Saaya Yamabuki x Depressed Male Reader (Part 2)

(Author's Note: Requested by YukiRen9201.)

Saaya's POV

Why, (Y/N)? Why?

Why did you tried to kill yourself?

Is it because of you wanting to see your parents?

What about me?

I asked myself those questions so many times when (Y/N) wants to commit suicide without me knowing. I'm at the hospital right now hoping that (Y/N) is fine and would wake up.

Flashback...

Neighborhood

Sunday, Morning

I'm on my way to (Y/N)'s house to pay him a visit. Just like my first visit before, I brought him some gift. I'm at the front of his house and greet him.

Saaya: (Y/N), are you there?

No response coming from (Y/N) and this make me slightly worried of him.

Saaya: That's weird. From what I know, he didn't go outside that often. I guess I'll just enter and apologize to him later for barging in.

So, I excused myself and entered the house. I went to the kitchen and I saw something horrifying happened.

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(Y/N) was on the floor with his wrist bleeding. I saw a knife that has blood on the sharp edge.

Saaya: (Y/N)!!!

I panicked as I pulled out my phone and call the ambulance immediately. I went to (Y/N) and he's unconscious. Luckily, he's still breathing and I used my shirt to press on the wrist to stop the bleeding.

Saaya: Hang in there, (Y/N)! Help is on the way!

His face is getting pale from blood loss, so I prayed that the ambulance would come quick. Around 10 minutes later, I can hear the siren and the ambulance have arrived at the front of (Y/N)'s house.

The medical team went to carry (Y/N) into the bed. I came along with the ambulance to watch him. His condition is getting stable as we get there, but he's still not awake.

We arrived at the hospital and they immediately brought him out into the building. I followed along with the medical team running and stopped right at the front of the emergency room door.

Timeskip...

A few hours later...

It's been an hour, and there's no news yet from the doctor. I'm at outside of the emergency room, waiting for (Y/N) to finish his surgery. Then, the door opened and a doctor in a white coat shows up.

Saaya: Doctor, how was (Y/N)'s condition?

Doctor: Slow down. I want to ask you something first. Are you someone related to the patient named (Y/N)?

Saaya: Yeah, I'm his friend.

Doctor: Can you tell me your name?

Saaya: Saaya Yamabuki.

Doctor: Well then Saaya-san, I'm so sorry to inform you that...

He paused and took a deep breath before continuing.

Doctor: He's in a coma for unknown period of time.

I was more than shocked, I can't believe what did I just heard. (Y/N)... is in a coma?

Saaya: Wh-What? N-No! This has to be a joke, right? He's just sleeping, right?

Doctor: Unfortunately, no. It's the truth. (Y/N) is in deep coma and he won't be awake for some time because of how much blood he loss.

I fell down to my knees and breakdown into tears. I'm almost too late for saving him from the verge of death.

Doctor: Don't worry, he's still alive. We even patched up his arms that has a lot of cuts.

Saaya: Thank goodness.

Doctor: We will try to find a bag of blood that suits his type.

Saaya: I see. May I visit (Y/N) now?

Doctor: You may visit him. He's probably need some accompany.

Saaya: Thank you, Doctor.

Doctor: You're welcome. I'll excuse myself out for now.

He said before walking away, leaving me alone at the doorframe. I entered the ward quietly and there he is. Laying down on the hospital bed and his arms got patched up with cottons and gauze.

Saaya: Oh (Y/N), I'm so glad you're okay. I thought that you're dead for real.

I said to him even though I know he won't respond. I sat beside (Y/N) as I watched him.

Saaya: You're an idiot. Why would you do that thing behind me? Do you really want to leave this world and me behind?

I paused for a short bit before continuing.

Saaya: I wish for fast recovery to you. I did visit your house and saw you laying down on the floor injured, so I called the ambulance to drive you all the way to the hospital. Here I am, taking care of you so that you won't feel much lonely.

I didn't realize that time seems to fly quickly when I was busy looking at (Y/N).

Nurse: Excuse me.

Saaya: Yes?

Nurse: I'm sorry, but visiting time is over. You may leave now.

Saaya: Alright. Thank you for having me over.

Nurse: You're welcome. You may visit here some time later again.

Saaya: I would be glad to do so.

So, I packed my stuff up and gaze at (Y/N) before leaving the hospital for the night.

Timeskip brought to you by Chibi Saaya sleeping on Chibi (Y/N)'s ward bed.

A few weeks later...

It's been a few weeks ever since (Y/N)'s in a coma. I continued my school and band girls life as usual. I also would visit (Y/N) usually when after school or no band rehearsal.

Poppin'Party do know about this and they understand me. They did visit (Y/N) once and they feel pity for him. So, they would pray for him to get well soon.

Another day of me visiting the hospital and (Y/N) hasn't yet to wake up on his hospital bed.

Saaya: Hey (Y/N), how are you doing?

I know that he can't respond to me, but I would still talk to him.

Saaya: It's been a few weeks, and you haven't yet to open your eyes. You're missing lot of cool and exciting things, you know? Like... school festival... If only you were there... I could've invited you to watch Poppin'Party's concert...

I only looked at him, with my heart is in pain. I can't afford to see him suffering from depression. That's why I'm here, helping him out. I went into breakdown because I feel really bad for (Y/N).

Saaya: (Y/N)... please... wake up...

I cried a little while gripping his hand before I keep myself up again and wipe my tears. So, I went to see the doctor and ask for (Y/N)'s latest condition.

Doctor: His condition is fully healed.

Saaya: Thank goodness.

Doctor: But, he hasn't yet to wake up. We should keep waiting. Have faith in (Y/N), Saaya-san.

I nodded at him and I head home for the day. Along the way, I met Kasumi who just bought some croquettes.

Kasumi: Saaya!

Saaya: Hey, Kasumi.

Kasumi: Went to see (Y/N)-san again?

Saaya: Yeah.

Kasumi: How is he doing? Is he awake now?

Saaya: No. Not yet.

I said with a frown and same goes to Kasumi. Then, she smiled at me and boost my mood.

Kasumi: It's okay. We must keep faith in him. He's going to wake up soon.

Saaya: Kasumi... thank you.

Kasumi: We all know that you have a crush on him. But, don't worry. We'll keep our mouth quiet.

It's true, I admit to my friends that I have a crush on (Y/N).

Saaya: Ahaha, yeah.

Kasumi: Got to go now. See you tomorrow at school!

Saaya: See you!

Me and Kasumi walk seperate ways back to our house for the night.

Timeskip...

A week later...

It has been a month since (Y/N) was in coma. His arms is now clean from any cuts except the one where the tube is injected into his veins.

Another day of me visiting him and he seems healthy without any symptoms.

I stared at his face and I got to admit, he's kind of cute when sleeping. I brushed my hands on his face and whispers something at his ears.

Saaya: If I could sleep beside you, I would. But...

I yawned before continuing my words.

Saaya: I'm sleepy now, so... I'll take a short nap beside your bed.

My eyes became heavy because of too much work that I've done for today, so I lay my head on the bed since I have plenty of time left before visiting time is over.

An hour later...

(Y/N)'s POV

I opened my eyes slowly and I found myself inside of an unknown room. Then, I glanced at the bottle of glucose trip attached to my hand and realized that I'm in a hospital.

But, the main question is that how long have I been passed out? I can't believe that I'm still alive even after I slit my wrists and let the blood loss take my life away. I asked myself another question, who took me to the hospital, by the way?

I looked around the ward I was charged in and I got surprised seeing someone sleeping beside my bed.

(Y/N): Saaya?

I was surprised to know it's Saaya who visits me. She brought me some gift on her hand. I took it as I read the card saying "Get Well Soon, (Y/N)" written on it. She's a really nice person, if I were to say so.

(Y/N): Hey, wake up.

I shake her body a few times until she groan. Suddenly, she then wake up and gazed at me.

(Y/N): Hey.

She was way too surprised when she saw me.

Saaya: (Y/N)...

She begin tearing up and hug me tight, crying right after.

Saaya: I'm so glad! *sob* I'm so glad! *sob*

(Y/N): H-Hey, calm down.

Saaya: How am I supposed to calm down if you're going to commit suicide?!

She yelled at me for what have I done before. Then, my mind snapped back to the past where I lie down on the floor as I'm losing my vision after seeing a figure approach me.

(Y/N): I'm sorry.

Saaya: Tell me, why did you do it? Why did you wanted to commit suicide?

She demanded with her tears flowing through her cheek. She's being absolutely serious and I can't afford myself to lie to her, so I told her everything.

(Y/N): I'm not like other normal people out there. I have no parents, have no idea what does love feels like even from your close ones and get bullied at school way often. It's too much for me to handle, so the only way I can end it is by slowly cutting myself.

The pain in my heart came back from how depressed I am when I mentioned the thing that lose my will to live. I seperate myself from the hug as I looked away from her.

(Y/N): I appreciate everything you did for me, but I don't want to be a burden to you anymore.

Saaya: That's not true.

Saaya contradict me as she grabbed my hand and intertwine with her as she look at me.

Saaya: I'm here for you. I'll help you to get through your depression. You're never a burden to me. Not even once!

(Y/N): Why? Why did you do all of this for me?

No answer coming from her until... she hugged me once again and answered with someone I never expect.

Saaya: I love you, idiot.

Her confession makes me stunned and I was surprised by it.

(Y/N): You... what?

Saaya: I said, I love you. Is your ears working fine? I feel really bad for you who are really depressed, but are too afraid to admit it.

(Y/N): Saaya...

Saaya: I visited you every day, never ever miss even a single one just so that you won't be lonely.

She told me the truth and I feel guilty for letting her do everything to someone like me.

(Y/N): How long have I been in a coma?

She avert her gaze to her hand before answering.

Saaya: For a month.

Once again, that shocked me. I passed out for that long? That explains why she said about her visiting me every single day. The question has been solved thanks to Saaya.

Saaya: But, it doesn't matter now. What's past remains in the past. We should focus to the future and you won't do it alone.

She said as her face went close to mine.

Saaya: Forget about all of your worries and focus on only me.

(Y/N): I don't think I can.

Saaya: Please... you can do it.

She gave me a reassuring look as I gained her trust and my own confidence.

(Y/N): Alright then.

Saaya: That's more like it, (Y/N).

She smiled as she pressed her soft lips against mine and her eyes closed. At first, I was surprised by her, but then I accept her love as I closed my eyes while kissing her.

We kissed for a while until we're satisfied. Me and Saaya breathe heavily for air.

(Y/N): I love you too, Saaya.

I answered her confession as she smiled.

Saaya: Don't be afraid to ask for my help, okay? I'll be there to help you. I want to help you handle your depression, so let me do it.

(Y/N): Saaya... thank you.

Saaya: You're welcome, my new boyfriend.

She leaned her face to mine and our nose bopped to each other. I smiled as I went to go sightseeing through the window. I got to say that the sky is so beautiful today. I asked myself.

(Y/N): Looks like I missed lots of things, huh?

Saaya: Yeah, you did.

She said as she approached and stand beside me. I frowned because of my own fault for keeping myself in a coma.

Saaya: But, that doesn't mean you can't create a new precious moments in your life, right? Especially when I'll be by your side from now on.

She give me yet another sincere smile and it was beautiful, I can't get my eyes off her.

(Y/N): Yeah, that's true.

We giggled together as Saaya offered herself to feed me. I told her that I can do it myself, but she insisted to do so. At the end, I just let her do what she wants as my new girlfriend.

Timeskip brought to you by Chibi (Y/N) getting married with Chibi Saaya.

A few days later...

Yamabuki Bakery...

Saturday, Afternoon

After a few more days of me staying at the hospital, I can finally leave the hospital and return to my house. My arms is almost fully healed from the cuts and I feel satisfied about it.

Right now, we're visiting Saaya's house which is a bakery.

Saaya: We're here. Are you ready to meet my parents?

(Y/N): Not quite. I'm afraid that they would hate me.

Saaya: That's ridiculous! Trust me, they already believe you're a nice guy.

(Y/N): Alright, I believe you.

We entered the bakery and Saaya greeted her parents.

Saaya: I'm back!

Saaya's Dad: Ah, welcome back, Saaya. Hm?

Her dad looked at me and gaze around my body as I sweat a bit.

Saaya's Dad: So, you're the guy Saaya kept talking about, right?

(Y/N): Y-Yes. Nice to meet you, Mr. and Mrs. Yamabuki.

Saaya's Mom: (Y/N), is it? I never thought that my daughter is really nice to you.

She giggled at her own words.

(Y/N): I thought the same.

Saaya's Dad: You know, we have already accept you as part of our family already. If it wasn't for Saaya, then I don't know what will happen to you.

This makes me frown a little thinking about the alternate timeline. What will happen if Saaya didn't saw me and brought me to the hospital? Is this what I really wanted? Letting my depression won and let death take my life?

As I pondered about Mr. Yamabuki's words, Mrs. Yamabuki interrupted me.

Saaya's Mom: Anyway, we already knew that Saaya was in a relationship with you.

Saaya's Dad: We're so proud to tell you that... you got our approval to be her boyfriend. Please take care of her.

He said with both of his hand on my shoulder.

Saaya: Dad, I'm the one who will take care of him.

Saaya's Dad: Oh, is that so? Ahaha, my bad. I forgot that you got depression.

(Y/N): It's fine.

Suddenly, two little kids, one is a girl and one is a boy, entered the bakery. I assume that's Saaya's younger siblings.

Saaya's Mom: Sana, Jun, meet (Y/N).

Sana: Nice to meet you, Mr. (Y/N). My name is Sana Yamabuki.

(Y/N): Hello, Sana.

Jun: Hope you won't do anything weird to Onee-chan!

(Y/N): D-Don't worry, I won't.

Saaya: Jun, please behave. You're being weird to him.

He only pouted and look away conceited. I guess that's her little brother that I won't get along easily. But, it'll work out eventually.

From that day, Saaya would invite me to have lunch with her friends. I get to meet her band members and become their friends as well. My academics is also slowly improving and I developed new skills as time goes on with my girlfriend's help.

5 years later...

Me and Saaya have built a new life together, and now we're already married. Her friends did get invited to her wedding as I couldn't even invite anyone. But, she told me it's fine and we continued our wedding as planned.

Thanks to Saaya, my depression is gone. I have an even stable life now. I have my own career and I was really happy with my choice. Once I graduated from college, I decided to propose Saaya and she happily accept my proposal.

She told her family that she'll start living with me at my house which is not too far from here. She move all of her things into the big bedroom which Saaya and I will sleep in from now on.

Present time...

(Y/N)'s House...

Saturday, Night

I'm at my house inside of our bedroom, staring at the star in the sky under the beautiful night.

Saaya: What's wrong?

My newly wife, Saaya sit beside me and ask me. She's grown as more beautiful and mature woman than few years ago.

(Y/N): Nothing. I'm just contemplating about how did I met with a girl that actually do care about me that much.

Saaya: Let's just say, it's a coincidence.

She giggled and I only smile at her.

(Y/N): You know, I'm so grateful that I met you. The drummer of a band girls who are really nice to someone like me.

Saaya: I am nice to everyone, you know?

(Y/N): Of course you do, and you will always be.

Saaya: I'm also grateful to meet someone like you.

She stared at me with her slanted royal blue eyes.

(Y/N): Saaya... what do you mean?

Saaya: Oh, come on. You never do anything that makes me angry or infuriated by you... except for trying to commit suicide.

(Y/N): You're right.

Saaya: Darling, can you look at me?

She gazed deep into my eyes as she make an oath to me.

Saaya: I don't want you to ever leave me. Please... stay by my side forever.

She smiled and caught my heart with her beautiful face. I agreed to her.

(Y/N): For my beloved wife, I will.

We hugged each other as the cold breeze of the night blow through us.

Saaya: I love you, (Y/N) my husband.

(Y/N): I love you too, Saaya my beloved wife.

She kissed me and I can feel her soft lips pressing against mine. I did the same and close my eyes. I can't wait to create a beautiful life with my wife, who helped me to get rid of my depression.

Thank you, and I love you, Saaya Yamabuki. My wife.

(The end...)

(Author's Note: We have yet another wholesome one-shot added to the list. Hope you enjoyed the second part of this story. See you later.)

(Oh, and also... Happy Birthday, Saaya! This one-shot is for you!)

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