped me from other side..this was i, i needed someone to help me to walk also..

I was made to sit on bed..i was totally trembling in all way..everything around me spoke about darkness why? who was that person? who is making fun of my own emotions? who??

Are u feeling better? she asked me in worried tone..i just looked her and nodded my head in blank..while i looked around to see mom was serving me food in a plate..looked like home made food..i tried to find Ashwini Aunty..but she was not here neither Rahul uncle was here..nor Sanskar..

Aunty..kaha hai? i asked ward boy..he said that all three went to home for some important work(Kirloskar mansion, Mumbai), and will be coming soon..till then i should i complete my food, my medicines..etc..etc..uff..kya abadi agai life mai..sach mai..

Where Neyo mom kept food on my table, I was in no mood, my stomach is filled with too good foods, which I can't forget ever in my life..i felt emotionless within myself..i couldn't explain, what i was going through inside me..i feel numb..to feel any emotions..

Baby bear, muo kolo...spoon was already pressed against my lips..i looked her, she was looking teary eyes..i blinked my eyes..i opened my mouth seeing her pleading eyes..i don't want to hurt her more..

I started opening mouth,whenever she pressed spoon on my lips..while i was lost again myself..who was running back of mind..who is he?? why i feel, i'm going to be insane for sure in future?? i don't know what more stored in my life??where i didn't knew, i was falling in a trap..and that trap was hallucination..a world, where u start imagining things, the way ur heart and mind always plan for u..u start imagining things the way u want..same thing was happening with me..but i wasn't aware of it..where i was surrendering myself to my subconscious without my knowledge..maybe the biggest mistake of my life, to not acknowledge that fact..which will lead me to destroy my own self..where i will try to commit suicide, more often without my senses around..

Manu..a sharp and stern voice snapped me from my world..she was burning in rage against me..while i looked like scared kitten towards her..trust me, she had her ways to mend and bend me..

Neyonika..u just go and freshen up in my cabin..i will look after Manik..her each word were like dagger against me..where i saw mom leaving with new mom..sorry new found mom..where she walked like traitor towards me..i gulped seeing her like this..okay, i agree..i never seen her closely but trust me..i know she is sweet lady..but at the moment seeing her in rage, i became scared puppy..

She threw, ipad on my lap as Swara walked in with same rage against me..banging door behind..i'm in mess again..

U know what? i feel like slapping u, straight across ur face..so bad that, u won't do this mistake again in ur life..Swara's hand was already in fist, she was just controlling her rage, just i being patient was my bonus point, warna she was already to slap me tight..where i looked maa for help..but scene was same still..

Be good Manu, but don't be so good that u let people destroy u..don't let others to make fun of ur love and concern..if they did..don't give them chance or forgive them..let them root in their own hell..because they don't deserve heaven..and i'm not supporting u for ur shitty theories Mr. Malhotra, because they don't deserve it..

She was spitting each word against me..as i saw CCTV recording in ipad of my home, where it clearly shows how Ms.Malhotra came and hit me with rod in pure rage towards me..i gulped..she was right in her place..was i wrong in my place?

Manik i want an answer here..she yelled at me..i looked her not so sure..but regretted very next moment..

Voh..voh..i thought it was not necessary to say..i blurted without second thought..in next second i was holding my jaw, which was burning like damn..i looked mom, which was melting with tears..where she slapped me for my words..

Manu, u thought its unnecessary to say things to ur parents about the person, who was trying to kill u..she held my hem of shirt, by now she was crying like cats and dogs, that made me worried..she looked pale like she was under some medication..i don't want bother her health..so, i made her sit on bed..where Swara hit my shoulders with papers, and left from there..i will deal with her latter..

Kya kar raho? 

Why are u doing this,Manu??

Why are u saving that girl?? 

who don't deserve such chances??

kyu Manik? kyu?

she was pulling me from my collar, while she finally collapsed in my arms, she was completely drained out..i pulled her more to me, seeing her more miserable..she looked pale..

I don't know..i don't know..i choked in tears..

yes finally i cried, i couldn't control my tears this time..i felt worst at the moment..i just wanted to cry all my heart for my each looses, which i couldn't explain any again..she engulfed me in her arms as i cried like never before..i was not this vulnerable in my entire life..this time i was hurt beyond.. all i wanted a lap, where i can cry without any fear..who engulf me and console me..that's all i wanted..

end of Manik's pov

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Writer's pov

How long he cried that day, he don't know..but non where aware of that..Manik couldn't cry after that day, for 8 years..because he feared to be engulfed by any again..who will not be there for him again..it took all energy of Smitha and Neyonika to bring back Manik..who had lost in his own world, where entry for others were banned for life long..

Can fate, can be more worse??

u don't know..

Doctor barked Ghar, with wicked smile again..

oh! wait..

which doctor is this? if u are asking..

Then lets' meet u to Dr.Mukthi Malhotra..

shhsshhs!!

wait..Mukthi and Doctor..

ye kab huwa??

confusing right..

lets peek in..other part of the hospital..

Raj's head was leaning to Manik's room..he was seeing how badly Manik was crying, never in his life..seeing that scene his heart was breaking again..he didn't know how to console, his two pieces..who had always been his life..though he never showed them, for him family meant Devika and Manik..nothing more to it..

He was shivering when he pushed the door..the amount of pain, he going to have more, he didn't knew it..but he didn't knew this was the only chance he had win back his son..but damn! he missed it for life again..there was no chances to Raj Malhotra for life again to become dad for Manik Malhotra again..

Defeated and wounded Manik..is torture to his parents..but the thing is, they couldn't console or tried to treat it..hmm..

Manik..

Manik hid more into Devika, giving damn to Raj Malhotra..where all he could see Devika for any help..where she shrugged as if, he never existed..he felt helpless as he sat on stole..holding both their hands in his, for their attention..which he eventually got from them..

I don't want to talk u..Manik tried to shoo his hand..but couldn't as he was too weak for anything..while Raj tried to ruffle his hairs..where he was jerking again and again, until he lost against his dad..he weep more in his mother's lap, which he craved for his whole life..where he unknowingly started accepting Devika as his mother..maybe this all he wanted, a mother who loves him, who doesn't pushes him away..that's all..

Manik, listen to me once...Manik really doubted seeing his dad being so soft, that to for him..

No go away, he pushed his hand..for the first time Manik saw Raj Malhotra sitting on his knees..where he was still hiding in Devika's lap to avoid his so called dad..

I know..i did big blunder Manik..but please give me one chance i will make everything right..please..i beg u..please trust me..Raj's voice had sincerity and a request of parent, which made Manik look into his eyes..Raj had reflection of Manik's eye..the fear was easily gagged in both eyes..that made Manik to give his attention to Raj..where his sob sub sided with time..

I don't trust u..Manik was fixed in his words..trust that doesn't have value in Manik's life, now..its just myth for Manik..

Okay don't trust me..but listen to me..will u..He asked Manik..while he looked Raj without blinking his eyes..he don't know what to do..taking Manik silence as answer..Raj proceeded..

There was big list of do's and don't's to Manik..protecting Manik now was more important to everyone..keeping him safe from everyone is most important work..away from the mess..for that taking consent of Manik is very important..where he nodded his head seeing seriousness in Raj words and Devika's pleading eyes..where Manik need to be underground for some months like Sanskar and Swara,in different countries..where he reluctantly agreed for both of them..he simply don't know, why was he saying yes to them..but that moment Manik did best was, nodding an yes to every decision they took for him, if not what would have Manik become non could imagine..

Manik was made to sign many papers, bringing Manik out of the mess was really not easy for his parents..but eventually they brought him out..there was a perfect plan made to get Manik's freedom back from Devika and Raj against Mukthi..from the slavery she lead on Emperor..she gonna pay high praise, for Manik's parents..where they punished her too badly for making her son suffer so much..they are not Manik to let go things for destiny..they not gonna leave Mukthi simply..for what she did with Manik..not today not tomorrow..

Aur kuch..Manik asked leaning to window..it was already noon..where Swara and Devika were arranging things in folder, Raj was having conversation with Rahul over phone..

Nothing more,Manik..Swara answered him..while he catch pendrive, threw by Swara..(what is in pendrive, it will be revealed in present)

Keep them safe..only u gonna have a copy..Manik nodded his head..

Manik be safe with that..Raj warned him..he nodded his head..

Raj clean entire room..Swara, es room ki sari CCTV record delete kardo..Devika ordered her..while she did her work in few seconds..only this 4 knew what happened in that room..and what not?

Manik saw things in his hands, he had many countries visa's and passport's..where world gonna take him..he don't know..he was not ready for this but he wanted to take a chance to find his Nandini, without anyone knowing it..that was all the reason for his agreement over going underground for months..if not making Manik move from India was next to impossible..

End of writer's pov

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Manik's pov

Hmm..bro..

I turned behind..everyone had left..thank god..while i looked Sanskar..he helped me to get on bed..while he passed my phone..

Smart ho tum? he said to me with wink..while i nodded head in disbelief..

Airport..

As i traced last location of Nandini..i had already installed tracker in Nandini's mobile long back..while Sanskar nodded his head..but we both didn't knew further details..i guess Nandini broke her phone..so we aren't able to trace her further..

Try to get her details..i'm sure, she is still in India..as Nandini doesn't have Visa of any other country..i added, while he nodded his head..

While i was thinking all possible ways, where can she go..i should keep her back, at least..if i can't be her side..And Sanskar was adding places to my list..where everything was no from my side..

Kaha gayi yaar tumri Nandini? Sanskar wailed on my shoulders, where i jerked him as he was rubbing his imaginary running nose..

Patha nae..i said, while i was blank totally think, where she can go..

Think something, which she likes most..kabhi tho bathai hoga usne? while i kept on using my brain..

Ice cream..Nandini ko ice cream pasand hai..i said him as it came out, with her Name..he gave duh! look..

Sari ladki ko ice cream pasand hotha hai Manik..even my sister used love ice cream lot..he gave worst annoying face to me..while i rolled my eyes..

fine..kuch soch tha hu wait..i said him..he gave murderous look as he was damn feed up with things..

Abb bohuth hogaya..mera dimak karb hogaya? kohi atha hai humra ghar, aur chori kartha hai..sorry chori kare tho kare..sirf recordings kyu chori kiya yaar? i'm getting mad..he was pulling his hairs insanely..while i nodded my head in disbelief..

Oh, u didn't got this idiot right, Actually someone broke into Kirolskar's Mansion just to get recording of my home's cctv..which was only thing, that could help them to know what actually happened in our home..but the thing was the recording is missing, good for us..and the hacker is smart person u see, because they erased entire entry and exist of their in Kirolskar's Mansion too..i salute the person, for fooling entire Kirolskar's u see..

And uncle and anuty are still in Mumbai as things are not favoring them to come back..while even Sanskar should leave with Swara to find 'The Culprit'..and i find it funnier..u know why?hmm..shshsh..i can't say..

Bye bro..voh hacker mil jaye na..i will..he stopped his words, as Swara came inside giving him tight smile..while i completed for him..

U will kiss?? i asked him with a grin..he gave horrible expression to me, while Swara was damn blushing,oh! Wait , when she turned as a girl..

We will have talk by evening Malhotra..she gritted her teeth against me, as she walked out leaving confused soul behind..

Ese kya huwa?

Nothing much..i added, with small chuckle..this two are just name of adorable..i sighed..he left from there..where i was alone again..i took my diary started writing my heart..this is only place i can say truth..where no one judges me..no one pushes me..no mask..my bitter past was imprinted by me..surely i don't want to look back again..but i know, i need to live with it..no choice,, u see..

Manik..i heard Neyo mom..who came with another dose of medicines..i'm hating this already..i was badly pissed with this bed, medicines, hospitals smell.. this things are making me nausea mostly..i feel too weak here..and that creepy sounds are still haunting like demons..i just wanna run away and never turn back..because i know they all are chasing me like i'm their prey..please somebody save me from this..please..i beg u..

I was tired of fighting, so, i didn't said anything to her..i just gulped down as i closed my diary, which she was trying to peep in..non are allowed to see my diary...PERIOD..she gave awkward smile..i slide diary behind my pillow..i wanted to keep myself in that book..and i don't want any to read that..

Personal Diary..i never knew..u had habit of writing it..she tried to start conversation..i don't know what to talk..i don't wanted to be pushed again..so i maintained myself at a far distance..because i'm not fool, to hurt myself by expecting anything from anyone, now..i'm done with expectations..i'm done..

I just nodded my head..while she tried to hold my hand..which hided in my blanket..i was scared to give my hand to anyone now..u know, why because i'm scared that they will leave my hand behind without looking back after getting their things from me..i don't want another heart break, i'm dealing enough for now..

her teary eyes were saying sorry to me..but why? why? sorry now? is my question..that sorry can't reduce my pain..can it?

Are u still mad at me, Manik? she asked me, where i chuckled at her words..

I'm not mad at u..I'm not mad at any..i said blankly..

Then why are ignoring me?? Bath kyu nae kar Raha mujse??why aren't u calling me mom?? She started complaining with teary eyes, where pain and hurt was clearly sounded in her voice..I was just listening to her without a blink..

U only said right..I shouldn't call u by that name..I'm Ur step son right?? I don't have any right to call u that..apka beta nae huna Mai..sorry I'll not call u or hurt u again..I know my words were like salt to her wound..but for me, I can't explain to any..she had been my world for damn 20 years..I didn't had anyone other than her..I never loved anyone like her..but when she said that words to me..I couldn't bear it..mera kya galthi yaar, hamesha muje kyu sab rulathe hai?? I feel like toy, who everyone picks and plays with it, when they are done with me..they will throw me like garbage..how does that feel?? I can't explain to myself..

U don't worry, u don't need to bother about me..I will take care of myself..aap jaskthe hai..no one gonna say anything to u..u are free from me..u can leave..I said finally..I needed her but feared to say that to her..she don't love me any more..she said it..that made my heart cry, but does it matter any..no..

Manik..listen..I'm sorry..I know, I have hurt u so much..my words have hurt u so much..I can't take back my words but believe me baby..I want to be with my son..who is not someone's child but mine..I promise..I will never say that..just give me one chance to me..I'm ready for any damn punishment u give me..she started crying bitterly in front of me, holding my hands tightly, i couldn't help but to embrace her..something inside me twisted,i knew something was waiting for me again..my senses are giving negative sign to me..but what more i had to lose, i don't know..but i forgot i had two mothers in my life..whom I'm going to lose in a blink..

please Manik..please..i could see her genuine in her  eyes..where my eyes knowingly went to towards door, where Devika mom gave nod to me..i don't know, how this two women's became neutral, unlike in tv serials..typical suatan's..shshs..they don't even look each other like that..nor talk like that..this two are different..lucky jerk is my dad..i say u..whatever he does, his wives won't leave him..bastard..

I didn't budged where my eyes were still on Devika mom, who was saying something..i tried to read..maaf karo usse..say mom to her..were the words, she was trying to say me..i wondered looking at her for a while..can i be more lucky..yes, i don't have people, who i want left me..but trust me, this two were best..how can u simply accept ur step son or how can u simply give ur place to ur suatan..i don't know..but at the moment, i felt..i should never let go the people, who trying to mend things for me..i can't push them because i need them in some part of my heart..i blinked my eyes..

I will give u one chance..i hope u won't make me regret for it..like others..while u?

Doubt..i can't help..but to doubt on small things now..trust i can't put on any now..not even myself..

No..i promise..i won't make u regret..she said cupping my face..i hugged her, she is my first love..and u forgetting ur first love is seriously next to impossible..though i had no courage to get hurt..but i made myself strong..maybe that was the best decision i did till my date, which i won't regret till my life..i got my mom back..i got my whole world..she is my world..

i hugged her tightly saying my big complaint list, where she was saying sorry to it..while i heard giggle from outside..maybe my happiness always had little life..for small happiness, i had paid heavy taxes but i never knew this much..when i saw Devika mom collapsing on ground as my eyes were still on her..my entire world stopped..

Maa..i shouted as i run to her within blink..my entire body felt numb seeing her blood coming out of her mouth..it scared me..I became small boy again..

Devika..Devika..open ur eyes..mom tried to wake her up in panic..but she wasn't waking up..listening us..all came running inside..

Butterfly..hey please get up..Devika get up..

Do ever seen Raj Malhotra bitterly crying for anything or anyone..if u haven't..u missed it, something to be recorded..the stone heart was crying making me gasp at him..the way he was trying to wake her up, was as if his whole life is  a dependent upon her..truly his eyes and words said same what I thought..I never seen fear in his eyes.. but when I saw, I felt he is sailing with me in same boat, as I'm sailing..a boat calls fear..eventually i recovered seeing my mother's condition..

Maa..get up..i don't know that was the first i was calling her like that..she was all fine few minutes back..then suddenly this made me feel pathetic..maybe i don't deserve anything in world like others say..i don't deserve mother also maybe ..maybe I deserve lonliness for whole life..

Why she isn't waking up? i was stammering in fear of loosing things.. while doctor came running inside..I tried to pick her up..dad didn't allowed me as I was too weak to handle myself..he himself picked her up as he made her sleep in my next room..which more looked like patients room..I don't know what's happening here..all I feel was miserable..I feel unlucky..I feel I don't deserve anything..maybe my unlucky fate rubbed her too..I should leave from here..before anything happens to her just because of me..

I was rooted seeing her in the room..where many wires were attached to her skin, which was so delicate and soft..i wanted to cry for her, but i was not able to bring myself to do that..dad was badly shaken, he was crying non stop..he was still trying to wake her up..he looked nothing but mess..i never seen my dad panicking for anything..he was total different person..

He loves her a lot..i heard from mom, i looked her, she had tears..i side hugged her..while she started crying like small kid, maybe i can't depict her pain, she was dealing with..while my eyes were stuck on the couple..one was not responding other was feeling vulnerable for it..

But what happened to her? is all came running to me..

If he loved my maa so much, why did he married Neyo mom??

Why he destroyed two innocent ladies life in name of marriage?

I can never understand this man..i can never..he is more puzzle..jo dekatha, voh hai nae..he is more than what he not shows..

who is his real? 

who is his mask? 

i don't know..

Dad was send out, he was in mood to leave her alone here..but he came out as he sat on chair with thud..as if his world is coming to end..he was cursing himself under breath..i don't know whether i should console him or stay out of it..but i somehow made mom sit next him..i looked him, while his eyes were still fixed with her, as if he blink she will disappear forever..

She have very less time to live..before i ask him, he started making me feel pain, which felt like someone took my soul from my body..i just wanted him to say, this is just a lie..she is alright..

She is suffering from leukemia..he added with blunt tone..i just collapsed down without a second..i can't take this..the women who gave me birth, will not be with me..this is not done..this is not..what is this..why me always?

this is like this all because of me, right?? i don't know, i feel i'm reason for all wrong..i should've not born only..i should've not..i beg god never to give such worse fate to any person again..

What's wrong with u Manu? he jerked me by shoulder in rage..but i was repeating same lines until i was awarded with tight slap..i looked him..

U didn't do any mistake..u didn't do any wrong..are u hearing it? i was blank to feel emotions..everything was shuttering, yet my bad heart still had stamina to beat for how long i don't know..i just wanna stop that damn organ in my entire system..and never let it beat for any..i feel mournful everywhere..i feel suffocated with my own self..

Manik..listen..he was trying to get my attention..all i did was bend my head..i had enough..i'm not strong..bohuth dard hora..i feel my breath getting abnormal..

Manik..listen..mom tried but nothing was working to them..where i was trying to cry..but i couldn't..suddenly creepy voices started laughing at me..louder and louder..i feel, please someone kill me..i can't take this shit in my life..the laugh went loudly making me shut my ears..where laugh sub sided with loud wail..it was same person, who was crying in dark..holding their knees..begging for mercy just like me..

Manik..i shuddered with dad's tone..as he made me sit on chair immediately..i feel i was in unknown place a while back..mom made me drink water..while i was sweating profusely..i looked them as if they are alien..but they looked more worried than me..

what's happening to u? u don't feel okay, Manik? what's bothering u? he was asking calmly..but i didn't know what to answer, he will surely certify me as insane..on top it what should i explain him, what's happening with me..i myself not aware of it..

I don't know..i said him helplessly..he looked more worried seeing me..where i was about to slip in mom's lap..before that she was pulled by someone..it took me seconds to analyse what's happening around me..all felt worst than before..

I looked dad, first he was under gun point, from nowhere..i lifted my head to see maa..she too was in gun point..finally my eyes met with the person, when i looked..i felt rage to kill her at the moment as she was pulling mom without mercy..

Mom..i shouted as she was piercing mom's hand..she was struggling get out of her hold..

Leave her..i shouted at her..while dad for no use, because his weak point was at gun point, u can't expect more for him..because where he is now, i had been in that place..

tuch..tuch..ur strong man huh! she tried to pat my shoulders..i glared her..

What non sense is this? what u want now? mom was stunned by her act..if she happens to knows what she actually did with me, i hope she will be fine still..

Wow! Mr. Manik Malhotra..u became more clever, by experience u see..she uttered with fake smile..i wish i could stop this women's breath for now..how was i controlling? why was i controlling myself? i don't know..when i needed to do other way with her..

Shut the fuck and spit..i yelled at her..where i got dad's attention back..

What more is left? he yelled at her..but he couldn't do anything as he was surrounded with her guards..oh! wait where are our guards?? i roamed my eyes..all i could see all where at gun shot..whole corridor was filled with her people..shit! we can't do anything..and everything around made me feel coldness, which was equal to death..

Nothing just last person..she eyed mom and then me..her way of looking me is not giving any good vibes..i looked dad for help..i can't deal with this bitchy women..he looked more in furious at the same time he was weak..why helplessness written everywhere?? why??

Ms. Malhotra..now u are crossing ur limits..i don't mind to throw u to the place, where u should be..let go mom..if not consequences won't be good for u..i screamed in death tone..though she flinched but she didn't budged..i pulled out my phone to call police..its high time for me to realize my mistakes..giving chances to bitches is not always correct, when they don't deserve it..its highly mistake..

I'm ready for consequences..but are u ready to lose ur mom? she whispered in my ears..my eyes went wide as i saw someone getting ready to shout her with an evil smile..and my maa, she was sleeping without any worry on bed..i feel my soul ripping apart..as i looked her, everything in her is evil, cunning and fucking dirty mind..

Why??why?? is all i wanted to shout..seeing her evil smile, all i felt was to smash her face, so badly that u can't even imagine..

I'm not gonna leave u..i was about to push her with my bare hands against her neck..before that guards surrounded me..this is not working..

What u want? i shouted everyone in that corridor feared looking at my monster side..even her guards backed off..mom was taken back with my voice..she couldn't believe its me..non can believe what i'm in my anger..and possible things i can do..

Nothing much ur sign here..she dared to walk in front of me..but she immediately backed off..seeing my raging eyes..if looks could kill any, she would've been ashes in seconds..i started reading them..what i read made me feel to dig her grave right her..so badly, is she a women??please do answer..

What the fuck u think of urself? huh! non tried to touch me, as everyone busy gaping at me in horror, as if i was their death..where i walked to her, she was backing off..when my hands pressed against her neck, i have no idea..she was struggling to breath..i want her to die..i just want that..nothing else..

Manik..leave her..dad was trying to remove my hold from her..

No, she needs to die..she need to..i gave killer glare to him..he himself feared to see me like that..he backed off..because messing with Monster is equal to calling death by urself..

U want my sign right? kardunga tumra death certificate mai..I howled at her..where she feared to her me..i want to see death fear in her eyes..just the way she broke me..if i don't break her na..trust me, my name is not MANIK MALHOTRA..i will make her living life into hell..she should beg for death..she will..i will make it happen..i will..

Manik leave her..warna voh Devika ka ko mar dalegi..Manik leave her..dad was pulling me back..but i had lost my senses..i had lost in my betrayal, which is haunting like ghost..

Manik leave Devika is under gun shot..That's when i realized what i was doing..what not..i immediately looked behind..the person just need to trigger the gun..and everything is done..my maa will not be there..i can't lose my maa..i can't..i left her as i about to run..everyone held me tightly before i reach her..

Leave my maa..warna accha nae hoga..tume..i won't spare u..i won't..i yelled at her where she was coughing continuously..mom was mum..she could never believe this happening..if she gets to know the drama she did..i'm dead sure, she will kill her without any mercy..

Sign karo..

Give my mom back..

take ur mom back..

Warna u gonna lose both of them..sochlo..she was damn adamant..dad slapped straight across her face, followed by mom..i was struggling to get out from their bloody hold..but failed miserably..

I can't lose any of them..why? why? ethna dard..kya bigada maine sabki..i want to yell..but couldn't..i was choking but i couldn't do anything more than that..were all demons started laughing in my mind around me..

I never knew u were so low..i never knew..chi..i can't believe ur my daughter..i can't..mom was slapping her where she stood unaffected..

Sign karo..yapir apne mom ko marthe huwe deko..she shouted at me..

It was an agreement..that i should not meet my mom for life long..i can meet her only twice a year..if i fail anything..she will take my mom away from me forever..do u think, i will sign that damn paper..hell no..

Manik please sign kardo..it was mom, i looked her in shock..does she know, what she is speaking..does she..i looked her with wide eyes not believing her..but had too, as she signed papers without second thought..does anyone feel, i'm human...who need to be asked, what i feel..i looked dad..his looks were same as mom..why me? why i deserve such parents? who never asked me, what i want? why? don't i deserve to be listened from them? don't i deserve to say what i need in my life? why should i always, nod my head to others? don't i have choice or chance to decide what i want in my own life? don't i?

U know what u did? u just signed the papers? do u know what it implies? i shouted at mom, in my pitch, where her eyes were teary..everyone are ready to cheat me..everyone..even my so called mom too..

Manik..look here..she is dying..she needs u, now..she needs her son by her side..she tried to come near me..she tried to convenience me..i jerked her away..

That doesn't mean, u to sign there..does it? i screamed at her..while she held her ears..

U should have asked me, what i want?? before signing that damn papers..u should have..non tried to hear, what i want..all they did for themselves..where i stand in their life..i want someone to listen to me..but non did..i wanted to be in someone's priority..but harsh reality of my life was, i don't stand anywhere in anyone's life..i was just choice, sorry backup..for their use or trash..

Manik, ur maa needs u..its last days baby..she tried to cup my face..i was not ready for this..

that doesn't give u right, to decide things for me ..that doesn't..i said meekly..while dad walked to me..

Manik please sign kardo..i looked me for whole minute..this man can never see my life..he wants what he wants..even if making his son cry to death..it doesn't matter to him..for him, i'm just toy..lucky are they, who he loves..the thing is i'm not one among them..kash hotha, he would've ever seen,, what i felt, how i felt, what i need in my life..

Not so fated to have good father..u see..

Nae karunga..i won't let anyone rule my life..not even u..i shouted at him..yes, i know..i should think about my maa too..but who will think about me..who? no one is there to look after that? non..i'm non to anyone..i don't have people who want me in their life..no one wants me..a feel of rejection from everyone made my heart cold..

Manik..look at her once..she is going to die in few days..please don't make her die in ur stubbornness ..he added sternly..

This my stubbornness??can't u see..she is taking my mom away??can't u?? i asked him, holding mom..she is my world..he now wants to take her too..

Manik, i know..i always take away ur happiness..but this time its about ur mom life..please let go her..i looked without blinking my eyes..this man, can be anything to anyone but my dad..today was the last chance he had to become my dad..but he lost the game..sorry there is no chance for u Mr.Malhotra..never in my life..bring whoever u want..but ain't forgiving u or giving any bloody chance to u in my life..

U know what, I'm done with the father..I'm done..i yelled at him, as tears rolled down from his eyes without any control..does that make any change in my heart..hell no..today my heart accepted there is no space for dad in my world..dad, maybe big word to world,, but for me it is worst experience of my whole life..i don't want dad in my life..he was not there, when i needed him..he was never there..i don't expect anything from him again..i won't for this whole life..

Manik..mom tried to hold me..

When u people want to leave my hand?? they why ?? why should i struggle to hold ur hand??why?? live happily wherever u are, i won't bother u again in my life.. I took papers from Mukthi's hand..signed them..done with so called parents..its an end from my side..i tried to hold them, if they want to push me..if they don't want me? why? should i hold them? i do have self respect of my own..i don't beg people to stay..i don't..

Let go the people..who doesn't want to stay with u..My mind said to me

Nothing is new to me...

this lonely path..

or 

this darkness..

i had laid it from my childhood..nothing new..nothing..said my heart with blank sigh..it was tired of everything..tired of holding people, who want to walk out.. 

Dad walked without turning back..wait! why should i call him that??why? he is devil..will be devil for me..

Manik..i'm so..

Darwaja usse taarf hai..mai nae rukunga apko..mai kon hotha hu..kisi ko rokne vala..u may leave..Mrs. Malhotra..u may..i showed her way to outside..she cried bitterly..but my pain was suppressed with anger..where laugh of my inner demons echoed in my drums..which made feel nothing but hallow now..

she walked with heavy steps..each step she took away made, my heart break and my soul was teared again..i wanted to stop her..but she failed me terribly today..she failed me..that stopped me to stop her..

Aww..she also left u..Mukthi said with wicked smile coming in front of me..while i looked at her..

Don't worry..I'm not gonna leave u..trust me on that, Ms. Malhotra..

U gonna feel..why did u even messed with me?

U gonna feel death soon..That's my promise..i gave death threat..she gonna have from me..to such an extent, she should never believe, that i can be this monster..

And the Monster Manik is back..i pushed her with all mighty force, which i was lacking before..she landed on her bum..giving glare to me..no one gonna stand for me, its me always..i got it again in my life..and this i will stand firmly till i make sure..she feel death from my hands..

Get ready to greet Karma in form of Manik Malhotra, Ms. Malhotra..

Move..i shouted at everyone..everyone run for their life..the one who had kept gun at my maa was wounded brutally by me..as i shoot him at his right arm, with his own gun..he was struggling holding his hand..crying bitterly..

Ayenda mera maa ki aspas bhi deke na..i will make sure arm ki badle heart pe hoga..i threatened him, while he backed off seeing my seriousness..non mess with Monster..

I repeat non

Mess with Monster Manik Malhotra!! if did, get ready to greet Karma..

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I entered into maa's room..as i sat on stole..doctor was treating her..while i held her free hand..

How is she?? i asked her doctor..

She is very weak..how she is making it, this many days? i wonder..he added as i chuckled at my fate..at least u don't leave me like every one did..u are last option of my entire life..i can't stay alone..dar lagtha muje in this cruel world..please at least u stay..i promise to keep u happy with my all energy..please stay..

Is everyone are safe? i questioned him remembering people, who were at gun point just because of me...I held her hand in mine..kissing it frequently..he nodded his head..and he also crossed checked entire security again in my instance..where information was passed to Rahul uncle too..he was damn hyper, he gonna rip everyone's head for sure..my dad will forget, that he ever lived..

Sir, keep her happy at least now..she had suffered lot in her life..i hope u will give happiness she deserves in her last few days..doctor looked too concerned about her..

She gonna stay with me for whole life..i said him..he smiled with all heart..he patted my back in appreciation..

U can take her home, she will be up soon..he added more, i looked him with blank look.. wasn't she patient here?

She hates to stay in hospital bed..he said with a grin..i nodded my head..he was about to leave..

Did i by chance didn't said u, that she loves to celebrate her birthday..i gave puzzled look..he grinned wider..

Tomorrow is her birthday..make it memorable one for her..i hope u will do that..i looked him as he vanished..i smiled looking at her..

I'm gonna make ur birthday's more memorable..i promise..i pinched my throat flesh as i planted a kiss of promise on her forehead..as i kept on looking at her..for how long i don't know..

I know, I look beautiful Mr. So stop staring at me..she added with a wink..I smiled at her suppressing my whole damn emotion..where I helped to sit up..

Shall we make move?? She questioned as if she came from spa or something, are all women this crazy or I got all crazy women's in my life..I don't know.. please do ping me..

Without any second thought she pulled me along with her, while I walked behind her..sorry she dragged me..

Kaha?? I asked her..as she opened the door for me..while she made me sit in passenger seat and herself occupied driving seat..I do doubt know, Was she same lady who is ill and bed ridden like me?? I look more disaster than her..

Ghar..she answered cheerfully like small kid..that innocence made me smile, where I forget my pain for time being..

If u don't remember, I don't have home..I said to her as I leaned to my seat..my dream home is gone from me, I lost it by myself..I don't have place to live..infact I don't have anything, which I can say mine..

Who said that Mr??she winked at me..I gave confused look..where she shrugged as she drove in speed that I could ever imagine, she could drive..she was fast and rash driver like me..sorry I was like her..

What u mean Mrs Malhotra?? I asked her, where she passed papers in dash board..I gave look to her and then papers..

I must say, Ur born smart, Manik..tumne tumri ghar aur tumri cruise Nandini ki Naam pe kardi..so Ur dad couldn't touch that..she said with proud..I rechecked papers, Oh yes I had transferred our home and cruise in Nandini's name few months back..which I completely forgot in mess..that means I had our home still with me..where my happiness didn't had bounds..I had our home..which had everything of mine with it..

Happy?? She asked me..

That home has our memory, I could cherish that if not her..I said to her..while she patted my shoulders as she reached some gaint gate..while everything looked fascinating around..as if it is dream of someone..a dream home it is..

Where the board read..something which took away my breath..

Emperor's Empire

Manik Malhotra

Was engraved on previous stone

I was shocked..it is my home..sorry dude my palace..I looked so dumb at the moment u can't even imagine..do I deserve this place was the question??

Welcome Emperor..I was greeted by maa,who was already standing at my side of door.when did the car stopped..I have no idea..

That was how I entered this home..which said my past..which had both, my present and my future in it..a home which have the warmth and solace, which I was finding everywhere.

It was my home..where I belong..

End of flashback for now..

End of Manik's pov

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Present(Emperor's Empire)

Writer's pov

Same demanding eyes was looking Raj Malhotra, he know messing with Manik Malhotra's anger is like hitting ur head to rock..and the result is just death..

Will u speak up, or i will make u speak in my language?? Raj gulped his throat while Swara giggled under her breath..the show is on again..and her evil twin Manik Malhotra is back..what more she wants in life..

Where others looked Swara and Manik in wide eyes..they look like nave kids but who were they kidding..the are not even near to that word, when they are evil twins..if they both join hands, they gonna make u cry like never before..

I will..Raj gave immediate answer, knowing Manik's anger..who knows it better than him..who had watched live monster, who can't be tamed by any damn person in the world..except one..who was gaping at him with wide eyes..can he be real, she questioned herself..where destiny smiled at best sister of world..she can alone stop that demon..none can dare to do that except her..

U better speak before i do something, which may lower reputation in front of ur loved one's..everyone were gaping at Manik, except one giggle constant in air, off course Swara..where Avni smirked, this what she wants a confident and monster Manik..then everything is in control..Abhay slapped his forehead..Mr. Raj Malhotra was gone according to him..

Nandini, let's see what more show u need to see..

Mukthi was crumbled in corner..she knows it well messing with a Monster that too when Swara by his side..then Ur life is equal to hell..she have good experience in life..and yet more to come today.. that's what she feared,

A combination of Swara Kirolskar and Manik Malhotra..two evil twin's..which world isn't aware off..

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Back to present, hmm what u feel??

Was it upto mark??

Neyo or Devika??

Devika is still a mystery?? Don't worry, I know some didn't liked her for what she did to Manik as mother, but was she entirely wrong, what would u do?? if Ur loving husband have second wife with kid in her womb, how does it even feel?? U can't imagine that state also??

Neyo?? Can someone be sweet like her..did she, did right by signing papers Without Manik consent, when she promised him to stay..do u think, Manik will forgive her ever for this work??

Cabir?? Be blind when u have faith in Ur friend..is all I want to say.. if not u gonna regret sooner or later..

Raj Malhotra?? Who want to kick his ass?? I will be the first one to do that..mind anyone joining with me..

he is just like lost puzzle of game..his side story is what u read next..hold on Ur breath..because all characters will be on picture in next part..I hope u don't have confusion in characters now..

Oops! Who broke Kirolskar's Mansion?? Guess karo..

Swara?? She is beyond her character..bitch girl with wicked ideas..is what she is in real..

Manik Malhotra's evil twin?? U gonna enjoy this duo combo for sure.. I promise..

Mukthi?? That was the last game she could play against Manik because...u will know sooner.. all thanks to Swara and Devika..

What were they upto in past??do u think , Manik left Mukthi that easily?? Do u think so?? Add up Ur fav. Punishment u wanna give to her..I'm waiting to add some of Ur ideas in our story..

Who loves Monster Manik Malhotra??u gonna be die hard fan of him..

I know u are missing kids, don't worry one more part, u gonna have kids back in the story in bang.. I'm sure u will fall for them.. but this time more deeply..

Nandini?? How she gonna handle, is what makes u surprise in the story.. Get ready for it..

Smitha have big role in entire argument..please do wait and see what she means to Manik..

Now done with it..

miss me till the next update..

Good night

Lots of love