[Paris POV]

I knew it was a bad idea to agree on going to the Dom's house but I couldn't say no when my sister used those damn puppy-eyes on me like that.

When we reached Azim's house I could feel my eyes widen and without meaning to I could feel how awed I was just by seeing the outside of his beautiful and huge house. I stared as Azim showed us inside and I couldn't help but gawk at the sheer size of it all. I mean his kitchen was probably bigger than my entire apartment!

"This is insane... how many people are living here?" I said, staring at the big chandelier hanging from the ceiling. I could feel Azim's eyes on me as he took in my awed expression and then he shrugged and answered:

"It's just me. Do you prefer vanilla, blueberry or chocolate- flavor?"

The last part was clearly directed at Lily but before she could answer I smirked and said:

"As long as it's not vanilla we're fine with it, right Lily?"

I could see that the Dom caught the underlying statement in my words but my sister just stared at me in confusion. I knew she liked vanilla-flavored ice cream so I'm sure she didn't understand what I was getting at. Hah then again it was better that way wasn't it?

"Can I try the blueberry?" My sister whispered after a second of hesitation and I could see Azim shift his attention to her. He surprised me by easing down in a crouch and smiling at Lily, who was currently clutching my leg like a lifeline. My sister stared at him uncertainly and I knew it would take her a while to warm up to the scary man. I didn't blame her, there were times when I myself thought of him as scary...

"Of course you can, do you want sprinkles too, sweetheart?" The Dom asked, watching Lily as she tilted her head adorably as she thought it over. She was too cute and I couldn't help but smile down at her. When Azim caught my smile his eyes sparkled playfully and I could see that he would definitely use my brotherly feelings to his advantage if he ever got the chance. I had to bite my own lip to prevent myself from sticking my tongue out at him.

"Is it colorful sprinkles?" Lily finally asked and I could hear Azim chuckle before he rose to his feet and walked over to the kitchen cabinets. He opened one to the right and took out a variety of different sprinkles. I stared at the many packages and almost groaned. I better stop Lily before she decided to pick them all.

"Lily, you can only choose one of those to go with the ice cream. Do you understand? I don't need you on a sugar rush later on okay?" I said, giving my sister a firm look. She didn't seem to be listening though because she was staring at the different types of sprinkles with excitement in her eyes and I knew it would be difficult to deal with her later tonight. Ah, well I'm sure my mother would appreciate it if I returned Lily in a good mood, right?

I sighed as Lily looked at me with an eager expression as she held her little arms up at me. She was such a demanding little thing but then I guess it was kind of my fault since I always let her have everything her way. Before I could think too much about it I reached down and lifted her up into my arms and then I made my way over to Azim at the counter. Lily gazed timidly at him from under her lashes until he motioned at the different containers with sprinkles and gave her an encouraging look.

"Choose whichever you want." He said and it didn't take long until Lily dared to point at one of the closest containers with colorful sprinkles inside. Of course, she loved almost every color equally as much so if she was to choose one of course she would choose the one looking like a rainbow.

Azim smiled at her again and then he went and pulled a container of blueberry ice cream out of the fridge and brought it over to the kitchen counter where we were still standing. He took down three bowls from a cabinet over our heads and then he opened the lid of the ice cream and started dividing the blue looking substance into the three bowls. I made sure he didn't put too much ice cream into Lily's bowl and then I helped my sister sprinkle some of the rainbow-sprinkles over the ice cream. I knew that if I'd let her do it on her own she would just end up emptying the whole container over the bowl so I gave her a hand even though she didn't really want my help.

"I can do it myself!" Lily suddenly exclaimed, sending me an irritated frown when I prevented her from sprinkling more sprinkles on the ice cream. Nah-ah I may be a pretty nice big brother but I would not stand for such rudeness.

Before Lily could whine more I pulled the container with sprinkles away from her and gave her a firm look. I put the container on the counter and turned back to scold my sister but before I had time to say anything Azim beat me to it.

"Now don't be acting like a brat, young girl. You should listen to your brother, isn't that right?" He said, raising a perfect eyebrow at Lily. My sister turned her eyes to the floor and I put her down without saying anything. I took her bowl with ice cream and gave it to her and then I pointed to the kitchen table.

"Go and sit down if you want to eat that." I said and almost immediately I could hear her mutter something under her breath that I'm quite sure wasn't something nice. I frowned at her but before I could say anything she trudged over to the table and I sighed tiredly.

"I swear she just gets more and more intent on making my life miserable! I don't even want to know how she'll behave when she becomes a teenager..." I groaned, picking up my own bowl of ice cream from the counter and turning my attention on Azim. The Dom was watching me with amusement clear on his face and I couldn't help but roll my eyes at that. Of course he would enjoy seeing me in a pinch huh?

"Then again she reminds me of you and your bratty behavior when we first met." Azim answered and I almost choked on the ice cream in my mouth. Why did he have to bring that up? I was still angry about the stupid punishment he had chosen on. Having soft sex wasn't a punishment in my eyes and it was making me frustrated just thinking about it.

My energy level had been at its peak that night and even though Azim hadn't hurt me too much physically it was a fact that my energy level had gone down somewhat. Not enough, but at least a bit and that just made me even more angry because it meant that his way of 'taking care' of me had worked out pretty well. Not that I would ever tell him that...

"I'm not bratty, I'm fabulous." I finally muttered and I could hear the Dom snort in amusement from beside me. He didn't seem to agree with me huh?

"At least you're fabulously tight." Azim retorted and when his words registered in my mind, my eyes widened and I couldn't help it as a blush tainted my cheeks a nice pink. The Dom smirked at my embarrassed expression and I couldn't help but silently curse him all the way to hell. This was just great... now he was acting like a pervert too.

"Did I make you embarrassed sweetheart?" Azim said, his voice taunting and amused as he studied my every move. I wanted to avoid his inquiring gaze but it felt as if my eyes were constantly drawn to his and I couldn't find it in me to look away.

"Damn you... as if something like that would make me embarrassed!" I hissed as I sent Azim a fierce glare. The Dom didn't seem to mind though because he simply laughed at me and took a step closer to me. I felt frozen in place when Azim raised his hand and brushed his fingertips softly along my jaw. Then he stopped laughing and leaned down closer to my face to whisper:

"If your sister wasn't so adorable I would have bent you over the table right now and fucked you raw, pet."

I blinked in shock as Azim shot me a calm smirk and let his hand fall from my face. Oh I guess I was wrong... he had minded my disrespectful behavior...

Without taking my eyes off the man in front of me I opened my mouth and said loudly:

"Lily, do you want to stay for a while and watch some TV?"

I could see my sister nod enthusiastically from the corner of my eye and I had to suppress a smirk from slipping onto my face. I nodded and then I kept saying:

"Then why don't we move to the living room and I can help you chose a channel to watch?"

When the words had left my mouth I finally looked away from the calculating gaze of the Dom and walked over to my sister. I helped her down from the chair she was sitting on and then I watched as she skipped over to the kitchen entry. I smiled at her and followed close behind as she looked for the living room.

When we found it a few rooms down from where the kitchen were I lifted her up onto the sofa and turned towards the big TV hanging on the wall. After a second I had it playing some cartoons and when I sent my sister a glance she was already engrossed in what was happening on the screen. I smirked and then I walked back to the hall which we came from.

"Lily I'll be with Azim for a while. If you want anything you can just shout, but please be a good girl and stay here, okay?" I said before I exited the living room. I didn't bother to wait for an answer since I knew she was too into the cartoon to pay me any mind. Well, as long as she stayed in here I had nothing to worry about.

When I entered the kitchen again Azim was standing, leaning against the counter where I left him and now he slowly raised a perfect eyebrow at me as I approached. I didn't care about explaining the situation though, I simply walked over to him and dropped down on my knees before him.

I quickly reached my hands up and started to unbutton his pants but I didn't manage to get them entirely undone before a firm hand grabbed mine tightly. I slowly turned my eyes to gaze up at the man before me and I could see him stare down at me with an intense look in his eyes. I tilted my head a bit to the side and peered at him from under my lashes while I opened my mouth and let my request roll of my tongue.

"Sir... may I taste you?" I breathed, my voice soft as I blinked up at the Dom standing in front of me. When the words had left my mouth, I could see Azim close his eyes and I noticed a slight tick in his jaw as he tried to collect himself. I wanted to smirk but I kept the expression at bay as I stared up at the Dom waiting for his answer.

After a second of silence Azim opened his eyes again and when he looked down at me his expression wasn't one I had expected. My breath hitched in my throat as I took in the dangerous look his eyes displayed and before I could react Azim's hand moved. He took a rough hold at strands of my hair and tugged me up from the floor without a word.

A startled hiss left my lips as he dragged me over to the kitchen table but it didn't even slow him down. The Dom didn't hesitate as he pushed me down, my chest against the table, and quickly undid my pants and pushed them down together with my boxers. The clothes pooled around my feet and I could feel my eyes widen just before the rustling of clothes could be heard and a strong hand pressed down on the back of my neck. The hand forced me to lay down with my chest against the cold table and I realized that this was a lot more than I had bargained for. I opened my mouth to say something sarcastic but I didn't get the chance to even begin to speak before Azim, without pausing, used one foot to push my legs apart and then situated himself in between them.

Before I could even try to brace myself the Dom slapped my ass and then circled my entry with one rough finger. My breathing hitched and then I suddenly felt him press down and his finger slid inside without much effort. He chuckled behind me, leaning down as he whispered in my ear:

"So nice and wet for me already..."

I let out an involuntary whine when his front pressed against me and I could clearly feel the warmth of his cock straining against me. The desire to have him shove it inside me was suddenly burning through me but I knew better than to ask for it. He would give it to me the way he saw fit and asking would do me no good. Luckily I didn't need to wait long. Suddenly the Dom's finger retreated and he grabbed a hold of my hips as he lined himself up.

"No need to stretch you more when you're already leaking, begging me with your body to take you any way I want. I'm going to make a mess out of you boy." He purred and than his hips pushed forward and he slammed into me. His hand covered my mouth just as a startled scream left my lips and his hand managed to muffle the sound pretty well. When Azim pulled out and then roughly entered me again I could feel myself stretch to take all of him and I was once again reminded of how big he actually was. Tears blurred my vision as the Dom forcefully moved against me, his pace quickening as he went.

Since I hadn't been stretched all that much I was hurting quite a bit and the pain was biting into my senses with each move of the man behind me. It was wonderful and antagonizing all at once. My screams had by now turned into muffled sounds of pleasure and I panted heavily and moaned as Azim suddenly came in contact with my prostate.

"Hmm... you're even tighter than I remembered, pet." Azim whispered against my ear, his hot breath ghosting over my skin and sending shivers down my entire body. This man's effect on my body was crazy but even if I wanted to stop moaning I couldn't. His forceful thrusts were giving me extreme pleasure but then again, I wanted him harder. When the thought of more pain crossed my mind I suddenly bit down on his hand that were covering my mouth and when he drew back a bit I hurried to say what I wanted to say.

"H-harder... mhm... I want... ahh... no... n-noo harder..." I panted, my voice coming out in short breaths because of how forcefully the Dom was moving against me. I could tell that he had a lot of power behind his thrusts but I could also tell that he was clearly holding himself back. Why, I didn't know but I wanted him to go all out with me. Holding back wasn't acceptable.

"Hm? Harder you say?..." Azim said, his voice amused as he kept moving against me. I could feel my eyes widen when his hand moved to my frontside and he wrapped a hand around my cock. In the next second he slightly dug his nails into the sensitive skin on my member but when I cried out and then moaned he eased his grip and slid his hand down along my slick cock. Pre-cum oozed out from the tip of my member and I had to close my eyes and remind myself how to breathe.

"Nghh... noo... y-your holding b-back... ahh d-don't h-hold back... " I panted, my mind in a chaos because of how amazingly his body worked alongside mine. The possibility that he may even be holding himself back was grating on my nerves.

Suddenly Azim pulled out completely, grabbed my arm and spun me around to face him. Before I could even think he pushed me backwards onto the table and then he grabbed my legs and folded them closer to my body. His gaze briefly met mine and his eyes flashed to a darker color just before he roughly snapped his hips forward and once again buried himself to the hilt inside me. I arched my back and let out a loud groan and I could see the smirk on his face as he watched me marvel in the physical pain his actions brought me. Gahh... it hurt but it wasn't enough... it would never be enough...

With just a few more thrusts he had me at the edge of releasing and with just a slight tug with his teeth on my right nipple he pushed me over the edge. I let out a pleasure-filled moan as I pumped my seed all over myself and the table beneath me and I clenched down tightly around Azim who soon after followed me over the edge. He didn't bother to pull out and before I knew it heat flooded my insides and I could feel my eyes widened in disbelief. So that's why it had felt so deliciously intense... he hadn't used a condom.

"You should be happy I frequently test myself..." I muttered, exhaustion making me unable to express proper irritation. I already knew the Doms in the clubs had to test themselves against any possible disease so I wasn't worried about that, it was just that he couldn't be sure I didn't carry anything. I could feel Azim's eyes on me and a second later he was smirking teasingly down at me.

"Anyone who is as tight as you are is sure to not sleep around much, baby. I also know you wouldn't be allowed to play in the club if you had a transmittable disease." He said, and the sureness in his voice made me want to lie about actually having something transmittable. I wasn't that childish though so I kept my mouth shut and just settled for another glare his way. Unfortunately the Dom didn't appreciate my obstinacy any longer and in the next second he slightly shifted against me, reminding me that he was still buried deep inside me.

"Glare at me again and I'll pound you into oblivion pet..." Azim whispered sternly against my ear and I couldn't help it as I shuddered against him. My God he was so fucking sexy when he used that tone...

"You know... Sir, I would actually never say no to that..." I whispered back, a smirk tugging at my lips as I leaned up a bit and pressed a slight kiss to the side of his neck. Before he had time to process what I was doing I bit down quite firmly and I could hear a groan leave his lips. Then I was suddenly slammed down against the table again and Azim's dark eyes swirled when he met my aroused gaze.

Maybe he was up for another round?

I made a show of licking my lips and I could see him follow my tongue as it brushed over my lips in a sensual way. However, when the Dom noticed my teasing expression his gaze narrowed considerably and he didn't hesitate as he leaned down and attached his mouth to the exposed skin on my neck. He slowly licked at the place he was hovering above and I could feel goosebumps spreading over my body like a wildfire.

I closed my eyes and concentrated on the feeling of his soft, but demanding lips against my neck. It felt good to be intimate with him even though I kind of hated him for obviously holding himself back for some reason.

"Why are you being careful with me?" I suddenly heard myself ask, my eyes staying closed as I spoke. I could feel his lips pause slightly and I wondered what kind of expression he had on his face right now. I didn't look though, I just silently waited for his answer.

I admit he had been quite forceful a few moments ago but it was obvious to me that he wasn't letting loose. I wondered if he thought I couldn't satisfy his hunger and therefore he simply wanted to be nice and let me enjoy myself. It was just that I enjoyed being used by my masters and I wanted him to let go of all the things that made him hold back when taking me. I was looking for a man that could control my energy when it was too high, sure, but what I wished for the most was to find someone that could use me without a single concern for what I wanted.

I got off on being told what to do and having others' make decisions for me and I desperately wished for someone to just... own me. If I decided to be obstinate I wanted my master to punish me, severely, and if I tried to leave in the middle of a conversation I wanted my master to tie me down and make sure I did as told. I didn't need someone who could make me submit, I needed someone who would make sure I had no other choice but to submit.

"I don't want you to hold back..." I said, my voice soft as I slowly opened my eyes to look at the Dominant in front of me.

Azim met my gaze and I could feel him study me like he was trying to figure out the most difficult enigma in the world. I made sure to hold his gaze and I didn't give an inch. I wanted him to know that I was being serious, that I knew he was holding back for some reason. I just wanted to know why.

After a minute of just staring at each other Azim sighed and then he surprised me by slowly pulling out of me and tugging me up from the table. I didn't say anything as he leaned in and lifted me up bridal style and without a word he moved towards the kitchen entry.

Azim took me up the stairs to the second floor and down a corridor to a bathroom with a huge bathtub and without missing a beat he carefully put me down in front of the tub and leaned in to push a couple of buttons to start the flow of water. In a minute the tub had filled up and the water stopped rising. After receiving a nod from Azim I carefully stepped into the tub and lowered myself down into the water, letting the warmth of it sooth my aching hips and lower back. I was already feeling a bit sore from Azim's rough entry before but I liked it so it wasn't bad at all.

I closed my eyes and let out a soft hum in satisfaction. This was pure heaven.

Suddenly I felt the water shift and I could feel a hand move to take a hold of my left arm. I didn't resist as Azim sat down in the water and leaned back against the side of the tub while moving me into his lap at the same time. I gave another hum in approval as the man started rubbing my skin and massaging my lower back. Then he started speaking. His voice was low but collected as he said:

"I have only once let myself go during sex. It was a few years ago now. During that time I was going out with a guy who liked pain very much and we suited each other quite well. Or so I thought... As I said we had been going out for a while and I thought it was a good opportunity to play a bit, I mean more intensely than we had before. I can't tell you exactly what happened because I've tried to forget it ever since but I can tell you that I lost control and hurt him. Now usually that would have been fine, I mean we were both into pain... it was just that I was so busy hurting him that I didn't even realize that he was yelling his safe-word.

When I... came to my senses the guy was crying and I could see it in his eyes that I had clearly broken the trust he had had in me. I swore, as I dropped him off at the hospital that night, that I would never loose control like that again. The guy cut ties with me and I have never really felt interested in anyone ever since. Sure I've played with a few subs since then but no one permanently. I can't forget his expression as he looked at me that night and I can't... let loose like that again. I simply can't risk breaking someone's trust in me like that again, not ever."

When he finished his story silence settled between us and I thought it over for a while. So he had suffered a trauma and now he had trouble believing in himself? He hurt someone a few years back and he felt guilty about it even now? What a stupid man...

Before I had time to think I moved around and straddled his lap, facing him head on. I stared at his solemn face and then I rolled my eyes and opened my mouth to speak.

"So what? You met someone, played with him and then he cried? What the fuck, that doesn't mean you should feel guilty about it to this point! You played with him because he wanted to play with you and yes, you made a mistake when you ignored his safe-word but please, it's not like you killed the guy! I bet you got punished for it too so I mean come on Azim, there's a limit to feeling guilty! Want me to tell you about the first guy I dated? Well he ended up in the hospital because I got angry and pushed him down some stairs. The second guy I dated I threw a chair at and he ended up with sixteen stitches in his arm. The third guy I managed to date for about two weeks and then I happened to call him a pussy and he began to cry. I can go on but the point is that you, feeling guilty about a guy you hurt several years ago, is nothing compared to what I should be feeling. Note that I'm saying 'should' because I'm not feeling guilty in the slightest. They knew what they were getting into when they started dating me and sure, I may have been an asshole to some of them but, come on, they were grown men for heaven's sake! Some relationships ends in tears and screaming but that doesn't mean you should go and feel sorry for yourself forever! Excuse me for saying so but man up!" I growled, the Dom's expression getting more and more shocked as I spoke.

When I finally ended my small speech Azim was staring at me in wonder and I huffed at him before I put my arms around his neck and leaned in to nibble on his neck. I licked at the skin just under his ear and I could feel the Dom move against me. I smirked as his hands settled on my hips and then I leaned back a bit and looked up at him from under my lashes.

"Now stop feeling sorry for yourself and fuck me, Sir." I said and I could see something flash in the Dom's eyes. I could feel his member twitch and fill out when I closed the distance between us and pressed my lips against his.

God he tasted great! I almost felt like moaning as I moved my lips against his. Suddenly the Dom seemed to snap out of his surprised state and in the next second a hand was gripping my hair painfully. A gasp escaped me and Azim used the opportunity to slip his tongue inside my mouth. Without breaking the kiss he pulled me closer and positioned my ass right above his erect member and without warning he forced me down against him.

A pleasure-filled groan passed my lips and the sound was muffled by his lips on mine. In this position I could feel all of him as he kept pushing me down and he didn't let up until I had taken all of him inside me. When he finally ended the kiss I let my head fall down to rest against his shoulder and I could feel his lips travel over the skin on the side of my neck.

"Ahh... I feel so full... mhm you're so big inside me Sir... it feels so good..." I moaned, my breathing getting shallower as Azim tugged a bit on strands of my hair. When my words registered in the Dom's mind I could feel his body respond and I could feel my eyes widen when it felt like his erection filled out even more inside of me.

"Mhm... God you're g-getting b-bigger... haaah... so g-good... noo...!" I whined, a burning pain exploding from my lower back as Azim suddenly decided to lift me up and then force me down again, repeating the process and drawing small pleasure-filled groans from my parted lips.

I must be honest with you, this man's cock was pure heaven.

My God, a body like his should be illegal to have... but fuck me if it didn't feel incredible.