P.O.V. [Name]

I sighed as I slowly got up, I didn't recognize where I was. Come to think of it I don't remember that much at all. As I tried to remember anything a massive headache began to throb in my head. I don't think I've ever felt anything this intense, or if I have then I don't remember it. I then heard the door beside me open and turned to see a female with raven black hair bright purple eyes staring at me. 

"Oh you're finally awake," The female said as she slowly walked to my side. 

"Yeah," I said a bit confused as I looked at the female in front of me. 

"Are you okay? You're not to injured are you?" The female asked as she looked at me.

"No," I asked as I looked at the female in front of me. I was a bit confused as to why she was asking me this. Am I okay? Did I get into a fight or something? "I'm sorry," I said as I looked at the female in front of me. "But who are you?" I asked a bit confused. 

She seemed a bit shocked hearing this however it seemed like she got over her shock rather quickly. "You don't remember anything?" She asked as she looked at me, however for whatever reason I could have swore that I saw her hide the faintest of smiles for some reason. 

"No," I said as I looked at the female in front of me. 

"I see," She said as she looked at me. "Well my name is Raynare," The female said as she gestured to herself. "And you're [Name]," She said as she pointed towards me. 

"[Name]," I repeated as I looked at the female in front of me. For whatever reason that name did sound oddly familiar, and her name did as well. 

"So you really don't remember anything?" She asked as she looked at me and I shook my head. She then smiled hearing this and pointed to herself. "So you don't remember that I am your girlfriend?" Raynare asked as she pointed to herself. For whatever reason that idea repulsed me. I felt my stomach tighten and I felt sick, almost like I was going to vomit. 

"No," I said as I looked at the female in front of me. I wanted to object to what she was saying but at the moment she would know more about me than I would. Maybe that feeling in my gut was just from where I just met her. I don't want to hurt her if she really is my girlfriend. 

"W-well," I began as I looked at her. "You're really pretty," I said as I gave her an awkward smile. She smiled slightly hearing this and smiled as she gently pushed me back. "Now lay down, I can only imagine how exhausted you must be," She said with a smile. I nodded hearing this and began to lay down. 

I then felt Raynare began to nuzzle against me and I sighed as I looked at the ceiling and slowly began to drift off to sleep. I'm not sure how long I was asleep however it felt like several hours had passed before I once again woke up. When I did I tried to lean up but found that I couldn't. I felt something around my wrist I then looked to see that there was a rope around my wrists. 

"Wh-what the!" I began as I heard some noise and began to struggle slightly. I then saw a door open and saw Raynare walk out of a the room. She was wet and there was some steam in the room suggesting that she had just took a shower. 

"Oh you're awake," She said as she looked at me, however I noticed something about her seemed different than before. Her voice was deeper, colder, and had a slight edge to it. She then noticed my wrists and began to casually walk towards me. "S-sorry!" She said her voice returning to normal as she walked over to me. 

"R-Raynare!" I said as I felt my face heat up seeing her naked body in front of me. 

"I-I know, I'm so sorry! It's just I did that before because I was worried you might wonder off if you woke up. I just didn't want you getting hurt or leaving me," She said as she began to untie me. 

"N-No not that," I said trying to avert my eyes. She then looked at me after she had untied me a bit confused. 

"Oh!" she said as she looked down at her naked form. "This?" She questioned as she looked at me. "It's okay, we're dating remember? We've already seen each other naked," She said as she looked at me. 

I was a bit shocked hearing this and nodded. I guess it's not that strange, but even so from where I don't remember anything. It feels like this is the first time I'm seeing her like this. I must have still looked embarrassed because she took my hands and placed them on her breasts. "Here," She said giving me a smile. 

"Go ahead, you can play with them all you want," She said with a smile, I was a bit nervous hearing this and slowly began to caress them and she let out a few a moans as I did. I then stopped and looked at her. 

"I'm sorry but . . . can we wait? I know it's normal but I just . . . I'm still not sure how I feel about this, how I feel about us," I said as I looked at her. I was expecting to be yelled at, smacked, or for her to burst into tears but to my surprise she smiled and hugged me. 

"It's fine," She said as she looked at me and covered herself up. "I didn't think it was a big deal, but given the situation I guess this is kind of extreme," She said with a smile. "I-I'll try to hold back from now on," She as she looked at me. I nodded hearing this and stood up as I looked at the female in front of me. 

I then felt my stomach rumble and she smiled and chuckled as she stood up. "Stay here for a minute. I'll get dressed and then we'll go out to get something to eat," Raynare said as she began to walk away. I nodded hearing this and once again tried to avert my eyes as she began to walk away. 

Timeskip

It had been a few months since I had started living with Raynare. She had given me an explanation for almost every question I had. I was living with her and not my family because they apparently hadn't held out much hope that I would live. We had met whenever we were just kids, she fell in love with me a few years ago, and I was apparently the one who confessed to her. 

Everything seemed to be perfect. She was helping me with everything. Then it happened I suddenly got my memories back. I don't know how or why but I did. Everything I believed up to that point was a lie! My family didn't give up on me! Rias and Sirzechs would never do something like that, they probably just didn't know where I was. We weren't childhood friends we had just met a few months ago during a battle.

I never confessed to her, and even that personality she put up whenever she was around me. They were all lies! . . . So why? . . . Why do I still love her? I should hate her, my mind is telling me to rip her to pieces but my heart feels so heavy. I was just so conflicted at the moment but I'm not sure what I should do about any of it. 

I sighed as I continued to walk down the halls. I then saw Raynare walking towards me with a smile. "Hey [Name]," She said with a smile, and for some reason I found myself smiling when I saw her. I then sighed and shook my head letting my smile fade. 

"You can drop the act now," I said as I looked at the female in front of me. She seemed a bit confused hearing this and I sighed as I looked at her deciding to clarify what I meant. "I remember everything," I said as I looked at the female in front of me. She seemed a bit concerned and sighed. 

"Well at least it was fun while it lasted," She said letting her voice return to normal. "I was getting tired of doing that damn annoying voice anyway," Raynare said as she looked at me.

"You know my sister isn't going to be happy when she finds out about this," I said as I looked at the female in front of me. She tensed up hearing this and sighed after all if her last encounter was anything to go on trying to fight Rias again most likely wouldn't end well for her. 

"Like I care, from what I seen her best pieces is that idiot Issei and we all saw how stupid he was when we fought," The female said as she began to laugh. I sighed hearing this and listened to her gloat about what she was saying and as much as I hated to admit it she was right. I know my sister's trying to build her pieces at the moment however in her current state I don't think there's much she can do. 

I then watched as the female began to walk away. As she did my heart still felt incredibly heavy as I watched her walk away. That's okay, even if her feelings for me were nothing more than a façade my feelings for her are real. I will make her fall for me, just like I fell for her. I then began to walk after he and as soon as I turned the corner I noticed that she was gone. 

I then began to walk down the halls trying to find her, after a few minutes of not being able to find her I began to walk back to her room. After all if nothing else I thought I could leave her a note saying how I feel. I doubt she'll read it, in fact if anything she's probably going to rip it up and then mock me while I'm not there but even so it'll at least let her know I'm serious about us.

When I opened the door I saw that it was also empty and sighed. I don't know why I was expecting her to be in here. I guess it was just me hoping she'd be here more than anything. I then looked around for anything I could write on, hell I'll even use my own blood and write  on her wall if I need to. 

However before I could find anything I heard some noise coming from the bathroom. As I came closer to it I realized that it was crying. I then began to peak into the door and saw Raynare in front of her sink with tears coming down her eyes. "Stop crying you damn idiot! What did you think was going to happen! You can't afford to be with him, this is exactly why you became a fallen! So stop crying and pull YOURSELF TOGETHER! . . . Damnit it hurts!" Raynare said as she continued to cry. 

I then stepped into the bathroom and Raynare turned to look at me before she glared at me. 
"What the hell do you want?" She asked as she looked at me. 

"You," I answered honestly as I looked at the female in front of me. 

"Get the hell out," She said as she looked at me. I then began to walk towards her and she gritted her teeth as she looked at me. 

"It doesn't have to be this way," I said as I looked at her. 

"We could be together," I said as I looked at the female in front me. "My family doesn't have to know. It could be just us. I don't mind really," I said as I looked at her. She gritted her teeth hearing this and sighed as she looked at me. 

"Against my better judgement," She said with a sigh as she looked at me. "I think I'm willing to give us a shot too," She said as she looked at me. I smiled hearing this and moved forward to try and hug her only for her to raise a hand and stop me. 

"However, I just want you to know, that it only takes one screw up for our relationship to come to a complete end. A devil and a fallen angel are already taboo, I don't need you going around making things worse," Raynare said as she looked at me. 

I nodded hearing this and she smiled before she reached for her top letting it fall down. "Don't stare, you already knew what I looked like naked," She said as she jumped up allowing me to catch her. "Now take me to the bed," She said with a smile. 

I nodded hearing this and we began to make our way towards the bed. When we reached it I laid her down gently and began to strip. I then slowly made my way overtop of her and aligned my member that at this point had gotten hard. 

I then slowly began to push into her and she let out a moan as I did and when I reached as far as I could she looked at me and I looked at her. "Well, are you going to move or what?" She asked as she looked at me. "What? Did you really think I was a virgin? Come on, get real," She said as she looked at me. I guess that was a bit stupid of me to think that.

I nodded hearing this and began to thrust into her. As I did she let out several moans and I began to pant heavily. I could feel her walls wrapping around me and what made it the most unbearable were the random twitches of pleasure she would do where her walls tightened around me just a bit before they once again relaxed. 

I could feel myself nearing my end and began to thrust faster into her. She began to moan a bit more than before hearing this and I began to thrust faster. Raynare then began to reach for my hand and I took it holding hers as with one final thrust we both released our love juices. I then fell to my side not wanting to land on her. 

"You know," Raynare said as he looked at me. When she said this I looked up at her and she smile. "I'm risking a lot to be with you," She said as she looked at me before she leaned forward and kissed me. "Prove to me you're worth it," Raynare said with a smile. 

I nodded hearing this and she smiled and as she looked at me. "Now let's get some sleep," She said as she began to nuzzle against me like the first night that I had spent with her. "Who knows," She said as she covered both of our naked forms. "You might even be up for a second round next time," She said with a smile, I felt a bit embarrassed hearing this and began to slowly drift to sleep. 

With a girl like her by my side, there's no doubt that I've made the right choice. I just hope I can make her as happy as she's made me.