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Abhay's pov

we all drove to Nana and Nani's house first..as mom wants to pass light food for her mom..and then to amusement park as per Avni's wish..all kids are coming includes prathik..i have called him..he said he will come directly like others..

Nandini's parents home

so, here we are..my home..my mom sounded more excited to meet her parents..she got down quickly, and she left with Avni without caring us..so mean..then i looked her..she still is mad..oh! no..

Kitten deko..i'm saying sorry na..please maaf kardo..i swear dubra ese nae karunga..please manja meri maa..i pleaded her by joining my hands..she gave sad look..got down without looking back..man, how can u pacify a girl, who really want to be pacified they just need our attentions, that's it..Abhay are u gone nuts, she is kitten not any girl..go and fetch her before she breaks friendship with u..my heart said..i literally ran out of car..

i looked everyone greeting each other and mrudula was happily welcomed by them..who won't? she is pure soul, who wouldn't like being with her..my mom took both girls inside with her happy tears telling them about each detail of home..i was just wandering place on my own..

Abhay, come in..what are u looking at? Nanu came back to me..as i was still seeing old pictures, which were framed on main hall..while mom still saying single details of her home to us..and saying nanu that he kept everything, the way it was..she hugged and thanked him..i smiled seeing her glowing face..that was what i wanted, her smile..she had best smile which is inherited by avni..and i felt yes, what i did was correct..going behind her past and catch her smile in present and future was all my motto..and she is happy today..i'm most happiest person for that..she had struggled so much to give every best thing in world to us..she is best mamma for us..i sat on couch..while small tour of home was still on with nanu behind..saying things about mom's childhood..i used smiled hearing them..

Kya piyoge milk , coffee, tea ya juice? i was bought to land by nani, who was going to kitchen..

i hate milk? its yuck..i gave vomiting expression, she laughed as she ruffled my hairs..i gave grumpy look to her..i hate it yaar..

oh! tum dono pe gaye ho..she laughed..she instructed servant to prepare some coffee for mom and nanu, and then juice for us..and milk for herself..i followed her to kitchen and sat on counter..

ur house is pretty..i said to her, she smiled in gratitude with thank u..

i will serve milk to her..u serve others..i said to servant, she looked nani for approval..she nodded her head and maid left..with great difficulty i pour milk in glass..not because i can't hold them, but i can't stand with its smell that's it..uff yuck..i gave glass to her, as i took left over juice bottle, settled down next to nani..

kya bath karna hai? she asked directly, as she bottom sip the glass, i wonder how do they even drink them..i gave her chi look..she laughed more..she is really cute..one dadi is sexy, second is sexy and third is her..full pataka..i mean devika dadi..

how do u know, that i want to talk? i asked her as i took sip from bottom..

jo tum kar rahi ho..voh manik bi karthe hai..jab usse bath karna hai tho? so spit out..what u wanna say..she hit the cord..that's why i came to meet her..in personal..

i want u end the game behalf of me, which i started six months back..i kept my bottle aside and gave serious look..she got alerted..and looked around and then me..

which game? what are u talking abhay? do u know what are u speaking? she barked at me..now i got to know why mom, acts so hyper..its because of her mom..uff genes i say u..

vahi jo ap kal bath kar rahe the sorry arguments kar rahe the..Mr. Raj Malhotra ki sath..i over heard u both..i gave my evil smile to her..she gulped..

what are u talking about? why will i argue with Raj? she wiped her sweet beads..

voh apko bathna hai..muje nae..Mrs. Supriya Murthy..i raised my voice..but made sure, i won't scare her..

i know app..dadi ki friend ho..i added maybe she gets relaxed at my tone voice..she drank full glass of water, which i gave her..

tum kya chathe ho? and mai neyonika ka friend nae hu..she added..people tend to lie or cover up..when they know, there is no obsolete chance for lie..i hate liars..mark it, i hate them to core..

mai..Neyonika Malhotra ki nae..Devika Deshmukh Malhotra ki bare mai bath kar rahu..i'm speaking about my dad's real mom..did u get it now? i stood up in anger..she didn't expected that..she wiped her sweet beads..

tum devika ko kese janthe ho? how do u know? she trembled hearing her name that too from me..was least thing she can expect..and my anger..damn, i can't keep check on them..but its frustrating..since yesterday, everything is eating me more from inside..i just want peace away from every mess around me..

that's not the talk about? i want u to end my game..will u do that for me, by making them spit on their own..i calmed my anger by counting numbers.. yeah that's what avni thought me, to reduce my anger..great help..

kaise, what u want me to do? she calmed down to i gave her another glass of water..she gave look to me and then water..

okay, i'm sorry..i have anger issues..some times i spit out things and act, which i shouldn't do..sorry for my behavior..i apologized to her, she glared me..i rubbed my nape..

u better control them..she warned me..aur raho gussa sabse..sahi kethi hai kitten, khadus..my heart said, where my mind glared my heart, which other rolled effectively..

i will..so know coming to matter..will u do that for me? and vese u are waiting to take ur own revenge..i already setuped stage for u..its u, who should utilize it wisely, so what's ur decision? i asked her by putting ball in her court, as i sat drinking juice, she was passed out in her thoughts..

i have reason for my revenge..why do want to take revenge abhay? she came back to earth..

i want to take revenge for our childhood..for each tears and struggles that we went through just because we are kids of Manik Malhotra..i ended..with plain tone..but i know, its hurting from inside..because the person, whom i doing this is with dadu..my dadu..who i love most..who kept me happy with his small things, just for my smile..I'm sorry dadu, but u deserve it for every tear of others..u deserve it..

sirf ethna? why did u setup such big plan? just for revenge? i don't think so its just a revenge..what u want abhay? what's ur intention? she asked me, i felt my mom's air in her suddenly..the look was exact same..

yes, i have reasons..i have to prove my dad in front of everyone..who back stabbed him..i want to show how wrong they to judge him..i want to prove him innocent..i want to..i want them to rote in hell..just like my dad did, without any mistakes..i want to prove him, will u help me, that's the reason for this plan..i ended, she was astonished and shock at same time..and finally her lips touched with beautiful smile..

lets go out..its not place we need to talk all this..she guided me to back garden..before that i opened fridge door and pulled out chocolate ice cream to eat..

its mine..she said in strict way..as we settled down on grass..

lol..once its in my hands its mine..i said to her..as i licked ice cream she pouted, so cute..i extended to her..she happily took whole,.i gave look to her..she gave back ice cream..that's first i shared my ice cream..but its good..

so, tum ye sab revenge ki liye nae..balki manik innocent prove karne ki liye kar rahi ho..i nodded my head as i started feeding ice cream for myself, followed by her..

par ye sab tum he kar sakthe ho, right? why me? she asked me in confuse..

i had promised dad and myself not to leak this secret to any..he trusts me..and i can't break his trust..its really precious for both of us..so, i can't open my mouth but u can..i said looking at nowhere..

es sab manik ne bathya tume? but no manik will never do that..he never gonna say truth to anyone..which breaks others hearts and relationships..she said confidently..i smiled at her trust on my dad..

the way u trust my dad, why couldn't ur daughter do that? i asked her, she looked at me..

if she would've done..we wouldn't been like this..we would've been more happy..just like normal family..i ended

your blaming nandini? mother in her is back..

i'm blaming situation.. both are wrong at their places..one talked impulsive and other made impulsive decision..i said remembering back at my memory, how i got to know everything..

so, tum sab janthe ho..i nodded my head..

its dadu, mukthi, dad, u and me..u knows the truth..i can't say truth..dad won't say truth..but u, u can make them split out in front of dadi, abhi mamo and mom..and u make sure, u don't say anything to anyone..i want them to say all deeds by their own in front of everyone..yes, they changed but they are victim of our family still..and they to be punished not by any but by the people, whom they love like anything..they should feel how it feels, when ur loved one's turn u down..how it feels when u are betrayed..i wanna make them feel every pain, each one got..its clear, i need a revenge..i was serious..what i need..i want them to confess their bad deeds in front of their loved one's..not to break families, but because they don't deserve to be part of a family..

And u need to be very careful, when u are dealing with dadi and mom..they are the ladies who get more hurt..i want u take care of them..and rest will be taken care by others..i looked her..

Rest mathlab? she asked me in anxiously..

its not me alone, i have my own team..who helped me to get things right in our family..from bringing dad to london for viren chachu's marriage to till now..it was planned by us..if not them, i could've not bought my family back..i gave brief of main things she needs to know before final plan gets executed..but non have knowledge that its going to bring storm in our lives again..but for a new beginning a last and clean destroy is necessary..because end of something is raise of new thing..isn't it?

i'm proud of..i'm really abhay..u know it gets really courage, bravery and mainly need to do all this..which u have..when ur parents hear this..they will be more proud of u..u started to search for ur dad for ur sister, and ending it by proving manik as innocent..and finally today, u have what u want..everyone aren't like you..she ended with proud smile..i returned a shy smile..

u are like manik, just exact copy..she pulled me in side hug and kissed me..i smiled at her genuinely..

so, ye sab kab karna hai? will manik be there? she asked me after completing last bite of ice cream, which still we both are eating, not forget by sharing it..

dad, won't be there neither do i? i don't want him to be there..he won't like all this neither he want to recall all this, it is bad phase and he never wants to look back again to feel same pain, and i don't want him to get hurt again and again..i want this to happen between people, who need to know..who is real Manik Malhotra..and who he is called hulk arrogant rich spoil brat monster heartless and ruthless..i want to prove his innocence in front of people, who hated him once upon time..who showed off their back to him, when he needed them most..i concluded..as i gave her my hand to her..she took my support and stood up..she is fine now but she is weak still..

tum waha nae rahoge? why? don't u wanna see their break down, its ur wish, right?? she asked me with utterly surprising..

i won't be there..i have two reasons..firstly i want to be with my dad tomorrow..he says he don't want any..but he needs someone hold at his back..and secondly, i can't see any break down.. i can't see my dadu like that..i never can..he was best dadu of world, he is been there for me every time, whenever i needed him..he never let my feet touch on ground..he took care of me so well..i can't seeing him breaking down and asking apologize..i have always seen his head high..yes, he was not best dad to his kids but he was best husband for neyo dadi and best dadu for me..i can't with stand that sight anyway in my life..i don't want to step back from my own plan..i don't want it..we were walking in patio..she just patted my back..and encouraged me..

u don't need to feel bad..i will take care of everything..but i can't promise about my tongue abhay..he maybe best dadu and husband for ur dadi..but i know him equally to ur dad..i know his each worst past..where he imprinted his bad deeds..making others life living hell..i'm sorry..i can't promise u to not hurt him less..he deserves every best thing which manik and devika had suffered because of him..and ranking wise manik is most, he had made his own son's life living hell since birth..just because he was son of devika..he don't deserve any forgiveness..she ended standing near railing..i buried my head to cover up my worst face..what all she said was truth..i should accept it..i should let go..i should..but the thing is memory in my mind and love in heart is going to haunt me till my last breath..i'm worst grandson..i'm..i'm sorry dadu..a final sorry to u..hos ke maaf kardena..

abhay if u don't want it, lets leave this..she was worried for me..i nodded my head rubbing my tears..

no..please do continue..i won't stop u..but make sure about dadi..she had suffered equally like dad and devika dadi..she don't deserve it..she don't..please unka feelings ka kayal raki hai..i rubbed my last tears..neyo dadi gonna get more hurt, because she is betrayed by both husband and daughter..and hiding truth is not solution..truth will find its way..i'm just allowing and giving them a chance to speak up truth..and confessing them in front of everyone, they feel light..but at the same time breaking others heart with themselves..

i will..aur es sab kab hoga? she asked me..i was stable..

kal..mom, is going to meet neyo dadi and everyone..because dad isn't saying anything..she wants to know truth behind curtains..and they are meeting in farm house..and mom gonna definitely take u both, along her because she needs someone to support her..and dad won't be around is an advantage for it..so, its decided..every truth will be out by tomorrow..i said lost again..

so, kal ka plan tumne banya hai? she asked me..i nodded no..

its not me..its mom's plan..in fact no one is aware that i know the matter..as they want to keep me away knowing the reason very well..they want to keep me away from mess..all chaos..which i'm currently in..

so kisne bathya tume hai? she rubbed my shoulders..

Mrudula ne..she never keeps secret against me..and i want u too, not to leak my where about's to any tomorrow..i said to her, she nodded in agreement..

she is ur great friend then? she tried to tease me..

she is reason why i'm standing here with my parents..she is not just great friend..my true friend..whom i don't get anywhere in world, if i search also..i don't want any but her..that's what my kitten is for me, my genuine friend who wants to make my smile by hook or crook as she promised me on very first meet of her's in toddler sweet voice..she had proved me many times and its my time to keep that gem happy all life..

its rare to find such friends..she said to me, i smiled at her..

not really u are standing just next to me..u had been true friend for ur soulie..u have proved it always for her..so, its really not friendship..its really a pure heart, which matters to prove urself as true friends..indeed me and devika dadi had best true friends..i said with smile..she glee in happiness..and gave brightest smile with a thank u..she is really sweet..just like mamma..

so, kal kya hai? where u and manik are going? can i know that? she asked me still smile playing on her lips..but own smile faded away..i don't want to take away her lovely smile, which she have now..i don't know whether she is aware of things, which happened without her absence..

tum log ya pe ho? i was finding u both everywhere, from long time..mom made great entry, helping me at neck moment..i sighed in relief..i gave a look to her in nervousness..she gave bachgya look to me as she felt fishy about my body language..but its good for her..i can't go on and hurt people every time.. 

voh ice cream kar rahi the..nani covered up, i just nodded..mom smiled at her..and then walked to me..

mom ap jayye..its getting late for u to lunch..i nodded my head to her..as she went i hugged my mom, that's all i want..my mom..i started crying loud..i never did that..because i was never hurt this much..I never thought hurting someone like this..

Shhshh..Baby Kya huwa? Why are u crying? Apne mamma Ko nae batha hoge? She asked breaking hug gelding my chin..I cried more..She lifted me in her arms..i hide myself in her Crook..I never want to come from there and look around..i feel safe her, no one harm me..no one..

Acha chalo..I will make Ur favourite butter chicken..I promise Ur partas will be round this time..She added but today even food couldn't divert my mind or heart..I sobbed more..I nodded no to her..Because I was not only hurting dadu, dadi, Abhi mamo but my mom also, or more than them..Yes, I don't know how she gonna take things..Will she able digest the fact, which she gonna hear..will she able to take truth, when she believed lie for years together..Will she able to stand with broken pieces again..I don't know..I don't want to hurt her, but the thing is can't back off, because she will get hurt..Truth is truth, yes it may damage permanently but it's better than dying in a lie..Living in wrong things and believing in them..Is not a life..Its not correct..Its not..I'm sorry mom, I don't know, how much u will be heart but we promise we gonna heal and bring u back to the place u need to be..I want u to start Ur life leaving every sorrow behind and walk in life without turning back again..Where ur worst past memories lie, in past only but I want u to carry a lesson for life..That never breaks any trust, who gave up everything on u..I'm sorry again mom..

Will u talk to Manik?? U can share with him atleast? I gave give big no..I don't want any but her..she started to and fro walk in patio itself by patting my head to calm me down..I don't know will I stop my crying or not..But I need my mom that's it..

Acha let's go to my room..I will show u my childhood pics, which u wanted to see na..Chalo..I didn't replied but I was silently crying..She climbed small stairs inside the home, where she signalled to continue with food seeing us..Sorry me more..

(Pics credit goes to "anggioberoi"..Ty for ALL pics)

Here we are..My favourite place..My room, meri dad nae arrange Kiya hai..huh! Pathe hai tumre dad standard ki Thara nae hai, but jobi hai I love it..I love my room..She joyfully with a smile..I stopped my crying and looked around her room..It was small but very pretty and elegant..just the way she likes..

It doesn't matter what type of standard Ur rooms are..What matters is how much they love us , that matters..And Ur dad loves most..and ur room is reflecting his love for u..I can give Gyan even in this state can u believe..Aur raho Manik Malhotra, Avni Malhotra, and Mrudula Topivala ke saath..Sangath ka asar hai..Ye log na art of living join karna chai..Kya Gyan dethe hai..Uff shut Ur fucking mouth and concentrate on the person..

Looks like Sangath ka asar bohuth pada hai tume..We need to take u to doctor for checkup..She said with fake worry , i rolled my eyes, as we both settled on mushy type of matters, which was covers of bed....Oh! It was so soft..I jumped on bed twice to bounce back..My mom laughed at my act..As she pulled me to lap..And kissed my hairs..I snuggled to her chest..

I want to say my side story to u before someone says..i'm sorry for keeping a secret against u, but my intentions weren't wrong, and thanks for giving me time to speak myself..I don't know was it right time or not..But I couldn't hold myself more..I had enough of keeping secrets..I had done from long two years..I can't store more..I had enough of my own self..I don't want to break my mom's trust..I don't want to..I need her always..she blindly believe me, that doesn't mean I prove her, she is blind..I can't lose her for stupid secrets..I can't..I can't even imagine that scene also..I can't..

U want to share with me?? She asked me with concern..I could only nod my head still snuggling more into her chest..Where she leaned to pillow as I started my side of story which started the day my dad came to his fame back..That man with glares, had buried emotions in his eyes, which were covered by glares but he couldn't cover it up in his voice and feelings..A man, who i found just like me..All broken from inside..He gave such awesome fake smile, that everyone thought it real..Hmm interesting guy he was for me..and people believed it..But when he saw small girl of 5 yr..He smiled in real..A beautiful smile with lot of innocence, which covered up his sadness ​and pain..As if he was never hurt or his smile may say it never know what's pain is..That was a smile, which can cure anyone's aching heart..A tremendous one..Which won my heart next to baby doll's smile..He walked out arena..He didn't cared for anyone but three ladies of his life..And walked royally Without answering any Paparazzi..That was first..I had ever come across..He was different from other Rockstar's..Who die for fame and publicity..He wasn't there to sell his music but to spread his music..Fame was nothing to him because he had fandom of his own..Which waited it's Rockstar for long..And there he was to prove people that he won the game, and no one destroy him..And he did..A first ever glimpse, he won his kids heart..True said he was winner of hearts..And my heart captured best still of his, which engraved in my heart forever and ever..

( U need to wait to disclose this flashback of his,which is going to happen in two chapters from there on by Abhay himself is going to tell story of Manik not any- but I make sure it is mixture of both Manik and Abhay's pov- if any other pov's, i will write in form of writer's pov or in their pov..lets see how it goes)

End of Abhay's pov

Gear up guyss..u are most wanted past starts from next chapter..i don't know how long it goes..it will be entirely from abhay's pov first and then manik's side story..i will make sure it connects with present too..as nandini will be listening same from others..let's how it goes..

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Manik's pov

But I can give thee more;       
For I will raise her statue in pure gold;
That while Verona by that name is known.
There shall no figure at such rate be set

As that of true and faithful Juliet.

Cap.
 As rich shall Romeo by his lady lie;   
Poor sacrifices of our enmity! 
 

Prince.

 A glooming peace this morning with it brings;
The sun, for sorrow, will not show his head:
Go hence, to have more talk of these sad things:
Some shall be pardon'd, and some punished:  
For never was a story of more woeThan this of Juliet and her Romeo.  [Exeunt. 

I read out last few lines of Romeo and Juliet for mom, who is currently having pedicure and manicure with me..Sorry we are in saloon..I know it's really embarrassing, but when u are with her, she make sure i'm embarrassed to shit..i looked my mom..she is literally crying hearing story..which doesn't have happy ending according to her, yeah but they unite after death..how child she is from heart..

arey mamma, stop crying yaar..if u wanted to cry then why did u asked me to read this chapter at very first place..when u know u end up like crying mess..where i received flying sandals, which i missed for god's grace..i laughed loud..she gave pathetic look and shut up or else i won't leave in single piece look to me..she is my best friend more than mom, i gave her leniency so its really common both of us..for pulling each other legs..and tease each other for life..irritate each other..my guide..my entire support system..my well wisher..i love her most..she is best mom..she is..

sir, which hair cut? the lady asked me, it was private cube, which i had booked for ourselves..so others aren't allowed..as i want to speed max time with her..

manik, how about princess cut with short hairs? my mom said in excitement..i looked her from top to bottom..and gave disbelief look to her..she can't be serious man, can she be..

no,u  aren't princess any more..u are queen so better think mature according to ur age..i ended where i mobile was pinged with message..and the message was really enough for me to get annoyed..

madam rane dijye..her husband doesn't want to have her hair cut only..if by chance she will cut her hair her husband will cut my neck for sure..it was my dad's warning message for me..if my mom happens do any cut or color, he won't spare me..

oh! ap apne jiju ki bath kar rahi(she told me)..mam mana padega apke husband bohuth possessive hai, apke balon ko lekar..she ended..where nothing went to my head but jiju..i gave what are speaking looking to stylist from mirror..

kis ki jiju? i asked turning to her fully where my pedicure was done followed by leg massage..on very instruction of mom..

arey apki behan ka pathi, jiju ye hu na? i palmed my face..such embarrassing thing..it was my mom's turn to laugh..poor me..now i got to know, pain of my son..my poor baby..

the one, who u are referring as my sister is not my sister..but my mom..and her husband is not jiju but my dad..and she is really young with two grand kids of 10 years, u see..and stylist mouth was wide open..my mom laughed till her stomach aches, where tears were in corner of her eyes..

oh! my god, my stomach aches baby bear..poor she..my mom said after stylist left having small heart attack..where i just giggled with her..

lets leave from here..we have shopping to do..and blah..blah..it continues, which non went to my head..i gave her smile as i paid bill and we left for mall..for her shopping..

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i was trembling to walk also..this lady..god! kohi mere madath karo please..pretty please..i was dead tired by carrying her shopping bags..where Mrs. Neyonika Malhotra walked showing off her attitude to world with empty hands..living her son behind..now i was done with it..i threw everything on floor..and she turned back, i just wanted her attention..i walked before her, leaving her with shopping bags around her..she looked them and me with wide open mouth..

manik..she yelled in annoyance..i laughed more..where i came back, took some bags..and passed rest to her..she glared at me, but eventually walked with me..we talked everything and anything of world..we even went for bowling, where she won as usual and danced crazily in crowd for victory..i laughed at her..and joined in seconds..and danced with her..

i dumped all bags in car and came back to her, as she was standing in line to order food from food court for our lunch..she never like to show off her money or surname..she is simple,,she is daughter of billionaire..and attitude is nowhere near her..she treats people, how they respect her..a women, who is independent..and very much believe in self respect..she is looking after mom's most of NGO's..she is great help for me, because looking after a big empire, which she left for me, is really not easy for me..i trust someone blindly is my mom..she is best thing, a angel..who loved me like her own kid and brought my happiness back..

we had lunch with great love, where she noticed and was happy that my food habit had improved to good level..she feed me food and i being sulking baby with my tantrums..she laughed at each prank i said to her, which abhay and avni done till now..i shared to small to small things about my kids with her..she was genuinely happy for me..then we walked and roamed around busy shopping streets of mumbai..for accessories..my mom wasn't any brand lover..if she likes, she buys it..unlike other rich women, who love to flaunt their brand things..she bought many more things..we walked beach, she is lover of beach like me..she is the one, who made me so fascinated towards them..at least twice in a year..she used bring me to beaches without anyone's knowledge, when i was studying in boarding school..in Deradhun..away from everyone..she used gave lame excuses to dad, and used land up twice in a year..to make me happy, where i will be sitting outside school waiting for her..that were the best days of my childhood..my time with her..anything happiness i had in my childhood was my mom and mukthi..my whole world used revolve around them..my little world was them..i smiled at memory..

So, anything else..u wanna tell? she asked me still panting..as we both sat down after long walk in sea shore, where we splashing water at each other and playing around like kids..where we laughed to ton..

hmm..me and nandini got married yesterday..i said to her plainly looking at sun, who was ready to bid bye to us..and i looked at her, she was literally pouting like baby..

tumne muje tumari shadi mai nae bulya..how mean? she said with baby sad pout..oh! u thought she is typical sass and all..don't u dare to think..she acts exactly opposite way of it..she is drama queen..

muje kud nae patha tha, meri shadi hai? how do expect me to tell u? i asked her..she gave grumpy look, but soon turned to serious one..

par, why so early manik? is there any problem? she was worried for me now..

i don't know mom, something is bothering Jaanu..i feel she is behind my past..she is insecure..for god knows why? i twisted my temple..this was bothering me somewhere in my heart..but i chucked it for time being..

she had reasons manik, u aren't telling anything about ur past to her..and u can't point out on her insecurities because u are reason for it..huh! my mamma is back..

i'm not pointing out mom..i didn't want to question her again..because i have been in that place from very long back..i know how it feels to be in that place..i don't know how to erase that insecurities..what should i do that she feels secure?i was worried for her..because her behavior can lead to many problems and results into pains..which i never want her feel ever..

then tell her ur past manik..she has right to know things..c'mon for heaven she is ur wife now..why don't u tell her things and clear matter between u two? she screamed at me, she had valid point..and even i have,,

because i don't want her to get hurt..i don't want mom..she had suffered a lot in life just, i being reason for it..i'm culprit of my kids..i don't want dig my past infront of her and make her feel pain again..i got up from my place as it was evening , sun bid a bye to us..where i gave her my hand and took them..

Manik..gola..she pointed towards gola vendor..before i say anything she was already there..i slapped my forehead..and walked to her,,

mom, this is unhygienic..please chalo..i will get them for u in restaurants..i pleaded her..but no madam had already ordered two flavors..where vendor glared me..thanks to heaven he didn't recognized me..varna he would've done hungama..and people were less it was an advantage for us..because i was about to spoil is sale..

manik, if u don't let her know about ur past..she feels u don't trust her..and things will be in same place..please for ur relationship sake just try to say things to her..if not whole atleast little things, which she should know..its really important manik, don't ruin ur relationship again for lame things..try to converse about ur past with her, give her assurance that, u are trusting enough to tell things, manik..she have come one step head by marrying u..now its ur turn to keep one step ahead by telling ur past to her..then only things can balance..both should equally contribute for wedding life manik..only one can't burden and suffer always..don't ruin beautiful thing u both have,,yes,, i know..u need time..but don't take lot of time manik..she needs know things to mend and heal u..u way long with her manik..she is life partner for life now..so, there should be no insecurity with u both..its time to let go things manik..think about what i said to u..its really important for all four of u..samaj gya na mera baby bear..she held my chin..i bobbed her head..she smiled at me..and i looked at gola..she had completed both of them..i sighed and walked to our next place..where my head roamed around what mom said to me..she is right, nandini have come ahead its my turn to step head..i hope, i can do this..without letting her hurt..

maratha mandir..hmm..DDLJ..her fav. movie..(i know its morning show but adjust kar lena) i don't know how many times she had watched this movie..she is great fan of this movie..especially the last scene.."Simran jaa..je le apni zindagi.."..i chuckled at my mom's melo drama, which she said to me in middle crowd..and then went to take tickets..like always..i was not like other grown up son..who would make his mother sit in side and he will buy tickets..i'm not..this our routine since childhood..i will be sitting on car bonnet like small kid waiting for her and she takes me every where..yeah todha childish hai..that's only time, i can be child with her..she is more than happy to take my tantrums which i throw upon her..however old i'm..i'm still kid in front of her..she is more than for my child acts..she says she misses that small manik in me..when my phone buzzed again..i smiled seeing caller id..

hello papa..i smiled at my baby girl..my pumpkin..

hello pumpkin..so, how was ur amusement park? did u enjoyed? i asked her..where she was more excited to say her day to me..where she said what and all they did in nandini's parents home and then nandini took them to amusement park..and not forget abhay had finally pacified his kitten, how only god knows..now they are sitting in some restaurant with everyone for dinner..full update ..

so, u enjoyed lot huh!..papa ki yaad bhi nae aya tume..i teased her..where she was back with an answer in next second..

no..i didn't..esle ye phone kiya maine apko..she said cutely..i could only smile for her innocence..mom came back with a twinkling eyes..as she showed me tickets..i smiled at her, as she pulled my phone from ears and switched on loudspeaker..

hello avni..

hey dadi, how are u? seems like enjoying lot with ur son..my daughter was no less u see.

oh! please..he is really boring..i need to pull him for everything and anything..my jaw literally dropped, where i could hear loud giggles from other side..oh! no phone was in loudspeaker in other end too..i glared my mom, for telling lie..and making me embarrass infront of kids and not forget Mrs. Malhotra's giggle was loud among them..

okay then, next time na dad ko likar aye..voh mujse bhi zayada boring hai..i came with comeback with sarcastic comment..

tumre dad ki naam bhi math lena, neyo hogaya kya..neyo jaldi karo, i have meeting..neyo not this brand..neyo not this short dress..neyo chalo i'm hungry..neyo not this..not that..i'm damn feed up with that man..if u ask me, my son is better than my husband..i wish i could've recorded this in mobile..then played same in front of my dad..he will be shocked with allegations, she had put upon him..which are apparently true..he is boring man..shopping name irks him..

ab track pe ayye hai app..chalo avni..bye..enjoy ur dinner..i was about bid bye..

stop..stop..i have something to tell u..u know, u need to get me bigger thing for this to me and my surprise gift still pending..she reminded me about her gift, which i need to give her for every gift i receive..

done..kal gift tumre hath mai hoga..i said to her..she jumped on her seat, i guess..she got scoldings from nandini..Avni behave..i rolled my eyes..strict mommy, she is..

what gift?

hmm..avni, its gift,,i hope u know what is gift..i could imagine her pout also..

fine..but i have something really special to announce to u..she is like real happy..i could feel in her tone..

and what's that special news from my baby girl..i would glad to hear from u again..i said to her, yes she had announced many special things to my life..its just ado..

that ur in top list of Forbes magazine being 1st top richest man in the world..and u did it..u fulfilled ur mom's wish..she was shouting on top of her voice..where i could see a live victory dance of my mom..where i just smiled..remembering my small journey in my mind..its not my victory and people around's victory..they bought me back..they supported me..its their hard work more than mine..if i'm standing in that position..i need thank each one, who became my support directly or indirectly..i would thank them by heart..they did what they want and i became what they want me to be..i'm happy that gave them happiness..which solely belongs to them not to any..

congrats dad..it was abhay..i muttered a thank u..all kids wished me..i heartily thank them..they bid a bye to me..as we both are getting late for movie..

congrats baby bear..my mom kissed my cheeks..i side hugged her..she will be the most happiest person in the world for me..

thanks for bring me back mom..thanks for creating The Manik Malhotra again..u deserve this more than i do..i'm here just because of u people..thanks for being there and for never giving upon me..i couldn't get any better mom than u..she was in tears..with a smile..she deserve every ounce happiness of world..i want to become a reason for smile forever..this time..

u deserve everything baby..i kissed her hairs as we went to watch her fav. movie..my mom is happy, nothing can be best for me in this world..and my other mom will be more than happy for this day..i wished, that she would be here at this moment..my both mom would've done hungama with their pagal panthi's making whole mumbai celebrate happiness they had..both are similar..but devika mom, is little more pataka compare to neyo mom..yet both have most pure hearts of world..i'm blessed to have both..

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i kissed her forehead as mom was sleeping on my lap..its time to leave her to home..i need to wait for another day out with her..which happens to be in next year..i smiled sadly..i wish i would've not sign any contract..i could have her all time..i kneaded her hairs..she smiled in sleep..i looked up..as my car entered Malhotra Mansion..my dad gleamed in smile as he saw my car, because his wife was back to him..but what surprised me was..the person next to him..Abhay Malhotra..

New Malhotra Mansion

i thought of waking her up, but gave up on idea..as she was in deep slumber, i didn't had heart to wake her up..i carefully lifted her in my arms as i entered mansion followed by two..i walked up to their room..

Neyo and Raj's room

i covered her with duvet and kissed her forehead..and she had smile in her sleep too..today she is more than happy after very long years..i smiled at her as i walked out of room..i will miss her again..

papa..my son was waiting for me, i took him in my arms..as i sat in dinning table with him..dad in another chair..

maid served food for them, and i started feeding him food..he looked little better, but something was bothering him..where dad accompanied us..

so, avni aur nandini kaha hai? i asked him, while feeding him..he was munching with all love because everything was his fav dish..my dad won't leave single chance to get back him..

voh dono nana nani ki ghar par hai..i wanted to spend my time here..so, maine mamma ko kaha to leave me here, she left me here..i will come tomorrow..he said..where my dad was more than happy for it..but something is fishy..because he looked upset but he was covering it up with his best mask from me..

hmm..don't bother both of them more..I didn't wanted to have word with Abhay in front of him..I didn't felt like talking to him..And he was also into his own world..I don't know something fishy is going around me..I'm not able to judge things..Filal ki liye I need breath..Because tomorrow is really important for me..So I let going things for now..And talk to Abhay once I'm ​done with things..

Dinner was done..Now I picked in my arms..He was nowhere going to leave me..Untill he is asleep..

Abhay's room in Malhotra Mansion

Humre room ke next room uska hai..My dad added before I ask him..I climbed stairs..As I patted his head to let him sleep..He was exhausted and the look on his face said me..My dad walked to his room..Not before saying me to stay here..Which I denied curtly..Its not my home..I don't belong here..He had thrown me out of this house, when I was 19..And he expect me to stay in this house, does he think I don't have self respect..I literally lived for my self respect, if anyone try harm it..Dare they can be anyone I will kill them..I wish I could've shouted at him..And point at his mistakes..but I don't want that..Nothing can change my past..Nothing..But I don't want ruin my present and future for him.. Wheres I myself miserable from inside, because tomorrow is the most heart wrenching day of my life..Whenever it comes..My heart cries.. That's the reason mom spends her day with me, so that she could make Happy little more without making remember about  tomorrow's ​day.. I composed myself as I entered his room..It was calm and classic just the way he likes..I laid him down on bed..As I turned there was beautiful big portrait of his on wall opposite to bed..It was amazing my son's smile was captured beautifully..It was mostly two years back pic..He looks young yet very much cute with dimples on either side..Just attracts anyone towards him..But the thing is that innocent smile of his, just vanished as if he never smiled like that..That twinkling eyes full of emotions, he looked all cute..A child in him, was preserved majestically in that frame..It was best pic of his till date to me..

Kab ka pic hai?? I asked him as I sat on bed..Where he kept his head on my lap..I smiled at his behavior..And kissed his hairs..He returned fake smile to me..Oh! This boy is in deep shit..

2 years pele ki thi..Dadu ne click Kiya tha..When he saw me for the first time..He said with smile looking at the portrait..I patted his head..

U look like innocent baby in that...And u had little chubby cheeks too..I added..I wish he had chubby cheeks..I would've pulled them to tease him like I do for Avni..He just smiled and snuggled to me..

App naraz nae hai na..That I'm staying here..when u urself don't stay here..I'm sorry.. I wanted come and stay here for a while..I wanted spend time with them..So mai agaya..Do think I did wrong?? He asked cutely..There was no planning plotting..I guess he just finding peace everywhere..

Absolutely no baby..Jab man ayya tab app kai bhi jaskthe hai..No one will stop u to do anything..Stay here however u want..Come home, whenever u feel like..Enjoy Ur time with ur grannies..And why would I be upset..i will be happy for u..atleast my dad loves u..unlike me..Ask them whatever u want..demand them..And yeah be same Abhay with them, whom u were..Don't let them break apart..Be with them all time..If u need anything..I'm just a call away..Apna dyan rakna..Hmm..I kissed his forehead..He had tears in his eyes..Now this made me more panic..

Kya huwa baby?? Ro kyu Rahi ho?? Hmm bolo..I asked him softly, where he ended up in my crook..crying so much..He was not even stopping his wail and his tears were wetting my t-shirt..I wish I could do something for him..he just nodded in no vigorously in my crook..this boy is tough to handle..he had become same abhay of month's back..we need to really take care of him..we should give all our attention to him..i got up from bed and he in my arms..i walked to his room balcony..he was just crying and crying..

Nandini se bath karoge? he came up with no again..i walked to and fro to cajole him with different topics but nothing worked..he was sobbing still..if i ask anything, why he is crying..he ends up crying more..uff..i need real patience to deal with him..more than i need for nandini..he is more stubborn compare to nandini..

accha lets play video games? i asked him, but got no again..i tried everything..but suddenly a name came to my mind..

Mrudula..did u pacified her? i asked him sternly, where he broke the hug and faced me..and nodded his head..now sob converted into silent tears..

how? i asked him as i wiped his tears..

voh i tried everything..asked sorry and gave chocolates, teddy and flowers sab mou par mar kar chali gayi..then maine letter leke diya..Avni ka idea tha..and voh mangai..he said while playing with my blazers button..i smiled at his innocent confession..

not bad..letter and all..wait love letter tho nae lik diya tumne? i asked him seriously..he immediately looked up in shock..

what the hell? she is my friend..and u expect me to write love letter to my friend..like seriously dad..have u gone nuts..ab maine usse gussa dila diya, es ki leye bath nae kar rahi thi..es kuch kiya na mai..es dunya se eliminate kardegi muje voh..he replied annoyingly..i sighed a relief, that he stopped his crying at last..my bird's name is real help to divert his mind..

achaa..okay..i will sing a song, and u will go to ur bed, okay? i asked him..he didn't replied but got down to fetch my guitar..which is in my room..i walked to my room..

Manik's room 

This is not the same mansion, where we used live in childhood..its new mansion, which is bought after i went to coma..because my dad couldn't live in that mansion, he says that mansion haunts him..and the reason is, me alone..because that mansion is witness of my vulnerable side and his devil side..he couldn't live there..that's why he bought new mansion..

i took my guitar, which was placed on my bed neatly..where abhay was already sleeping..i smiled at him..he came out of his crying session for a while, giving my heart peace, I can't see him crying, it churns my heart very baldy, I love him a lot to see any tear in his eyes..he is really something in my life, more than my son, i can't ever see tears in his eyes..i can't..

maine..mamma ko sab batha diya..he was nervous for what he said..i looked him and made him sleep properly on bed, where he again slept on my lap..I smiled at his antics..

kuch bolo..he was pissed because i didn't answered..

u did correct..by sharing things with her..for now sleep..baki bathe kal karna..now close ur eyes..i will sing song..he sighed and closed his eyes..I kissed his forehead..He snuggled in my lap..I covered him with sheets..

I started singing while patting his head..Where he opened his eyes and climbed on upon my chest..i thought of making him sleep first so...I slides more into bed, where he slept comfortably upon me..He smiled widely for my doings..And encircled his hands against my neck, he slept on my chest..He looked like small baby..Who just needed parents attention, that's​ it..I continued my singing..He was opening his eyes now and then but they were drowsy, because of sleep and crying..

Good night baby..I kissed his cheeks..While I made him sleep on bed properly..

Good night Papa..He said in sleepy voice..I didn't had heart to leave him here and go..But he wanted to be here..So, I didn't had choice but to leave him here..I kissed his hairs again...Where he snuggled into covers..He was sleeping peacefully..I revealed for greater extent..I sat there looking at my innocent baby for a while..His shine was missing..I need to get our son back soon, i can't see him like this..

I dimmed the light of room..I dropped rooms temperature..I gave last glance at him..And left message for him in his phone..So, that he don't panic in morning..

Sogaya kya voh?? My dad was waiting outside my room door only..He was equally worried for him..And he was really genuine..Thank to Abhay..I never seen my dad being worried for any but mom and mukthi..And I'm really happy for my son..

Umm..Usne apse kuch bola? I asked him, while walking down stairs..

Nae Manik..Jabse aytha chupse hai..Mai study Mai Tha..Meri Sath that but bath bhi nae Kiya usne..He was roaming around me..Perbhi bath kar Raha tha..I don't know..Voh bohuth upset hai..Mai vai Abhay ko dek Raha Hu..Who was month's back..I don't know how to deal with him?? He looked disturbed by Abhay's behavior very badly like us..Uske dimak Mai kya chal Raha hai muje kuch samajh nae araha hai..Uff..Guessing his secrets are really tough for me..He had proved me many times..Ab kese patha chalega..Es kur Fathi dimak Mai kya chal Raha..Jo usse ethna disturb kar Raha hai..God..Someone help me..

Dad just relax..He will come around..Voh bohuth naraz hai apse..I don't know how u gonna sort out with each other..But make sure u don't hurt my son..If by chance u hurt him..Quote my words..I won't leave u in single piece..If one tear from his eyes..U can't imagine what will I do with u..So, better be careful while handling my son..And yeah voh Manik Malhotra nae ji apke har bath forgive karne ke liye.. Remember that..I warned him..I don't want my son to get hurt just like me from my dad..But I also know my dad not gonna hurt him..Because Raj Malhotra never hurts his loved one's..The thing is I'm not his loved one..But my son is..

I know Manik..U won't believe me still with Ur son's safety..But I promise to take care of him well..Shikayath ka moa Ko dubra nae Dunga tume..Yapir Abhay ko..He ended as we reached to my car..I looked mansion once about climb in car..

Manik stay here atleast for tonight..Its already striking twelve, it won't be safe..He said to me with concern..I smiled sarcastically..And turned to him..I only know, how I held my tears..

Time patha hai muje..remember I said same lines years back to u..Yeah mansion alag hai bas..U had thrown Ur own son out of the house at the stormy midnight..When he was 10 years..Just because I just tried to touched crying mukthi..I was banging the door, but u didn't opened door for me..Because u knew, I was scared of dark..But u didn't allowed me..Gate se bhi baar nikal diya tha apne..Ye nae socha tumre 10 sal ke Bete kese rahega uss barish Mai, that too in midnight.. Footpath pe beta tha mai, barish mai bekthe hue..Soch ratha..Tum ahoge..Muje lekar andar lekar jaoge..u know, u never came out..usdin mera wait bohuth lambi tha..aur mera entzar tumre liye bhi lambi thi..U didn't cared about me, that day..Whether I was fine or not..Whether I reached deradhun or not..U simply didn't cared about me..Aur ab ye SAB natak kyu kar Rahi ho..Ye concern Apne pas rakiyye..Ab Mai apna Kyal kud Rak saktha hu..Apke zarurth nae hai muje..Atleast mere beta Ko Kush rakiyye..Don't break his heart like mine..Bohuth pyaar kartha hai voh apse..Uski umeed math thodna, jese mera thoda tha..If it happens, trust me..U won't be alive in this world, my son is very much precious to me unlike for u..so, u better be careful with him, one scratch on him, i will bury u deep inside the earth..I warned him as I sat in the car..Drove them recklessly..Seeing my dad knees in rare mirror..U deserve it dad..Only that came out of my mouth..i hate u, i hate u so much..

i was crying all way remembering my childhood, how he had treated me,because of him, i lost everything..my mom..left me forever..i hate u Raj Malhotra..i can't forgive u ever..nor i can't forget my past..u won't get any chance from my side ever..mark it, i won't give u any chance..i was driving so reckless..i myself don't know when i reached our apartment..i thought of going to lonavala directly..but i was tired to drive such long distance..so, ended up to our apartment..

baba, kal hum apko lonavala lekar jayenge..apko drive karne ki zarurath nae hai.. my driver said to me, as i gave him keys..

tek hai..ap please ek baar lonavala par check kardijye ki..kal ke liye sab arrangement hogaya ya nae..If anything is left out..Ghar Ko phone karke batha dijyega.. i said him, he nodded his head positively..i turned my heels towards lift..i was in my own world..a complete mess I'm even today..I took a long breath..as i wiped my last tears, which I was having remembering things in my life..huh! Past is not letting me to move on ahead in my life..i need let go things..i need to..i was disturbed by all ways..i need peace..away from everything..i walked in corridors, when my phone buzzed with notification..i had tears in my eyes..As it popped with picture of my mom..

Happy birthday mom..i said to her pic, it was twelve of night..i wiped my tears..i smiled sadly..seeing her small smile..it is my mom's 55th birthday..i miss her a lot at this moment..i wish she was here for me..life would've been like this for me..she would've let me go through anything alone..she would've not.. Now i had become  what she wanted me to be, just for her.. Please come back mom..Please..But in vain she doesn't hear me like always.. i closed my eyes let down my tears..Miss u..I kissed her pic..And slide my phone into pocket and walked ahead..

i was about to press password..when door opened revealing most unexpected person at this hour...Nandini Manik Malhotra..my Jaanu..My wife, she gleamed with happiness and twinkling eyes with open arms..but what was she doing here? Abhay said she was in parents home..then how come she here..i rubbed my eyes again and again..to recheck because maybe she was illusion infront of me..

Nandini's attire

Manik Malhotra..i'm here in real..she said loudly seeing me act, which is totally weird..when she said, i was in her arms, finally she was waiting for me, she was real..it wasn't my illusion..u know i have waited this day, more than anything..whenever i used come at door..i used wait to open it, thinking someday she will open door for me, like years back..i was so happy that my dream finally came truth..now she is in my arms..i don't want anything..

Thank u..i choked my only word, which came out of my mouth, where i crushed to my head more into her crook..to feel her, and smell her..for making sure, that was really her for me..like old days..where she gave me, much needed access to feel her..she was kissing my collar bone..i let her do that..i badly craved for this moment in my life..only i know how much..there are many times, i had walked out seeing door not opening for me by her..i didn't wanted come inside this apartment, where she isn't there, waiting for me..it felt so suffocated inside it..only i can feel it..the home, which i gave her to keep it like heaven became hell to me, when she wasn't here..it didn't felt like home at all to me..it didn't..

shshsh..Mani..i'm here..stop crying..i was sobbing in her arms, which is really unknown to me, she was rubbing my back to soothe me..

From now on u will open door for me, right? U won't leave me, right? i asked her like small baby to her eyes, which had become teary seeing me like this..she wiped my tears and again hugged me tightly..

I won't leave u again Manik..i promise..Nandu promise..i will open the door for u always before u ring the bell..she whispered it to my ears..i tightened my hold on her..it felt real peace..which i was finding in the whole world..she is ultimate peace of my world..we stood there for how long i don't know..i was feeling my soul with her solace, which only she can give me..

i scooped her in bridal style and closed door from leg, where she guided me to kitchen..and i did same..i placed her on kitchen counter..and studied her, and then again hugged..it feels heaven..

what are u doing here? tum tho apne parents ghar mai rene wali thi na? why are u here? wait a second where is my pumpkin? is she here? pumpkin..pumpkin..i said loudly in excitement to my daughter..and then remembering that i said her to stay in her parents' home..because i was not sure about staying for night here but lonavala..

Tum ri pumpkin..apni Nani ki ghar mai hai..Aur tumra beta ki bare mai, tume  kud patha hoga.. That he is in malhotra mansion..and i'm here..muje ghar nae jantha..so, i dropped avni over there, as she was stubborn to stay there with mrudula to trouble mom and dad..and hence, i came alone here and i was waiting for u..she ended..

what usse akele vah kyu chod kar ayye? I​ miss her, u could've bring her with u, when u were coming here..what will i do without her here?? i asked her in shock..where she glared me badly..

peli bath..mai uss chod kar nae ayye..she wished to stay there..and voh akeli nae hai..mrudula sath hai uska..uska bohuth maan tha ren ke liye..so maine es liye usse chod kar ayye vah pe..and dursi bath..what u mean, what will do without her...mai ghost hu, jo dek nae rahi hu, kya? tume..she retreated back..

are u jealous of ur daughter? c'mon.. Mrs. Malhotra..i miss her..esliye pucha maine..i said resting my hands on my hips..where she glared me..

aur vese tumne abhay ko miss nae kar rahi ho kya? sirf apne beti ko miss kar rahi ho kya? he is also in his dadu's house..u didn't questioned me..aur bath beti ki ayye tho es uchal rahe ho..she questioned me with folding hands..she had point..

because mai kud Abhay ko sulkar ayya hu..i thought of bringing him with me..but he wanted stay there..so, chod kar ayya mai..and yeah..i even i miss my son too..sorry I miss both of them..i glared her..she pulled my cheeks followed by cheek kiss..saying i'm cute..i jerked hand and rubbed my cheeks and gave deadly glare for calling me cute..she knows, i hate all of them..still she does that..She loves me to annoy me lot..Uff crazy girl..

Acha did i did anything wrong by leaving Abhay in malhotra mansion? she asked me..as i sat next to her on counter..where i can Avni's kitty was roaming around dining table..and make itself comfortable to sleep..

No..i guess..he is habitual in staying with dad and mom in London..so, i thought he will feel better with them by spending some time..I hope when he comes back he will be fine( I took a pause)..i don't know, he looked pretty upset..crying buckets together..i feel i meet same abhay of month's back..i don't know what's going on his tiny head..i'm sure he is upto something very big this time..and he is really scared for its outcome..kuch samaj nae araha hai..how to deal with him? i guess..cabir and mrudula se bath karna padega..then we can fetch some information about him..i looked her, while she was leaning against my chest..and our hands entwined with each other..

u think manik..he is not ready to speak a word with us only..he will tell them? i don't think so..she said to me..god! ka pasa rahe ho hum logo ko pir se..

u are right..i don't know what to do now? he is in deep shit and we are not able to do anything for him..i felt helplessness..Which is pinching my heart too badly..

Nandini i guess we should go for some holiday away from this mess for Abhay..he really needs a break and relax for some time..its really not good for his age..we should take him somewhere away..we should distract and make him forget everything..and bring back same Abhay..i really need to get back my son, whom i talked for the first time in phone..the most innocent kid with bubbliness..i wish to get back him at this moment..

idea acchi hai..But where to go?? She asked me as she jumped from counter and made way to frigde..

Bachon Ko puch lenge..Where they wanna go..Let's take where they ask us to take them.. What say?? She just bobbed her head still looking for something in fridge. What so interesting in them??

Manik close Ur eyes..She ordered still not looking at me..I was pissed off..She is not giving attention to me but something inside the fridge..This is highly ridiculous..

Nandini what are doing?? Come let's sleep..I need to leave early tomorrow..I said to her my not so good tone..She turned to me..

close Ur eyes now..With her stern tone..I didn't had option but to close my eyes..

So, Mr hubby Malhotra..U can open Ur eyes now..She said sexily into my lobe and biting them..Where I hissed in pleasure..

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Congrats to world's richest man ..From his wife..She said cutely into my ears..I smiled to her..

Thank u wifey..i said to her..i sat on counter itself by folding my legs properly making myself comfortable, where nandini passed knife to me..i gladly took them..i took her hand in mine as i cut the cake with her..i fed her first piece of cake to her..while she fed me remaining piece..

u have baked the cake..she bobbed her as she was licking her fingers..

isn't it delicious? she asked me with smirk..

not more than u..i said huskily and pulled her from bare waist..she hit my chest..

Manik, ab tired nae hora hai tume? u need to leave early morning don't u? she asked me to divert topic..she not only diverted the topic but smile to..it was lost again..i came back to reality..i sighed..

u are right? we need sleep..hmm i can u make haldi vala dudh for me? i asked her, she was observing me..but i didn't cared much to cover up anything from her..and i will not from here on..i'm done to cover up things..i'm so done with things..when i know she will be there to hold me, i don't mind failing..

okay..u sit..i will warm milk for it..i nodded my head..as my mind went blank..

Manii..kaha kogaye? i'm calling u since forever..she snapped me from thought process..i was not thinking anything but everything was roaming in mind..each pictures..each smiles..each promises..each memories..every thing looked perfect..but every thing was not correct..huh! something is awaiting for us again..my senses pinged me..not again..i palmed myself from inside..i'm done with drama's..i'm..

kahi nae..i drank milk in one go, where nandini gave most disgusting look for milk..this girl, won't change for good..its still yuck for her..

Manii..Abhay said everything to me..she said to me..i gave her side hug, while she was still standing on floor..now our height matches..not really..but either not bad..

Good..i hope u aren't mad at him? she nodded no..i smiled at her..and i didn't asked anything further..if she wants to tell, she will tell..i don't want to force any..

Manii..she showed me her hands in air babishly..i picked her in my arms..and walked to our down stair room..i gently threw her on bed as i went to freshen up and came out only in my boxer..and crashed next to her..where she snuggled to me..i kissed her mang..

good night jaanu..i said to her lovingly..

night mani..she said and slept cuddling more..where i forget each thought, because i got my peace, which is in my arms..i kissed her time to time..adorning her..when i slept i don't know..

end of manik's pov

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nandini's pov

please don't leave me..please..i could hear someone murmuring it..i felt, ting of water on my forehead..

please..mamma..don't leave me..that hiccuping voice was familiar to me..when i got..who its was..i got up in jerk..only to see manik in worst ever condition..he was crying in his sleep..tears where rolling from his eyes..and he was mumbling loudly as if he lost his mom..

mom..no..mom..u can't leave..mom..he was repeating same lines..i was so scared..i never seen him in such worst condition..neither i want to see him..

Manii..baby get up..Manii...get up..i patted his cheeks..but no he was so restless..i was afraid to my whole world..

No...mom...he shouted in his sleep..he got up in jerk..he pushed me..as he sat in fear..and he was doing same..

mom..she can't leave me..she can't..he was saying words..which was taking my own beneath..he looked vulnerable..he wasn't aware of his own presence..what he was doing..what he was saying..i have no idea..i saw a fear..i saw broken heart, which was crying like hell..he looked devastated..trust me i never wanted see him wildest nightmare also..

Manii..where are going? i pulled him back on bed, as he was running out of the room..i was in tears myself..i couldn't with stand such a situation and what's happening around me, i'm in big shock..everything was fine, i thought but it was not..

voh log mera mamma ko lekar jare hai..they will take her away from me..like he took everything away from me..no i can't let her go..not the last women of my life..no i can't let go my mom..leave me..jana hai muje..leave my hand for god sake..leave me..he was pulling his hands from me with great force..he wasn't my manik..he wasn't..he looked different..he looked as if someone had ripped his all power from him..but yet he was strong to stop his mom..wait..what the heck he was talking..he was all fine with his mom, right? then what shit he is talking now..

chodo mera hath ko..they will take her away from me..she will die leave me..he didn't recognized me at all..he was trying to get rid of my hold..but for the first time..i was stronger than him..and within seconds he held his cheeks..he looked into my eyes..as i slapped him..he didn't gave me option..now i felt guilt seeing glassy eyes with tears..he fell on bed and started to cry..this manik, i really don't know..i never meet this person, in my entire world..this side was buried inside him..which he never showed to any..

mamma..he was crying uncontrollably..my vision was blur, i couldn't see him but i can hear his wails..he was in pain..i'm not able to do anything..no i can't let that happen again..no i won't let him fall, when i'm here..i crawled on bed to him..he was crying like small infant holding his knees in sleeping posture, who lost his mom..where she was very much alive..i guess, something had happened to her in past, that's disturbing him in present..

bacha come here..i called him showing my open arms, as i slept on bed facing him..he was crying so much..it was hurting my heart..it was breaking my heart piece by piece..he looked me..but hid his face by digging his face in sheets..

go away, u are not my real nandini..u are not..stay away from me..u aren't real..i know..he shouted still hiccuping..i was numb to react..what's happening will someone explain me..he was saying, i was not real..i observed his behavior from morning..this third time, i'm feeling that he thinking that i'm his illusion..i was scared to moon and back..while i tired to touch his shoulder..he jerked my hands each time..as he held his knees to his chest..started wailing again..i tired many times to get his attention..but no, he was not recognizing, its me..in real..his Jaanu..this thing made my soul cry where he was shatter from inside, i never knew this much..that he is not able to find out i was real or not..

ahhahha..maa...he shouted loudly holding his head..now it was my time to get worlds fear..i was nervous..he was banding his fist on bed..as his head was aching real bad..i pulled him forcefully into my arms..he tried to shoo away from me..but i was stronger..

shshsh...Mani kya hura hai? what happened bacha??please apne mamma ko bolo..i pleaded him..seeing his condition..i don't know what to do..then something strike me in my mind, which abhay said to me..shit! he is having panic attack..oh! aiyyappa ab mai kya karu mai??

bohuth dard hora hai..his most painful voice echoed into my soul..i loosened his fist with great difficulty as he was still banging his fist on bed..and i entwined our hands..the hold of his was so tight, it was hurting my hand..he was trying to control his pain..but nothing was working for him..

let me go..they will take my mom..i won't able to stop her..leave me..he was reciting same lines again and again as my hold was going tighter by tighter..i was myself sobbing seeing him like this..he was in so much pain..i'm not able to anything to him..i so helpless..i'm not giving that solace, which he gives me..i'm not able to give the warmth, which can relax him..but i failed to do everything..being his wife..i failed being his soul mate again..

ur mom is safe jaan..she is fine..trust me..she is fine..kuch nae huwa unhe..with great difficulty i cupped his face to gain his attention..and his eyes softened, maybe seeing something in my eyes..

par..voh log lekar chal gaye usse..mujse dur..he said looking at door..as if the people took his mom from there..but no was there..except walls and room door..

if they are taking away from u..then ur mom would've called u, right bacha? i tried my best to explain..i hope he understands and stop panicking..

she can't talk..she can't hear any..she is sleeping..she won't up..i'm trying to wake her up from long..but she is not waking up..so, please let me go..i will get back her..he sobbed again..i was stunned by his choice of words..i don't know what to answer..what not..because i was not understanding, what's happening..what he was talking..what he was trying to tell me..one thing was sure...his mom was taken by someone..and he need to get back her..that's all i could understand from his words..but thing his mother is much here, all fine all good with him...then what non sense he is talking..

no one is taking her baby..she is here..she is fine..i will take u to her tomorrow..trust me on that..i said to him..i will call up neyonika aunty in morning to come over here..she can handle him..and she should answer me..yes, she needs too..

she is fine..u are telling truth, right? he asked so innocently..he looked like small kid, who is lost in fair..he just needs his mom..that's it..aiyyappa kyu kare ho, ye sab eski sath..he is suffering so much..i'm not aware of it..i'm not..why did u make me heartless, why?

yeah baby..she fine..i said calmly..i took him in my arms..he snuggled into me more, crying was nowhere going to stop..he was hiccuping..i don't know what to do..but i was rubbing his back to soothe him as much as i could..

manik..is ur head is still aching baby? i asked but i didn't got any response from him..i pulled myself away from him..i patted his cheeks..he was not responding to me..he wasn't..he unconscious..much to my terror..i was horrified..i don't know how to handle him..i don't know..at this hour, what should i do..then i remembered his doctor..Sanskar..i came out of his grip..i dialed his doctor no..i hope he receives my call..

hello..a sleepy voice invited me from other side..

hello..Dr. Sankar..its Nandini..i was stammering..i was myself not in state to react or talk properly..because i experienced something, which i never felt in my whole life..it was biggest trauma for me..

Nandini..I'm sorry..is it Manik's girl? he wasn't sure and my voice ditching too badly for me..not his mistake..i was shivering myself..how can u expect me to talk properly..

yeah..yeah..its me..voh..voh..Mani..he got panic attack..he is not waking up now..he is unconscious..i seriously don't know, what's happening with him..i'm so scared..please can u come over and check him once..i finally said words..where my eyes laid on my man, who was sleeping with frowns..he was exhausted..dry tear marks with sweat beads where all over his face..he was sweating at dropped A/C..aiyyappa why us again?? please..don't trouble us more..not him, leave him in peace for heaven sake..if u wanna trouble me, trouble as much as u want let him be in peace..don't snatch it from him again..

arey..arey..shanth Nandini..u said Manik had panic attack right? (i gave hmm as an answer) now he is unconscious..(i gave an yes) Nandini u try to wake him up once..he will get up..but don't u dare to ask him anything..which u witnessed now..he will be having zero idea about the things, he did now..u should behave like nothing happened, i mean real nothing..(he ordered me, i could only give my consent for it) and don't worry, he is fine now..it usually happens with him..he will be having no idea..what he did..so, please don't query him..he won't be able to answer u..and he will try to stress more..then his condition may again deteriorate again like years back..he was ranting..but my life stopped at the very moment, when i heard him saying it usually happens with him..aiyyappa..did u heard that..my manii, is suffering this from so long, which i'm not aware of..ayyoo..i'm so bad..i couldn't see this manik at all..how didn't i..and from all this time, how would've he managed this all alone..who took care of him..the thought only bought a shiver in my entire system..he being alone in this condition.is more worse to just imagine also..

Nandini..Nandini are u there? he asked me..i just hmmed..

usse ye se attacks hamesha athe kya? who used take care of him? i asked him as i sat on floor, keeping my hands on my head..i lost my own sanity..i couldn't breath..every breath i take, it was bleeding more..i can't take this pain..its hurting to see him in pain..

hain Nandini..didn't Manik or Abhay said to u? he gave more shocking news to me..

does Manik knows about panic attacks? u told he doesn't remember anything? i asked him in a doubt..

yes, Nandini Manik, knows about his panic attacks..but the thing is he doesn't remember things..he said calmly..i closed my mouth to stop my sob..my heart was ripping seconds by seconds..

then who used take care of him? he looks so vulnerable..i said to him..because he needs someone to take care of him..he needs, otherwise..what will happen to him..

most of the time no one will be there to look after him..he tries to control things, from subconsciousness until he faints, he wakes up when he is fine with heavy head..or Mrudula..she handles him..she has become pro than anyone to handle him..u don't worry he will be fine..i was senseless, when i heard that..no one was there for him..no one..not even me..i promised him, that i won't leave ever..look here what and all happened behind me..i was living peacefully in my life and he wasn't at any peace even a second my heart knew it, i was pinching me but i ignored every time..i'm worst thing in his life..i had kids atleast but for him no one..and i'm thank full to Mrudula..i never understood, why manik always calls her as angel in darkness..because she proved him..that she is an angel to him..i really owe her my life to her..i really do..

and hain, jab hosha ayega he gets terrible head ache..make sure he takes medicines..it is highly sedative medicine..he doesn't know what he does, u may say..he acts like drunkard or more than that..he doesn't have any idea, what he is doing..u need not to worry..Manik ends up sleeping taking his pills and sleeps..and u need not to be scared..his attacks have come down from years together..now he is recovering to greater extent..and the day is no far, that he will be fine all way..with no attacks and nightmares..he said much to my relief..i breathed a long breath..which i was holding from long back..

and huh! please remind him to come for his regular check up..he usually tends forget with his work..u just remind him..okay..he said to me genuinely..

can we meet tomorrow? i need to know everything about Manik's past and present health condition..can u come over to the address, which i will to send u tomorrow..i asked in unsure tone..as i walked to fetch some water to wake up manik..from his unconsciousness..

sure nandini..u just ping me address and time..i will be there..and please don't worry about Manik, he will be fine..if any emergency please call me up..i will be there soon..he said calmly..i took hand full of water..to wake him up..

thank u..and sorry for the disturbance at this hour..i didn't know what to do and what not? so, ended up calling u..i don't know anyone,,but i remember ur his doctor, so, i called u up..i sprinkled water on manik's face..i got life as he reacted for it..i sighed finally in peace..

u need not to nandini..u can call me up any time..and when manik is matter, i'm always available for him, i promised his mom..to take care of him..so, no issues..okay..good night..i hang up call as i saw manik, holding his head with closed eyes..i can't see him like this..it was hurting not only my heart but my soul too..

ahhaah..maa..my head..he clutched sheets in his fist..and tears again started rolling from his eyes..with mine..no i should be strong to deal with him..i should get my manik..yes, i should heal him..i will..

Manii..what happened baby? i took him in my arms, this time he didn't resisted or pushed or jerked me..he was just waiting for my warmth..and he cuddled to my chest..i had tears myself..how he is bearing so much pain alone..

Jaanu..see my head is aching..its hurting me..he complained like a child..i pulled him more into me..and started kissing his hairs..he was relaxing and calming now..i wiped my tears..

Manii..arey u fine bacha? he nodded no..a real big no..he wasn't i knew it..but i can't do anything..

Please meri sath chalo..i need to get my medicines..he said to me..still holding his head..we both walked up to kitchen..where manik's whole body weight was on me..i balanced him, as i made him sit on counter..and gave him glass of water, which he gulped in one go..i wiped his tears and sweat from my hands..as i kissed his eyes..he pulled me for brief hug..more than him, i needed it..i was so broken seeing him like this, i need him to fix that broken pieces from his hug..i baldy need one..

how long we stood like that i don't know..we both were finding peace, solace, warmth, assurance and love in each other arms..he was finding solace in me..i wanted to ask so many things to him..but i couldn't..i can't keep him under any stress..i can't..i can't lose my Manii again..i won't lose him..i won't..

tumra medicines kaha hai? i asked him, after breaking hug..

upper vala cabinet pe hai..please get me that..he said still massaging his head..how i wished to take his pain..

i made him to have his pill..we both walked to our room again..i made him sit on bed..

I had an accident years back..uski wajase..i got blood clot in my head..i get severe head ache, when i take stress..so, u don't worry..i will be fine by morning..he said to me, before i ask any question to him..

u are fine na Manik? please sach bolo..i was choking myself..

i'm fine jaanu..trust me..he said pulling me on his lap..i was in tears..i couldn't control myself any more..i can't see him like that..i can't..i cired in his arms..where he let me do..

shshsh..baba i'm fine..nandu..please stop crying yaar..he pleaded me in hug..where i was ruffling his hairs with oily hands, which i bought from kitchen to give him some head massage..where he was relaxing in my neck crook..giving wet kisses on my nape to soothe me..

it feels heaven..i heard his drowsy  voice..i smiled at his words..i pulled out from hug..

i need u..that's all i could manage..where i pressed my lips without waiting for any reply..he was numb to react..i kissed him..where there was no participation from his side..

Nandini..i will hurt u..please..don't baby..i won't be in my senses in seconds..he was really worried for me at this time also..where it should be me not him..

please..i need u manik..i don't know what got into me..but my insecurities where going out of my reach..i need him to assure me, by his closeness and love..i badly carving it from him..

shshsh..if that what u want..i'm ready..but stop me..i don't know what will i be doing..in my lost senses..so, u need to stop me..he warned me sweetly ..i nodded my head..as we both pressed our lips together..it was our soul's way to talk to each other and heal each other..i let him dominate me..it was most hungry and passionate kiss..where he was assuring me while i was getting assurance from him..

within seconds i was naked under him and our cloths scattered all way in our room..he was kissing my each part in wildly..where i was pulling him more into me..i was feeling, i was alive in his love again..there was only love in his eyes..with each passing second he was getting wild and rough on me..his bites were harsh..it was saying he was losing his control..and not in his senses..which i didn't minded for a second..all i need was him..just him..he nibbled, he chewed, he sucked my nipples..drank his milk..dropped wet, chaste, butterfly, harsh and bite on my skin..i was moaning in high pitch..still i needed him..where he entered inside me without warning..it was that harsh..i felt pain in my point..he was thrusting inside me without any mercy, i don't know how badly i come to him and he on me,we lost the track..and i cried in pain..where he sucked my tears..and kissed me to soothe me..but he didn't gave time for me to adjust, which is really unlike him..he rammed inside me..like never before..he was hurting me like never before..he was more than monster tonight, a person who is more dominative than i thought..but the thing is i didn't cared for it..i didn't..we made love for how long i don't know..but we both were in heaven in pleasure..yes, he was hurting me with each thrust but he was soothing me with gentle kisses..and night become really long for me..where we both forget the happenings around the world..because we were in our world..no one allowed..no one allowed to take our happiness..no one..means no one..

he was about pull out his shaft from my core..but i stopped him..he looked me in droppy eyes..he looked so cute..i can't tell u how much..i kissed his mole and lips..he smiled in response..a kid smile..it was fusion of both monster and cute little boy..a different shades at the same time..

let it be..i want to feel u more..i was exhausted, it was paining me..but that pain, which was giving me assurance..and i need that..

it hurts baby..i was already harsh on u..please let me out..or else u will get more hurt..he said sweetly..keeping his head on my chest..he was going to deep slumber..and i felt more pain..but its manageable..

its not hurting manii..u sleep..i said him, while his mouth again took my nipples and started sucking milk..i started kneading his hairs..thinking about whole happening..it was long day for me..where i cried listening my son's story..i never knew, in what mess he was..a boy of 10 had gone through so much..i have no idea..i thought he was disturbed because i didn't told about his dad, but the reality was Abhay knew everything, and..when i knew my son helplessness..i'm unable to do anything for him..i feel so helpless..i felt i failed my son too badly..but he says i didn't..manik really made his kids more mature than i made them, more positive than i made them..he have greater impact of my kids decision and of behavior..they were so understanding and broad minded..its all because of him..Abhay says he used explain them it seems..what do and what not.. not to hurt any.. not to fight with any unnecessarily..he had taken good care of my kids by staying away from them..being mere stranger..where i thought he was ruthless and heartless..which he was not..he had proved them that he deserves all to be their dad to his kids..that's the reason they love him more than anything in this world..and my kids too deserve him more than i deserve him..but abhay was smart brat, he didn't told me manik's side of story..because he had promised manik and himself it seems, that he won't say his side things to me or any..and said me to find out myself..but he made sure i know little main things..which i need know about manik's health, that's how i got to know that manii got panic attack..warna i would've not known what was happening with him..

and then now manik..i serious wonder what's happening around me..i don't know..please somebody put full stop to the mystery and reveal things about my man please..and i fell in deep slumber with my hubby in my arms..and waiting for next morning, to open up the past for me, desperately..its time to reveal the past of him..get into them and heal him sooner with my son.

ITS TIME FOR SOME PAUSE TO PRESENT;

WITH REWIND AND PLAY OF PAST;

JUST TO START A BEAUTIFUL PLAY FUTURE;

AFTER COMPLETE VANISH OF EVIL IN PRESENT STOP!!

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I'm finally done with chapter of 14500+ words..hope u all enjoyed it...

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yeah abhay and mrudula's patch up will be given tomorrow..and how many missed pumpkin?? i thou missed her so much..

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