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Manik's pov

hmm..Manik what are u doing here? that was the first question she asked me..i took long breath..time as come, i need to tell her truth..that's all my heart said..where my mind nodded..this secretive life is making me suffocation..

Hmm..i'm chairperson of Ghar..i said to her..where she frowned..

Manii..are u listening what are u saying? i mean what is connection between ur profession and hospital..i'm totally getting nuts now..she looks frustrated..

Huwa kya hai? u look mad and hurt at the same time..i asked straightly..

My life is mess..what i believed till today, is really not my existence..i feel like i don't have existence..she said all annoyed..she was getting hyper..her hurt and pain is masked by anger..

What are u saying? i didn't single word in ur sentence..i said to her while standing..

Muje khud samaj nae araha hai..mai tume kya explain karu..she palmed her face..

Okay..okay fine..chillax baby..i said to her, as she climbed upon me..where her legs crossed against my waist..and we had comfortable hug, which both needed the most..i kissed her hairs..but in all she talked something unlike being silent..i took relief..

Manik..tum Devika mom..kho, jante the kya? she asked me, after few minutes seeing Mom's frame in my room..i could only smile sadly..

hmm..i know her..i said to her..

kaise? u never told me? she asked me..

Muje khud nae patha, who was she? when u were with me..in fact i got to know about her, the day u left me..i said to her..my worst day was just started from there..she just nodded her reminding our day..as i walked to my closet..to change my outfit..

Kya tum muje unke pass lekar ja skthe ho? i want to meet her..its been years..i need to see her, and say..i got married to u..rather her son..she faked an excitement as we both touched bad past of our life..but it was just start..

Hmm..Nandini..sit here..i will change..i said to her..rather than avoiding topic..i don't know how to say things to her..i was afraid of her reaction..i was badly..

fine..but jaldi okay..she said, while acting brave infront of me..which she was not all at the moment..but she was now strong enough to deal with life, life taught lessons to her too..she can deal it better than my old Nandini now..

i changed in front of her..where she was looking my closet and room..to avoid eye contact with me..where i was doing same..

Manik..tum patha hai, Mom bolthi thi her son is smart and very brave and no one catch match her son's charm..but she didn't see u..(she looked me in flirty eyes, eyeing my bare chest) if she would've seen u na, then she would've realized my husband is more handsome, hot and smart..and charm ke bare mai, bol ne zaroruth hai, kya? she winked at me..i could only smile sadly..i always heard about her from others as i had too little time with her..so, i don't know her like Nandini or Swara knows..

Hmm that's interesting.. i said to her..as i kissed her lips for seconds..her eyes twinkled for seconds..she was back to some extent..

i know..

vese tume patha hai..she and her husband chose me for her son..such a family..kohan es decide kartha hai..jab mai ethna choti thi..she ranted but my heart stopped when i heard..her husband..dad..dad selected Nandini for me..like really..i guess, i misheard..

did u just said her husband and she chose u for their son? utter shock of life..my dad..shshsh Manik, u misheard..

Yeah..she said plainly..as she pulled my shirt..and made me slide into jacket..

Nandini have u seen her husband or do u know his name?? i asked her..i was growing impatient..c'mon this is not small matter to me..i was having various feeling, which i couldn't name one..i don't know whether, i should be happy or sad..happy because my dad selected nandini..or sad because he didn't wanted Nandini in my life..why are u so complicated Raj Malhotra?

No..par ethna patha hai..he Loves his wife very much..jaan basthi thi une mai..but i don't know why they drifted apart after their son's birth? they parted their ways very badly, uska asar bohuth padgya mom par..where she involved herself with her patients and social work, to keep are involved in something.. she said, while i stood rooted..did she just said he loved my mom..how come it is possible? i don't know..argh..feel like hitting him and ask answers for my questions..if he loved Mom then why did he married Neyo mom..shit! this looks so complicated..as she moved to my cabin

Hmm Manik..jaldi chalo..i want to meet her..she became excited forgetting all her worries..but i don't know what to tell her..as my eyes filled with tears..i made her sit on my arm chair in my cabin..

Arey Manik, why tears? kya huwa? she panicked..i held are hand..i should do this..she has right to know..she has..

Nandini..please mera bath dhyan se suno..please don't get hyper..i was myself weak..here i'm consoling her..wow!

Manii, tum muje dar rahi ho..Please batho..kya huwa? why tears? did i asked something..which i shouldn't? i shook my head..as i pulled out frame from my side drawer..

U didn't asked wrong question..but i don't know how to answer u..i took long breath..Manik, just say it and clear this..jo hoga deka jayega..where she cupped my cheeks..and kissed my eyes as tears flowed from my cheeks..i just hugged her and cried..i couldn't hold more..i was weak..i was..

hey kya huwa Manii? i was badly choked to say anything..and the day just added more..i was messed up boy with shattered heart, 11 years ago, on the same day years back..that day..i couldn't react a bit..i was so badly hurt that day..i couldn't handle my pain..i couldn't do anything, i was doing what others just said me, i was dead soul but just breathing..i had biggest trauma that day, which made me lose my everything..i had lost everything in life, that day..she was my last hope..my only reason to live, but when also left me..i couldn't take it..i couldn't..

She is no more..voh vali gayi..she left me alone in this world..she left me Nandini..I was choking badly..i cried and cried..where i hid myself in her tummy..i want hid myself from this reality because even today also, i can't believe she left me just like that..that day is still crystal clear infront of my eyes, the best day turned to be worst day again to me..how happy she was..she was giggling all day..she celebrated her birthday like a kid..she sang song for me..she danced with me..she cooked for me..she did masti with me..when i was about cherish that memory..she was gone..she was long gone in my lap..where i was numb to react..i couldn't believe..she just left me..

Manii, kya..kya..bol rahi ho tum? where Nandini herself lost her sanity..i wanted to console her but i couldn't cop up myself..i looked her with blurred vision..i was just small kid..who lost his mom..

U are lying right? ye kese hosktha hai? she asked me by cupping my face..where i so wanted this to be lie..but it was reality of my life..

I'm saying truth.. today was her barsi..i said looking down..where i immediately i hid myself inside her..where she held me tightly..giving me, my needed warmth, which i was lacking at the moment..where she was crying with me..

Manik, how did this happened? she asked me..i hid myself more into her chest..i don't want recollect that worst memory also..but i need too..

She was suffering from leukemia..she couldn't survive more for me..i cried like hell..it was biggest shock of my life that day..i had sunk on floor..i didn't know anything..i was myself bed ridden on top of it..Nandini went missing..i didn't knew what was my life..i just blinked my eyes..everything was gone..like it never stayed with me..

survive for u? she asked me shockingly..as i hand over the frame which i kept on floor to show her..where she took them from me..

(Imagine Devika and Manik with bandage on his forehead with blotting blood still on)

Nandini's eyes went wide..while i looked the frame..Swara had captured this memory for me..who knew it, it was my first and last pictures with her..Nandini looked me for answers..she almost got it but still, she wanted confirm from me..

She is my mom..

I said it finally..as tears rolled from my eyes..i was hiccuping so badly..she immediately got up from seat and made me drink water from glass, which was lying on table..i was crying mess..she was consoling me like my old Nandini..where i felt, i was connected to her the way,we were in our past..i was feeling light..as i was crashed myself in her arms like baby..

Where she broke the hug and cupped my face and kissed me forehead..

Shhshh..baby..

she left me Nandini..i palmed my face..

Shshhsh..Manii she is in better place..haina? if u cry like this, une bura lagega na..so, stop crying baby..

she pulled me to her embrace, as i let down my guards down, which i had created around me for years together..i never cried for my mom's death in front of anyone, i cried alone..because i don't want hurt Neyo mom ever..she had stepped in my mom's place to bring me back..i don't want to hurt her or make her feel, that she wasn't my mom..she had done so much for me..i hurting her is the last thing i wanted to do in this earth..i had already hurt her beyond limits by my acts..though not in my senses..she had seen my worst than any..she had seen me in death beds..she had seen my accidents..she had seen me committing suicide..she had seen my break downs..she made this Manik to The Manik Malhotra..i don't want to hurt her more..she had gone through lot..i don't want burden her heart with one more pain..that i crying for my mother, when i have one..but the fact was, i need someone to console me..i wanted to cry in someone arms and say i miss her and complain about her..and i knew, i can only break down in front of only one person..Nandini..My Jaanu..because she can collect my broken pieces like no one..and fix them like it never broken..she can handle me better than any..only she can..my soul can be healed by her only..because my soul chose her among others.. 

I don't know..i don't know Nandini..i'm mess up badly..please take me away from this..i can't leave with this any more..i was literally begging..i was completely on her..where she held me securely like mother held her child..while i was same kid of her's like years back..i was going back to my home with her..where we both once resided..

I will Manik..i will take u away from this..i will ..she kissed me numerous times..still i stopped my tears..where she was ruffling my hairs or rubbing my back..to sooth me..where i relaxed in her arms..i felt light..as if a burden is removed from my chest..i landed myself on her lap as she stroked my hairs..while i snuggled and nuzzled to her bare tummy by lifting her shirt little bit..for her warmth..where she cocooned me like i'm her baby..

After few minutes i heard my phone ringing..i was in no mood to receive them as i don't want anything but to be with her..where Nandini pulled out mobile from my pocket and received call..it was Cabir..who was asking us to join to audi..which Nandini gave an yes..i was in no mood for it but even that is necessary..as everyone will be waiting for me..

Chale..she asked me..i bobbed my head..she made me stand..i was worn out badly with break down..where we left after freshen up as we both looked like a mess..

Tumne muje bathya nae..that she was ur mom..and today is her barsi?? she asked me as i laid her to corridors of Ghar..i looked her, as she held my hands tightly..

I didn't had courage to tell u..i said in meek voice..i was back to same..where she held me by waist as we walked slowly towards audi..which is connected to back of the building..

Its okay..i can understand..i pulled her to side hug..and kissed her mang..which is filled with sindoor..

Thank u..i said to her..while she smiled weakly..and a smile automatically touched my smile..she is my smile..now i don't have to worry about my break down..because she will be their to held me again..i can fall down without any fear..she will be their to gather me back..she gained her trust back..i love this girl so much that i can't put in words..

And then one thank u, to u too..she said to me..as i looked her in questioning eyes..she was equally bothered like me..

Kya huwa Nandini? u look disturb..kuch huwa kya? u can share with me..i said to her..as she hugged me tightly..

I want to share Manik..please hold me tighter, i need u..she whispered to my heart..i kissed her hairs as i held her more to me..

I will be there for u..now tell me, what's bothering u? i titled to see her face..where i saw tears in her eyes..

A long story Manik..but i don't know anything..i feel like, i will drown..The TRUTH will put me from where i started..she was silently sobbing in my arms..but the word TRUTH took beneath under me..but i shrugged and concentrated on her..

If u are drowning..i will be there to catch and not let u drown further..i whispered to her ears and kissed them..she closed her eyes..and smiled finally..

I know..she said where i dragged her to back side of building..which have path way, which connects audi..

yaha pe kabhi aye nae kya? i asked her..

Hain ek baar ayi thi..bohuth choti thi..Usually mom used come to Mangalore or kashmir..then i used spend my time with her..and i remember this place very vaguely..she said looking around..as i nodded my head..

Are u upset that i didn't informed about my mom? i asked her like a kid..

hmm..if i say yes? she asked me in teasing smile, making environment little lighter..

Maybe i will make it up..i said with her small smile..

i will be waiting for it then..she jumped but i know the way i'm broken, she is too broken..but we are making effort to get back where we are..

Manii, i can't still believe that Neyonika aunty tumri mom nae hai? Because i never felt she isn't ur Mom? she said in unsure tone..whether i will get hurt or not..but i pressed my fingers more on her waist to make her relax..

Mai ye bolu..that she is my mom and always will be my mom..i said with a smile, whatever it is..the place Neyo mom have, no one can have that place.. not even my own mom..

Mathlab?

mathlab..i have two mothers..one gave me birth and one brought me up and made me what i always wanted to be, when i gave up on dreams..u know i'm very lucky to have two mother's..yeah wait i have three mom's..add Supriya mom too..i said with a smile..where she smiled for me..

U are lucky Manik..just like me..she said with meaning..i looked her with confuse..

U mean to sayTwo mom's? i asked her..

Hain..two mom's..she said with a small and weak smile..i was not satisfied with answer..i wanted to ask her, what she meant..before i do..

Manik, is this audi? she asked me, changing whole topic..i turned other side..

Yeah it is..i said to her with a smile..

Its beautiful..i never seen this..she said to me..where i smiled more..

Yes it is.. my mom built this keeping me in her mind..so, there is a guitar and a piano..i explained her, as my mom explained me years back..where i entwined my hand with her..she smiled..we don't know what is waiting for us..but i know something was waiting for us again..but this time, we will be together for sure..we will win this battle together..

U love ur mom lot..don't u? she again asked me as we climbed stairs..

Maybe i can't explain..i said to her..

U know what?

hmm..

I love u Mr. hubby..she kissed my cheeks..i smiled more..as i heard door opening at the same..we both looked inside..

(Interior of music audi-specially built for Manik)

I saw huge crowd..where Nandini gaped at the scene..while it was not new to me..she gave are u serious look..i could only nod yes..

(Music audi consists of a big hall, which is divided into two parts..one is free space with every instruments and other side is seating arrangements for programs and last floor consists of Music Studio with rehearsal room)

Manii, are u serious about, we going inside? she eyed looking at huge crowd..which includes every stake holder of Ghar..most are kids, who are orphan or some kids, who are getting treated here..i'm responsible for each kid over here..this is the biggest responsibility in my entire life..looking after kids, whom i don't know..it is tough but trust me they showed me what is life, when i lost myself..

As much as sure that i'm going to perform with them..i said to her with wink..as i pulled her along me by waist..i saw my family sitting in first row..where crowd was cheering me by my name like always..i smiled wider..people here call me by my name, i'm just normal person with them..not any The Manik Malhotra..they move very flexible with me..there is no barrier between them and me..i'm no owner here..i'm just their friend..with whom they share their problems..i was so glad that mom gave this much wealth of people to me..i was blessed to look after them..when i didn't had people in my life..i had them..

Hey Manik..i heard small kid, named Adhi..she is beautiful girl but she can't see this beautiful world..she was born blind..and her parents left her on door steps of Ghar..

Hello Adhi..looking beautiful..i complimented her..

Is it? thank u then..she gleamed with happiness as she started touching my face to feel me..

Manik?i turned to Nandini..who was totally puzzled looking at kid..

Hmm Adhi..i have someone with me..would like to meet her? i asked her she bobbed her head..i took her hand and gave it to Nandini..who looked me in shock and amuse..

Adhi this is Nandini..my wife..i said to her..

Oh! ur lover..she being smart said it loud..i was slightly embarrassed..where Nandini was surprised and went red..

hello Adhi..where she started touching Jaanu's face to recognize her for next time, where i eyed staff to bring the gift..which i had bought for her..and i passed same to Nandini..

Adhi, Nandini have brought something for u..i said to her..as Nandini passed to her..

Oh! my god Manik..u bought me book..thank u thank u..so much..she yelled..i smiled broader..this is what my mom gave..happiness..which i get when others smile..

did u liked it? Nandini asked her..book can be read by any blind people, easily as it is made for them..where this tiny girl loves reading books..

No No..i loved it..thank u so much Nandu..she said to her..where Jaanu smiled more..

ur welcome baby..where Adhi left bidding bye with her care taker..where we meet many kids and going around with gifts..where light music was played by Fab5 on stage..where rest of kids were painting, doing dance..this is their day..my mom always love to celebrate birthdays..she hates gloomy people..where her son hates celebrating his birthday's..uff..such a difference..

Manik ethna sara bacche? she asked with confusion..

Some kids are orphan and some are here for treatment..i take care of each kids over here..i love to spend my time with them..i said as i started conversation with kids..who were complaining about i not giving my time to them..which i happily gave in..there are more than thousand kids..and i know each kid personally so, they are very much comfortable with me..and so they do nakras without any second thought..where i'm pro to deal with them..

That's good to hear Manik..i heard her..as she joined me..i saw her admiring me..but didn't said anything..

I'm loving this Manik..i heard from Nandini, as she was enjoying being with kids..as someone climbed on my back..And Abhay hopped in Nandini's arms..as we roam around with them, they looked like some what us..being happy outside but inside both were gloomy..we four need to sort out things fast..

Where i introduced Nandini and kids individually to people i belong..where everyone welcomed them whole heartily..they are many special kids..who needs special attention of mine..they can get hyper any time..or become mute any time..we need handle them with care..which is most toughest job in Ghar for me..but they are love..because they are special..and i love to spend my free with all of them here..

And last but not least, Nandini..the head of Ghar..Mrs. Ashwini Kirolaskar..famous Neurologist..Sanskar's mom..my fav. aunt..i introduced Nandini to her, keeping hands on aunty's shoulder..where both looked pale..

Hello..they said formally..damn! that was too awkward..

And she is the one who selected u for ur further studies..and i don't have any hand behind it..and yeah, she selected u for ur knowledge..nothing else..i added..as i don't want her to get other ideas..like i influenced her here..

Oh! thank u Mrs. Kirolaskar..Nandini said formally..where Aunty gave fake smile..why it looked too clumsy..

Ur welcome..she said avoiding Nandini, as she started finding Rahul uncle, who was busy in ranting something to Supriya Mom..where she looked pale with tears..i guess he told about Mom..i let it be..i wanted to avoid them as much as i can..i don't want snatch anything from Nandini again..her parents will be her's from now on..and its decided..and i'm not going to poke my nose again..

i turned back to the ladies..who were looking each with pale face..this definitely fishy..

What happened guys? u look pale..anything wrong? i asked them..where both looked me..and nodded no..

Oh! Nani why so silent? Avni hopped to aunty's arms..where she took her gladly..Nandini's eye went wide..

Nothing Avni..she said to her with a small smile..but her eyes looked something else..

But finally i got to meet u..u look more cuter than i thought..she added eyeing my daughter..

Oh! thank u..don't u know..Avni Malhotra is more cuter than any..she threw her hairs in air with attitude..i could only laugh at her..

Aww..sara pyaar Avni ko..mera yape kohi value nae..mai jara hu..my ever so dramatic son ..where i couldn't handle their drama..as i sat on empty chair in corner seat..

Hello Mr..zada udo, math..Rahul uncle stated..where Nandini's eye was going wider to wider by each passing second..where i was enjoying show..

I hate Nanu..he huffed more..as he lifted Abhay in his arms..

He just looks like u Emperor..the way u were in childhood..he said to me, i smiled proudly..

Dekne ke liye mera jesa zarur hai..but i was more handsome than him..i said with wink and hi-fied with Avni..he was ready for tom and jerry..where they tried to laugh..note tried..but nothing reached their eyes..i eyed Avni..she gave we are gone look eyeing Uncle and aunty and Nandini..i didn't understand a thing..where Abhay was bickering with Rahul uncle still..and eyed Nandini who was looking all three with different look..i can't put words to it..and then she looked at me..as i gave her my hand..she held it tightly..

hmm..This is the girl, i was talking about all this years..My girl..Nandini..i said to uncle, where he finally smiled looking at her and me..where Nandini was badly embarrassed, for god knows why..i'm introducing my wife..not his daughter..what my mind said..where heart gave an awkward to me..

And i didn't introduced u to the most important person of my life ..hmm..this Rahul Uncle and Ashwini Aunty..they are Sanskar's parents..Rahul uncle in an famous criminal lawyer of India and business man..and about anuty, i just said to u..i added..she nodded her head with an handshake..where three looked hurt..i was not able to make out simple things what's happening here..where Sanskar walked with Swara..

And u know her, she is Swara..Sanskar's wife..She is my Mama's(devika's bro) daughter..she gave fake smile to them..

And u all know my kids already..i said to them..

How do kids know them? Nandini snapped me..where my kids gave nervous smile..where Avni hid into my chest..she knows i can save her..

umm Nandini..they know each other from two years..because of me..i said nervously..where Avni lifted her head little gave small nervous smile to Nandini..she is so brave, i say u..i will deal with this two separately..they are badly answerable to me..

Aur ye bath kab bthane valthe app..Mr Abhay Malhotra and Ms.Avni Malhotra? she glared them..i myself gulped at her anger..she is a angry bird..

Mom sorry na..bol gaye, bol ne ke liye..app shanth hojau..Abhay and his buttering..he just kissed her cheeks..and things settled easily..fuck this boy have charm..like no one..and includes me too..

Dad we are in fucking trouble..i heard Avni near my ears..i gave what-are-u-speaking look..where she eyed Nandini..

What trouble Avni? i asked her..

That ur dad gifted..she said in anger..gritting her teeth..i never seen Avni doing that..especially she getting anger is once in blue moon..she is calm and compose better than any three of us..making her anger is not that easy..if u have done it..congratulations to u..u are so done with this world..she will show u better place..thanks to Nandini Murthy's genes..sorry Nandini Malhotra it is..

U are scaring me now, Avni..i said to her..with wide eyes..only to her..

U have no have idea..What horror incident, i just witnessed..We are so gone..Abhay is not gonna leave Daddu for this..he gonna rip his head..all the best to Mr. u have big day ahead..she said to me..where her nose was already red in anger..this is something called mess..

What horror? i asked her in meek tone..

Mom..Nanu..Nani..Mamo..Mami..she said with stammer as she looked them..this is really not giving me good feeling as i saw all the five..something is there, that i'm missing from long..

Pumpkin frame a sentence properly and spit it..i'm not getting a word u are saying baby..i said to her..where her response was gone..as all three gave look to us..

What's happening guyss? Abhay asked us, eyeing me and Avni..

Nothing..nothing at all..Avni said in fear..

Papa chalo ya se..Avni was getting hyper..this made me feel something else..i excused from there..where  i looked everyone behind..everything behind me is still a mess.. a royal mess..

Huwa kya, baby pumpkin? why so hyper? es kya kiya dad ne? tum ethna gussa ho? i asked her making her stand on chair, away from others..

Es kya nae kiya hai, ye puchlo Mr. Malhotra? she was having bad temper..i can deal any shades of her's but not her hulk shade..its dangerous..

Accha puch rahu na, mai..ab bathna..i made her belt right of her frock and then her hairs..

Voh..Rahul Nanu..haina..before she completes..

I would like to call Mr.Manik on stage..i heard Sanskar from stage..i looked him..he nodded his head..i looked her back..she was pissed by now..she gonna rip anyone's head for sure..but whose still not known..

I will be back..we gonna discuss this..i said to her as i made my way to stage..where she stomped her feet..she was annoyed..u irritate her, she don't mind..but u ignore her, she won't leave u..in single piece..count begins..three people of my family are annoyed, whom to console first i don't know..uff..suggest me..

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Writer's pov

Every thing around was a smile..a smile, which was printed on Manik's lips..it was gift to Manik from his mom, to keep him happy..she gave a reason to him to live when he didn't had any..when he tried to end his life..she was not there yet she made sure he don't miss her..each nook and corner of Ghar had memories of her's..to make her son happy..which gives him peace..she gave him, which non could give him..his music..she gifted HIM, HIS GUITAR..HIS JAAN..SHE GAVE PEACE, WHICH NON COULD TAKE AWAY FROM HIM..EVEN THOUGH HE LEFT MUSIC BUT HIS MUSIC PULLED HIM BACK TO SQUARE LIKE NON..IT BROUGHT THE MANIK MALHOTRA BACK, which he left in Dubia..giving an Alivda for his Jaan..to his guitar..his only family..when he knew death had knocked his door steps..but when he came back with a bang..there stood his Music, with open arms to embrace him again to give him same peace..which he was finding every where in the world again..he had left his music for 8 years..hmm 8 years maybe small thing to anyone..but for Manik..it was biggest disaster..sorry disaster is small word for his destruction..Mrs.Mukthi Thakur..took his Music away from him..he didn't said anything..where Raj Malhotra did everything to make Manik alright with his Music, Indirectly, without anyone getting it noticed, when he saw Manik losing himself..but everything was too late from Raj to his son..too late to win his son's heart..he lost his son forever..Who lost everything, the way his dad said..where it took everything of Raj Malhotra to give back Manik his Music..from Mukthi..Non knew about this expect Manik, Mukthi and Raj..how Raj struggled to get back music in Manik's life again only he knew, Indirectly,whom he destroyed years back..he realized his son's value..but the thing was, it was too late..too late for a child's wait for his dad..A small kid in Manik died, the day non cared for him, who cried for someone arm's, when his mom died..non one were there to console him..non..after years Raj brought him to this(Music audi-Lonavala) place..to bring back his son's Music..though Manik was reluctant to come with him..he eventually came with him because Manik was weak to fight against any..But the thing was, this music audi was not only built by his Mom Devika but his dad too..for their only son with all love..whom they had waited for years from god..he was gift..their symbol of love..Raj's proud was Manik..Devika's Prince he was..non knew this..until one day..

Boom..

Everything was destroyed..a beautiful family was broken..a family with best husband..with best wife..with best baby in womb..a dream of a beautiful family was destroyed badly..if not Manik Malhotra would've never been deprived of any love..where his dad would've never, hated him..where he would've not been deprived of Mother's love..where he would've had beautiful family like any other kids..with best childhood, as dreamt by his parents..sounds weird..that was how it was back there..

Manik was only wish, his parents had..they had waited to welcome him for years after their marriage..but it was not in destiny of Manik to be their wish again..where he lived like an orphan having everything in world..somewhere between people, who he never knew..where he needed to be fed, until his stomach blasts..where as he lived with starving stomach..where he should've order his parents for his wants but where as he lived without parents love..where he should order servants but he himself became a servant of his own..he was Prince from birth but in reality he lived like a commoner..Where he should waste his money like flood..where in reality he could hardly find money in his wallet..where he became ruler from birth but in reality he became ruler with his own struggle, getting back to his place after all destruction in his life..it was simply not life of Manik Malhotra, which his parents dreamt for him..but everything happened other way..

Hmm Siri Kirolskar...a baby girl, every family wishes..a cute baby girl, who had won the heart of Raj Malhotra, the day she was born..it was then and there decided by him in mind..that she gonna be Daughter in law of Malhotra's..to be his son's wife..hmm..looks like puzzle..but yet reality years back..it was decided by families..that she gonna be wife of Manik for sure..before they this two were born..and in blink everything changed, Raj kidnapped Siri, not to blackmail any but to save her, which only Devika knew..another shock, maybe that was the truth, yes he did mistake..by kidnapping her but it was for her own well being..and there started another journey to save her, where he is culprit to whole world..Giving her a Name..which world calls her today..NANDINI..NANDINI MURTHY..the girl, who was known for her simplicity,maturity and boldness like her dad(Rahul)..where Raj made sure Surya adopts Nandini..because Raj knew..only one can keep his, little cute girl happier and safer than her own dad was Surya..where Siri became Nandini, adopted daughter of Surya..where, he kept Nandini away from Manik for years together..but how long..destiny played a role..where they meet one fine day, without anyone's push..it was destiny which made them fall in love with each other..it was destiny again, which made them to live happily with each other..it was destiny again..which made Siri Kirolskar as wife of Manik Malhotra..who knew it..they were destined..they can't be apart from any..

Hmm sounds most weird thing..but everything was truth..yes, if Raj was culprit of any it was only for Manik and Devika..in journey of losing many things, Raj started hating Manik..he forget he was own his son..whom he was hurting..sorry badly hurting..he started losing battle against heart and mind..where his mind won..and Manik became victim of his anger and hatred, which he had on others..slowly and steadily he became devil, who was badly hated by his son..which he deserved every bit of it..he deserved every punishment for making that poor soul cry, Without any reason..where his heart became stone..though his heart melted for his son's tears but mind was adamant to not let go that hatred for Manik..when he realized it..it was too late for any father's love..where Manik became numb for any feelings..feelings does that exist..was Manik's question? does his feelings matter to any? was his question..where Manik became puppet of his father's hatred..in name of hurting other..he forgot he hurt his son beyond repair..where Raj won against his son's pain but he lost entire game of life..seeing his son in death bed again and again..when he committed suicide..to destroy the pain he had..because Manik knew pain can be destroyed only when he destroys himself..death is end for his pain..he got it..which made him think that death was easier than any pain, he was going through from years..

 7 years..hmm 7 years..it was wait of a father..who wished to see his son to live again..he hoped for something, which was impossible back then..he lost all hope on Manik's come back..because he knew Manik didn't had reason to live..a reason, which Manik had, was gone long back..his Nandini..his dad's cute little girl..left his son..the way he wanted..he was happy..that she will be safe somewhere, where non can reach her..but the biggest mistake of Raj was to let go Nandini without keeping anyone behind her..hmm..that was his mistake to not keep a stand behind Nandini, as he was himself drown with his own miseries and betrayals that time..he forgot Nandini..though he saved Nandini dignity, like anyone with Manik but he couldn't keep an Eyes on Nandini.. And he searched her..he searched every part of the world for his son..but Nandini was adamant to cover up herself from Malhotra's..she was successful until one day, he meet cute little boy in a London park..who was crying for his dad's love..hmm..that's how Raj meet Abhay Malhotra..a boy who saw old glimpse of real Raj Malhotra..life became beautiful again..when he lost everything..where Abhay filled up Manik's absence in his life..he did everything to make Abhay happy, the way he wanted to keep his son, once upon time..life smiled at Raj again..Abhay became the reason..where Raj did everything to get, Manik back to Music..doing everything that Mukthi asked for..where finally Raj succeeded to give Manik, his Jaan..which Manik loved like anything in world..which can get his lost son, atleast to some extent..which he destroyed back there..that day was the most memorable day of Raj, when Manik stepped on stage of Singapur again with his Jaan..yes, that day Raj, lost the battle but he was most happiest person for his son, for getting back, to what he deserved..yes, he is guilt for what did with Manik..which he gonna live for life..for each tear of his son..that was the punishment of Raj Malhotra to cry in guilt for whole life..to carve for his son, who now, don't care for his dad's love..and that was his punishment..that was period..this time..

And life gave, one more chance to Raj, to make his son smile..and he did it with all heart..to mend Manik's life..which was destroyed by him..he joined hands with Abhay.. though Abhay was mad and hurt by his dadu..he knew only he can help him to bring Manik to London..where Raj used Manik's most weak point..kids..Manik never say no to kids..Raj is well known about it, who knows it better than him..that his son love kids like anything..He gave an offer to fab5, a concert in his London school..which they accepted without second thought as Viren's wedding was on way in London itself..it made things easy for Raj to get an yes from Manik..where Raj kept surprise for Abhay,,by bringing Manik to concert...which was more or less shock to Abhay..he didn't expected to meet Manik like this..definitely..he wanted that moment to be precious just like Avni had..but eventually he cursed his dadu..for his bad timing again..as Abhay went out all anger and hatred on Manik again..which Manik took gladly as he felt he deserved every bit for his kids tears in his absence..where Abhay became more mad against Raj and Mrudula..for bringing workshop topic infront of his parents..where everything is history now..now four are happy family..not like others but whatever they had, they were happy..and one day they will be ideal family for sure Without any mess..

(don't get mad people..it was just glimpse from Raj side, which was untold by me , and i know u all hate him more than me now..and i do same, let's see, who will like changed Raj against old Raj- I want all u to be patient enough to read further chapter's..hope u will do that)

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At of nowhere came the most beautiful flute tone..where everyone's eye grew wider..looking for owner..but found most unexpected person Sanskar and cabir in most weirdest avthar..of being joker..

Chaka ra ka chi chai cho chak lo rum
Gando wando laka raka tum
Akko takko idi gidi gidi go
Idi pai widi pai chiki chak cho
Gili gili mal sulu sulu mal
Maka naka huku buku re
Tuku buku re chak laka
Bikko chikko sili sili sili go
Bagad dum chagad dum chiki chak cho

Dekho dekho kya wo ped hai
Chaadar odhe ya khada koi

Hey.. dekho dekho kya wo ped hai
Chaadar odhe ya khada koi
Barish hai ya aasman ne
Chhod diye hain nal khule kaheen
Ho.. hum jaise dekhein yeh jahan hai vaisa hi
Jaisi nazar apni...

Khul ke sochein aao
Pankh zara failaao
Rang naye bikhraao
Chalo, chalo, chalo, chalo
Naye khwaab bun lein

Where Sanskar, cabir and Vishwas danced with kids with full heart..where Manik stood in stage with painting brush and canvas..to bring bestest painting for life..which defined smile and trust to him..

Hey ae.. ae.. ae.. 
Hey ae.. ae.. ae.. 
Hey ae.. ae.. ae.. 
Hey ae.. ae.. ae.. 
Sa pa - sa pa 
Dha re - dha re 
Ga re - ga re
Ga ma pa sa - ga ma pa sa 
Bum bum bum - bum bum bum
Bum bum bum- bum bum bum bole
Hey bum chik bole - bum chik bole
Arre masti mein dole - masti mein dole

Where Manik laughed at nagging of Swara towards Sanskar..where he took gladly..where Vishwas and cabir took care of keeping kids and audience to entertain them fully..while Abhay Prathik and Mrudula joined kids expect cute baby pumpkin as she was still mad at her dad..where elders enjoyed the show forgetting the mess for time being..kids company is best company..true that..and it was once again proved..where Nandini was drumstruck seeing so many kids..who were taken care by Manik..she couldn't still believe what Manik was capable of this..looking after so many kids is really not easy task..which Manik did like lifting a cotton..that was Manik Malhotra..she accused and cursed his feelings towards kids..but now at this second she was guilty for her deeds..seeing her Manik was loved by thousands of kids..who he looked after like his own kids..a irony of life was mirrored to Nandini and Abhimanyu..who said Manik was heartless to kill his kids..time to pay back is come for them too now..

Bum bum bole masti mein dole
Bum bum bole masti mein tu dol re
Bum bum bole masti mein dole
Bum bum bole masti mein tu dol re

Bhala machhliyan bhi kyun udti nahin
Aise bhi socho na
Socho suraj roz nahaaye ya
Baal bhigo ke yeh buddhu banaaye hamein
Yeh saare taare timtimaaye
Ya phir gusse mein kuchh badbadate rahe
Khul ke sochein aao
Pankh zara failaao
Rang naye bikhraao
Chalo, chalo, chalo, chalo
Naye khwaab bun lein

Hey ae.. ae.. ae.. 
Hey ae.. ae.. ae.. 
Bum bum bole masti mein dole
Bum bum bole masti mein tu dol re

Manik danced with all kids..by saying his lines..where he don't know when he became a small kid with them..he don't know..a shade which he hided to outer world was exhibited here..where each kid of Ghar were so happy to get their Manik back..who was just like furishtha to their life..it's very easy to call Angel but it takes everything to prove urself..to be called true Angel for everyone..which Manik became to thousands of people effortlessly with his selfless love, he gave love to kids, who lost them in their childhood..because he didn't wanted another Manik malhotra to born again on this earth, who would carve for love ..he found himself here within kids..where everyone had tears of happiness seeing that Manik..who finally smiled by his heart..each one in hall worked hard to get that smile of his..and it was paid them with worthless price.. Manik's smile..after every destruction on him..he smiled like non touched it..it took everything of them to make him smile..and all of them deserved to see that smile..

O rat rat ke kyon tanker full
[Tanker full, tanker full]
Aankhein band to dabba gul
[Dabba gul, dabba gul]
Oya band darwaaze khol re
[Khol re, khol re, khol re]
Ho ja bindas bol re
[Bol bol bol bol re]
Main bhi hoon - main bhi hoon
Tu bhi hai - tu bhi hai

Ho main bhi, tu bhi, hum sab mil ke
Bum chik, bum bum chik, bum bum chik
Bum chik, bum bum chik, bum bum chik
Bum bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bole masti mein dole
Bum bum bole masti mein tu dol re

Aisi rangon bhari apni dunia hai kyun
Socho to, socho na
Pyaar se chun ke in rangon ko
Kisi ne sajaya yeh sansar hai
Jo itni sundar hai apni duniya
Oopar wala kya koi kalakaar hai

Where Manik pulled puffing daughter of his..who was still mad at her papa..she nagged but eventually gave up seeing Colors which she loves the most..where her eyes twinkled like stars..which brought beautiful smile on Manik's face..his daughter was reason of his smile..how can he let go that smile of her's..

Khul ke sochein aao
Pankh zara failaao
Rang naye bikhraao
Chalo chalo chalo chalo chalo chalo chalo chalo
Chalo chalo chalo chalo naye khwaab bun lein

Bum bum bole masti mein dole
Bum bum bole masti mein tu dol re
Bum bum bole masti mein dole
Bum bum bole masti mein tu dol re
Bum bum bole masti mein dole
Bum bum bole masti mein tu dol re
Bum bum bole masti mein dole
Bum bum bole masti mein tu dol re

Abhay ended the song with extra enthu being in arms of Vishwas..where all were happy seeing junior hulk enjoying leaving his reserve ness behind..where his parents sighed in relief seeing their son getting back his own self..

Oye bum bum bole

Everyone danced till their toes hurt..where Nandini captured beautiful moment in camera, which she borrowed from Abhay..each small thing was captured by her..where it started with Sanskar and cabir's joker avthar.. Manik, the painter..Swara's nagging towards Sanskar..Smitha and Prathik making fun of Vishwas.. Navya's banter with her son Abeer..Mrudula and Abhay's little fight over stage.. Avni's puffing angry pout towards Manik..capturing most beautiful adoration of Neyonika, Supriya and Surya..with most unexpected thing of Raj having tears for Manik's happiness..a couple picture of her own parents..who were adoring each small thing in Audi.. dhruvlya had tears of guilt seeing Mrudula seeking love from others expect them, it hurts them but not any more.. Abhi and palak playing with colours..where Mukthi avoiding whole situation, which was happening in front of her.. small kids of Ghar, who were enjoying Manik's presence..where entire Ghar was captured by her..and in most she captured a shade of Manik, which she was never aware of..she captured a best daughter & dad pic, in name of memory.. she not only captured Manik's smile in camera but in her heart too..which she never seen..she captured her kiddo Manik..she captured like never before in her guilt..

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Guitar started playing again, where piano instrumental was added by Swara..rest thing was taken care by fab4..they created another beautiful musical moment..where Manik started believing in God, like his mom wished..her daughter's happiness had no bound..Abhay was pampered by his Nanu's..climbing on them and dancing with Prathik..where Mrudula printed her color full hands on big black canvas, being first again..followed by each one in audi..where another memory of happiness was stored by everyone..on birthday of Devika..the way she wished..she wanted her birthday to be remembered as happiest day..not as a day, where everyone will cry for her death..it was her wish to keep everyone happy, which her son following..being reason of thousands of smile..

That was hell performance..where everything felt real..where Avni tried peeping..of what Manik painting on canvas..she was curious..before she does the honors of seeing painting..a tray of colors was passed to her..where she gave what-is-this-look to her daddy dear..where he sat on his knees by removing his blazer..getting slight ideas of what's coming..she jumped in joy..a wish of Avni Malhotra was full filled again..maybe not big one..but surely a best one for her..she dipped her hands in tray with glee..which was reflected on Manik's face..as she printed her hands on his shirt..followed by Abhay..

(Imagine wearing it)

Both jumped in happiness as, it went to memory of childhood of their's again..small small things makes Manan kids happy..because they know the value of Happiness..like no one..

What's that? most curious baby pumpkin asked Manik..who was still trying to peep in..

Huh! this..My fav. painting till date..he said with happiness..a satisfaction of painting the best synonym of smile and innocence was done by Manik..if u ask him, it is new found trust for him..a beautiful portrait was made by him again, with all his love..as token of gift for trusting him.. like non..

Then i want to see..she said with a smile forgetting that she was still mad at her dad..

A smallest gift for u..Manik said while Abhay tried to peep in..but pouted as his attempts went in vain..where whole audi..was curious to know what it was..

Avni's mouth went in 'o', while crowd was mesmerized seeing such beautiful painting as just few people are aware of Manik being painter..for it was like a shock.. Abhay was jealous for sure..but eventually he smiled seeing his baby's expression..as he was sure that his daddy dear will give best gift for him too..because he know Manik never partiated between them..that's the different thing that, he supports his baby doll more than him..because Manik know's, Abhay have Nandini..Where other kids enjoyed their own gifts..where Nandini was ashamed of her own deeds thoughts and sayings..how wrong she was about Manik, she got it today..at the very most second she felt whether she deserved a gem like him..if u ask her, then it is hell no from her side..

Wow!!!!!!! Avni's happy shout echoed in whole audi..where Abhay closed his ears to save his drums..as Avni flung to Manik's arms..showering her kisses on his cheeks out of happiness..where everyone laughed whole heartily till their cheeks hurts..everything came to an end as they heard most unexpected..

Hey Munoo..a sweet melodious voice entered crowd..everything went silent..to hear most purest soul voice in arena, who brought pure positiveness by just two words of her..as tears started flowing from Manik's eyes..it never takes him time to recognize who it was..as a hand encircled his arms, which he needed at the moment, his Nandini..as whole audi went dark..

Hey Mamma..a meek voice of Manik..though it was whisper any can hear the carve in his voice for his mother..as he saw his mamma in recorded video, which was screened on big wall of stage..which she recorded for her son..to make him feel her presence on this day..she knew it, he needed it badly, when she knew, she was no longer guest of world..that's when she decided to record things for her son..as a memory..a small gift for her son..for making thousands of people happy..like she wished..

where tears started flowing from Raj's eyes..he missed his better half..how he wished her at this moment in real..a moment with her..as he missed golden opportunity of seeing his wife after her death..he missed it forever, no one can get back what he lost..non..but she is gone for her good..away from pain..away from tears..while he walked forward leaving Neyonika behind..who was just battling between her tears again..though she know, what's her's its her's..but the thing is, it still hurts because she knows what's her's today was not her's years back..it was owned by other's, still will be owned by them forever..

Aww..thank u for beautiful gift Mr. Malhotra..and u look more handsome today..she said with naughty wink, which played beautiful smile on Manik's face, though he had tears in his eyes..where Raj huffed again..because even for Devika..Manik was handsome than Raj..

Most welcome beautiful..manik uttered much to annoyance of Raj..though it was recorded it never felt like recording rather than live video from heaven..

Hey Swara, Hey Sanskar, Hey Nandini..she addressed them..much to Nandini's surprise..while they waved it, thinking that she was real..but unfortunately it wasn't..where Supriya held Surya's hand tightly for his support..followed by each couple..

Hey Raj..she said with her at most beautiful smile..love was reflected in her eyes..which he always loved to see..his wife loving him..after all betrayal from him.. she had same love towards him..

Hey baby..he waved her, with tears of joy..that she didn't made him left out again..she will never..while tears eloped from Neyo's eye finally..it hurts her..

Hey Supriya, hey Surya..hey Rahul and Ashwini..all waved an hi to her..they felt she was real..everyone had tears..

Hello Neyonika..Neyo lifted her head, at very moment tears stopped from her eyes..but she smiled in real..Neyo met her just once..and that was best moment for her..because she meet best person in her life..Devika..though she was first wife of Raj..Neyo adorned her, for what she was..where she promised to take care of her Manik, in her last days..and she did till date..they were ideal..of whatever they were..Raj got best wives..and no doubt in that..

Hey..neyo voiced out meekly as hand encircled from shoulder..she looked owner..she smiled, their was no door for insecurity..because she knows, what's her's will be her's forever..but the thing it had struggle, again..

Thanks for taking care, of whatever i had left..u were best..i can't ever take ur place..what's urs will be urs..and I love so much..Devika is good reader of heart..she knows it better..Where Neyo smiled widely..she was not friend..she was not a sister..yet this two had a bond..a nameless bond which had best promises..

And last not but the least my dear kiddos..hi to everyone..she said loudly..she was crazy shit..which currently Manik Malhotra had copy in his arms..

Oops! Manik Malhotra be ready with another gift.. Swara gonna nag u for giving u, my another letter..where Manik wanted to bang his head to wall..not again..where Swara smirked Holding a letter, a file and big rectangular purple colour gift box..a token of gift to Manik from his mom.. on every birthday of her's and his..

I know..u are irritated with her flirt, bare her for few minutes..u will get Ur gifts for sure..Swara pouted in annoyance..where Manik rolled his eyes..

That was rude..Swara and her pregnancy hormones..Manik have long way to get his gifts today..

So, it's my birthday so Ruk suk se nae mana ne wali hu Mai..so, guys wish me.. and I will cut the cake.. Devika is known for child heart..she is kiddo..at the end of the day..who enjoys each and everything..

Where everyone loudly wished her..as cake was cut by Devika in recorded video..where Manik asked care takers to distribute cake, which was already brought to everyone..where Avni took most biggest slice.. after all she was lover of muffins..just like her dadi Devika..

So, Manu..just wanna say, be what u are..never try to prove urself by words rather than do it in action..give Ur best..be the best baby.. everything will come around because my son deserves the best..and remember it.. mamma loves u lot.. miss me lot baby..she yelled with teary eyes..as tears kissed Manik's cheeks..

Miss u..his heart yelled yet he controlled it..with small and content smile..a glimpse of his mother gave him peace at the end of the day.. though not so real yet she made it real for him..

Bye all, meet u all on my son's birthday..bye Everyone..and everything went dark..as people wiped their tears but smile adorned their face..where Manik sniffed for a second as he was showered with kisses by his ladies..he missed her..he badly did..but he had best people to make it up for him..

Aww! Cry baby..u don't look good like this..Swara said to cheer up her boyfriend with a tease..who eventually smiled..he have great work ahead to get his things from her..

U, Mrs kirolskar..I'm not cry baby..he tried to maintain his tone eventually couldn't..

Aww! I will believe that boyfriend..where Manik glared her..

Excuse me Mrs kirolskar..I would love to remind u..that he is my boyfriend..and I won't spare anyone addressing him, boyfriend..did I make myself very clear to u?? A pure sarcasm queen was back with loaded possessiveness towards her husband..who is her boyfriend even today for world..where Rahul's eye brow went high seeing his daughter's avthar, which he was never aware of with his wife.. for Sanskar it was live treat to see possessive Nandini..which he had heard from Manik..where kids giggled and Manik sighed in relief..

Oh! Super possessive.. I liked it huh! Sanskar face palmed his face..where Manik asked to cabir to take out envelope from his blazer, which was lying on floor..

Hogaya.. elo..aur do mera gifts.. Manik said sternly as he had enough of her banter..where she passed letter first and then a purple file..

That's like my hotty..she kissed his cheeks..where Manik knew he was gone for sure.. where Nandini and Avni huffed towards duo.. Abhay enjoyed the show being in Vishwas arms..

Both girls rubbed his cheeks planting their own kisses on his cheek they left him after self satisfaction, giving deadly glares to Swara..

Stay away from my Manik/ my Papa..Swara didn't dared to do anything more after hearing this..she backed off seeing mini monster's..where Manik was glad to his lovies..where he kept letter safely in his pocket as it was personal letter to him from his mom..where as he opened file..only to get drums truck..as he couldn't believe what he saw..he rechecked things..his happiness had no bound..it was property paper..hmm nothing new..but the property was the best thing, that any could give him..it was his deradhun home, which he lost being bankrupt..he missed that home but couldn't get that home back..but today his mom, gave him them back to him..how that it  even happened only God knows.. he was in tears..yes that house didn't had best memories but it had seen journey of Manik to The Manik Malhotra..what value it had, only he knows it..where that house seen a small Manik, who was so innocent to understand the world..where it also saw Manik growing stronger in cruel world...the house had memories of his awful childhood.. his broken self.. where it had something best too..he got his music..his Jaan there..how could he forget that even..how could he..finally it's back to its owner..she gave back what his, to him..no matter what..she gave back everything to her son..hich she could give..

Thank u swara..he gave small friendly side hug to her..which she took gladly..as she was happy to get free second honeymoon tickets for world tour as he promised to give her sooner..

Ur welcome..she said with a smile..

Where Manik thanked everyone for their presence and ended program..requested his family to join for lunch in his mansion in Lonavala.. everyone agreed as they know it was time..for something which was pending for years together..which everyone feared but among all, one soul was scared to shit..she knew, it's her end finally..where Avni smirked at Mukthi's sweating face..finally time to pay back as come.. finally Avni's effort of proving her dad as innocent was going to happen..she was more than for this, yet she knew it had destruction too..but she didn't want back off..and she will never..

A pause to present..a play to past continues..

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Uff hogaya..yaar..I'm tired and my eyes are burning like hell..please don't yell me for not showing past..I so wanted to write but I could only manage this much..it's pretty long if u ask me..its 11.5k+ words..with all my free time..

Vacation was awesome..thanks for being patient enough to wait for me..

So, how's the chapter..most was my pov.. did u liked it??

Hmm..total unexpected facts were written..how was it??

Finally Nandini got to know about manik's real mom??

She finally consoled Manik..how was it??

Awkwardness between kirolskar's? What should be done??

Raj, another shade?? What the hell is going on, in mind of writer?? How many think like this??

Raj, gave back manik's music??did anyone thought this..

Raj, kidnapped Nandini for her own well being..oops! Ye kya scene tha, how many thought or re-read that again..

Devika??

Avni?? after a long..she plays major role in whole drama..get ready to see another Shade of baby pumpkin..

Abhay?? He still gonna have big part in coming chapters.. so, just wait for Hulk come back.. monster will be back..

Sanskar??

Swara??

Neyonika??

Nandini??

Manik??

Mukthi??

Will dhruvlya, will change for good??

Abhi??

What u liked the most in chapter..mera tho Avni and Manik scene..

And lastly 50th chapter ahead..that will be the biggest chapter..which I want to write with the past mostly..and secrets will start enfold from next chapter in manik's pov..so are u ready to hit half century with Ur lazy and late latif writer..are u?? Can't hear little louder..

wow! finally one more to go..

Now bye people and good night..sleep tight..meet u all with biggest chapter in next update. Be ready with tissues..

Lot's of love