Before u start..first answer to u all, which each commenter wants to know from me..

Ans- I will never separate Manan..and ur not going to see any separation..its gonna be happy ending story..but I said the way it depends on ur comments...ya from here the changes will start..get ready to see how things going back to place..with new responsibilities..with strong Bonds..with patching up..and healing each other.. finally his side of story..

Oh! God 200+😍😍 comments..trust me I'm overwhelmed..I mean I answered only 10 or 12 comments..but here it's unbelievable..i was confused whether I'm seeing votes or comments for a aecond..I read each one..and this part is written minding ur each comments..hope u will like it..tell me whether my update is valid..or not..if u feel offended please do tell me..im waiting

Ya..I saw many private messages..I love to read them.. some made my day yaar..sacchi..thanks to all readers.. thanks for encouraging and supporting me and our story..I can't just express my words.. love u all...😘😘😘that's all for now..

And target never gonna change...silent readers thanks to u..for opening ur feelings..and be with touch gayab math hojana..I will wait to hear from u all..yaa thanks for all the appreciation from new readers..hope to see u all in future..

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My to read note at last..

Hope u will enjoy..

Maniks'attire

Manik's Pov

I got down from car, as I passed keys to watchman to park it..I entered space with same attitude of mine..where never ending ogling won't stop..girls don't have better work in life..I thought as I walked up to my cabin..only to be welcomed by my daughter.. who was dancing around on couch.. I chuckled seeing her..as I cleared my throat from back side..where she got scared for sure..

U scared me..she kept her hands on her heart.. as she jumped into my arms..

Sorry to my baby..aur tum ya Kya Kara ho??where is abhay and mrudula??I asked her..

Hmm canteen pe..she said as we both walked to see not so lovey dovey couple..I walked in canteen with Avni in my arms as whole canteen started their gup shup..where I didn't cared a little..I found abhay sitting on corner table with mrudula..who was huffing in rage..not again..I walked inside as I sat between them.. mrudula was glaring abhay, where he sat with his all smirk..crossing his legs on table.. attitude tho Apne baap se lekar Aya hai..which is me..

Hmm..kindly explain?? I asked where my daughter giggled seeing both of them..and there was huge smirk on my son' face..and bird was on verge of hitting my baby with flower vase, which was in front of us..

i will tell u..i will..my daughter should really join soaps for sure..

end of manik's pov

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flashback..

(my fav. pov-writer)

abhay's pov

car was smoothly going, where i had all plans to score my revenge from my kitten..i smiled evilly as i saw mrudula having her life in watching mumbai traffic..which she feels beautiful, in which angel i certainly don't know..and i don't dare to ask her, where she comes up with her daily basis gyaan to me..which is horrible to her for normal boy like me..i feel banging my head to wall..but still all she care is about completing her gyaan to me, without any mercy upon me..its pretty my kitten..who can irritate me for no level..

and we reached Space..and where she ran inside with avni..i shook my head in disbelief but good for me..as i took another tiffin box, which i kept in avni's bag, where she had bought food for dad..heard me right, i call him dad for myself, but never dared to say it loud in front of others..and reason even i don't know..if i find out, i will say to u all..

and now mission- mrudula ko irritate karo..starts..i walked with my attitude with my guitar on my back and people don't have better things..other than peeping in others life, than seeing their own life..which i'm badly used to..and i know that look, all thanks for being MANIK MALHOTRA'S SON..i know what people think about me or talk behind me..i'm used to it..if anyone happen to say on my face, i will show the place they need to be..u know i have already booked no. of beds in city hospital as i have huge list of people to send there..hain dekne mai chota zarur hu..but never take me through my age..i'm beyond my age..and u can't predict also..(even writer couldn't predict u, baby)

i sat all innocent in canteen, where we all three were waiting for him to show up..as i didn't see him today..and thanks to my mom..I know she was right at her place, but the timing and her words, she used weren't appropriate..she should have not said his love was fake.. which I personally know it isn't..he love us and no one can know it better than me..and even I don't support my dad, i know he did a mistake, which is not only suffered by them, even we suffered it very badly..me and avni are facing it, but we chose never to show anyone especially our mom, she had brought up with great difficulty, and we have seen each struggle of hers, and that's the reason we chose to keep quiet, as we never want become more trouble in her messy life, when we both know to deal with things in our way.. but I'm here just to become my dad's strength..which he needs too badly..which is I'm doing now..but he is best dad anyone could have..and when I say it I badly mean it.. and I have to say we have best parents, though we don't have perfect family like other families..but we are happy in whatever we are..and I know soon my family gonna come back with all bang..where we have normal family like others...huh! Such beautiful wish of mine..which I'm struggling to put in one piece since months.. huh! I badly need a vacation for myself from the mess..

I kept two tiffen box..making sure kitten's attention was on me..where I opened one box, which had her fav. Red velvet cake..from corner of eyes I saw her eyes were twinkling, I patted myself..darling u gonna remember this prank of mine forever..I smiled in cunning way, which went unnoticed by both girls..it had perfect three pieces one for me and other two for them..I took one from box.. started relishing my pastry..trust me, they are truly love..🤗🤗😍😍I being foodie is just cherry on top..aww..they look damn yummy..😋😋😋..

If anyone asks about love my answer will go for food for sure..I just can't live without them.. sari dunia ek taraf Abhay's pyaar for khana ek taraf..I put one whole piece in my mouth.. it was heavenly..in fact I have personally baked them..I know u gonna definitely ask me what all I know.. and answer is I know some basics to survive for myself, because without of food u can't find abhay anywhere near u..and baking is just a custom, should be learnt compulsory to please my little sister, when she is upset with my constant nagging ..who loves muffins like hell and I took training from my mom, so that I could bake for Avni, when mom used be not around us..that were best cooking classes I tell u..she is best teacher for me.. whatever I'm today it's because of her..my mom..my first love..

Abhay.. mishti opened her mouth in horror, as she saw I wasn't sharing with either of them..

What Avni?? I asked as I licked cream, where kitten had her own life in controlling her love for cake..I gave what look, Avni pouted eyeing cakes..and I gave look to kitten..her eyes were fixed on cake..aww..poor baby..

U want them..I asked all like cute innocent boy, whom I definitely not..where both bobbed their head vigorously..huh! Now it's time for some action..I gave one cake to Avni..where mrudula was waiting for another cake for herself..

I started licking my fingers giving damn to her annoyed pout..where Avni was munching them with her all love..oh!my baby doll..my admiration came to an end..as I took another cake from the box..it was almost near my mouth..

Thud..

Expected reaction..I gave look to irritative kitten..I love to tease her.. perfect neck to neck competitor of mine..and I love the fact she have guts to challenge me unlike others..

Kisne ne nae sikaya..sharing karne, khadus..and their started gyaan of mrudula..how will my dad hear her so lively.. when she is such a chatter box, which I have come across in my whole life.. ye sochlo, meri behan ki bigad rahi hai..kithni shushil thi meri behan..did said say shushuli to my sister..oh!God sorry cancel that line.. because Avni and shushil never goes along..they are East and west..and about kitten she is damn annoying yaar..but at the same too sweet..

ab maine kya kiya, kitten? i asked all annoyed, where i'm laughing from inside by seeing her priceless face..but she snatched cake piece from my hand in jerk..avni looked shocked, as i never let anyone to snatch something from my hand, and food in special..

mrudula, vapas dedo usse..if not, he will not leave u..my sister and her hindi, lord aiyyappa kya item hai? but avni gave her  much needed warning for kitten, which she gave dash to both of them..

baad mai deka jayega..she said as she started munching bread from it, leaving cream, its her style of having cake..she have great love for creams..so, its tasted in last..she was giving her victorious smirk to me, where i put on my leg on table in attitude, without missing my smirk..which irks her a lot... 

now its time of cream..where she wanted to mimic my way..and she did..and next second..she ran to throw up..that's called abhay manik malhotra...mujse panga logi? and that's what happen..darling heart..

uff..i love to irritate her..

end of abhay's pov

manik's pov

vaise kya tha uss cream mai? i asked as i saw glaring bird, who was ready to pounce on abhay..where he became alert..as i he took his legs back to earth..as he was ready to run..

abhay malhotra, ur gone..and there started their tom and jerry..i looked for an answer, what he must have used in cream..i heard abhay's voice..

kitten, teri sari daath white hogaya hai jo pille(yellow) thee..i'm impressed with that toothpaste brand u see..and he was gone out of canteen followed by mrudula..fuck off...did he used toothpaste for cream..god, silly boy..where i couldn't stop myself laughing joined by avni..

where avni opened tiffen box, i gave what look to her..where she opened some french toasts and some scrambled egg..and she started feeding without caring i don't want protest of mine..i ate them finding no option..she is also another stubborn kid of mine..

nandini ne khana kya? i asked her, where she feed me another toast bite..and gave me orange juice..i glared waiter who bought them for me, as he know i drink only black coffee..

sorry sir, ur son have ordered to give u..i'm just following his order, sir..he ran from there just by seeing my glaring..and abhay, i just need find out, who all he know..he was one person, who is ruling me like no one..school ka baccha hu kya mai? did he forget that he is in school not me..

hain , abhay ne kila diya mom ko..she said as she made me drink orange juice..and i should thank abhay, for favor..warna she won't eat anything..because i know this much about her..

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i entered the room with avni, as my son and my another daughter were still missing..oh! god, where the hell they went..i searched them everywhere..but couldn't find this two stupid kids..

good morning everyone..i said as class went mute seeing me..where avni occupied her place like previous time..i looked my phone to call abhay...

may we come in..it was bird, who was almost drenched in water..i looked her in horror..and there dashed abhay malhotra with full panting, and he was no less, do they love to be in all mess every time..where i glared two of them, where both rolled their eyes..at least meri izzad ki liye tho respect de dethe..but no..

bohuth jaldi agaye class ko? nae..i said to them sarcastically, where abhay glared avni and bird for their giggle..

maine kaha tume kitten, that we both came early to class..but she pulled me early to class..i glared for his sarcastic words..where whole class were having life to stop their chuckle..

oh! really mr. malhotra..tho ap apne ghar ja sakthe hai, apne naya dosth ki sath..i said as i turned to class, giving dash to both of them..where bird's mouth went wide..

now..that all are here lets's start with class..so, i have bowl of chits over here, everyone should pick one of them, and that will be instrument for the day for u..i said..when i heard my bird's plead with abhay's attitude beside her..sab ke sab..mera attitude pe gaya hai..

please chachu chorry..where she nudged Abhay's elbow to do same, which abhay did for her glare, with a bad face..where class started with their gossips..

hain..sorry sir..he said with non interested face..where avni giggled at her brother's attitude..how on earth they are so different in matter of minutes is my question..where is my daughter is all sweet and cute and i have son too, who is just hulk and khadus, the way bird say..

get in..and silence please..i said with strict voice, which went deaf ears of abhay, as he picked one chit followed by bird..and once again both sat together in last bench..they both are unpredictable spices to me..they will fight like cat and rat..but at the end they will patch up like nothing happened..a different couple they are..

like always i started with rest of kids..where they learnt patiently whatever i thought..and i forgot myself with them again..i forgot in what mess i'm in..and what my heart was going through..and i don't want to think about anything else also, as i took myself break from everything..i don't want to burden my heart with more thinking and hurting..so, its better not to think about anything and concentrate on something which gives me peace..

now its turn of avni as i thought mrudula with some basics of violin..she struggled a bit but eventually she learnt them..she doesn't have good connection with string instrument as her fingers are little soft and short..but she tried her best, without giving up..and that's her..

so, baby..mouth organ..i said in excited tone, where she sat on my lap with her cheeky smile..and i know she knows to play it very well..as she once told me about it..

av-yup..i'm so eager to play them..will u join me..she asked, i could only bob my head for her, anything my daughter ask for..

lets do it..we said in unison, so we both giggled and started...

its different feeling to teach to my daughter compare to my son..she is one jovial soul and makes u smile at any second..her smile is gift to our family..her one smile and everything is back to piece..that's the thing i love about nandini and avni..blessed with gorgeous smiles and hearts..and she played fluently like always..but she tried her best in breathing..she was really good at it.. I'm impressed my daughter and her passion for music..

i walked to abhay, who was sitting all alone, with his fav. guitar..the thing which he loves the most..and his eyes where twinkling as he played some melodies..i sat next to him away from everyone..as i was ready to hear him not to teach him..he was good at it..and i know it..and I need not teach him..I just need to guide him..

hear this..he said as he started playing..whole arena went mute..and its my son's power to pull out any crowd to his attention through his music...and it was one beautiful piece and i heard without disturbing him..he had passion towards guitar like me..yes, he definitely gonna be best rockstar..and how much ever i say, he proves it in much better way to me..

(listen to it-its mind blowing piece- kaafi dund ne ke badd mila muje hai-i hope u will also love it like me- and his voice is fab)

i was pushed and made sit on chair by everyone, to play piano..and i can't say no, when it is piano..and there flowed my emotions..as my fingers went to rhythm in sync..and my voice which depicting my pain..the pain, which can only come out through my music, i don't have any option to put them out..since from childhood, i had them..who always there to pull me out from my darkness..they are the way, in which i throw my emotions..my music was , is and always will be there..he won't get bore with me and my darkness..i opened my eyes rubbing my tears..as i heard round of clap..i plastered my fake smile, now i don't need to try as it became so realistic that people think its my real smile..see the irony..

as classes ended i walked out with my kids..to send them home, as i have many work lined up..or should i say, i just want to stay out of myself..i booked myself for entire day..infact till tomorrow evening..and nandini's wish is full filled..i bid bye to them with heavy heart with my driver, i can't see them till tomorrow..tears just brimmed into my eyes..what if she takes away my kids from me..as she don't want live with me..i'm scared..i'm scared to lose them also..please don't do this to me again..please nandini..

i sat in my car drove to office..i saw time, it was exact time, which turned my whole life into worst..i shiver at the thought also..i feel myself pathetic and cruel..i feel like killing myself for being responsible for whole mess..but chuck the point, i'm at break..so, leave them aside..as i walked into my own company, which i have built with my own self..without a penny from my dad or any..its my own hard earned money..i walked in with all my attitude, and now i'm away from everything..and everyone..the way they asked from me..

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nandini's pov

i'm waiting and waiting..but that certified moron have all the work of world, forgetting that someone will be waiting for him..it was 2 am of next day but still he didn't showed up..i was walking to and fro in our flat..to open door for him, but he isn't showing up..for the first time in history i didn't remembered or cried for that day today, i was thinking all ways about manik, figuring out what had happened to him..i forgot about that day completely as my heart felt little light by throwing up feelings on him, i felt my burden was going down..i felt relax..it didn't hurt me that much..but my way and words I  used were highly shouldn't be used by me..he must be hurt from my hurtful words..i feel so guilty to talk him like that, i intentionally hurt him..where he kept quiet and listened to me..without a word..i'm confused..he confused me too core..

mom, voh ghar nai ayega yaar..please sojo..abhay came out of his room said in sleepy voice..but i'm not in mood to do..

abhay, please call karke puch lo na..his phone is switched off..i don't know anyone here, to reach him..please call karo..i said with a plead to him..where he melted little i guess as i saw he was taking his handset out..

hello vishwas uncle..abhay here..voh dad hai kya? office pe..he asked, where i stuck with word dad from his mouth, i guess he didn't noticed it..but i noticed them..it sounded so good..how will manik feel that moment, when he hears dad from our kids mouth..how will he react, was my heart's happiness..which was shut by my mind..where my heart rolled its eyes for mind..

mom, voh Pune gaye hai..he won't come home back now..ap jake sojaye..he said..i was like what the hell, i never knew he would take my words this serious..i was badly hurt, by his silence..it was hurting to see him like that..

par uske phone switch off kyu hogaya hai? i need to talk to him..i cried as i was craving for him since the talk with abhay, but couldn't its been 25 hours, still i'm unable to reach him..tears welled up in my eyes..as i sat on couch..he is doing purposely as i had hurt him, i'm so bad..i should have controlled my words..he was so happy that time but i ruined it..i had hurt him whole day, but he hardly spoke back..though he said, but made sure he didn't hurt me..

mom..mom..yaar pirse shuru hogai ap..mom, vishwas uncle ne bathaya tha that his phone battery is dead..so, he isn't picking call..kal evening tak ajayenge voh..now please stop crying..he tried calm me..but in vain..

what kal rath? i yelled abhay, where he palmed his ears..but i can't help..i need him that's it..where abhay gave are u gonna nuts look to me, i'm behaving like all cranky, since he came back from class, where he is patiently handling me, without any word..i still doubt is he my son or my dad..but i love when people pamper me, u know i miss my dad..he used pamper, whenever he comes back from borders..where he used never let me put my foot on ground, he used carry me everywhere, just like how manik carry avni everywhere..miss u dad..

mom, yaar..u have lived without him since 11 years and what's matter now..its not even 2 days, ur wailing like kid..and avni is better than u..she kept quiet, when he said, he is busy to her..i was like come again..

did he called avni? i asked in perplex ..where he bobbed his head casually..but he didn't cared to call me..

hain..avni called him up..so, he said he going out off town and will come tomorrow..as he said it was his work, she kept quiet as he promised to make it up for her..he filled up some facts to me, where i cursed manik malhotra for making me wait..but wait.. did he asked me to wait? why i'm waiting for him? i'm gone mad? what i'm doing?aiyyappa i'm confused..what's wrong with me..i yelled to my aiyyappa..

ur aiyyappa won't come and answer ur following above questions, u should find out urself..and please yaar haad hai yaar, jake sojo..aur muje bi sone do..he pulled me our room..as he had enough of my tantrums as he covered me with duvet..

now sleep mamma..avoid queries for urself..u need sleep..and subha se ur unnecessarily working up on urself for no use..jobi apka dil ketha hai, vai karna ab filal ki liye meri maa banke sojaye hai..he patted my head still i went to sleep, as i was mentally strained out i needed sleep, but not because of remembering that day but about manik..what must he be doing..

good night babe..i heard abhay's faint voice as i fell into deep sleep..but my heart was hurt to no end..manik was hurt badly because of me..

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manik's pov

i was sitting in beach..this feel so peacful at night yaar..away from mess but still in darkness..what a words..manik malhotra..i said as waves hit my legs..its my secret spot in mumbai, no one is aware expect nandini..i'm coming here since from childhood..whenever i feel too lonely, when i feel i need someone.. I try to get some peace here..where even today i didn't got..

I wasn't thinking about anything but still my mind was filled with crores of thought's.. people are blessed, who gets sleep in night unlike me...look here im walking on this deserted beach, like ghost..I didn't felt like going home..I badly didn't had courage to see that hateful look of Nandini..I had all option to go home but chose other way.. that day's and yesterday's words were ranging in my drums, how much ever badly I got involved in my work, I couldn't stop them, but to end up with tears..God only knows how my mind is capable of capturing particular lines and that disgust look for me, which can break me into billion..I'm impressed by my brain..but I have fate that gave me glass of water with added salt..I don't know whether to swallow water or throw them..huh!confusing..just like Nandini..where her actions and words go in complete opposite direction..can anyone say or help me out in reading women's mind it will be favor though..

U may me ask why?I will tell u.. After noon se es call arey uske..I don't know what she wants and mainly what I need to talk as my part of conversation..I don't want her to hurt me more, best option to switch off the phone..I know it's wrong to avoid her..but she called for it..but I made sure she was fine through my guards.. she was just annoying abhay to his breath..I know he will be cursing me as I let him handle his mom..and avni, my doll who was worried for me..she called up to my office no. With help of abhay or bird i don't know..but she demanded something from me as compensation of today and tomorrow..I could only say an yes to my baby..

And Abhay Malhotra, I don't know how badly his connection is spread in my entire office..even COO to peon of my co. Knows Abhay..and his temper..all were actually following his rules..Vishwas was one heck fellow who was behind me as I wanted skip my meal and he didn't let me do that, as he will be fired abhay..and u can't believe he made me run under his finger tips by sitting at home only..my entire office shivers on his name, where it should be me on its place..but he is ladla of all the board of directors..do anyone can fill up with details how everyone knows Abhay Malhotra's everyone in such short span, when I'm myself wasn't aware of..I mean how??

This was happening behind me only..but I couldn't find out.. Everyone knew that I had son except me and my family..otherwise the people who are related to me knows that I had kids. What's happening in my life..no one is there to answer..uff now I'm seating in Mumbai beach, saying a lie to Vishwas, that I'm going to Pune, 3 hours before but here I'm chilling out myself, as in all I came to know Vishwas is one informer of abhay, who gives my entire routine to my sona and i most say, he is really smart boy...

I was seating to figure out some things.. where, I needed some answers for myself..I need to balance myself..I need to encourage myself..I need figure out things between me and Nandini..i need to think about her future and her lost family..I need to think mainly about my kids..in all this someone will get hurt will be my kids, which may damage their feelings also..I should be careful in my each step..I don't want them to hurt in any way, because of us..I  don't want to burden my son more now..he need to sit, relax and enjoy his life now, he has done enough, or should I say more than his age..I need support and his giving me that..that's all i needed from someone..and that's abhay..

I sat for hours thinking and figuring out about everything and nothing..can't my life be simple..i walked out to my car, i drove my cars to Pune..as i have early morning meeting there..and then i have flight to mumbai, and i have to jam with fab4, as we have concert on nandini's birthday..its my tradition, which i'm following since i meet her..and it will never be broken by me..

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manik's attire

it was one hectic day i needed sleep as i was hell tired after jamming session, after continuous travel, meeting and then again travelling and jamming..it was 4pm already..i need one thing that's sleep..

i was sitting alone with my guitar in fab5 studio, where my friends where chatting about their current life and their family..where i'm hearing yet my heart wasn't there..it happens with me, be in hell crowd, i feel all alone..

dh-manik, are u even listening to me? dhruv snapped me out my thoughts..i gave what are talking look..well they are used to my reactions..

dh-voh, mrudula kho ghar chod do..i'm taking her out..he said..

ma-okay..kab chodo na hai usse..i asked him, as i was packing my guitar in its case..where mukthi and alya were gossiping about new fashion trend..cabir was talking with navya over phone..

dh-abhi chod dega tho accha hoga..as i'm taking her out as i promised her and alya has some work, so she won't be joining us...he said, i just bobbed my head,, he was actually better than alya, in taking caring of bird..

ma-fine, i will call abhay, and ask him to bring her here..i said, i was about to call him..

mu-manik, tell him to bring mrudula to dhruv's home, we will also meet him na..she suggested..i just bobbed my head..with still in confusion as abhay don't go good with my friends for sure.. because he was reserved person like me..

i switched on my phone..as it opened my phone popped with 100 miss calls and I dialed abhay's no. as it was last call..he received  it in a ring..

ab-where the hell are u? it was abhay for sure, in his all rage..i kept my phone away from my precious years..

ma-baby come down..esa chel kyu rahe ho? and is nandini and avni are fine? i asked with fear..

ab-un kya hoga? jo hoga muje hoga..i'm warning if u happen to leave this insane mom with me, i will kill u..she is troubling me since i came home..u have no idea..she is irritating like hell..come home and handle ur baby..i'm done with u both..he just cut the call..where i was figuring out what he said..i called back abhay..

ab-kya hai yaar? he sounded too low..aww, my baby is troubled by us badly..

ma-baby, everything is fine right? i asked him to confirm, though i know everything was under control through my guards and new maid, i warned each one to look after nandini and kids in my absence..and nandini once again become all cranky..what does she need? is my question..she wants be out of her sight, i'm doing that..but she calls me this many times..huh! i want pull out all my hairs because of this women..she can irritate me like no one..

ab-please ghar ajjo..i'm feed up now..please its request..even my doll won't trouble me this much..avni is far better than my mom..god! she is irritating and nagging around for having one bite of food..i never knew my mom, was this cranky like 5 year stubborn kid..i'm done now...come home and look after her now..he was hell irritated, his case was no different from mine..

ma-i will come, u just get mrudula to dhruv's home..and rest i will handle..i said, where he sighed long breath, in relief..now i need to pamper her for sure..

ab-okay bye..he said, i could only imagine what nandini has done with him, that he is complaining about her, which he never does..i thought of comforting nandini by calling her, but thought i will go and see her by myself as i know she is fine..i will handle her once i go home..

i looked back, cabir was standing in smirk..i wanted run off and people love to test my patience, which i'll be controlling at my death grip..if he also irritate me, i will kill him..

chale manik..he asked as he pulled me, with him by my shoulder..followed my others..i sat in passenger seat as cabir took driving seat in my car..rest others in mukthi's car..i know it was work of cabir, but I shut my mouth for time being..as I'm in no mood to talk..

kya huwa manik, u look too disturb..kya huwa? u know right, u can share anything with me..he asked in friendly tone..i was looking outside, as i'm trying not spill out tears..i was too weak for myself to handle..

kuch nai cabir..i'm fine..i said as i continued my gaze outside..to calm myself..

manik, i know u won't share anything with me or anyone..but i wanna say it to u, as ur my friend..(he took long pause)...just wait for time manik..everything is going to settle sooner..don't let ur past, ruin ur present and future manik..time as come, again for u, where u have found ur lost family..now give some time to settle things..i'm sure nandini se kuch related hoga..(I looked him in surprise, for which he smiled lightly) manik, its isn't easy for any women to just forgive the person, who left her hand when she is pregnant, Even though it's ur love also..manik, women needs her partner next to her when she is pregnant, she craves for his attention, his love and his care..she all needed was u at that moment..and u aren't there, its most precious and critical time of any women, and when his presence is not there. Trust me it's worst feeling Manik, and Nandini have been through it without anyone by her side not even her parents, she can't accept u that easily manik, its not easy Manik..and i'm not blaming u..but halath bohuthi alag tha tumari sath manik..nandini have lost that trust on u, which she used keep upon u..manik, she isn't wrong man, u called for it because of ur impulsive decisions, even though u tried to make it up, but it didn't reached her manik..she is right at her place manik.. she needs time buddy..give her some necessary TLC..make sure u will build same trust upon u, try to balance both kids and her..she may use harsh words or things go out of control.. or she may try to push u out of her insecurities, but be strong enough to hold her back, don't u dare to let her go..not only because of u both..but also for ur kids manik..a kid needs both mother and father equally..and don't let them deprive of something,which u both have lost..its precious childhood of theirs, don't ruin their childhood just because of ur fight..try to give best childhood memories for them at least from now on.. I hope u got me..he concluded and patted my back..all i could do was to take long breath, after much needed knowledge, which i forgot to look for..

thanks cabir, i actually needed it..i said as i kept my head on his shoulder, where he patted my head from his left hand still his right hand on steering..and that's cabir, with his gyaan..i need him, whenever i do wrong or i don't know what i need to do..when i'm hell confused..yes, i won't share anything with him also..but he looks behind that mask of mine..i'm this close to him, but never dared to depend up on him..i fear to lose buddy like him..

we are here..cabir announced..i got up from his shoulder as we both came out of car..everyone were already there..i just settled down, till abhay comes with mrudula..

hello everyone..came melodious voice of mrudula followed by abhay, he walked inside with his hands in pocket..with his so called attitude..just like me..

abhay's attire

mrudula's attire

mu-hello baby..mukthi took mrudula in her arms, where she blew flying kiss to me..i stood near mukthi as i kissed her cheeks..

mr-hey masi..she waved hi to others..giving dash to her parents..she knows how deal with people, who don't give value to her presence, the way they behave she returns her favor same way with perfect reactions..its her..

ca-hello abhay..he patted abhay's shoulder, where he smiled genuinely seeing him..

ab-hi..that was all awkward surrounding..shit i should have not called him here..i cursed myself as i saw his fake smile to everyone..he looked me for help as he wanted escape from here..

al-hi, abhay come in na..she said politely..where abhay looked me, i held his hand as i made him sit on couch..mukthi sat next to him, he didn't liked mukthi in first place, and that look of his told me..he pressed his smile for sake of his values to be polite..and to respect others..and manners wise thanks goes to nandini..

we talked bit, everyone trying to gel up with abhay,but in vain he wasn't comfortable with any except mrudula and cabir..where mukthi tried her best of being nice to me, i tell u it was genuine but he avoided her as much as he could..

i guess, we need to leave..nandini and avni must be waiting for us..i said much to relief of abhay..where bird's face fell down..it always happens, can't help she have parents and i can't do anything about it..

huh! just second..abhay walked out of mansion as he came back with chocolate goody..he passed to bird..

there was look of cabir, which spoke volumes..i knew what he gonna say, before cabir says some thing..

mom ne dene ki liye bola..its from her side..he said, much to shut cabir's unwanted love theories..where i giggled at cabir's disappoint face..

chale abhay..he bobbed his head..but i saw something in basket..it was note..which went unnoticed by everyone..

thank you

kitten

it was given by him not by jaanu, but he was smart enough to hid it, which went unnoticed by cabir's eye..and u should actually calculate his smartness now..i didn't asked anything as i bid bye to everyone..giving my words of behave to mrudula, when she is out with dhruv.. because I know she will reflect dhruv's behavior very well. If he is sweet, she is all cute Barbie doll but if he being rude with her trust me, she won't think twice to prank upon him..she will give dash to her dad also..

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i pulled out car,where abhay had warned me about nandini's behavior, she was all crying, talking non sense..irritating him..calling me..i guess kuch zayda kardiya maine..i walked inside apartment..followed by abhay..i rang bell as i knew both are inside our flat not in theirs..and it opened in seconds..and there stood my baby pumpkin..and..its been 11 years, that someone will be waiting for me..i can't say what i'm feeling right now..it was priceless moment to me..as i sat on my knees to see her twinkling eyes seeing me..my eyes filled up..i missed this moment very badly..

thanku..that's all i could say as i took her hands in mine, as she really made my day..the alone feeling of mine came down a little, seeing her warmness, as she kissed my cheeks..i lifted her in my arms as i walked inside to look around for big baby of mine, who was nowhere to be found..i looked abhay..

avni's attire

ab-i don't know..he said as he also scanning home like me..

av-mom is sleeping ..she said seeing our questioning face as i put her on couch..where she didn't left my arms, i looked her..

ma-kya hai baby? i asked her where she again climbed my chest with great difficulty, when she couldn't do, she looked me in grumpy face..i took her in my arms, as i washed my hands in sink so, that i can make some snacks for all of us..i prepared milk shake for avni, abhay sat on couch all tired, he was drained out for sure..all thanks to nandini..i made some sandwiches for time being..where avni wasn't in mood to leave my arms..

ma-kya huwa meri baby ko? i asked her meekly as she was silent all way without any word..which is unlike her..

av-i missed u..she said with her too sad pout still in my arms..i smiled as kissed her hairs..

ma-missed u too, baby pumpkin..i said she giggled finally..i made her eat some sandwiches with abhay, and he also started his crankiness for my bad time..aur raho ghar se bahar..i yelled myself..i patted avni as i walked up to my room, to look for nandini..where abhay dashed out to his room for much needed sleep of his..i peeped in to see her sleeping figure..thanks to her aiyyappa..i looked my baby, who was little sleepy as lids were betraying her..i laid down next to nandini and avni on me..where i patted my little baby, where she shared what all she did with bird yesterday and today..where i listened to her each word, it feels so good to hear them, they all need us to hear them..which I'm going to do for my whole life..

And i looked nandini carefully her cheeks had dry tear marks..i was cursing myself..i was all way working up with cabir's words..yes, he was right..i should gain her trust, make sure she won't leave me again..i should give her reason to stay with me..i should assure her that I won't make any mistake again..i shouldn't let her go..i was determined this time..i will heal nandini..i will..i kissed her forehead, where she nuzzled to my chest..and i was in my home..i smiled as i kissed my pumpkin's hairs seeing her sleeping peacefully in my arms.. I should try my all best to get them back at least for him kids..I don't let my kids have childhood like me from here on and its promise from my side, we will give them all love, care and affection, which my kids deserve for..I will keep my pain aside..I will get each one back to me..I was confident and determined this time, I won't let Abhay and others hard work go waste..to join us..I will give my cent percent..and who ever is behind our reunion..I will thank them.. and big thanks to them..

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i was standing in shower, to freshen up..i took my all time to pamper my muscles, which they badly need due to sleeplessness and long travel ..and my all beauties were sleeping peacefully..i came out after long shower..towel around my waist..

thud..

i felt sudden hotness on my cheeks, i was shock as it was little sudden..i looked the source, there stood nandini murthy with her ever monster avatar..i kept my hands on my cheeks not knowing what to do, but i knew something like this happens..i was ready for it..

Nandini's attire

and she ended up in my chest..she started her wail with her process of hitting me was continued..i let her cry..as i lift her above and i carried her down stairs..she continued her work but there was no word communicated, i rubbed her back..

i hate u..i hate u..she said, all i could do was to listen her..as i sat on couch with her on my lap..she ended her rant as she looked me finally..her eyes went red and puff..all thanks to me..

i love u..i said with all my love, she engulfed me in her full force..i ruffled her hairs..as tears adorned my eyes..I miss her so badly..I miss my old Nandini in her..but at the moment she hugged me back, it gave life to me, which I lost somewhere..

i missed u sooo muchhhh..she dragged each word like a kid..I just chuckled at her sentence..where she came back from my arms to glare me..now what..don't tell me, she gonna blast with another fight with me.. I prayed all God..

What?? I asked making sure of my tone..

U didn't missed me Manik??she started her wail again..God, can't girl hold one emotions, till we react for their exact reaction..they love to change their mood in seconds..

Shsh..Nandu..Rona band karo..Baba..acchaa..even I missed u ethna Sara..I said stretching my hands as much as I could in air..where she pouted like baby..she not gonna leave this topic that easily..

Nae..tumne nai Kiya..U didn't if u would have, then u would have called me..jab Maine ethna Sari Baar phone Kiya tumne..U know I waited for u yesterday..par tum nai ayye..muje bohuth Bura laga..Patha hai tume..im Katti with u..she complained like baby..where she turned her face like annoyed doll..where I could only listen my baby's complaint..can't this moment stop right here..was my question?? If u could..please stop it..I don't want anything or anyone to ruin this moment..

Accha my baby is upset with me..tho Kya Karu Mai..Jo meri baby ko Lage I really missed her.. I played along..where her eyes twinkled like it used to do..it was a treat to watch her like that..

Mai Jo bolungi tum voh karoge? I bobbed my head with my brightest smile..how much ever she can hurt me, only she can make me smile..the way she loves to see..

Okay..then..now u gonna pamper me..U will carry me everywhere..U will look after me the way u used to look after me..I need all ur attention, when I'm with u..and u won't ask me to drink or make me drink milk..and u will let me eat ice cream at any time.. I mean any damn time..U should take me out whenever I ask for..even it is midnight..U will share everything with me..i mean everything..ab ke liye ethna kafi hai..she finally ended..I was looking adorable doll of mine..yeah little bigger size..

Aur bacche?? I asked her..she pouted and turned other side keeping her index finger on chin as if she was in deep thought..

I don't know..U manage them..and u will take care all of us..U need to balance everyone..I don't know how u gonna do..but u need to do..its ur duty..i don't compromise with anything for me or for our kids..she said in one breath..and she gave something, which I craved to hear..not the way I expected but either way it wasn't that bad..SHE GAVE ME MUCH NEEDED ASSURANCE AND CHANCE TO ME.. Indirectly.. she was trying to bring out that courage to trust me,i couldn't ask for more.. I will give my best for this chance..and I will get her back with my kids for sure..

I kissed her forehead with all my love..where she closed her eyes..to feel me..

I will do whatever u ask for..I will take care of each one..I don't let u complain again jaanu..I said, where she hugged me back..

Ab Mai change karlu? I asked her, and at that moment mam realised how I'm infront of her..

Huh! Koun rok raha tume?? She asked in stammer and her cheeks went red..I took her in my arms as I walked to our another room in downstairs..I placed her on bed..as I walked to closet..where she was admiring our frame..

I opened door as I pulled out my lose shirt followed by khaki shorts..I changed them soon..as I dried my hairs with towel..I walked to Nandini..who was checking each pic on wall..

Nandini, would u mind to join outing with me.. I asked like I was asking for the first time, even I wasn't this polite that time..I just pulled her out of her class.. without thinking twice about anything..and here I'm doing everything reversal..

Are u asking for a date, to mother of 2 kids?? She was perfect tease to me..I being polite was just a waste..

I guess an yes, I'm asking for a date with u, who is mother of my kids.. would u join?? actually that too chessy for myself.. kya kya papad belna padega muje??

Hmm.. I need to ask my son, u see his little possessive and protective towards me, and he don't like if i go on date .. Abhay hath Mai ajja tab bathatha Hu tuje..I really doubt whether he is my son or her protective dad..uff Manik control..

Ya..I don't like if mom goes on date with u..look whose here Abhay Malhotra, villain at the moment..he tends to break romance in air..

And why is that so?? I actually was annoyed, he love to irritate me..ek second wasn't he sleepy..what the hell he is doing here?? perfect moment pe ajja tha hai..Kahi Pura ghar mai camera tho nai laga diya es ne..ye Insaan kuch bi karsaktha hai..I mean kuch bi..

Meri Marzi..he said as fell on bed ..tumri Marzi right? Ab bathatha hu tuje..

Nandini voh chocolate basket tum mru.. that's it, my mouth was closed in seconds..there was horror on Abhay Malhotra's face..and that's worth watching..hmm interesting right..

What chocolate basket?? Mai Kya?? Nandini asked all confused..where my son was trying all way to get immediate answers to escape from situation..

Mai bathatha Hu na..I said with tease and sudden excitement, i looking Abhay from corner of my eyes..where he was bitting his nails all scared..he mimicked nandini's nervous gesture perfectly..

Then tell na..Nandini cried in confusion..

Voh tumne bird k..and I was cut of by abhay..

I will give u permission..jaha jana hai Le Jo..I won't stop u..take her for a date fate.. whatever u want..I won't stop u for anything.. Abhay stammered all letters and finally he breathed heavy sigh..trust me, that's actually Epic one..where I smirked evily.. that's called Manik Malhotra..I gave my victory smile..where he gave I will u see u later look..

Tum dono ki bech Mai..Kya chal Raha ?? Huh! Im observing since many days.. what's happening between u two?? She yelled seeing our eye talk..

Mai batha Hu na..I said with my smirk again to take away breath of abhay..he gave oh! no look..U definitely not going to do that look to me..I laughed mentally seeing him like that..he looks like small 10 year boy to me now..who is scared of his mom as he was caught red hand by his dad..too much fun..like a perfect family drama..

Will u say it or not Manik?? She yelled at me..we both were getting into her nervous now..

Voh..I said abhay pleaded me..I assured him through eyes..where he relaxed in seconds..

And I elaborated the prank he did with bird..and I ended and she threw cushion at his face for the deed he did.. Indian mom's I tell u..

What the hell?? Abhay es kohi prank keltha hai kya?? Voh bhi usse pyari bechari bacchi ki sath?? Where I and Abhay looked each on the word pyaari for bird..She is pyaari okay.. definitely not bichari..Jo bolega uni ko bichari banadegi..I and Abhay rolled our eyes..much to her temper..

U monster's are u even listening to me..where we both didn't cared as we both settled on couch..as we both took video game race controller in our hands to play video games..She poucned on us..as she started her hitting session..

Stop...we all looked the source..and avni glared all three, who are actually throwing whatever came to our hand..She looked like our strict mommy..where Nandini and Abhay hid behind me, throwing all the vase and cushions which were in their hands..I gulped at her scary glare..She looked like nandini's second version in anger..meri pyari beti bani Jr. Mini monster..

Hey baby..come here na..I tried to sound all okay..but found difficult as I stammered seeing her tapping foot..I was actually scared..where Nandini was peeping through my shoulders.. Abhay was planning how to manofy her..

Did u even realised, I'm at home..I looked Nandini..because she was saying same lines like Nandini..where Nandini glared me back..

Haan na..baby..I was actually asking Nandini that I will prepare muffins for my pumpkin..but she wanted eat pasta..so, I was fighting for u..but she is adamant to eat pasta..U see.. I'm trying to be ur side... I cooked up some story..I patted my shoulders as she bought them easily..Nandini smashed me from behind for the worst lie, throwing all the issues upon her..where abhay giggled at the story..

Even I supported him Avni..but mamma is mamma, u know na..he added further..its called revenge for making us run around her.. where we laughed at annoying Nandini, whose eyes went wide with lie..

Nai princess..both are lying..mamma es kargi Kya?? Mamma tho Avni ko bohuth pyaar karegi na?? She won't do such things na??She asked kneeling down in front of avni..where she went mute for seconds..

I will buy it..if I get tray full of muffins for myself no sharing at all, and no one will stop me, when I'm eating them..then I will think about ur words..She declared, all of our eyes came out of sockets..did she ask for tray full of muffins..that to no sharing..

Avni that's too much, Nandini said her ..

Sochlo..She said still tapping her legs..saying us she isn't backing out anywhere..

Fine..chalo..done..I said as I left my baby in my arms..followed by others..who made are u gone nuts look..where I shrugged as I know anything for my daughter..but I know, how to make her understand..I won't spoil my daughter for sure..by giving all things easily, but showing what's correct and what not??and she will understand in better..

Hogaya guyss.. hope u liked the update..I tried my best..I don't know how u gonna react for it..will be waiting for ur response..

Did u think, what I did was correct or not?? Please do tell..if anything I missed, do tell me.. suggestions are welcomed with all heart..if anything to be added do please tell me..

And guyss..I will write this update little later bcz I have other stories to update..people will kill me if I won't update them..so, try and understand..as I bought story to one level..from here the story gonna go little smooth with little emotions for sure..I won't let u cry until I reach manik's side story..and Manik side story is long way to reach..so, patience buddies till then enjoy Manan and kids..

Guyss Nandini Murthy ki birthday hai.. suggestions please...

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