After the summer

My fourth year at Hogwarts and i've had a summer glow up. My long hair has got longer, my green eyes look nicer, my lips have plumped, my body has figured, i'm happy with it i love how i look and i overall just look a lot prettier. I looked a lot like my father when he was a teen although i don't know why my eyes are green but it's ok i guess i like them. Draco just looks the same only much taller and more attractive i don't know how but when i see him he looks at me and signals for me to come over i walk towards him and embrace him in a big hug. I got a big wiff of his cologne he smelled nice it comforted me his warm minty breath on the top of my head. I pulled out of the hug and sat with him for awhile while we talked about our summer we laughed, and i talked and messed about and i sat throwing Bertie Bott's Every Flavour Beans in his mouth and getting him to guess the flavour. After awhile the train stopped and i realised we where there it didn't feel that long with him everything felt shorter, but i couldn't tell him that, we never spoke about the kiss but he looked at me the same way he did that night. I loved the smell of his cologne and loved feeling his warm minty breath on me.

I sat with the golden Trio in the great hall eating the feast but i couldn't help but keep on looking at him and everytime i did he was looking at me already but it comforted me. He raised his eyebrows at me the first time but i just did it back at him and we both smirked then turned around and laughed Harry shoved my in the ribs and said "what are u laughing at" i looked at him picked up my spoon and hit him over the head with it causing everyone to look at us as Harry let out a scream, i looked down at my dented spoon and laughed i heard a shout it was draco "Even your sisters got more strength than u potter" the whole hall went silent to hear Harrys responce he said "do u want beat up again Malfoy" Malfoy sniggered "well that day your sister wasn't just screaming your name potter"... i choked on my jelly and harry looked me straight in the eyes so did everyone else i got up grabbed Malfoy by the ear and dragged him out of the Hall. "WHY WOULD U SAY THAT" i shouted , "ok ok calm your tits potter its a joke we only kissed" he said staring at me but it took me a second, he mentioned the kiss that i'd been thinking about all summer. "Well they don't know that" i said looking angry. He looked dissapointed in himself "i'm sorry y/n"  he sighed "sorry isn't good enough Draco" i said crossing my arms over my chest. "well then" he said walking towards me i walk back and he pins me to the wall trapping me between his two arms, being unable to move i just look him in the eyes, he slid his hand down my waist to my leg and lifted it and started kissing me and i kissed him back. (It was really nice)he stopped kissing me and said "i'll be back" he walked into the great hall and stood on the Gryfindoor table and said "I DID NOT FUCK Y/N POTTER SO U CAN ALL SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTHS" i laughed and was getting ready to hug him but then he grabbed me and kissed me instead it was like an electric shock through my whole body but it was quickly stopped. He then got pulled out by snape, I felt bad but i didn't ask him to do that his choice not mine (it was hot though) My heart stopped when i realised what he did i couldn't believe it Draco Malfoy kissed me there now IN FRONT OF EVERYONE. I ran into my dorm and lay on my bed happily i really do like draco malfoy and i think i always have...

Dracos Diary

This girl is driving me crazy, I said to myself i'd stop falling for her but as soon as i seen her on that train i couldn't help but talk to her. Her warm embrace as i took in her scent , baby powder and vinilla and her hair smelt apples just like the potion. And when she hugged me my whole world turned blue and happy the butterflies in my stomach got worse and my knees buckled. She made me feel great and she looked...really fucking sexy like she's really hot and just my type she's perfect and she's got good aim with her jelly bean throwing but she's just great and in 1st year i smelt her in my Amortentia and again in 2nd year the same thing when we did that project in 3rd yr. She makes me feel special I love you y/n Potter and i know it.
-D.M

Y/ns Diary

This is the first page in my diary and i'm writing about Draco Malfoy i don't mind though he makes me happy, when i see him my whole world stops and it's almost like i don't know what to say. But as i get closer to him i know exactly what to say what to do to make him feel good to make him want more but secretly i want him...but he can't know that i need to keep it to myself i can't let him know i find him attractive or that i want him but whenever he walks into a room my heart stops and i can't help but feel a sudden urge to just kiss him.

y/n Potter

Me and draco were running through the halls and hiding behind walls and messing around then he asked me if I wanted to go somewhere, i know exactly where i want to bring him. To the cafe aunt Petunia used to bring Dudley to and would never let me and Harry get anything. I said "hold this" it was the port key to go to 4 Private drive we could walk from there. He looks at me and says "where are we going?" I look him in the eyes and "say do u trust me?" he looks at me like im crazy for asking such a question "of course" he says "then take my hand" i say holding out my hand he grads it and i feel his cold hand with his rings i play with his fingers for a few seconds while admiring his rings then i say "right lets go" grad this spoon we both hold it and a few seconds later we're there outside 4 private drive, a look of sadness came across my face and then dissapointment then i just went numb i crashed to my knees and started sobbing draco sat beside my wrapping his arms around me and placing my his head on my cheast "i didn't think it whould hurt that much to be outisde this house again. Outside the house of the people that lied to me my whole life about my parents death about everything I hate them they used me as there personal slave and treated me and harry like shit our whole lives." "Hey its ok im here i won't let anyone hurt you not as long as im here  I wont ever let anyone hurt you y/n i promise u okay" he placed his hand on my head and started to run his hand down my hair comforting me. After awhile he lifts my chin with his hand and squishes my cheeks "when ever your ready im ready too he says looking in my eyes and kissing my forehead" A few minutes later i wipe my tears and get up he gets up too and we walk to the cafe i wanted him to have the best time ever so i locked my hand with his and played with his fingers and we got to the cafe. He looked confused but didn't say anything i looked at him and said "do u want a milkshake?" "a what" he said looking at me like i was mad "a milkshake wait ill get one and you can have some of mine" he looks at me like he didn't want any i tilt my head and say "remember when u said u trusted me yeah?" so trust me i say he smirks and says "fine" a lady comes over and says "anything for u two? "yea one vanilla and strawberry milkshake please" i smile "ok that will be ready in 2 minutes." After talking for awhile it arrives Draco looks disgusted at the pink liquid i say "thank you" and take a sip then hand him the straw and say "trust me"he smiles then takes a sip and he looks ashtonished "It tastes good..." "I know and u didn't believe me how rude" i say laughing. After finishing the milkshakes he looks at me and says "can u get me another Muggleshake?" I laugh and say "of course" getting up and heading to the till to pay for another. After finishing his "Muggleshake" we headed back to Hogwarts it was Dark and it was pouring rain. After walking for awhile he stopped walking and bowed then looked up at me and said "may i have this dance" I laugh at him and said "your so cheesy" while taking his hand. He twirled me round and i felt his cold hands all over my back and my waist and it felt right and just to add the cheery on top at the end he dipped me down and back up again and kissed me right there at that moment in the rain after our muggleshakes and it all just made sense to me. I did love him.