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"Um, excuse me?" Louis felt someone shake his shoulder lightly.

The blue eyed teen groans in pain, his shoulder and neck all cramped up from where he had slept on the table last night.

"A-Are you okay?" The very thick accent asked him.

Louis lifts his head up slowly, and opens his eyes immediately. "Ouch!" He hissed when his eyes were met with the bright sun, peaking through the grey clouds.

"Shit!" He whispers, seeing that he made a scene around him. Students were flashing him worried looks and sympathetic smiles.

Some people were whispering while staring at Louis, wondering what happened to the blue eyed boy last night and why he wasn't sleeping on a bed.

During the commotion, Harry frowns as students gathered around, the whispers getting louder by the minute. He pushes his way through the crowd, he frowned when he saw Louis stood up, alert. His breathing became uneven, the people around him made him feel anxious.

"Louis," Harry places his hands on Louis' shoulders.

Louis didn't hear him, he couldn't. He felt as if his lungs were getting crushed, or someone was sitting on top of his chest causing his breath to shorten.

Harry quickly catches on, and gets in Louis' personal space. "Hey, you're okay, yeah? You'll be fine." Harry comforts.

Louis' vision was filling with black spots, he panicked, he was only able to focus on the people who were watching him.

"Breathe in and out. C'mon breathe with me." Harry instructed.

Louis nods, taking in a deep breath through his nose and out of his mouth. "You've got it, two more times." Harry continues to breathe with him.

Louis takes another deep breath and lets it out, repeating the same actions with Harry until his vision becomes clear and he's able to breathe properly again.

"H-Harry?" Louis squeaks, gently pushing Harry's hands off of him.

"Yes, that's me." Harry spoke. "You had a panic attack. Are you okay?" He questions, taking off his sunglasses.

Louis shook his head lightly. "W-Why did it have to be you helping me?" He frowned.

"Because I know how to deal with your panic attacks." Harry answered.

"Fuck off." Louis pushes Harry by the shoulders, catching him off guard. The curly haired teen falls on his bum, wincing in pain. Students around began to whisper again.

"Why the fuck did you push me?!" Harry yelled getting up off the ground.

"I-"

"I just helped you through a panic attack and that's how you repay me?"

"I hate you! I hate you! You've put me through so much pain Styles! You need to understand that but no! Instead you choose to make me feel like shit even more than you already have!" Louis shouted.

Harry's shoulders slump as he takes a step back. He's heard Louis say that countless times, but he can't go back in time and change things.

"I've told you I'm sorry." Harry mumbled.

"And I've told you if you were really sorry, you wouldn't have done it." Louis pushes past him.

Harry watches as Louis walks away in the distance. People around them scamper off and continue on about their days. Harry sits down on a bench nearby, he rolls his eyes when Lauren and the other two girls appear in front of him.

"Are you okay Harry?" Lauren, surprisingly, asked. Her dark brown eyes were full of concern. Harry knew she was being genuine.

"Emotionally or physically?" Harry narrows his eyes.

"Both." She answered. Harry looks at the two other girls, they were watching him with sympathetic eyes.

"I don't know anymore. The more I see Louis and the more we talk- more like bicker, it's like a switch goes off in me. My heart speeds up when I think about him. I don't know what it is." Harry says truthfully.

"Answer this then, why did you cheat?" Jesy questions, taking a seat next to him.

It's complicated. He doesn't like Louis or love him, but he still feels like he should protect him and care for him. That's just in a friendly way right? He definitely doesn't want to get back together with Louis. Sometimes he was too clingy and always wanted to cuddle, but Harry didn't want that. Especially not in public.

"Didn't want to be tied down at a young age and it held me back from experiencing new things, you know?" Harry attempts to explain.

"You should've told Lou that, he would have understood. Cheating was wrong. You say that you didn't want to be tied down but you jumped into another relationship after Louis. It makes no sense at all." Perrie states.

The blonde girl sighs in disappointment and walks away from her friends and Harry. She heads to her first class of the day, she wasn't going to involve herself in Harry's drama anymore.

"I honestly think you still have a little something for Louis deep down inside your cold arse heart, but don't want to admit it." Jesy spoke.

"It's not 'think', he does. He does have something for Louis still." Lauren corrected her.

"Jay is getting married in a few weeks. Maybe you should 'wow' him at the wedding. Although, you're already pretty much invited, I will just send you the invitation. Anne and Jay are the best of friends and it'd be wrong if you weren't there so," Jesy suggested as she pulls her phone out.

She messages Harry the invite to the wedding. His lips turn up into a wide smile when he felt his phone vibrate in his pocket. "I'll go, but don't tell Louis." Harry says.

Jesy nodded her head and waves goodbye to Lauren. The two watch as she walks away, leaving Harry and Lauren alone. "Little note, you've got competition with Max." She whispers to Harry.

"I do not." Harry denied.

"Keep saying that." Lauren sings. "See you at the wedding you fuckface." Harry lets out a breathy laugh at Lauren's language.

He thinks about Louis and attempts to figure out his conflicted feelings towards him.

~LouisSmolBean
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