Chapter 4 - This just the beginning of the worst

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Posted on 1 October 2015

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Junior's point of view

"Guys... its still early in the morning tho..", I said in a husky voice with my eyes closed tightly since I just woke up from my sleep when I got disturbed by the members.

Bambam suddenly walked towards me then shook my shoulders, hard.

"Hyung! Wake up! You need to get prepare by now!", Bambam said then sat beside me on the edge of my bed.

I looked at him weirdly.

"Why so early tho..?", I asked the same question with a confused expression.

Then, I heard Mark sighed. He also came towards me then sat beside me at my other side, on the bed.

"Listen up, Jinyoungie. You know that your school-life will be different from now on, dont you?", Mark said while touched my shoulder.

My eyebrows met together. Hm.. well since I need to cross-dressing as a girl.. maybe a yes.

"Yes?", I unconfidently answered.

"Then, you know that girls usually, no I mean, always prepare their self late than us, the boys right?", Its Jackson turn to spoke up while fixed his hair while stared into the mirror.

They are..?

"Maybe?", Again, I answered with not-so-confident voice.

"Sooo~ Thats why hyung, we need to prepare yourself early cuz it will reaaally takes time!", Yugyeom said then played with my wig while sat on a chair.

I sighed when I heard Yugyeom's words.

Being a girl is hard..

"Well, come on! Hyung, stop daydream and prepare yourself first then we will settle the rest.", Youngjae said with a smile then walked to my closet.

I lazily got up from my bed then walked into my bathroom. I brushed my teeth then showered. After a few minutes, I got out from my bathroom with wet hair and a towel on my head.

I tugged the towel that I put around my head while strangely looked at the members infront of me.

"Oh, hyung. You done? That was quick.", Youngjae said then giggled.

"Well, I'm not a real girl after all.", I teased him then earned a laugh from all of them.

Jaebum quickly pulled my arm and made me sat on my bed.

"Okay, Junior. Now lets start to makeover you into Park Jinny.", Jaebum said then smirked.

I sighed then nodded my head lazily.

Well, at least.. I get to see Yoon Bomi because of this crazy idea..

I smiled when I thought of Bomi.

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-At school-

I put my bag on my chair when I arrived in my class. I took a seat on my place.

Suddenly, a bunch of girls started forming a circle around my desk.

I nervously looked at each of them.

"Jinny-ssi. Where did you live before? We didnt even know that our Jr oppa have a twin.", One of the girl said while put her hands on my desk.

"A-Ah.. urm, I live in US for years. I rarely visit Korea but this year, I took more times and stay here for a few months and urm.. Jr oppa will be busy with our Dad's business for awhile.", I explained carefully to each of them that already stared closely at me.

Oh god. I dont really like this situation.

"Oh oh! I wanna ask you something! Are you guys real twins? I mean, real real twins??", Another girl asked while grabbed a chair then sat beside me.

I awkwardly nodded then gave them a smile.

Then, suddenly all of them started screaming.

"Kyaa! You're so cute, Jinny! Just like your brother!", The girl beside me earlier squealed then she hugged my arm.

I flinched. W-What..

I frozed on my place.

"But.. dont you guys think that she a lil bit urm.. rough?", Another girl said while sat on my desk.

Err..

I already sweating much. I started closed the gap between my legs.

Geez, Jinyoung. You're so careless.

"W-Well.. I.. actually play b-basketball.. so y-yeah, maybe because of that I look a little bit rough.", I covered up then nervously laughed.

"Omg! Dont you think you're resemble your brother too much?? Aww~", Other girl said then squealed.

Urgh.. someone just pls save me right now..

"Haha.. well, of course. We are twins remember?", I said then awkwardly laughed.

Then, all the girls started giggling too.

"Well then, Jinny what is--", The girl earlier stopped talking when suddenly a familiar figure came in from the back door.

I looked at my right side and saw Bomi's pretty figure walked towards me.

My heart already beats faster just because I saw Bomi infront of me.

I really need to calm myself..

Bomi just silently walked towards us then sat on her place right next to my desk.

Then, the crowd earlier slowly faded away.

Fuh..

"You got so many friends already?", Bomi asked me then she smiled but just for a few seconds, then she looked infront back.

"Hahaha. Nah~ not really.", I replied then looked at her but she just silently nodded then put her head on her desk while facing the window.

I pursed my lips. Thats weird..

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"Okay class. We will play a volleyball for today lesson. Now, go and quickly change into your P.E outfit.", Ms.Cho exclaimed then gave out an order.

I just blankly stood there doing nothing.

Shit. Shit. SHIIIT

Wait. Does this means.. that I need to change my clothes in the same room with all the girls are?! Ohmygod.

"Hey, youre not coming?", Bomi said while poked my cheek then stared at me.

And.. wait. Is this the very first gold chance for a boy, that is me, to get into girls changing room for once in his lifetime and get to see the girls changing-- wait. Did Bomi just poked my cheek just now? She did, right?! Oh calm the hell down, dear little heart.

I widened my eyes towards Bomi that already stood infront of me with a blank expression. My heart beating loudly for her as usual.

"Huh? W-What? Uh y-yeah. I'm coming.", I answered Bomi then a smile plastered on her face then she linked her arm with mine and both of us walked towards the girls changing room.

Ohgod. What should I do now?! I am going to the girls changing room! W-What if they find out that I actually not a girl?! Of course, they will notice that I got no *cough*boobs*cough* God, please save me..

We were now infront of the girls changing room. Bomi pulled me to enter the changing room but stopped when I grabbed her hand.

"W-Wait.. B-Bomi.. I think.. urm I will wait till you guys c-change first.", I said in a shaking voice and tried to calm my inner self.

"Huh? And.. why is that?", Bomi said while furrowed her eyebrows at me.

"Urm.. w-why..? B-Because.. urm I--", I couldnt continue my words when suddenly Ms.Cho was calling for my name.

"Jinny! I need you to go to the store room and grabbed me some volley balls since we already got two balls here and I need extra balls, just incase.", Ms.Cho said then she gave me a key and walked away.

I looked at the key and looked back at Bomi.

"Urm.. yeah. Because I need to get some balls..? yep. So, dont worry about me and go change your clothes first.", I nervously said then walked away while sighed relief.

Fuh.. thank god.

I walked away while spinning the key using my finger.

Suddenly, an arm grabbed my other hand then automatically, the key fell down on the ground. I looked back and saw..

"I will come with you.", Bomi said while pick up the key that fell before.

"And.. why would you do that?", I shakingly asked and took the key when she handed it to me.

"Well.. just want to.", Bomi said with her cheerful voice then interwhined her fingers with mine.

And again, my heart beats go wilder as our hands met. Calm down, heart. Calm down.

She pulled me and we walked together towards the store room.

I took the key and unlocked the store's door. I opened it and went inside. I could felt Bomi presence right behind me and I just ignored her for awhile and focused on searching for the volley balls.

I looked around and saw the volley balls section. I walked forward and grabbed two volley balls. I turned around and shocked to find out that Bomi was standing exactly close behind me. And not to mention, she look.. afraid?

"Hey.. are you okay?", I asked her while stood straight infront of her as I'm so nervous cuz she was standing close to me until our body touched.

I wanna step backward but failed when I realized that theres a huge shelf behind me. I'm stucked.

I looked at Bomi when she didnt answer me and surprisingly, Bomi look pale and she was shivering the whole time.

My eyes widen when I saw her state. I quickly touched her shoulders and lift her face up to faced mine using my finger.

"You look pale. Are you really okay?", I asked her with a worried voice.

She just shook her head and said, "I.. I.. have a h-hemophobia of.. dark places."

My mind went blank for seconds. I never thought such a perfect person have such a weakness.

So.. shes afraid of dark places.

Then I took a glance at her and then rolled my eyes all over the room.

Now that makes sense. Since this store room's lights are broken and the school didnt even bother to fix it and yeah, its very dark in here and just got some dim light from the outside of the room through the small windows.

"Hey. Lets get out now. I already found the balls. Dont worry, its fine when we're outta here.", I said then tried to calm her by patting her back.

I could felt that shes very afraid as she was shaking bad enough. She just nodded and weakly walked with me towards the door.

When we just feet away from the door, suddenly, someone closed the door and locked it.

Huh?!

I quickly ran towards the door and banging it for a few times.

"Yah! Open up!! Theres someone inside here! Yoboseyo?! Open this door!", I shouted loudly and tried to open the door but it locked from outside.

Crap. We're stucked.

I gave out a big sighed. Suddenly, I heard a familiar voices at the outside.

"Hyung, dont you think this is too much?"

Y-Yugyeom?!

"Nah.. its not. They need some time to be alone and hope our Jinyoung will have the courage to confess to her today ㅋㅋ"

What the heck, Jaebum?! This is your plan?! I'm gonna kill you.. ugh

"Well.. Jinyoungie. Hwaiting!"

Not you too, Mark hyung..

Then, I heard their footsteps slowly went away.

"Yah! You-- ", I wanted to shouted for their names but stopped immediately when I heard someone was coughing badly behind me.

I looked behind and saw Bomi already fell on the floor while sweating much. She look really sick.

"Ohmygod, Bomi. Hey, wake up. Can you hear me??", I quickly ran towards Bomi and held her up.

She nodded her head weakly as a 'yes'.

I slowly brought her to a high-jump mat and put her down slowly.

I sat beside her on the mat and put my arm around her to calm her down.

"Do you feel dizzy? Need some water?", I asked her with a worried voice and stared at her worst state.

Ugh. Those guys really. I will really kill Jaebum for locking up us in this store room.

"N-No. I'm okay.", Bomi said then breathed heavily.

I wiped all her sweats on her forehead with my hand. I layed her back against the wall behind us.

"Wait here. I will get some help--", Before I could walk away suddenly Bomi held my wrist.

She looked up at me with fear, sad and lonely gazes in her eyes then said, "D-Dont go. S-Stay with me.."

"But I need to get some--", I couldnt continue my words when Bomi suddenly coughed and it got worst.

I sighed then slowly sat beside her. Fortunately, I wore a long trouser today. Geez, it will be uncomfortable if I wear a skirt today. Good job, Youngjae.

I looked at Bomi beside me who hardly breath while closed her eyes tightly. She still didnt let my hand go.

I touched her head and softly put her head on my shoulder.

She didnt reject me and sat closely to me. She suddenly linked her arm with mine. We were sitting reaaally close.

My heart beats really reached it limits. I bet she also could hear it. Ohgod.

"T-Thank you, Jinny. I'm glad.. that.. y-youre with me..", Bomi whispered and hardly spoke while coughing.

I sadly looked at her. My heart hurted so much when I watched Bomi's worst condition like this.

I ignored my nervous feeling around her and brave myself to sat more closely with Bomi and wrapped my hand around her shoulders while her head still on my shoulder.

"Its okay. I'm here.", I comforted her and I think it helped since she tried to smile and nodded weakly.

Bomi suddenly hugged my waist and said, "Thank you again, Jinny."

My body frozed when she suddenly hugged me. I tried to calm myself by exhaled then inhaled and keep doing it continously.

I awkwardly patted her back and I could feel she hugged my waist tighter. Ohgod.. I cant breath.. this is too.. close.

I cant control my heart beats anymore. Its like a hammer keep hammering a nail uncontrollable.

I took a glance at Bomi and she already look calm and better than before. I sighed relief. Thank god..

Suddenly, Bomi flinched. She looked up at me with weird expression.

"W-Why?", I asked nervously and looked away when her face was just too close with mine.

"Its just..", Bomi stopped for a moment then looked up again while still hugging me.

I looked at her, confused.

"... why are your body is so.. urm a lil tough and kinda muscle, Jinny? Are you an athlete before?", Bomi asked me and her eyebrows met together while looked at me.

Ohmygod. Shit. T-This is freakin dangerous question!

"O-Oh.. hahaha. Yeah, youre right. I was once an athlete before at my old school. S-So yeah..", I nervously answered and turned my face away.

I could saw Bomi nodded her head from the corner of my eye then she put her head back on my shoulder.

"No wonder.", Bomi simply said then she hugged me tighter while exhaled.

I just awkwardly laughed. Sigh..

"We will just wait for the teacher to come back and open the door then we will get out from this room after.", Bomi said then squeezed my arm softly with hers. She comfortably layed her head on my shoulder.

Bomi closed her eyes then slowly fell asleep beside me. She must be tired.

I stared at her and sighed relief. Fortunately, she believed me.

That was.. close!

Bomi already sleep soundly beside me. I carefully removed some strands of hair that covered her face and tugged it behind her ear.

How can a person that so beautiful and kind like this have a really bad phobia..?

She is so pretty yet so precious. Its like.. if someone just touch her then she will easily break into pieces like a precious broken diamond.

Bomi murmered something in her sleep and wrinkles on her forehead when she suddenly frowned in her sleep.

I patted her shoulder gently like I patted a 5 years old kid. Slowly, her face relaxed back and sleep soundly back again.

Must be a nightmare..

I sighed.

There are so many things I dont know about Bomi yet. I want to know more about her. I need to know more about her. I want to be in her life. And.. after that, I will confess to her and tell the truth.

I looked at Bomi with a mixed feeling inside me.

But.. before that happen, I will keep disguising as Park Jinny and be by her side for now.

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~To be continue~ Thanks for reading!

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