PART 38

Okay that's the limit I tested u all..And thanks for being patient with me..Thank u for all wishes for my internals, it went well..

And I wanna wish u all Happy Women's Day to all my ladies.👸👸👸👸..Who are rocking the world, making shock to the world by their positive attitude and work...

Keeping going with Ur attitude and ur work..Be strong to deal with this world..Be proud to the people, who u love..Ty all for wishes again..

And yeah don't expect an update from my side on my Parthu's birthday.. I'll be going out of town this weekend..So, please don't mind..I will compensate u all sooner with my updates, after my comeback..Which may happen to Tuesday or Wednesday of next week..And huh! Wish my darling with all heart and bless him with world's happiness on his day.. Aww Parthu..😍😍😍

I just wanna say it badly..No offense..

Parth fandom is a name❤

But

❤Parthain❤ is an emotion..😉😉

(Right guyss)

Oops I'm hearing it aloud there..From my readers..

Now coming to update, some may think what the hell is wrong with writer and manik's pov..I truly don't want to say anything about it..Some may don't like this part, as u may feel I putting all blame on Nandini..But I say have patience..Until u read manik's past in real..Its just glimpse..

And sorry for any type of errors..No pro reading so adjust karlena..

Inline comments are love😊😊

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Manik's pov

I hugged mom again..And told which only could be heard by parents, as my dad was standing next to me..

And I want a promise that u won't leak this to anyone, that I knowing Ur plan..Kas karke Abhay ko..Am I clear?? I said to my dad eyes..Who was still looking at me in happiness..Where he frowned hearing my words and my mom broke the hug..

And why is that so? My dad asked with equal stern tone..Because Abhay is matter of decision..And he letting Abhay down never happening..

Because I'm saying it..I answered him, where my mom slapped her forehead, complaining about us under her breath..

And what makes think, I'm obliging to it?? He smirked at me..While I sat on VIP chair calmly giving a deadly smirk to him..

I hope u don't want me to leak Ur secret, do u? I said to me, with my evil smirk..The look on my dad's face what I love the most now days..

What secret u are talking about? He asked covering his fear..I mentally laughed at his expenses..

Secret of Mr. Abhay Manik Malhotra being sole owner of entire Malhotra empire from past 6 months..I said in wicked serious face..Oh! This game is real fun dude..I'm loving it..And he gulped down looking at mom, who was more than shocked over my revelation..

Wh..What..Are u talking Manik?? He stammered little..But my mom joined me sitting next to me..Where others were preparing for next song and people were entertained by fab4 and anchor like as usual..And Nandini and kids with rest..

I'm talking same thing which Abhay, isn't aware of..If I happen to say this to him..Think what and all consequences may come, already u are trying every best to pacify my son in all ways from 5 months..what will happen, if i happen to say him, he is hire of malhotra's? when he is trying every best to reject each thing, which ur giving to him..i said dangerously..where he looked scared..he is dealing mission Abhay maano from months together..and he surely don't needs one more complication for it, that to risky for their relationship..my dad, is putting all cent percent hardship to fetch my son,and i'm very well aware about it, as ammy(abhay) said same to me..he wants to put their relationship in same way, the way it is from past 2 years.. if i don't say abhay changed my dad, it will be big fat lie..my dad as changed, that's all because of one major blow in his life, from me and my neyo mom and other is from my son.. Abhay is someone in my dad's life, who he loved most next to mukthi, and he not giving single penny from his property to his daughter, was biggest shock for my life too, even today..but as years changed there is no good bond between my dad and mukthi..all thanks to mukthi, i guess..she must have messed up something more in his life too..if i lost something..he too lost many..my parents were almost in verge of divorce..they both used just stay together under same roof, but their relationship lost it essences as my mom started regretting marrying dad too badly, for his deeds in my life..that's when my dad became trusty of my kids of school 2 years back, to distract himself from his own mess, which is created by him only..and that's when he got his Abhay, his grandson, who is ruler being Rockstar of that school, my dad was finding me in him, as he regretted hurting me, as he missed me too badly..and my dad, started enjoying Abhay's company, which he missed with me being he my father..u won't believe my dad takes him, where he ask for, whatever my son ask for, which he happens not done to mukthi also..his free time were reserved for abhay..my dad fly to london once in a month just to be with my son..that's how they had bond, which is something very pure like milk, where my dad love him infinity, and Abhay being lone sole loved my dad's company out of crowd, he became near to my dad as he reached each detail of my life, with help of my dad..as Avni found best company with David..my son found it in my dad..and if not Abhay..things would've went too nasty between my parents..he has major role not only in my love story but in my parents too, unknowingly..i'm glad he changed my dad for good..in fact my dad was the first person among all, to know that Abhay was my son, as he saw my name in Abhay's profile for the first time 6 months back, to send same information to me, about scholarship students from his school, who could attend for my music workshop, which for his luck that time Abhay wasn't aware of..when Abhay came to know whole truth about me and my dad..that's how things started taking U turn in their relationship..now my son hates my dad for his deeds..this is called real karma..didn't i say..karma is bitch..it haunts..it haunts scaring shit out of u..until u feel depth of darkness too badly..he is paying now more badly..i mean too badly..where he is on knees down for my son's one chance..one damn chance..that's all he needs from my son..and i know my dad won't let my son regret again, his decision on one chance..never..but Abhay accepting that..is what making entire situation worse in his life again..and let's see how Abhay gonna deal my dad in future..i'm waiting eagerly..

u won't do that..i had enough of pacifying him..don't make it more complicated between us, Manik..he warned me..i made poker face, but felt very happy seeing my dad's other side..i would've never experienced until abhay did his magic on him..but in all my son have upper hand in changing him..my dad is weak now, somewhere i had been polite to my dad and not hurting him, because i don't want to hurt my son and their beautiful relationship, which is in verge to lose..i don't want to play with that feeling with either of them..yes, i hate my dad..but i can't hurt him, because i don't want hurt my son indirectly.. if my dad loves him..my son is no less, he too loves my dad to core..and he suppressing it because i'm in between them as he loves me more than he love my dad..too much complication in Abhay Malhotra's..uff.. where he stuck between hatred and love with his dad and my dad..little boy, where relationships are disasters in his life too, like mine..

so, u aren't telling him, right? i question him rising my eye brow..my dad had bad temper to control at the moment..because i was using his secret to shut his mouth..directly blackmailing him..that's how black mailing to be done..my dad taught me too well as lesson for life..and i'm good learner u see..i learnt it well..

no..happy? he questioned me..but things are going out of hand for him..one was my son and other was his son..life can't suck more from Raj Malhotra..i laughed at his state..where mom stared me in amusement without uttering a word against the matter..can someone help Raj Malhotra from my hand..will be by dad's wish..And I know only Abhay can help him from me..Only he can..but he not going to do..i so know it that too..poor dad..

and mom u? i asked her, she was more than happy seeing i shutting my dad's mouth, it was something she wished to see from me..and somewhere me too, but in my limits..

anything my baby ask for..she said lovingly where my dad groaned in defeat..tables have badly turned against him.. and he can't do anything..but shut his fucking mouth, for his little secret..i walked out giving a cheek kiss to my babe..

thank u once again, babe..i gave flying kiss with flirt tone..and my dad's face had become flushed in anger..he just hates that to core..and my mom loving me more irks him more..and i flirting with her is last thing he wants..and she my caught kiss much to my delight..and annoyance of my dad..he just had enough of me for heaven sake..i laughed at his expenses..now its turn of my son..be ready honey..u have long way from my side, for fooling me..i mentally said..as my son waved hand to me, as next performance was ours..it was one of his wish, which he asked me as ammy, and i couldn't say no to him..after such happiness he gave to me..i not completing his wish, not happening anywhere..

Abhay is a big boy of 10, knows his responsibility better than me, where he needs chill and relax at this age..and now my dad wants to handover his property to Abhay on special day of his life..and neyonika mom is guardian of him, till he attains 18 years, then he should take care of each affair of malhotra's..he as so many responsibility, which is awaiting for my little son..aww..i wasn't this responsible at his age..but i don't let anyone burden him, i want him to enjoy his life, which i never enjoyed..i want to fulfill his wish..i want to be with him in small to smallest thing, at any time..i want to make his childhood a bliss, which i lost..i want to see my lost happiness with him..i want to bring same crazy son of mine, who used make me stop meeting, how much ever important it was or any damn thing in world..he needs all me to listen his silly to silly things, or pacify him, whenver he gets into fight..that's how my son was..he is bad prankstar if u happen to mess with him..people scare about him..but when u see him like individual, u won't believe Avni is nowhere reach to Abhay's pagal panthi..In anger he had locked his principal in washroom for whole day, for scolding his sister.. That's how he was..He won't let go anyone that easily if they are wrong or harm his dear one's, something he got badly from dad gene only..And my dad have long way in this birth to pacify my son..And no one can know it better than me..

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Writer's pov

Thanks Neyo..Thanks for making my son finally, happy..Raj said giving side hug to neyonika, who was admiring Manik's smile, which she wanted bring by hook or crook in her son's face..

Its my son..only mine..Not urs..Get that straight Raj.. Neyonika said sternly direct to Raj's eye..Where he was hurt by her words again..This what they were, since 11 years..Staying together yet far from each other, Raj Malhotra called for it, this called paying back for sins..

Neyo..He is my son too..He said her with same guilty tone..Anyone can say whatever he said was true..but things are done are just done.
Where neyonika laughed sarcastically..

I know Raj..But that's the biggest mistake in my son's life..That u are his father..And yeah, let me remind u Manik is not going to accept u , anywhere..shayad voh tumse bath karsaktha hai..But never to dream to get my son..I know him this well..So, don't hope more and get hurt..And I won't let u harm my son again..never..She said sternly with warning tone..If Raj was hurt, she was hurt beyond seeing her son's each bad phase..she had seen many scenes which a mother should never witness, her child..She had cried and prayed all God to get her son back for once, when he was fighting for life and death..and her prayers were granted which always was so pure, she stood in front of every evil just to save Manik..Her only happiness..Her son..For once she never cared about that thought, he being her stepson..No one, I mean no one can say, she is Manik's stepmom.. That's the way she kept her son..in a place like every mother take cares of her child.. In childhood, She was kept away from each affair of Manik's life, since then everything was window dressed in front of neyonika that her son was rich spoilt brat, arrogant, heartless, ruthless, and enjoying someone's pain adding to it, his impulsive and anger,made him look so wrong to the world..That was what people showed THE MANIK MALHOTRA to neyonika, they prettily succeeded to hid the real Manik to his mom..But truth was other way..He was tortured, he was locked in dark room, he getting panic attacks in darkness, humiliating him in crowd..Neyonika was showed a rose path for manik, where people hided thrones, which was pricking manik's leg with is each step..but yet he smiled with pain..No one knows his pain expect him..Everyone were seeing a fake Manik..Who world hates and scares..But he was just a boy of kid heart, who needed was just love, care and concern..But no one could understand that kid heart..Not even his Neyo mom..But when she got to know, who was real Manik..It was too late to hold her son..Who lost every damn thing, just because he stood selfless for his love..And everything was gone, which he had pride for..which he ever trusted more than his life, was just became illusion of his life..

And that's when Neyonika barked Manik's life..Promised herself to get each thing her son lost..And today she was succeeded in bring most enchanting smile of his, where pain didn't had space..She truly deserves an applause from everyone..Because she proved she was best mom, Manik could ever get..More than his own mom Devika..she stepped in someone's left over plate on table, but when she stood, she stood strongly without letting bitter truth affect her and Manik's relationship..she kept them intact and pure..yes, they weren't like other mom and son..who takes all world things in kitchen, by sharing each tiny things of life..they were different, he wasn't mamma's boy..but he was near to his mom, among others in the family..she was there, when she sees his tears..she was there to wipe his tears..she was one, who made him strong, she was one, who bought smile in his face with still tears in his eyes..she stood with all odds..she stood strong only for her son..being best mom of world..she deserved her son..like way he deserved her..a best mom and son they were in combination, who are crazy when they are alone..where she his best friend..where she his best sister..where she his best crime partner..where she his game partner..where she filled up part of dad in manik's life..they were combo..they were package..and they were best of all..

neyo, just one chance..please..i won't let any of u down..i promise..he asked her, since 10 years..but his sorry's went straight deaf ears..as her cries for her son..she begged Mukthi and Raj, countless times to let go Manik, to stop torturing him..but they did every wrong to him..now it is time for paying sins..bad karma is behind of Raj..where he is dying in guilt, where he is been killed with each second with hurting words and ignorance of Neyonika and Abhay..who he loves in infinity..this is punishment for making innocent soul cry in pain..it was time for all bad karma in Raj Malhotra..

save it raj..u have long way for ur sorry's to ur dearest potha, Abhay..within seconds raj shut his mouth..he knew his sorry's can't heal any, and his guilt nowhere going to reduce..he needs to do more actions to get his family back, the way a family should be..where he turned his face to supriya(nandini's mom)unknowingly, who was already looking at him with her cunning smile..life can't betray Raj Malhotra more..where he gulped his throat as he remember, she is the only soul who knows entire thing of manik's past life..she is the only witness of manik's baddest day's in his life..and she is only witness for all assaults of Raj Malhotra from 33 years..she knows each deeds of his, like no one, it is the secret which she wanted to share with Manik in airport.. and his bad time just started in real because one important last stroke from her was left for real downfall of Raj Malhotra in eyes of Neyonika and Abhay, where world should know, who was real Manik..how wrong people were about him..it was time to prove Manik's innocence..and his selflessness love for his loved one's..and it will proved by surpiya for sure, as promised herself, to prove manik..she won't leave Raj for destroying two innocent souls..she won't..she gonna bring the limelight, which she knows about manik and his devika mom..and mainly Raj and Mukthi gonna have bad life from her..and no one will save them from her wrath, for each tear of Manik's begging..no one can help them now,,

GAME IS STILL ON..what supriya muttered, Raj looked her in horror..tables turned around as years passed, she stood in highest place, where once Raj stood and he in her place..he knew this time shutting her mouth will not be happening, from his blackmail which he had been doing since 33 years..he was in deep shit..where he may lose Neyonika and Abhay forever and ever..where she gave thumbs down for his journey near to darkness, the way he made his wife and son's life..punishment was on..now time to taste bitterness of darkness for his each deed..

neyo..he gave meek voice to neyonika, who was smiling at her son's smile..she was lost in his kid smile..where just hmmed without noticing raj being sweated under the threat of supriya..he looked his wife, who was admiring abhay and manik..where abhay's smile was above everything to Raj..he knows that his grandson won't smile at him again in his life, after hearing his real deeds..as he knows abhay is not forgiver like anyone..he will make his life leaving hell..which he happens to be doing since 5 months..uff ! what a life? what a helplessness of THE RAJ MALHOTRA..i pity..

and manik gonna damn enjoy this show..and he was lucky enough to have view to see his dad's and his sister's bad time..and honors are done by his own son and his neyo mom..wow! that to be called..

end of writer's pov

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manik's pov

i took guitar, where abhay was setting his mike..he smiled ear to ear..i smiled back at him..it was the song he wanted sing with him..i said an yes, to him as he asked..after seeing lyrics, i smiled at it..this what we were more than father and son..friends..

(imagine Amitabh Bachaan as Manik's voice and Farhan Aktar as Abhay's voice)

and music started as i played guitar with fab4 in background..who smiled at another addition to fab5, who they welcomed with all heart, surprising me to core, mainly fab3..but i was happy at least they liked him.. i looked Abhay he was sitting his guitar..as i started singing..

since 2 years he was my friend, whom with i talk all nights..if by chance i missed talking him, i used miss something very important in my life..where i end up waking him up in nights, like he do with me..he made my life color full, which i couldn't imagine..where nothing was there expect darkness..he as seen my waking up in success, he was far yet near to me..his one presence changed entire world of mine..he used hear me, whatever non sense i used speak..i used to irritate him..and pacifying him had its own happiness, where i used forget about my messed up life..i never know how i let him fool me..but it doesn't feel bad..he knew i will understand him, he knew i trust him so well..if not that, he would've never taken this big step in his life..and but truth is, he himself made that place of trust in my heart..he already owned it from me, without my knowledge..

where he started singing his part..we forgot the world as we enjoyed our passion ..our music..which damn no one can take that away from us..where we smiled at high pitch looking at each other..where we both danced, it was good view actually unlike crazy steps of ours..we badly impressed ourselves seeing it..and we both laughed..and enjoyed our time..life was blissful, which i never seen..i was never happy this much in my life..now at this second of life, i have everything..i was most happiest soul on earth..i'm glad to each one who made me happy..and i can't thank them for my whole life..they gave me everything, which no one can measure in my life..thanks to all, from bottom of my heart..thank u..

where crowd was hooting with us..avni and bird were standing on chairs and clapping with all happiness and nandini, she was happy to seeing us..didn't i said she is my lucky charm, she is back..everything of mine is back..love u jaanu..

thank u..abhay muttered as i kissed his cheeks, when i took in my arms..i smiled broader..his one of the wish was completed and his list is too long..and i gonna fulfill his each wish..like he fulfilled my each without they coming from my mouth,..

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it was one heck concert with different melody..where it came to an end with best happy note for me in all..i was walking out with Avni in my arms followed by Nandini and Abhay and then my whole family..where for my bad luck, whole media was covered up..shit! i muttered as flash lights started bombarding on us..Avni got little tensed up..i tightened my grip on her, as i pulled nandini to my arms immediately as i know..she hates paparazzi..where i know abhay is used to this, being little rockstar..where i looked vishwas and cabir for help..who guided us little away from media..i don't want their non sense in my life again..as media people have once screwed my image and reputation too badly, when i became bankrupt and commented all nasty things about me, i have bad connection with them..

cabir came to me with nervous smile, where others were taking pics and answering to them..Alya was most bitch among others, i felt..never mind that's what i feel..where mrudula had enough of this women, she walked to prathik..like always, who was counting her arrival towards him, he knows his bff better..life can't simply change..and i badly want to screw alya once, just the way i did to dhruv , while jamming..and finally realizing his mistakes..he took break from everything and did same with alya..and now family is going to disney world..where bird want to go..if he disappoints her, i warned them that i will take mrudula's guardianship on me..which they can't afford as it harms social life of theirs..which they flaunt all fakely..such..i don't have words actually..

manik, i'm sorry..but we can't avoid them..u know..he said measuring his each word, that may affect my attitude towards him..he smiled at nandini, who was holding my hand in tight..she still didn't liked the idea, the way like i didn't..i don't want paparazzi, to use our personal matter as TRP of their channel..

only snaps..u don't need to talk..i and vishwas will handle everything..he said immediately to make it an yes from my side..i looked nandini she just nodded..i gave final sigh..as i walked with my family for snaps..for what joy they want it..i thought..

i stood with avni in my arms..abhay between me and nandini..and something damn was missing..i looked around to find the person..before i utter, it was said by nandini..

mrudula..i looked nandini..and her direction..where i saw small sad face of bird looking at us, i guess she felt ignored, maybe from me..where nandini herself walked up and bought bird in her arms, who was standing next to alya and prathik..the joy on bird's face, was something..this what she lacked, attention..where nandini took bird in her arms..the look on alya said thousands..that sight of her daughter being loved by nandini more, pricked straight knife to mother's heart in alya..she wasn't hurt seeing bird's smile for nandini, will be a white lie..where nandini smiled at us, as she took her position with bird in her arms..making all of us smile in genuine, that's a family for me..which consists all my three kids with my jaanu..and that's what nandini did, who thinks about others and their value in my life..if u ask me..it was million dollar moment..because mrudula was there in my each failure and success..and i ignoring her in my happiness..no way going to happen..she is reason of my smile in darkness and she will be for whole life..where i heard little mutter of thank u from bird seeing nandini's small gesture, it was big thing in bird's life, that's what a kid needs, love and attention, and she got from nandini too, she was happy soul next to me in the world at the moment..and i smiled broader looking at them..my kids were more than happy to give that big space to my bird in our family..can u ask more..no i guess..

many snaps were taken..countless..fuck..people don't get bored..i pulled nandini with last smile to them, ignoring their questions..abhay and mrudula walked before us..to my surprise or to his stupidity he was holding mrudula's hand..and to his bad luck Avni started teasing..

pela pela pyaar hai..peli peli baar hai..i looked her in amused way..for my amusement, avni now had better hold in hindi..as i saw nandini, she frowned hearing pumpkin but damn Abhay Malhotra was too into conversation with his kitten, he didn't notice his own dig..huh! fun starts now..because Nandini happened look that hand in hand open romance..her jaws was just above floor..thanks to her aiyyappa..i laughed mentally, seeing her more frowning as Abhay didn't had idea of leaving bird's hand anywhere early..

duo dil mil rahi hai..magar chup chup ke..avni started her another song..murdering all essence of hindi..my amusement replaced with shutting my daughter's mouth..as it too pathetic to hear..but how can cabir let go opportunity of teasing any..he sang with avni, who effortlessly removed my hands and Abhay is still lost about surroundings..i looked nandini, she was actually looking me, avni and abhay..this is start honey..i gave avni to cabir as i pulled nandini with me to my car..as they kids are going to come in one car, on special request of palak and abir..they all wanted to gel up well..so i let them go..as i know its needed being family..and my kids were more than happy..

what the fuck was that? nandini's first question..but still her eyes were on abhay and bird, who was showing his limited edition guitar to her, which i had given to him..poor boy, he gonna have wrath of his mamma for sure..mamma's boy, life can't get better to u..

jo tum dik rahi ho..i said as i leaned to car as she turned to me..giving murderous look to me..oh! wait, i'm in trouble..where all car zoomed out from arena..

tum patha tha, manik malhotra..she asked me to eyes..which gave answers to her, before i do any excuses for it..for first time i hated my eyes, because it conveys everything which she need know from me..and she started hitting me, thanks to almighty everyone left..it was just us..in parking lot..away from every crowd..otherwise i would've been embarrassed for sure..

manik, what's happening in ur's and abhay's life? for heaven sake ..koyi muje bathayega? i'm so done with both of ur mystery side..she yelled up and sat on car bonnet with puffed cheeks saying she was annoyed and equally hurt..i walked up to her, biting my lower lip..this is digging ur own grave..where i thought it will be my son in my place..

nandini..she jerked my hands from her cheeks..she looked away yet i know her attention was on me..i just did what my heart said..before muttering

thank u...in meek tone and pressing my lips on her..

it was small kiss, where she looked surprising at first..but gave in..i just wanted convey my feelings to her, i know today was my day than her's..she had gifted me, my wish without coming out of curtains..i not noticing it..then i will be called fool for sure..

for? she asked in between kiss...where i smiled..i know her, she won't say it to me..

to make my wish come true..being called papa in real..i said with tears looking into her eyes, while our lips were lingering with each other..she smiled ear to ear..

i didn't do anything, manii..she said to me, she don't know, how to lie into my eyes..and she can't ever, do it..i smiled knowingly..

really Jaanu? i asked her, where she hugged me..i tightened the grip on her waist..

are u happy? she asked me..i bobbed my head like a kid in her crook with tears flowing from my eyes..i was happy, i didn't knew how to express it to her..it was something above world to me..Which I felt far fetched me..where she rubbed my back..to sooth me..

then i'm happy..to make u happy again..she said lovingly, i clung more to her..where she hugged me more..this is what we both were..where we used find happiness with each other..this how we had built our relationship..with world's happiness in each other's arms and making them smile..and today, what she gave me something no one could give me..no one..

how did u got to know its me? kisne bathya tume, avni ne bathya hoga..nai abhay ne? she kept guessing in my crook..i smiled at her annoyance as she thought my kids leaked her secret..

non..i know my kids this well..they won't accept me until u do..i know this much nandini..they won't take such big steps until and unless u need them to do..until ur happy with the thing they do.. and they need ur view before they do anything, and thank u for that, Jaanu, thank u for my making me their real Papa.. Thank u...i said with gratitude, which I had for her, and remembering all past 2 years..where abhay was meeting dad with permission of nandini, but she isn't aware my dad is trusty of that school..as she was busy in expanding business in Europe, from past 3 years...so, she being in home was little irregular and late nights, and kids were taken care by their maid Merry and driver Stephen..but she used have every update about kids and their where about's, expect about my connection with kids..i don't know, why they didn't shared this big news with nandini..i so wanted to ask them but thought other way..they will tell me one day..

so much confidence on ur kids and their mother..she said breaking hug..i just bobbed my head with a smile, what should i say to her..that i know my kids from past 2 years..i know them better than her..and they know me more than her..i don't know..how she gonna react..i could never predict her, she does exactly opposite whatever i think..even in that day, i never thought she will leave me upon kids..somewhere i felt so hurt, that trust on her was something above sky in my life came down..yes, i don't say she did wrong..being mother she did exactly what mother should do and I'm proud of her for that and she took wise decision..i'm happy about that being a father..but there is something called relationship was there, between us..which was also equally important to us, as we being parents..that moment of my life i needed her than anything.. i had lost everything in life..my last hope was just her..but when a hope breaks in front of ur eyes, it feels u are thrown into deep darkness..yes, i betrayed her but somewhere down the line..i too had reason, but non asked me, why i did that, and even if anyone asks me, I'm not saying that thing to anyone, it was my decision, it be within me till I die..i was cheapest person to world, i was..and in her eyes too..she disgusted me, she hated me, she loathed me..she felt i cheated her..she may also felt i was opportunist..she may also felt i used her..it never mattered me that much, when people humiliated me..but it put knife in my heart, when she disgusted me it was hurt in my heart, which went deep down and made its bleeding wounds in its surface even today..because my whole world was just her..when ur world turns u down..how it feels only i know..yes, i'm ruthless..i'm cruel..i deserve every bit of pain..i deserve every bit of hurt..for whatever deeds i did..i don't mind paying for it for my thoughts of killing my kids..if somewhere i'm more liable for anyone's pain,is only for them..not even nandini..when i say it, i mean it..i'm only liable for them for their tears alone.not to anyone and my kids pretty know that..

so, malhotra..where next? she asked me with excitement tone, child in her is back..i picked her up in bridal style as i made her sit in passenger seat..while i made my way to driver seat..

to meet people, who relates to me? i said to her, as i started car..zoomed out, where nandini turned to my side..she looked excited in all way..something was definitely cooking in her tiny mind..

manik, lets play 20 questions..she clapped her hands like kid..this is fishy..manik malhotra be careful, ur jaanu have all wrong intention to make u spill out something..i warned my brain..i need abhay or avni here to save me from her..because saying lie to her is really i hate..but to keep her happy i did many times..now i don't know what should i do..

hmm..so bolo..i said as i concentrated on driving..where my mind was alert..heart was under control..

manik what's fun? if doesn't have any reward? she asked me, my mind hit the chord..didn't i say, her pea size brain will be having devil thinking..i turned to her side..and her eyes said what i wanted to know..ready malhotra..ready to be fucked up..because i know..i so know, nandini never asks for reward, if she asks.. trust me, it will be something very big, which i can't predict..

what reward i get? if i win? i asked her, playing along..i don't know where it takes us, but somewhere other day i know, i need to spit out, what she wants to hear from me..but the thing is, whether i'm ready for it..i guess no..when i needed to spit out, when i wanted to share, no one was there with me..i kept things within me, fearing that people will judge me..as they had done it so well with me..and even i don't have courage to recollect my worst past, where i lost everything in front of my eyes..but i couldn't hold it..i was helpless and made helpless..but still sharing my past with any is difficult..even with nandini..somewhere she lost that trust in my eyes..which i had 11 years back on her..u can't blame me, i had waited for her too long..and it never mattered her, where was i..she didn't came in search of me, when there was no news about me..maybe i didn't gave that trust to her on me..the way she gave me..i guess, its my fault in our relationship that i couldn't give her that trust to her..if she would've trusted for second thought also..our life would've never been like this..never..i would've set our life by hook or crook with our kids..however difficult is was for me..i would've done it..but..she gave up on us..she kept full stop to our relationship by saying she don't want me..now..let it be..

i have something that u may love to see..she said like cute little girl, i couldn't help but smile at her innocence..thanks to her aiyyappa..that he didn't ruined that innocence of my old nandini..which i love most in her..

hmm..then, i'm gonna win the game..i said with victory smile in teasing tone..where she gave poker look to me..but still said..

if i win..whatever i ask u will answer me..i gave knowing smile, then be ready to lose nandini, because i'm going to win..i gave nod to her with a smile, keeping my eyes on road..

it my relate to ur past also..she added in hesitant tone..no worries honey..u won't get it, until i feel like sharing with u..u have long way nandini..u have..

fine..ur reward will be granted, if u win..i said keeping my eyes on road, timely looking at her, where my hand was entwined with her on her lap..where her hold was tighter..which said she badly wanted to enter my world..she wanted to be there with me forever..i will allow her, but i need my time..i know when she enters she gonna break all my walls without any mercy..she will find same manik, whom she loves the most..she gonna find me again in darkness..she can only do that..i know it..and i gave that right only to her in this whole world..and i'm waiting for it, to become same manik of her's..i want relive my life with her..i want make countless memories with her.. i need her..only her..from the day, i met her for the first time to at this very second..only her..my only world..my jaanu..

fine..be ready to lose, manii..she said..i smiled at her..

its about kids..lets see how much u know them in these many days? she said..nandini, mark my words..u gonna loss in this topic..i smirked at her, where she had winning smirk already..wrong topic, u chose honey..game winner is me alone..

fine..i said suppressing my smirk..c'mon i can't even leak every secret of my kids too..they gonna kill me..in special avni..she tho spilled out everything and abhay, when he opens his mouth god only knows..i'm just waiting for it..

avni's fav color? she asked me..ye tho bohuth easy hai..

purple..i said effortlessly..because their apartment decor is in purple theme just because pumpkin love purple..and her eyes always land on purple things first..and first gift she asked me for her was, purple teddy bear..i still remember, how happy my daughter was..

ye tho kobi batha saktha hai..she added..i glared her..did i said to ask such easy question to me..no right? where she rolled her eyes..she tends to irritate me..

abhay's fav. guitar pick? it was easy to her..she rolled her eyes..and said, what she had gifted him..

i smiled hearing it..nandini had gifted him many picks,, and it was his fav. among all..and its highly true in my sons' case..

correct..i said with confidence, where she gave twisted look to me..don't tell me she will ask question how do i know that..and how can i be not trashed, same thing happened..

voh..i had asked him..that's why i know..i said rubbing my nap..damn i guess, she got suspicious..wow! manik good going..(note of sarcasm)..someone hit me..

Avni's fav pass time? she asked me..i laughed at her silly question..ask something which i don't know about my pumpkin, nandini..

sketching..i said with dude tone..where she scrunched her nose in anger..

Abhay's fav pass time? i know this well..one is playing football or irritating my pumpkin..

playing football..she said like winning game..her son is her proud..

Abhay's best friends? i looked her in horror..it supposed to be Avni's question alone right? for me..

tum sirf avni ke bareme pochna chai haina? i asked like kid..where she glared me..

bolgai..u have son too..she retreated me back..i pouted, yeah..i kinda forgot that..please don't tell any..

i know..this is something i don't know how to answer..because abhay have three best friends..and which i can't say to her..one was his kitten, two one was prathik and third was most unexpectedly my dad..uff..what should i answer her..lets leave this..

pass..i said looking into road..i don't want abhay been caught by nandini again..he has long way to pacify nandini, when she comes to know about our big secret..

joot..u know manik, don't lie..she said directly into my eyes..i maintained my face well as i turned to her..

why do u think so, i will lie nandini? i questioned her..she wasn't that dumb, and her reply proved me..she started digging past of mine, from abhay side..

because u want to save abhay..u know him better than i do..she said confidently,it was coming to my nervous..aur kelo 20 questions..she will make me spill out everything by the end of the game..and maybe i will win but she will get to know what she wanna know from me..huh! dude..chuck the game..move to destination fast..i yelled myself, as i gave more speed to car..

abi bhi nai batha hoge manik? there was something softness in her voice..she was somewhere hurt..i took her i side hug as i kissed her forehead..somewhere she is trying to come into my world, i letting her not in, is injustice from my side to our relationship..she is trying at least, i should not ignore her or her worries for me..never..i yelled my brain, where he went mute, as the point showed by my heart was correct..

its mrudula..i said one name..yes, i want share with her but at not cost of my son's secret..he had that trust on me, and i can't break it..

how? she asked me, without any shock..it was plain simple how? and i know she somewhere guessed it, seeing abhay not keeping reservation boundaries for his kitten..which so unlike Abhay Malhotra..

nandini, its 20 questions..and i can't say anything more to u..its not my cup of story to say it to u..its his part, he will say it u before any..i said calmly to her, so that she can understand my thoughts too..that's all i could do from my side..

baap jese beta..she muttered in meek tone..but i heard that but kept quiet..i ruffled her hairs..she was annoyed by us for keeping secrets upon her..i don't how she takes it..but i hope she won't get too disturbed about the happenings..i should check on each step of our relationship..this time, i want build such strong castel, that it doesn't break for any horrible storms with her..i promise to give my cent percent to our relationship to make it work this time..whatever happens, i won't let her go away from me..i will make her stick to me so badly..that even she should not have that thought me leaving in her mind..and its nandini promise, this time..

nandini ek bath puchu? i asked her as i kissed her forehead before ruffling her hairs..

she just hmmed..all excitement flew away from her..she felt down, and i know i'm the reason..but this is how my world was all this years..entering it needs real guts..and accepting me with flaws is really not easy..and making a person like me, to talk about my past after years together, is not possible..who abruptly stopped talking years back..i stopped communicating with people..i used sit ideal at one place..where i had become blank..i was in major depression and i had had anxiety disorder adding to it, i was insomniac sociopath patient..no one was there to look after me except darkness..there were times, i had cut my veins empth time..i didn't had any idea what was going around me and what was i doing myself.. Where I used sit in edge of my bulcony, one try I would be nowhere on this earth..i was hearing every nasty comments about me but i didn't had energy to fight for myself or i didn't wanted to fight because for what joy i should fight for me, was my thought..i started hallucinating things..i was living in illusion world of mine..i was so much into my world, no one knew what i got into..i was in deep shit in my dark world..until my mom entered our pitch dark apartment for the first time after 7 long months, after all loss of mine..that tears of her still kill me, today..that day, was the first time, someone saw me, how i get scared of darkness..i couldn't console her, because i was in major trauma, i didn't know why was she crying that day..when she saw pool of blood next to me, which was because i had cut my veins sitting behind bed in whole darkness..she pulled me out of bed with great difficulty as i lost all consciousness..i didn't uttered single word to her,..except two names..one was nandini's name other was my mom(devika)..that's all i needed..but in vain, both were also not around me..i lived with fear of losing people from my birth but it never feared me such an extent that i lose myself for more than years together..my mom, had great hand to bring me back..but nothing came to handy for her..and after that i had major accident in Dubai, where my living was uncertain, for god's sake even i didn't wanted to live, i had nothing..i didn't had any reason to live..where i slipped to coma for 7 years rather than dying ..that was the day my kids were born in this world, when I slipped into deep sleep, where no one could reach me except darkness..no was waiting for me, the way I thought..except three people..one was my mom..second my smitha and third was my bird..that's why i keep them above me..they waited till i open my eyes..i was mere stranger to smitha..i was nothing to bird..but they waited for me..they had trust that i will wake up one day..and i woke up after 7 years deep most pathetic fearful panic sleep..when i opened my eyes, first person..i wanted was my jaanu..i called loud enough that it echoed in whole hospital but she didn't turned up..i waited..i waited for her..just one glimpse of her was what i wanted from her, I was too weak to think anything straight but my lips always recited one name, my Jaanu..seeing my ward door for 1 month, that she will come for me..at least now..feeling that i went missing..i searched her every where..in nook and corner of the world..i searched her in native..i tried to reach her parents..i tried to reach her in London university, where she had got scholarship years back for her studies..to find small hint about her ,where about's..at the end i got was empty hand, she had rubbed every detail of her life from my reach..that's when i realized that, i had stoop so low in her mind that she didn't came searching for me, even knowing that i was missing in this world, she didn't tried to search me..i  knew where i stood in her life..i stood nowhere in her life..but for me, she was my only life..above everything in the world..above my all happiness..above my own life..i gave up..i gave up on what i trusted..i gave up on my happiness..i gave up on my love..i gave up..i gave up on myself too..because she is what i was..for me..i was incomplete without her in all way..

i started my life again, the way my both mom's wanted to see me, near to sky..i got into music again, i started painting..i started pouring my feelings in them..i didn't needed anyone, i was capable of holding myself without any stupid stunts of ending of my life..as promised to neyo mom..and i started exploring myself..i became professor..i started being with kids..i started trashing my head in business files..i started staying away from people, who may hurt me..i started living but i knew it, this is just mere a survival, till god takes away my breath..that's when my kids entered my dark life..making me happy with their tiny things..their small gesture had big place in my heart, i being lonely added more to situation..life started changing..i had three kids around me, who will check me around, whether i'm okay or not..whether i need anything..wherever i go, they knew each detail of mine..where i was responsible to answer them..i started building myself in this world again, with steady and strong steps and they stood beside me, like always..i loved their company..my smile mattered them..that's how they bought me to line without being in my life..that's how was my life from past 11 years..this is how i lead my life without her..where it is roller coaster..trust me, never pray for my life..never..its worst life, anyone should live..but best part of this years were, i found trust worthy people, who won't leave my side at any second of life..i got them..i'm proud about it..

why u kept their names as ABHAY and AVNI? i asked her, this something i wanted to know..where she looked at me with surprising face..

kyu acha nai hai, kya? she asked me with smile..at least she smiled..

nai..i just wanted ask..in fact its best name for them, if u ask for me..i said genuinely..where she smiled broader..as she sat immediately on her seat properly..where i parked car as we reached our destination..before i do honors she was out of the car, waiting for me to join her..i came out..

make me sit here..she showed car bonnet to me, i frowned but did what she asked me to do..i looked around..all car's were parked, most of them were here, who i invited..and i being host of the party, came really early..just like abhay says..uff..

tum..she said..i gave what non sense are u talking look to her..i asked why did u kept my kids that name but she is answering it as 'me'..can please tell me how much more my nandini is dumb.. Really I need to know..

nandini..i'm serious..i said in annoyed pout, where she kissed my pout to my utter shock..eventually i smiled, that's other matter..okay, fine i'm blushing..happy?

even i'm serious honey..she pulled me by collar, as she licked my thin lips with her trembling one..trust me, i felt electric shock in every cell of my body, my eyes opened in wide..but the tingling in stomach was something, i love the most, when she touches me like no one..

what's up? are we heading to party or back seat of car? i asked teasingly..though i didn't mind for second option u see..i being romeo..never get bored of romance..

how about we ending in back seat and windows rolled..chilled and sexy weather..just u and me..in our world..u know what i mean, don't u manii?..bold nandini is back..okay my cheeks were hot just like hers'..she succeeded in making me blush in all way..i bit my lower lip..as i looked down..

aww..i did it..aiyyappa..are u seeing it? i mean..i mean THE MANIK MALHOTRA is blushing..es ki leyi tho muje reward chai hai..haina? she asked me i bobbed my head still looking down..i look all flushed and she succeeded to lift my mood, without my notice, where it should be me doing that for her..

ab chale..we will decide about ur reward after wards..i said as i took her in my arms..as i walked in..

par manik socho car back seat isn't that bad idea..u know..its better than that stupid party..i gave her disbelief..as i pressed lift button..

u know, ur mind as become gutter years together..i said to her, as i entered lift, where she smirked at my attitude..

its not gutter manik..its called sexy thoughts..she uttered with her sexy smile..i looked her for a second and put her down immediately..i gave bad distance from her..she looked me and then distance in frown.. Giving what happened look to u look to me..

ur not my old Nandu..u are definitely not..my jaanu is so innocent more than my pumpkin..i guess tum aur kohi ho..guess nae..i'm cent percent sure..u are not my jaanu..go away..i shooed her hand in serious way, which she was trying to hold me..thanks to heaven lift door opened..i ran in corridors laughing loud at the expenses of her..where she ran behind me, knowing my teasing at the next second..

U Moron Malhotra..stop there..i will kill u..manik ruko..i ran from her wrath..i didn't let her upset the way she won't let me in her presence..i opened room which had been booked for us..i dashed in followed by nandini..who closed the door behind..

how about we doing same things u wanted to do with me in car back seat here..just me and u..with chilled and sexy weather..adding to it we have cozy bed too..i said hoarsely as I leaned to her lips, when i jerked her near to me from her waist..where she pushed me away..

what non sense are u speaking, manii? she asked me..definitely she have bipolar disorder..i got confirmed now..

arey i'm talking about sexy thoughts, that u mentioned minutes back..ye bhi bolgai? i asked with innocent tone hidding teasing laugh of mine..i'm loving this conversation..where she flushed in red hue in her cheeks..and she pushed me and ran to washroom..i fell on bed as i laughed loud.. That's what my life was with her..

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i started getting ready, where my phone was feed up ringing..i gave look as call came to an end again..it was Abhay..who was badly pissed by me for not receiving calls, when he needed me most to rescue him from his little sister..i can actually imagine his face..as he was again teased by Avni to all earth, i was hearing them in my bluetooth, which was connected to my another phone of mine with pumpkin..trust me, i wasn't enjoying it..it will be a lie..another one to go..

tum hi ho..ab tum hi ho..zindagi ab tum he ho..i was laughing historically as i started gelling my hairs again..hearing Avni's romantic song playlist..damn i should have not thought this many songs to her.. But trust me, I'm enjoying it..

avni, stop there...i had enough baby doll..and why the hell are u teasing me? it was Abhay's whisper near pumpkin's ear, which happens to be attached with another Bluetooth in her ears..his bad, i was listening it..and my life's current fun.. Teasing Abhay..

pumpkin..sing this one..de di de di dil cheez tujhe dedi..i said to her..as i was laughing at my inventions..where Avni sang same song in her pathetic hindi much to irritation of Abhay..within seconds there was huge laughter from other side..

papa..u don't have idea..how flushed Abhay looked at the second..he was damn embarrassed infront of Mrudula..oh! gosh, he just ran behind her to pacify her..i'm loving this helplessness of Abhay Malhotra..I'm loving this teasing thing..i could hear it in her tone, she was laughing non stop with me..where i straightened my collar..

actualy i had organised a party for introducing my family to people, whom they need to know..a few chosen one..it includes my office staff with my near family and some delegates and clients of mine..its necessary people to know them and vice versa.. i thought why not to keep get together party, and even its nandini birthday..so party tho bantha hai..and i have arranged in my hotel..and thing is me and nandu are late for the party..great right? i know we both are great..but can't help mam bahar aneka naam nae le rahi hai..when i give her shout..manii, just two minutes..and two minutes is going on from one hour..uff..girls and they are time to get ready for party..can never happen soon..but i'm damn worried about Dhruv..bechara make up kit ko wait karthe karthe thak chuka hoga..pura life..bechara Dhruv..

hello are u there? i was bought land from avni..who was having fun of her brother with cabir, in party hall..where abhay is being embarrassed by his sister to all hell infront of his kitten..

huh! pumpkin..so, what's my baby doing now? i asked her as i started scrolling phone, waiting for nandini as usual..

i'm getting bored, and meri muffins are done too..i need muffins..she cried..oh! god another drama queen of my life..

u will get that, pumpkin..ask anyone there..i said as looking at my phone screen..

what will avni get? it was nandini from behind..Where I showed one second to Nandu from my hands still facing her back..

pumpkin..i will be in downstairs in minutes..and huh! aur tang math karna Abhay ko..he will be angry bull by this time..so, don't mess with him..i warned her..

angry bull nai..angry bird..red vala..i laughed at her words..yeah, that's what we call ammy(abhay) angry bird..because he gets angry in instant..

yeah..just be around cabir..samji..i said again, where i found huffing Nandini..oops..can someone be less goddess every time..She was all dolled up for the day..Sorry night..Looking utterly beautiful, gorgeous, like a pari from heaven.. Huh! Can anyone cancel the party, I have other things to deal with my love...U know what I mean, don't u??

Nandini's attire


Kisiko marne ka eradha hai kya? I asked to her, as I started walking forward and she backward..Old filmy scene..But it's crazy...

Hain..She said with blushing smile..I just smooch and have her right her..Make her yell my name in pleasure under me, is my wish at very second..

Did I succeeded in it?? She asked me hitting to wall..Where I reached her keeping my hands on either side of wall..Making sure, she won't escape from my hold..

Absolutely..I said to her eyes as I pressed my whole upon her..My right hand went to her cleavage over the fabric..Where my eyes was stuck in her's..It said how much she loves me..I smiled at her..As I pulled her fabric little down, until I could see her both valleys between her twins..Her breath stopped with mine, our heart rate was on full speed..Where I bend down my head to the spot..Where our eyes were still stuck with same burning passion..I gave wet kiss on her left breast, where she closed her eyes in pleasure by holding my waist..

Manii..She yelled louder much to my desires, which were in ride of pleasure with her..As I gave hardest bit on her chest..I was still chewing them looking at her innocent face, which I fell for, in whole world..Where she opened her eyes feeling my chewing..And looked down to my eyes..That eyes just mimicked my emotions, which I had in my eyes..It simply NEEDED each other in all way..

I left her skin..And saw deep blood red bite..I looked Nandini. She smiled seeing it..I pulled her to my arms..Where I started licking that place taking all my sweet time..Party is forgotten business to us..Where Nandini tried to suppress her moan with great difficulty as my tongue did its own magic on her skin..

U look heavenly beautiful, Nandini..i said with smile, she was actually looking like that only..where I myself straightened her dress, where she was looking me with a smile..I smiled back at her..I took her wrist about to walk out..

She pulled me back..And I was pinned to wall, I looked her in stun..Where she removed her stilettos and stood on my shoes smoothly by making me hold her tight by waist. In all way my eyes were fixed with her.. She wanted to say something to me..

When I was in labour ward at the time of my delivery, I wanted u to be close to me..I wanted u to hold my hand, when I give birth to my kids.. I wanted u to see our children first, than any..I wanted to see that sight of u becoming father..I wanted u to say me, ur joy of being a father to me..I had many dreams Manik..She said softly her orbs were filled with tears..Where mine was already flowing..This what I missed and carved in my life..Being a father..When I closed my eyes to welcome darkness, that's when my kids entered this world to see light..I was most unfortunate person, who lost that moment..And no one can get back that to me, I was myself responsible for it..No one else..

Jab main Abhay aur Avni ko delivery kar Rahi thi na.. I was just thinking about U ..Ur each detail, which I love to see in u..I don't knew, when I prayed my aiyyappa to have each detail that I love in u, come to my kids..And I don't know when my aiyyappa granted it to me..He indirectly gave U in my kids form..U know jab main Peli Baar Abhay ko Deka na..Tab I felt I got u in him..He was just like U..He was like same attitude dene vala Manik Malhotra..He was like same monster in anger..He was like same protector of his sister from every evil..He was like same, who doesn't fear for any..he was like same, who could love his loved one's selflessly..I couldn't get any name other than ABHAY for replacement of Ur nature..Who u call him as Ur updated version in all way..And it's sound so U to me.. Whenever I call his name..And I found u fearless more than anyone in this world.. That's why his name is "Abhay Manik Malhotra".."The Fearless"..I couldn't say anything she just made me speechless.. Oh! God..What should I say, I had many but unable to express myself to her.. I knew she loves me most..But damn I can't measure her love for me..Its infinity and intact with same pureness even after years together.. Something we both couldn't change between us was this, love for eachother..I couldn't help but smile with tears..

And Avni..Usse tho Mai kese bol sakthi hu..U know when she born na, tab peli Baar Maine use Deka na..That smile.. Oh! Gosh Manik..That was unfathomable moment of my life..I never seen anyone with such pure innocent and healing smile in this whole world other than urs..she had Ur way of smiling...She is every u.. She's every prank.. She's way of teasing.. She's every care.. She's every possessiveness..She's every try of making anyone smile just reminds of U..Just u..And my whole world is U..And my world's another name is "Avni Manik Malhotra".."The World"..She ended with same smile like Avni's..

Within blink..Nandini was pinned by me to wall, where even I didn't knew when my lips covered her glossy lips..

I didn't know, how I ended like it..But all I know was, I wanted show what I felt at the moment..Her each words bought goosebumps within me..It was so urgent kiss of mine.. I wanted her to feel my happiness in that kiss..I wanted her to make part of it..I thought I lost that place in her heart..But hell no.. I was there alone..Her mind couldn't change that love in her heart, which is only for me.. It couldn't..I was ruling it, the way she ruling my heart..Her words from heart was beyond my imagination..It was so pure, just from her heart to my heart..I knew, that this time the castle will be more stronger..Than before..

Why do u love me so much, Jaanu? I asked leaving her lips..

Because I couldn't love u the way.. u love me..That's why I try to love u most..She said nonchalantly.. I crashed my whole face to her..Where I wanted say, how much I love her..And reply was damn same or more than mine.. I couldn't measure it..

I Love You..We said unison..As I rubbed her tears, while she did mine..I smiled at her..She was making that space in my trust again..And I was letting her to do..I was sure I will open my mouth very shortly with all my heart infront of her..And she will heal me with her love again..

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Kafi handsome dek Rahi ho.. Malhotra..She said as I pressed lift button to close the door..As we both were heading to party, like finally..

Manik's attire

Akir meri beti ne Jo select Kiya hai.. I said as lift door opened only to be welcomed by pumpkin with her cheeky smile in lobby..

Aww...Looking hot Malhotra.. I'm badly impressed by myself.. She hopped upon me.. I laughed at my daughter's addressing..Where she got slight hit from mamma..I glared Nandini for her act..

And u daddy dear, remember that we need continue our 20 questions..Which u stopped..She reminded me, where I was back to nervous and looked Avni, she gave what are u stuck into look to me..Where I gave I'm gone look to her..

And u better remember that..She warned us..As she walked before us..I looked Avni for help..Where she gave I'm here look to me..I sighed in relief..

Avni's attire

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Finally done with this yaar..Damn I'm sleepy..Going to sleep..Ping me what u felt..I wanna know, and silent readers be little linent and press star button if u happen to like it.. I will be happy at least..

And now bye honies..😍😍

Lot's of love ❤❤

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