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"Y-You and Liam?" Louis blinks.

"Oh wow,"

"Look, I really like him but it's super complicated and I truly don't think it'll work out." Zayn informs.

Louis frowns. "How so?"

"He has some kind of homophobia issue, just like Harry. Liam keeps running from me but I won't leave this alone until he's mine. It seems like it won't happen because he's not ready." Zayn explains.

"Why didn't you tell me sooner? Z, you could always come to me." Louis says.

"Yeah man. We live under the same roof, why haven't you talked to me? And I don't have homophobia issues mate." Harry chimes in.

Zayn sighs. "I know I couldn't go to Lou because he has his own relationship problems, and Harry all you ever do is fuck off. You wouldn't understand man. You wouldn't take this or me seriously." He answers.

"Oh,"

"Yep."

"So, you have feelings for Liam?" Louis asks.

"Yep." Zayn nodded.

"And he doesn't wanna be with you?" Harry lifts an eyebrow.

"I guess.." Zayn puts his lips in a flat line. He glances at Louis and Harry and smiles. They still looked cute together even though they hated each other's guts. "I'd say that you two are cute together but..."

Louis chews on his bottom lip, nervously. None of his friends brought up his relationship with Harry while they were in the same room. "Anyway, would you like for us to speak to Liam?"

Suddenly, Liam enters in Harry' shared dorm room randomly. In that moment, Zayn's heart sunk to the floor. "Speak to me about what?"

"Where the fuck did you come from?" Harry frowns.

"The door was unlocked. I came here to talk to Zayn. Someone needs to speak to me about something?" He folds his arms over his chest.

Zayn scoffs. "I was just telling them that I'm practically in love with you and you keep running from me." Zayn shoves past Liam and runs out the door.

Liam sighs and goes after Zayn. He closes the door behind him, leaving Louis and Harry alone with their eyes wondering around the room sitting in awkward silence.

"Erm- bye."

"Zayn and I got a new roommate! That new kid in our class from today, he's moving in later." Harry announces.

"Max, his name is Max," Louis scoffs. Louis' phone goes off in his pocket, he pulls it out and smiles when he reads the caller ID. "Hey stranger, what's up?" Louis spoke.

Harry sat up from the bed squinting his eyes at his ex boyfriend, wondering who he's talking to. Louis continues to speak to the unknown person on the other line, being more giggly than usual.

"Why were you talking like that?" Harry asked as soon as Louis hung up the phone.

"Talking like what?" Louis makes a face at Harry.

"Your voice was more high pitched than it usually is, and you were more giggly." The curly haired teen observes.

Louis rolls his eyes. "Your point?"

"I'm asking, why." Harry says.

"Why what?" Louis bites his lip.

"You're fucking stupid, never mind." Harry groans and stands up from his bed. "Bye." He exited the dorm room.

Louis got up and followed after him, walking towards his own dorm room. He stayed there until it was almost nighttime. He invited Lauren over so they can both catch up on what's been going on. She had been very busy with school lately, her and Louis barely had time together and when they did, it was only the mornings or five minutes of afternoon time.

"There was this new girl that came in my class and her name is Camila. She's stunning." Lauren says dreamily, eyes full of fond.

"Yeah she's in my math class." Louis says watching Lauren blush. The blue eyed teen adored seeing this side of his tough friend.

The loving side.

Lauren goes on and on about Camila for what felt like hours, he didn't really mind, but he wanted time for himself to cry.

He would be lying if he said Harry's words didn't hurt him earlier that day. Harry drives him up the walls, asking all these questions and confusing Louis more than anything.

"Lou are you okay?" Lauren questions, smile fading.

"Of course I am why?" Louis gives her the tiniest smile.

"You just seem a bit off." She says.

"You were saying," Louis spoke.

"It's getting late, Lou. I'll see you tomorrow morning, okay? Bye I love you." Lauren pats Louis' head, heading towards the door.

"Love you too," Louis mumbled.

He watched as his best friend walked out his dorm room, and finally lets his tears all down his cheeks. Truth was Louis wasn't okay, he felt like shit.

He felt as if he were alone, and that thought killed him. Everyone around him seemed happy with each other or their significant other.

"I hate him." Louis sniffs, getting up from his bed and storms out of his dorm. He takes a deep shaky breath as he heads out of the building, without a hat or a sweater. The weather was a bit chilly and it was drizzling.

Louis breathes in the cool air, starting to feel a bit more relaxed. He finds a random table and sits in the dark; the water fountain lit up the area along with lamp posts out, so it wasn't entirely dark.

He let his head rest against the table and cries silently. Louis was a sensitive guy and didn't know how to handle feelings.

He wishes that he didn't fall so hard for Harry, but he didn't fall in love with the curly haired boy, he fell in love with the lies he told Louis.

~LouisSmolBean
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