AN:Hey soz for the wait. My phone was stolen on the 22nd of March and my other was broken on the 21st (forgot to mention that on my convo and other book update) sorry if it seems like an excuse but I would never lie to the most amazing readers, so I'm back again. Requests aren't open yet, as I'm trying to catch up. Hope you enjoy. This goes out to Brave_Vesperia .

Lucy POV

I sat next to Natsu as we looked out the window. We were currently on a mission, looking for (YN). He was a member of Fairy Tail but after what happened, he went rogue. I still can't believe it happened like this! I never wanted to hurt him. He was the one I loved.

Natsu:"Lucy, its ok. We'll find him."

Natsu reassured me, trying his hardest not to throw up. I gripped my hand, where my jewellery was. It was a gift. An expensive to say the least. I looked out and saw the lush forests of Fiore... and smoke!

Lucy:"Natsu! Smoke!"

Natsu:"Where?!"

I pointed at it and he punched the glass window and jumped out with me in his arms. He put me down and we ran towards the location. As we ran through the forest, the smoke became more thick with a purple hue. When we reached the location we saw a train destroyed with a man standing among the wreckage. It was him. (YN)... No... it was Ragnarok.

Flashback YN POV

I was on my way to the guild, returning from a S class mission. I was a half blood. Half Ice dragon slayer by my mother, half Smoke demon slayer by my father. I was called Ragnarok by many. I used to wear a red and white hoodie, red tracks and white running shoes... but my gear was shredded so I changed it to a black trench coat, black jeans, purple combat boots and a red under shirt. I walked in hoping to the smiling faces of my friends and girlfriend. Instead, I was greeted with Lucy kissing some random ass guy (soz all NaLu shippers, Natsus just my boy) and my friends staring at me horrified. As she stopped she looked at me afraid of what I might do. I hung my head low as my (hc) hair covered my eyes. Gray and Natsu walked up to me, but by now I was gone. (YN) was gone. All that was left was the anger of Ragnarok. I turned to smoke and left the guild. I heard something drop in my place. It was my dagger. A gift from Master Makarov himself. Beside that... an engagement ring... the only other one being worn by Lucy

Present

YN:"What do you want you bitch?!"

Lucy gasped and started tearing up. I had never raised my voice or cursed. This was a new me. A me that formed over the month I was gone. I looked at her with hateful eyes. She looked up at me crying.

Lucy:"I WANT YOU BACK!"

YN:"YEAH WELL I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN"

Natsu:"Hey calm down (YN). Let's remember who you are."

YN:"Who I WAS. I'm never going back. The power I have learnt will exceed all of you combined"

Soon the rest of guild showed up behind them. Figures that they would follow each other around.

Gray:"C'mon man, lets go back. We're all here for you."

Macao:"Yeah man. Let's go."

YN:"Oh I'm not going anywhere."

I summoned my power and unleashed an small explosion. They were knocked back as they looked at me. My hair was floating and my clothes were partly ripped.

YN:"SMOKE DEMON SUMMON: DELIORA!!!"

A smoke version of Deliora appeared from thin air and stood behind me. The guild stood speechless at my feat. I summoned a demon, with raw power.

YN:"You have one chance to make come back and not use him on you: give one good reason to come back."

Lucy:"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!"

YN:"I said one good reason. ICE DRAGON ERUPTION!"

Deliora punched his hands into the ground, making it shake violently before ice shards started shooting out of the ground and hit most of the guild members. I stood annoyed and was about to strike again, but was stopped by a certain red head.

Erza:"Stop this (Nickname), we care about you."

That name. That person. She was my kryptonite. She was the only one that could bring me back from the brink of insanity. But... I wasn't insane, I was with my fellow brothers in blood...Zeref and Acnologia. They appeared beside me and we stood above them with our powers and aura fuming.

Makarov:"You... you traitor!"

YN:"Never was."

Zeref:"Hmm?"

I quickly stabbed both of them with an enchanted dagger. Everyone stood there in shock as Acnologia and Zeref fall down beside me. Zeref looked up at me...

Zeref:"Why?"

YN:"No matter what happens their my family. Blood makes you related, loyalty makes you family. You were just using me Zeref."

I looked up at the guild members who were left standing. Natsu, Gray, Erza, Lucy, and Gajeel just stared at me while Master Makarov smiled, knowing his plan had worked out the way it intended.

Makarov:"Good job (YN). Sorry that I used your breakup as a way for you to get close to Zeref and Acnologia."

YN:"No problem master, I knew it was for a greater good. It took me a while to get over it, but it's fine. Well should we head back."

I hopped down and walked to my friends. Natsu and Gray bro hugged me, Gajeel gave me a stern punch, and Erza hugged me crying.

Erza:"I was so *sobs* worried. I don't want to lose you."

YN:"Sorry Erza, I didn't mean to make you worried."

I held her close to me as she slowly stopped crying. I let her go and smiled at her. She eventually smiled back and walked alongside me to Lucy.

YN:"Lucy I forgive you for what happened..."

Lucy:"Really?!"

She tried to hug and kiss me, but I evaded it.

YN:"...but I thinks it's best we stay friends."

She looked at me shocked before nodded her head and looking down. I walked with the rest of the guild back to a local village to catch a ride back to Magnolia. As we walked I noticed Erza kept mumbling some random things.

YN:"Erza, you ok?"

Erza:"Hmm? Uhh yeah it's nothing."

I just continued to walk with Natsu and Gray, joking as we went on our way.

Erza POV

I kept thinking about (YN). I want to tell him how I feel. How I love him. But he'll only see me as a friend, nothing more.

???:"Ain't gonna do any good just saying it to yourself red."

I looked and saw Gajeel looking at me with a straight face.

Erza:"What do you mean?"

Gajeel:"(YN). I know how you feel around him. I had the something around Levy."

I blushed that he figured it out. I tried denying to no extent. I did love him... and he should have the right to know I do.

YN POV
(Spongebob narrator voice) - Tomorrow

I sat in the guild chatting with Mira about what I did in time I was away.

Mira:"But I thought God's don't go after humans?"

YN:"Well I'm not a human remember? Demon slayer? Demon blood? Dragon slayer? Dragon blood?

Mira:"That's right. So you killed him for it? Wow."

As I drank the rest of my beverage, Erza showed up next to me with a bright red face.

Erza:"Can I speak to you (YN)? Alone?"

YN:"Sure. Let's go."

We walked to the infirmary as we knew that was a private place. Upon entering, I wondered what she wanted to talk about. She closed the door behind me and locked it. I turned to face her... only to be met with a kiss. She pulled back and stared into my eyes, a blush sprawled across her face.

Erza:"I love you (YN). Ever since you joined. I wanted to tell you but was afraid that you would reject me."

YN:"Nice try Erza...no one truly loves me."

Erza:"I do (YN)! Do you not believe me?!"

YN:"Yes. I don't! How can you fall for me?! I am nothing! NOTHING!"

She looked down, tears rolling down her cheeks. No... I made her cry.

YN:"Erza I..."

She slapped me across the face, hard enough to make me fall. I held my red cheek and stared at her.

Erza:"Don't. You. Ever say that about yourself! The man I love is the one who helped me in my time of needs! The man who stayed with me while I pushed everyone away! The one who doesn't see the greatness within him! You ARE HIM!"

She cried more as I stood up and brought her into a hug. She clenched on to me as if her life depended on it. Her tears died down, but not without the occasional hiccup in her breathing. As she stopped she looked at me. Staring into my eyes as I did hers. I saw it... the love in them.

Erza:"(YN) I do-"

I cut her off with a kiss, earning a squeak from the surprise. She quickly sunk into it as I held her waist and she wrapped her arms around my neck. Our kiss was passionate and filled with love. As I let go for air I put my forehead to hers.

YN:"I love you Erza. I see that I am loved from Fairy Tail's most beautiful woman."

She beamed with happiness and hugged me. I returned the embrace as we stood there. I enjoyed the feeling of her with me. We soon left the infirmary and announced to everyone about us. They all cheered while we stood blushing. I thought to myself...

I was broken, but now made whole by the Scarlet princess.