Miika woke up from her dream, it ended with you two getting bed. The young teen went to the bathroom, to take a shower and try to fully stay awake. 

The shower ended early, he walked up to his mirror, naked. Being depressed of what your reaction would be, if he told you, that he was actually male. He's praying you'll love him no matter what.

He put his school clothing on, and had breakfast, then went to school. He went to class early, and found you sitting on your desk table. You had your feet on your chair, and going through your music.

Miika: Hi (Y/n)

"Oh hey Miika. What's up?"

Miika: Um nothing much. I just want to say that, you're an awesome friend, and well. My only good friend.

"Thanks Miika, you're an awesome friend too."

Miika: Thanks

She looked down, smiled and blushed. You just smiled back and went back to searching on your music. Seeing your smile made Miika happy. Class started, he did nothing but thought of you and took notes. 

He only thought of you and him being together, then he thought of you two being in bed. He got turned on, and tried to think of something, but it was impossible, you were a drug to his head. 

He raised his hand and asked if he could be excused to go use the restroom. The teacher let him, and he ran to the girl's restroom. He rushed to a toilet, and pulled his skirt off, he then began to masturbate and thought of you hand jobbing him. 

He closed his eyes, and tried not to moan. He then pulled his shirt up, and began to squeeze his right nipple, and thought of you doing it. He wanted you to fuck him, and whisper dirty words into his ear. 

He couldn't hold it, he came all over himself. He was lucky that he didn't all his clothing on. He was breathing heavily and was tired. You were his drug and obsession, but he began to cry.

Miika: He won't love me, I'm nothing more than a fucking disgusting bitch.

He wiped his tears, and cleaned himself up. He put his clothing back on, and went back to class. But he looked at the clock, and realized that it was lunch, then 5th and 6th.

Miika: Ah jeez!

He ran back to the classroom, it was locked. He sighed and walked to the cafeteria, he saw you sitting at a table alone, on your phone. He looked down, and felt bad, then sat next to you, but saw that you had his backpack next to you, and a stabled packet of notes.

"Hey Miika, you were in the restroom for quite a while, so I wrote two copies of notes for 1st to 4th period, despite 3rd being PE, and watched your backpack."

He smiled.

Miika: Thanks 

You smiled back

"No problem, that's what best friends are for, right?"

Miika:........Yea

He stilled smiled, but inside, he wanted to cry. If you found his secret, you might hate him forever and he knows you'll find out, some point.