Warning: suicidal thoughts/actions. Self harm. Foul language. Graphic description.
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"I protected you. I did that. What do you have to cry for? You did no hard work. All you do is cry. You weren't forced to do anything." He spat and shouted at me.

"It isn't like that!" I sob. I'm pathetic.

"How is it then" he growled down the phone.

"You didn't have to lose anyone" i whispered.