I woke up just an hour before Fajr and took my ritual bath
Performed abulution then decided to Wake Kamal up to join me in Praying Nafilah

"Come on wake up lazy doctor"i whispered into his ears

"I'm not lazy"he said with a groggy voice

"You wish"i said standing up from the bed

I was about to walk away when he pulled me back and I landed on his laps

"Kamal!you have the habit of doing that to me always"i said feeling annoyed

he chuckled and it made me smile

"You look beautiful this morning"he whispered studying my face

"Really?"i asked looking into his eyes

"Well you look beautiful everyday I can't even differentiate"he said holding me very close to him

And i smiled touching his beauty spot above his lip

"If you want to kiss me you can jusy say it"he said breaking the silence

I rolled my eyes

"Get up lets pray"i said patting his shoulder softly

"Okay ma"he said

He released me and I stood up arranging the praying mats while he performed abulution

He came back few minutes later and we prayed
He turned and face me

"Why are you looking at me like that?"i asked when I noticed he was looking at me like I'm a picture or something

"Like how?"he asked with a smirk

"You know how"i said adjusting his jalabiya neck for him
I don't know the difference between Aayan and him sometimes
He acts childish

"No i don't"he said

And he smiled intertwining our fingers before the Azan for prayers was called

"You have to go"i called softly

"Yeah see you later"he said and quickly go before before walking out

Some minutes later I felt the bed dipped
I knew he was back

I sat up and he did the same

"How can you do things so perfectly?"i asked raising the answer sheet up from the bedstand when I found out he answered all my second semester exams past questions

"I am a Kamal we do things in a perfect way we mean perfect"he said grinning proudly

"If all Kamal's were like you I will make sure my daughter doesn't marry one"i said

"What if our daughter wants to marry one?"he asked with a serious expression

I raised my brows

"What makes you think I will stay that long with You?"i asked thoughtfully

"I feel so"he assured

And i yawned going back to sleeep

                               ***

The day began like any other day,after breakfast Kamal left followed by Kamil
Mallam Hassan dropped Raliyah at her jamb centre

We decided Aayn will not go to school today so it was just me,Aayan and Dad that are at home

Aayan insisted in watching CBeebies so here we are me and Dad and Aayan ofcourse watching a kids programmed called teletubbies.

The day was going on like any other normal day untill after Isha Prayers

Kamal sent  me a text that I should dress simple cause we are going somewhere

So I took my abaya with lemon green flowers and wrapped my veil around my head perfectly

Aayan started crying that he wants to follow but Kamil carried him

"Malak go"Kamil said

"Mommy!"Aayan cried bringing his little hands forward

"I will be back soon son"i assured softly

And he screamed crying and I felt sad leaving him like that but Kamal said Aayan should stay home
He has been controlling his anger I don't want to make him angry anymore.

"Aayan is crying alot"i said the moment i entered the car

"We will be back door"Kamal assured

"How is work?"i asked strapping on my seat belt

"Actually I closed from work early today I was somewhere else"he replied nervously and I nod relaxing on the seat

The ride was quiet untill we arrived at a garden

Then I recalled how we met and when dad came with a proposal and he said we will divorce if Kamal become a better person and we don't fall in love

I think I should use this chance and tell him everything

"Madam come down or I need to come and bring you down?"Kamal said holding my door

I laughed nervously coming down,I closed the door then he held interlaced our hands taking us to a certain direction

Under a beautifully decorated hut there was a table with white table clothe and two chairs, a big candle in the middle
Then, small ones around the hut that made it  bright then, along side a chair there was a table where there is food and drinks I think
And white petals everywhere

When we arrived he pulled out a chair for me to sit and I did
After that he slide me back before sitting on his chair.

"You look nervous"he pointed out

"I am,I mean we have never had Some thing like this before"i said honestly looking around

"Well,this is a first but not last"he said and with furrowed brows
I mustered up the courage to tell him whats going on,on my mind

"About that Kamal,I want to tell you something since before the Lawisah scandal but you were always so guys"i said after I cleared my throat

"Yes,I am listening"he said smiling

"Before I agreed to marry you father had to convince me,
He said I just have to help you get back your good side and if we want divorce we can go for It"i narrated nervously

His brows furrowed and the smile disappeared

"All this is over whelming,I have never dreamt of getting married before becoming a nurse.i know girls dream of their marriage alot but i never did,Zaina was the marriage type.i don't want us to get too deep and then it will cause distraction for me like I can't even fufill a responsibility of a mother let alone a wife.Kamal please divorce me"i pleaded with folded hands

He stood up abruptly and his back at me

Why is he acting strange?

"Kamal"i called standing up

"Let's go back home"he said holding my wrist

"What about the dinner?"i asked confused about his sudden attitude change

"You should have thought about it before dreaming"he said avoiding eye contact with me
And when he realised he was holding my wrist tightly he lets go of my wrist

He walked away and I followed him with confusion playing on my mind

"Yeah,come clear the place"he spoke on the phone

The ride home was very quiet and Kamal didn't even look at me.

He parked his car,we got down and we entered inside
I tried talking to him endless times but he never answered.

"Kamal,why are you ignoring me?"i asked slightly annoyed

"Are you sure of what you said,about you wanting divorce?"he asked after he turned and faced me

"Is the best for everyone"i said honestly
I watch as he carried my box from the top of our wardrobe and placed it on the sofa

"Well then pack your things and leave to mother's place tomorrow
I am not divorcing you,if you think this marriage is distracting go have a break but i am not divorcing you"he assured with a serious expression
He then carried some of my clothes and put them in
But i stopped him and continue packing my clothes instead

"But why?you have so many beautiful ladies that will marry you
Fufill all their duties"i tried to reasoned

"I must not divorce you to marry again do I?divorce is not haram but Allah dislikes it and I am avoiding anything that will displeased my Lord if you have forgotten let me remind you"he said raising his finger

"Pack your things and leave by tomorrow since school is resuming in two days anyways"he added walking away

And he laid on the his side of the bed turning his back and I sighed

Before you people start insulting Malak
Please ooo
No insult her

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