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Manik's pov

I felt someone patting my shoulders..I turned back only to meet him.. Vishwas..I gave him brotherly hug, which he returned back to me with a smile.. and I saw his empty arms.. I pouted surely..Where he laughed at my kid behaviour as my eyes wandered to meet the person, whom I wanted to see after whole 3 weeks..

Vishwas's attire

We are here Manik..I heard a voice behind me..Saw Abhi and person in his arms..I just ran to him..Where all were laughing at my kiddish behaviour..But I feel alive..

Abhimanyu's attire

Finally..U are here..I kissed balloon like cheeks ..Where little baby pouted..Where Abhi kinda smiled at my act..But for me it's beyond feeling..

But she finally smiled reconginsing me.. That made my heart jump in happiness.. She is daughter of Vishwas and Smitha..Who is just born 3 and half weeks ago..On heavy demand of prathik to have sister, they finally extended their family with new member, who bought enormous happiness in whole Sinha family..And their happiness as no bounds and both deserve it.. Actually both didn't want any baby at all as they had prathik..But prathik had different plans..And he did what he wanted to do..His one move all happiness was spread over..I'm proud of him..

Hey baby..I said where baby just blinked me in response with toothless smile...Where there was sudden pull..I looked down it easy Little baby pumpkin, who was quickly eager to see baby..I pulled her to my arms..

Aww..So cute..Avni lightly touched babies nose, where baby made grumpy face.. We trio giggled at it..When my phone buzzed saying me to attend call..I looked around..Nandini was staring Smitha still..I will get back to them in seconds but I need to attend call sooner..I gave look to my son..He was still busy in ranting things to his dear friend cum love mrudula..

Hello..My voice turned little bossy saying my attitude to other person.Fake around people that's me..

Sir, we pulled out all information about the person u said..And each thing relates to Abhay Manik Malhotra only sir..He said in meek voice, making sure he won't miss his job, which he gonna lose sooner from me..As his one mistakes..I couldn't see the real face of Abhay Malhotra..Who was all round me but I being fool, was unbelievable to me..

Sari email ids, social media messages?? I asked him sternly..I could hear his gulp out of fear..

Sorry sir..Sab eki IP address se ayya hai..London se..vai address jo Apne diyetha..and all the messages and call jo apko aur mrudula mam ko ayya tha..wo sab Abhay Manik Malhotra nae kiya hai, Sir..He said..I wonder, was I this dumb to see things around me..

Aur mrudula and abhay ki baare mai, kon bathyega?? Tumre baap?? I was pissed to no level..Not because he fooled me but I let him do..

Sir voh dono..Ek dusre Ko doo saal se janthe hai..Voh dono ek workshop pe milthe, USA pe..Uske Baad jo Jo workshop huwa, un sab mai.. mrudula mam ke sath hamesha abhay sir Rahi hai...This just blew my entire system..Did I just heard doo saal.. Fuck off..And he acted as if he never knew her..And I being such dumbest ass on earth..Control Manik control..

Sir, they are good friends..From two years..And they both lastly found together in Britain..in one of the famous workshop..Over there..Uske Baad voh ek dusre Ko nae mile..par, messages and calls es kiya hai..mai kud chokan hogaya, sir..I closed my eyes to calm myself.. the person whom I'm talking was mrudula's bodyguard..Who I kept behind her for her safety..No one knows it except me..I just want to make sure my baby bird is fine, when she is away from me..To have little peace, I had non except her..I can't lose my bird at any cost..She I something in my life, which I can't put into words, that precious bond.. she is my first daughter,She is my best friend, she is my mother, she is my little girlfriend like my every fan say..My whole little world..Its just her..A three years of journey was ours, where she made me better person, when I'm worst to whole world..She made me laugh, when I wanted cry..She feed me, when I didn't wanted to eat..She patted my head, whenever I had nightmare.. She used sit next to me until I fall asleep, after my panic attacks.. She made me strong to stand in darkness..She walked me up to light.. She fixed Manik Malhotra, in his disaster..She built the New Manik Malhotra, like no one..But I couldn't ever imagine..She would give me, my whole world back..The way she promised me..I thought it was childish promise of 5 year girl..But she proved me wrong every time like always..She proved me wrong this time also..I just looked above..She was right..Angel's do exist..Yes, they exist..in my bird..I just sat on my knees..All i could do was cry..I was lucky to all heavens to have her..I was lucky enough to have my Bird..yes, i do..

Kaab ka workshop tha voh?? I asked trying to sound better..And it was pulled by me very well..Good going Manik..

Feb pe tha sir..jaab app Chicago pe the.. Business trip ke liye..Aur huh! Sir, apka concert bhi tha 14 Feb, jes Mai pelhi Baar mrudula mam apki Sath nae thi..Balki us workshop pe thi..And in that u sang a song for Ammy and his sister doll, on heavy request of mrudula mam, which happens to be Abhay Malhotra and Avni Malhotra..I closed my eyes as tears flooded..I ran to my car.. I searched my office bag..I found it out soon as I keep them in my bag only...And I threw my mobile aside..

Going to complete sooner

I trailed my hands softly on them..As I saw signature bottom of it..Where it was signed by AVM.. Exactly same, like the frame given by Avni, to Nandini as her birthday present..It was sent by my daughter only..As a token of gratitude..Where in top of it.. Going to complete sooner..Was written in abhya's handwriting, I couldn't guess it..It was my kids.. God! Manik..i just couldn't realize they were around me from past 2 years..near my kids..Ammy is not name, but other name of my smile..and that name is equally near to my heart..but now, i'm getting why i didn't i get any messages or call from him..from past three weeks..which even i forgot, because of my kids around..smart was he..wasn't he?

I just flew to Feb 13, 2016

11.30 pm

I was standing in bulcony of my hotel room, in Chicago..I just don't want tomorrow to happen..I really plead, where my trust on Nandini just went off..Its 10 years..But she isn't bothered to look back at me.. Maybe she had moved on in her life..Who won't?? why won't she? She don't have any reason to wait for me..

Bird..Is only one whom I need..But in vain she is in Britain for workshop.. Happily enjoying her life with her best friend, Ammy..They both are friends from more than a year..But he lives in London..And she in India..Even I have good rapo with him..He is my crazy fan that's what mrudula says me..and my door knocks with his gifts, notes, messages, surprise guitar melody..that's him..he is crazy, and his things always proves me..and i do smile, from heart..i have never meet him..nor seen him..but i'm happy with hidden seek..he calls me, whenever he wants to talk to me..or he as any fight in his school..only his happiness..not his sadness.. That's him..My thoughts were distributed by call..I pulled them out..As I sat on floor..With my guitar and phone..

Hello..I said as, I didn't saw, who was caller..

Hello chachu..It was my bird, I smiled wider..As i was feeling low..And answer is tomorrow..14 Feb..I wanted someone by my side, whom I can talk and I'm really not interested to talk fab3 and cabir is dead tired, I don't want to disturb him at this hour especially..And who can be better than my bird..Whom I love most next to nandini..

Hey bird.. Finally time Mila tume, mujse bath karne ki liye?? Like finally I asked her as she was preparing for Ammy's birthday..Which already started as it is half past five morning in Britain..

Chachu, sorry na..I was busy with preparations of his birthday..She said cutely.. I'm sure she must be pouting all way..I smiled a bit..He was lucky boy according to me..To have mrudula in his life..She is an angel..And she will rock anyone's world..Who will love her.. That's my bird..

I know baby..So, wish Kiya tumne usse?? I asked to her..As I started tunning some random melody..Which can sooth my heart..As it is aching too badly...Which anyone can bore..

Yeah chachu..I wished him aur maine apki limited edition Vali electric guitar bi diya usse saying Ur all wishes to him and uski behan ki liye..Electric keyboard bhi puch diya humne..She reported me..As I heard that both bro-sis have great fond of music..I had personally brought for them, when I bought toys for my kid..and usually I bring three more extra toys..Where I pass all three to bird and she send other two toys to London on my behalf..See the irony, I don't know anything about my kid is it alive or not but still a hope never died..And u know what I did..I packed one more set of toys in Carter box kept them in store room..As I felt like dying for my all disappointments when I kept them in decorated rooms of my baby..Back to earth Manik, my mind said..I laughed sarcastically in my mind..My destiny isn't going to change..And till will be there till my death..

Very good..Where he is now?? Mai bhi wish karle tha usse..I said sweetly..If I had baby..He or she must be age of Ammy only..

Voh..He is sleeping in boys hostel chachu and I in girl's hostel..But I want u to wish him specially on his birthday from his Rockstar, will u do for me? Please chachu..Please..She pleaded with all world cuteness..I saying no to her..Will be big joke for any..

Hmm..Anything my bird ask for..I said..Where she will be smiling ear to ear..Making me smile little..And she can do it, even I'm drowning in water..She can..

Thanku thanku.. Chachu..Love u...She shouted in phone, making me keep phone away from my drums..Do girls, really get this excited is my damn question..Forget it, I even I asked..Because I don't want u people start with lectures..

Tek..Just have some good sleep..U have big day Tomorrow..Okay, bird? I said..Where she returned in same favor..Where sleep was nowhere to be seen my eyes..its been five days..Where even blink of sleep touched my eyes..All I did was turn right left and repeat..God! Can someone make me sleep for death..If please I will give my all money to u..

I wanted to torture myself that's the reason I didn't had sleeping pills..I wanted punish myself for my deeds..To remember what as**le I'm..Who should be never forgiven at all..Never ever..I sat quietly as tears started oozing out as I remember, how things went so dirty..I feel myself disgusted..I took breath..As I pulled my journal started writing my heart..My real..

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I was standing big crowd, where each individual calling one name..

Manik

Manik...

Manik Malhotra...

It is 5.45 of evening..Where I have still 15 minutes to wish Ammy and his sister according to Britain timming..I looked around fab4, who gave me signal they are ready..I connected my phone to wires so that it heard aloud..I wanted wish them, differently for sure..And I thought this will be best..Even I haven't shared same thing with bird also..I want surprise her too..

Hello Chicago..I yelled in exictement, but I only know..What war I was facing deep inside me..A smile can cover my every hurt and pain..

And it was rewarded with huge hootings with my name around..I smiled hearing them..

So, I wanted wish a crazy fan of mine on his birthday with his little twin sister..So, would join with me and make their birthday memorable along me..I asked, where there was huge hoot..I smiled at them, Where my friends gave are u talking french look to me..As I didn't informed them about the same..I just gave follow me look and turned to my phone to call Ammy..I hope he isn't asleep..

Phone was ringing and whole crowd was pin drop silence.. Thinking that how lucky he was..To get my wish on his birthday that to like this..Yes, he is but because he was best friend of bird..

Hello MM..I could hear British accent greeting to me with all exictement of his, whole audience were listening to him as it was connected to loudspeaker..

Hello Ammy..I said with smile..

Hello..I thought u forgot me today..He said..Where I laughed hearing him..But whenever I talk to him..I feel it isn't his real voice..I feel it's duplicate..I don't know why?? Where My heart said because ur insane and think insane..Maybe an yes, I thought..

Oh! Did I miss something?? I teased him as I pulled my guitar strap properly on my shoulders..

Nothing..He was pissed as I didn't wished him personally, why won't he? He expect many things from me.. Where I filled many..Because I feel, he deserves it from me.. I sat on stool..Where crowd gave thumbs up..This is my first ever crazy try..And he his making me do it effortlessly, sitting somewhere part of the world..And I let him do..Without thinking twice..Which never happened even with my bird..

Okay..So, would u mind to switch on TV of Ur room?? I asked him..Where he did without a word..

Ya..Its on..He said..I said channel name..And he was there..

Oh!! My god..Oh! Manik Malhotra u can't simply serious?? He shouted in happiness..Kash uska cheera dekliya hotha..But never mind, I will meet him soon..

I'm serious..so, this for u, Ammy and Ur little baby doll..Hope u like this baby..I said..Where he went mute..To hear me with others..

So, as u know..Like always..I want to dedicate this song to my girl with this birthday boy and his sister..so, are u ready for this?? I shouted in head phone..

Yes..I heard from all way..As I started closing my eyes..

( Enjoy it- it's really good to hear it and u can feel manik's feeling)

I ended it, where whole audience joined me along, I never knew it is going to be this good..i had personally selected this for him..As I feel it fits for him perfectly..Where i opened my eyes..As I heard huge around applause..But I wanted hear from him..How it felt to hear me..

Thank u..All i could hear with all happiness and sob in his tone..Wasn't it upto Mark..I guess it was plain wish..To him..I don't know, how to make people happy with sudden surprise..I damn lack at it..I really do..And confessing my feeling to nandini is best example for it..

Where whole crowd wished him happy birthday wishes except me..As I was in delima, whether he liked it or not..

U won't me now also..I heard him..Snapping back me to reality..I just smiled hearing him..I guess..He saw me zoomed out in TV..

I saw time..It had exactly 5 minutes more..I looked up..

Ammy just open Ur door soon..I said..As I started whole crowd became silent..Where I had sent message to bird..About the same..

Oh! Cake..He shouted on top..Making everyone go crazy with his tone of happiness..

So, now blow candle make a wish..And I'm finally going to wish u..I can hear bird's voice in background..I have asked permissions from warden for her..To be with Ammy for some time..And they agreed immediately..It was Ammy's first birthday without his family around..So, making him feel better was bird's work..Which really didn't bothered dhruvlya, what she does..All they care is their social life..I pity them, for lossing such sweethearts childhood..Which every parent love to see..And cut it..I have better works in life..

My only wish is to have u in my life forever..and u will be, very soon..He said to me..A tear was ready to flow from my tears..I felt he was happy to content..But his words made me feel a heaven, which bought all happiness to my heart..And I smiled fighting with my tears..

So, I'm wishing u very happy birthday to u Ammy and Ur sister..May good bless u both with world all happiness..May all Ur dream come true..I wished them with all my heart.. I feel something, when I talk to him or think about them..I don't know why..Maybe I'm overthinking..To another level..But there is my subconscious memory, which feels relaxed whenever he does something..It maybe his gifts, notes..Anything such..

U gave me best birthday gift in my life..I would never forget this wish of urs..and thanks for all the wishes..And presents..I loved them all..Hope to meet u sooner.. Rockstar.. Mr Manik Malhotra..He said with his famous attitude..I shook my head for his attitude, which nowhere gonna change sooner..

Bye Ammy..Bye bird..Miss u both..I said, which I got same reply..Where I cut the call to proceed the concert further..Till midnight, to forget this day of my life, with my music..

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I was walking out of airport tunnels..I was looking around to see her..And there she is..I saw back..A sulking fab3 were walking behind me, as I took stop in Britain..To pick up mrudula..As her workshop is done..its been 2 days since Ammy's birthday..He had messaged me that he had flight for London an hour before..I tried my best to reach before but in vain, I couldn't make it up as weather wasn't favourable..I was disappointed again for not meeting him..Where he said he will meet me sooner..I will be waiting for him..For sure..The boy, who made my bird smile, is really not ordinary person to me at all..

Bird... I shouted in top as it was surprise for her..She was sitting alone in her seating area.. Holding something in her hand..

Chachu..She shouted in tears of happiness, she definitely didn't expected me here..But why was she in tears for such things..She strong..What happened to her now..

She flung to my arms, not even thinking of her parents, who are beside her...She isn't that lovey dovey with her parents..Tears weren't stopping from her eyes..And she sobbed on my chest.. Something has happened..

Shh..Aww baby..Why is she crying? Huh!.. I asked her.. Where are parents were busy with their meeting preparations, which was going to happen in Mumbai tomorrow..Can't they see that their own daughter is crying..

I thought, I should come alone , I was scared..She said with all hiccups.. I pity this pure soul..Maybe this how pure souls are treated..Like a shit..Making them cry for every bit of their own existence..

Hogaya tumra drama..Ab chale..If u don't have better work we do have..So, stop this nonsense of urs..And Manik..We are getting late, we don't have heavenly time for Ur bird..It was Alya. Was she really a mother??I don't think so..a mother is someone who keep their kid above all..Even themselves..and each mother who have seen, proved me every bit of it, to me..I gave deadly shut the fucking mouth look..Which immediately shut her flithy lady's mouth..

If u have just get lost, u self-centred women..Even I have better people unlike u in my life, who don't care about her own daughter..So, shut Ur fucking mouth and stand still..It was MRUDULA with all her anger, it was not her anger talking but the pain.. But I glared mrudula for such words...Which she gave damn..As she isn't scared of it..Like others..

Enough now..Chalo..Baby..We will be getting going..It was cabir, who pretty handled matter..Before my temper raises..I don't like someone talking Ill about my bird..I don't care whoever it is..And there stood Dhruv with his phone..As if he nowhere related to this two women..What kind of a family is that..Was my question..

I took her small bag..Which she was carrying as I took my baby inside jet..And we took off from Britain..Where dhruvlya sat unaffected..

Mrudula..I called her out, as I saw her sitting alone in room..Being all mute..Unlike my bird..I sat next to her on bed..Where she sat on my lap..Keeping her head on my chest..I was ruffling her hairs and humming a melody..

Why was my baby scared?? Hmm..I asked as titled my head to see her..She looked me with sad pout..

Chachu..Ammy ki mummy haina..She loves him so much..Patha hai..She came all over to Britain from London with her daughter just to take Ammy from here to their home..I felt like..She paused for a long..And tears which recommended flowed without any consent..It pricked my heart..As I now..What she wanted but all I could give her..Is big nothing..I tired to talk to them, where both were least interested, where they both showed me, what actually I'm..I had no words but to hear their words about me, which is true in always..I feel like pathetic, where I'm talk of everyone's mouth..For everyone's kind information they forgot once upon time, I was their own friend, who they used me more than a tissue..For their daily entertainment..

And both have sent mrudula to her Nani's home, when I child needs parental love..What curse this child had, I don't know.. Thanks to heavens that her Nani, who takes good care of my bird..Where I leave her without any fear..

Muje bohuth Bura laga..That my parents just don't bother about me..They just don't..She cried clinging to me..All I could do was just being with her..Kash, I could do anything for this girl..Who bought me alive..But I'm helpless..I'm really as everyone tied my hands with all knots..

Patha hai..I was thinking all this I got scared..Aur jab Apne Mera Naam bolana..I felt so good seeing u there..Thank u chachu..She cried more..But there was a touch of pure smile of her's made me smile..I love this girl..So, much was all I could say.. But my smile dropped hearing scared word..Parents the one who always make their kids secure and safe..If they aren't providing it..U feel insecure with each one..And I know that feeling..And I'm this worst Because that is the reason.. Because I never felt secure in my own home..I felt scared at whole night..I had Panic attacks, when my dad used locked me in dark room..Where I used bang door for light..As I feel suffocated and scared which no one can imagine, where I feel unconscious nth time..Where I have been tortured more than in hell..But in that all one thing stood above that was scare and fear..A feeling which shivers even in ur deep slumber..Which never give u a peace..Anywhere..

Shhh..Stop crying bird..I thought Ur strong..I didn't know it wasn't?? I turned my face fakingly..

I'm strong..She said sternly rubbing her tears..I patted my back mentally..Seeing her getting back.. That's all I can do..

Acha I believe it..I said as I kissed her hairs affectionately..If I have baby..I would definitely love to have daughter..For sure..Who will be all cute and innocent..I smiled at my thought..

Oh! No..She shouted from nowhere..I frowned with groan..And looked her..Where she ran to her small bag realising from my grip..And pulled out something from it..I closely gave a look to it..It was something like paper..

This for u..She gave me a sketch..Which had a couple with two kids..What got into me, I just imagined my little family in that..Which gonna happen.. Sometimes waiting makes u lose hope..And same thing happened with me..I lost it..I caressed that little girl first, it immediately made me smile..Then a boy..Who was standing next to his mother saying it to me..He is Mamma's boy..And then finally girl next him..It was perfect family sketch if u ask me..And it beyond perfect in each angel..Just like happy family..

Then my eyes went to words..I could easily say it was Ammy's hand writing as I'm used to his style of writing..But why that lines for me..Going to complete sooner..And mainly why this drawing to me..Who is just not needed by any.. Why??

Then I looked sign AVM, was engraved in all glory..It had different style of sign..I traced them, it was not Ammy's sign at all..

Kaisne diya tume?? I asked her, Because I know she is far away from drawings and crafts..She is one different girl..Who loves Mumbai traffic sight seeing..Where I bang my head, when all people curse it..Who stuck in jam..And she give me lecture about it..Which I badly hate..

Ammy's sister, as token of gift..And he passed me to give to u..And this for u..She said..I didn't said s word.. But kept looking sketch where bird..Already in sound slumber..There was small dream to have a family..In my heart..But I know, it never gonna happen in dear future..

I kept them safely in my bag..As I felt it like treasure..It was indeed for me..It was..My small hope..

My trance was broken from flashback was call from Vishwas..I rubbed my tears..As I walked up to them..Before keeping sketch back safely in my bag..

And there I saw all was panic people..Who are trying best to stop baby girl cry..Baby was in Vishwas hand, then Abhi...Nandini..Prathik..And finally to Smitha..

Manii.. Cherry shouted at me seeing standing all cool, when baby is crying..

Yeah coming...I ran to her..Where I could hear baby's cry more..

Aww..My baby is crying..I asked her but she cried more..I looked both women, Because I have zero knowledge in this..I never handled small infants..Not even mukthi..As my dad kept her away from me, as much as he could..I didn't knew that I had sister..But when I got to know..I jumped in happiness all way through mansion..It was best feeling for me..Now..I feel disgust about the thought also..U can't blame me, because I have went through something,which u definitely don't expect from a sister..And my entire disaster of life happened just because of her..

I guess she is hungry?? Nandini said coming out of her shock..

No, I just fed her..It was Smitha..Then why on earth baby is crying..We all tried everything, Abhi prathik did world's funny face..But nothing worked..Everyone cuddled her expect me..As I know, she will fall from my hand..

Manii..Please utona ese..Please..Smitha said me..I looked baby..A big no..What if I let her fall down..No..Way..

No..Way..I really don't know how to hold baby..I never held such small babies..No..I'm not going to hold her..i don't want to hurt her..I backed off..Anyone can say how scared was I..

Oh! Really then voh kon tha..Jo Pura Rath usse uta ke sulaya tha.. Hospital mai..When she is crying..Leave that when she was born u were the first one took her in arms..As no one was there at that time for 2 hours..Have some confidence on urself..She dared to shout at me infront of everyone..I gave puppy face..She is scolding Manik Malhotra isn't new..She can slap me, u think I can stop her yell for me..

Manik..She shouted on top of voice..My hands innvolunteerly went to hold baby..Smitha carefully put baby in my arms..She cried more.. but when she saw me..She stopped her cry again..Giving grumpy face to me..All kids know to torture me..Don't they?? Where they all gaped seeing both of us..

I said u idiot..She needs to be in ur arms..Smitha started hitting me..Where I turned away, to hold myself safe and baby..

Okay okay..Meri maa..Baas karo..We are getting late..Chalo everyone..I walked inside temple followed by others..Nandini next to me..I know thousands questions are clouding in her small brain..But it could be solved latter..For now..Its time for another surprise..

I looked baby, in my arms..Who gave toothless smile to me..She is small girl, who made me feel how it feels hold small kid..Because I never held any kid in my arms..It maybe my own kids..She gave me happiness, which I thought I would never feel..I kissed her forehead..As I looked above..And I smiled at person, who was waiting for us..And i Looked my right..There stood shocked and teary Nandini..

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Hogaya guyss..I could only write this much..I know no Manan..But adjust karlo..As I'm in my trip..All I could write this much.. Don't worry when I'm back..I will give u big update..Please ab adjust kar Lena..

Tell me how was shock?? And baki explanation will be given from Abhay's pov..

For now bye..Gm to u all

Lots of love