I'm Still Here ( T - T )

Soooooo I've been feeling really down lately so here's a sad one. Every time there will be a sad one I'll put ( T - T ) beside it as a warning;) the highschool AU part two will be posted soon though! Prepare for feels!
P.S that pic fits perfectly with this
   Magnus sat on the hot pink sofa, flipping the page of the scrapbook, and chuckling to himself at the photo. It was a picture of him and Alec with a giant green teddy bear at the carnival. Magnus remembered how angry the shadowhunter had gotten when he found out the game was rigged. Magnus moved on to the next picture.

It was their wedding anniversary, but Magnus was celebrating it alone.

Alec had died two years ago, at the old age of 87, and had died peacefully in his sleep. Magnus was glad it had been that way, and not painful, or brought upon by a demon. Magnus still remembered that day. Waking up to find a still Alec, his chest not rising and falling, his body stiff and cold. It came as a shock for Magnus. Seeing Alec like that. He never did once stop loving him though. Even as old age had gradually taken his sight from him, and wrinkles now covered his face and body, Magnus still thought those shockingly blue eyes hadn't changed one bit. Magnus bit back tears as he called Isabelle and the others, and it was hard for him to hear her sobs over the phone. Magnus cried that day. He cried so much he feared he'd cry all his tears out. So as he sat there today, he allowed himself to cry, but to not let the tears fall on the precious memories.

Magnus turned the page. Memories of them traveling the world.

Alec leaned over and tapped the photo and laughed. "I remember that!" he chuckled. Magnus laughed too. It was a picture of Magnus in a sari, the two posing in India. "Getting you into that will be forever burned in my mind!"
he proclaimed. The nineteen year old shadowhunter was sitting beside him, laughing on the couch with Magnus. He turned the page.

"That. Was. Hilarious!" snorted Alec. Magnus saw what he was laughing at, and grinned. A picture of soot all over Magnus' face, the oven coughing out smoke. Magnus looked murderous, while Alec looked like he was about to fall apart from laughing in the background.

"That was not funny! It ruined my hair!" whined Magnus.

"What are you saying Mags!? You make everything work" complimented Alec. Magnus laughed dryly. He turned the page.

"That movie was awesome!"
In the book was two tickets to go see
Avengers: Age of Ultron. (I do not own AAOU) "I remember camping outside the theatre just to watch it the day it came out!" said Alec.

"Well it was worth it, or am I not correct?" asked Magnus.

"Oh no it was worth it. And fun" agreed Alec. Magnus flipped the page.

"MAGNUS WHY IS A PICTURE OF ME IN THE SHOWER IN HERE!?" hollered Alec. Magnus chuckled and hastily flipped the page. "Answer the question Magnus!" huffed Alec. Magnus sighed.

"First of all, you can't see anything, private. Second, how can you not remember why I took it in the first place!? It was when you had gotten pooped on by a bird and you bolted into the shower before I could take a pic! So I took one of you shampooing it out" explained Magnus. Alec rolled his eyes so far Magnus thought they might remain there. He turned the page.

A picture of them kissing, glued to a large paper heart. In glittery letters the page said Forever and Always, I will love you and care for you, no matter the obstacles in life that may come in our way. Just remember that after the rain, the sun likes to cheer up the day. You are that sun on a rainy day. You are my home wherever I go, you are mine alone. Forever and always my love. Happy Birthday Alexander! Love Magnus. It was the last page of the fifty double paged scrapbook. Magnus looked up at Alec for the first time, and placed his hand on his. It went through to the sofa. Magnus felt tears burn at the back of his eyes.

"Alec?" he asked wearily, "you're not really here are you?" he asked softy. Alec looked at Magnus with a look of longing mixed with pity, his large blue saucers filled with tears.

"I'm still here Magnus, I'll always be here" he said quietly, his hand coming up to rest on Magnus' cheek for a moment and then falling on the sofa. "Happy anniversary Magnus" he breathed, "Aku Cinta Kamu" and with that, his image flickered, and then disappeared.

Magnus curled up into a ball, resting his head on his elbows, tucking his chin down. His sobs racked his body, and filled the hollow room with the sounds all night.

FIN
okay, not gonna lie I cried while writing that. Oh jeez I'm a sad person. If you didn't get it, Magnus was imagining Alec beside him the whole time out of grief :( okay. I know. It's sad. But I like to think that clary gives them an immortality rune, so Alec lives forever and MALEC lives forever. WELP. Vote and comment you know the drill. Bai my unicorns!

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