A/N: I.am not sure how many more chapters are to come. I am sad to separate Smytheberry in this story. I just hate having her go back and forth between guys. I'd hate to be in her place. :( And plus its hard for her to move forward because there is a part of her still stuck on Finn. Happy Reading!

Disclaimer: I do not own Glee, characters or song lyrics.

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Rachel woke the next morning and saw the bed empty. Her heart is breaking. She feels like she's messed up with Sebastian. Although both had to be honest about their relationship. She had to be fair not just to Sebastian, but herself as well.

She heard noises from the kitchen. She put her robe on, and ran downstairs to see Sebastian making breakfast. Why can't it be tho easy? Why can't she have JUST Sebastian? Why cant she be in New York living her dream with him? Why is her mind occupied by Sebastian AND Hunter lately?

Sebastian was at the stove making the both of them breakfast.

Sebastian: Good morning, beautiful.

Rachel: Hey...I'm still beautiful?

Sebastian: Of course you are. Always will be. I just...i know I'm not the only one you want or occupying your heart. Because if I were, you wouldn't have to be choosing. You would already know. Its not just Hunter or myself. You aren't over Finn, and until you dez with whatever you're feeling, you won't be able to move forward.

Rachel: I'm ready..I am.

Sebastian: You're not because you wouldn't be hesitating. You would know. I want to wait but what happens when I wait forever and you never come. What if it is Hunter? I know you think of him when you're with me. I won't lie, it hurts. I want to fight for you. But I am fighting a ghost. I love you Rachel, I do, but until you're 100 percent sure it's me you want, I don't know what else to do.Come here, sit on my lap.

Rachel sat on his lap, as Sebastian held her.

"High School Heart" (A/N: John Michael Montgomery)

That ol' drive-in is a parking lot
 They made a shopping mall out of our make-out spot
 The oldies station plays all those songs
 We used to sing
 And even though that ol' high school's gone
 It started somethin' that's still goin' strong
 I swear sometimes I can hear that ol' bell ring

 'Cause you still slide in close to me
 Just like you did in my ol' Grand Prix
 You still get a little jealous
 If I speak to Jenny Barnes
 That yearbook smile still drives me mad
 With all that's changed, I'm so glad
 You're still lovin' me
 With that some ol' high school heart

 I'd take off runnin' to Mrs. Walker's class
 Lipstick on my cheek and a note in my hand
 I'm still runnin' late 'cause I still can't pull away
 From your lovin' arms
 Every time we touch, you make it feel brand new
 I guess that's why I'm still fallin' for you
 You're still lovin' me
 With that same ol' high school heart

 'Cause you still slide in close to me
 Just like you did in my ol' Grand Prix
 You still get a little jealous
 If I speak to Jenny Barnes
 That yearbook smile still drives me mad
 With all that's changed, I'm so glad
 You're still lovin' me
 With that some ol' high school heart
 You're still lovin' me
 With that some ol' high school heart

Rachel: That's beautiful except we aren't in high school anymore.

Sebastian: Whenever you're ready, you know where to find me. If its me, I'll be on cloud nine. If it's Hunter, he better treat you right. If it's Finn, that is something you have to deal with eventually. I meant everything I've ever told you, I do love you Rach.

Rachel: So...is this goodbye?

Sebastian: It will never be goodbye. You can't get rid of me babe.

Rachel: I better not.

Sebastian: I'd better get dressed, and stop by Dalton for a visit and then head back. But I expect you to call or Skype me ok?

Rachel: I'm sorry, Seb.

Sebastian: No regrets. *kissing her hard, then groans while letting go.*

Sebastian gets up, takes a shower then hugs Rachel after he is dressed and leaves for Dalton. Walking away from Rachel hurt like hell but he needed to do that for now.

Sebastian: Hi ho hi ho its off to Dalton I go, he sang.

Two hours later, Sebastian reached Dalton. The doors were closed to the Warbler practice room so either they were either practicing or meeting. He suddenly heard the sound of a gavel.

Sebastian snuck in and saw that they were in deed in a meeting. He felt sorry for the head Warblers and Blaine. He didn't miss it, but he missed being a.Warbler. Hunter was sitting on the couch and he looks like his head was going to explode.

Head Warbler #3: What if suddenly squirrels wanted to become a Warbler do we just say " Of course Mr Squirrel we.will let you try out to be a Warbler after we let cats, dogs and skunks become Warbler?"

Sebastian walked up to Blaine and whispered, "Is he for real? Since when do animals and.rodents have.anything to do with the Warblers?"

Blaine: Well...you were a rat at times, Meerkat.

Sebastian: Haha. Very funny.

Head Warbler: Order! *bangs gavel* okay I.think that is enough for the day. I see Warbler Sebastian has joined us.

Hunter: Geez Sebastian do you miss us that much?

Sebastian: Shove it, Huntass!

Blaine: Where is Rachel?

Sebastian: We decided right now we're on hold. She's still not completely over Finn. She's back and forth with me and Hunter. Hunt, if she decides on you. You better not hurt her! I love her but I know I'm not the only one in her heart.

Blaine: I agree, Sebastian. She needs to give her heart a chance for closure if possible. And figure out what she wants.

Hunter: So Sebastard is giving up?

Sebastian: This isn't about just me, asshole.

Hunter: I'll let her come to me.

Sebastian: Whatever. Just treat her with respect. I do love her. I'm just tired of fighting with her. Especially at 2 o'clock in the morning and all I want to do is love her but her heart is elsewhere.

 2 In The Morning" (A/N: By NKOTB)

(Sebastian)
I know you must have had a long day
 'cause at six o'clock I heard you say,
 There was something that was on your mind
 But you ain't told me and it's almost nine
 Now it's nine o'clock and I thought we could talk
 But you ain't givin' it, girl
 Will this ever end? Girl, it's almost ten
 Gotta know if you're mad at me before Grey's Anatomy
 'cause we could drag this out all night, until...

(Sebastian with Warblers)

[Chorus:]
 It's 2 in the morning
 Girl, what do you wanna do?
 Do you wanna fight? Wanna say goodnight?
 If you tell me you want it, this could be over...
 'cause it's 2 in the mourning
 Girl, what do you wanna do?
 Do you wanna fight? Wanna say goodnight?
 If you tell me you want it, this could be over...

(Hunter)

 Lights are out, don't wanna wake you so, I'm creepin' in
 I know you're hurt 'cause baby, you're not sleepin' in
 My favorite pair of boxers that you make look so hot, girl
 Girl, you look asleep but I know that you're not, girl
 And now it's 12 o'clock and I thought I should talk
 But girl, you're not listening
 Here we go again, you know I like it when...
 You got your back to me,
 But now when you're mad at me
 Please look at me and say goodnight

(Hunter with Warblers)

[Chorus]

(Sebastian)

 I wanna come over, baby, turn over
 Girl, I've been laying up all night,
 Just waiting for your kiss goodnight
 Even if you're mad at me,
 You know we shouldn't go to bed angry

(Sebastian)

[Chorus]

(Sebastian /Hunter)

 We could work it out, we could work it out
 We could work it out, I wanna come over...
 We could work it out, we could work it out
 We could work it out, I wanna come over...

Blaine: Give her time. Either of you hurt her, I'm taking names and kicking asses.

Sebastian: Sure Hobbit..see you soon.

Hunter: Guess I've got a call to make soon..

Sebastian: Yeah...whatever...

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Rachel was at home, and realized Sebastian was right. She hadn't completely said goodbye to Finn..doesn't know if she can. But Finn would eventually want her to move forward. She cared for Sebastian..alot but he was right if he was THE one she wouldn't be thinking of Hunter as well.

Rachel looked at old photos of Finn, and sat on her couch. She went through all of the photos and mementos of their relationship.

"If You Say So" (A/N: Lea Michele)

It's been seven whole days, seven whole days
 Since you paralyzed me.
 Seven whole days, seven whole days
 Since you lost your fight.
 And I can't get the last words that you said,
 Can't get those words out of my head.
 Seven whole days, seven whole days
 And four words.

 And I can't get away from the burning pain,
 I lie awake.
 And the fallen hero haunts my thoughts,
 How could you leave me this way?

[Chorus]
 It's been seven whole days
 Without your embrace.
 I want to see your face,
 I got some things to say.
 Was just a week ago,
 You said, "I love you girl."
 I said, "I love you more."
 Then a breath, a pause, you said,
 If you say so.
 If you say so.
 If you say so.
 If you say so.

 It's been seven whole days, seven whole days
 Since I heard the phone ring.
 Seven whole days, seven whole days
 Since I heard your voice.
 And I can't get the last words that you say,
 Can't get those words out of my head.
 It's been seven whole days, seven whole days
 Of pure hurt.

 And I can't get away from the burning pain,
 I lie awake.
 And the fallen hero haunts my thoughts,
 How could you leave me this way?

[Chorus]
 It's been seven whole days
 Without your embrace.
 I want to see your face,
 I got some things to say.
 Was just a week ago,
 You said, "I love you girl."
 I said, "I love you more."
 Then a breath, a pause, you said,
 If you say so.
 If you say so.
 If you say so.
 If you say so.

Rachel wiped away tears, sobbing as she thought of Finn, Sebastian, and also someone she couldn't forget...Hunter Clarington.

 I can't believe it's true,
 I keep looking for you,
 I check my phone and wait
 To hear from you.
 In the crowded room
 The joker is so cruel.

 And now I'll never know,
 If all I've been told
 Is just a lie so bold,
 I thought we would grow old.
 Mirrors in the smoke
 Left me here to choke.

[Chorus]
 It's been seven whole days
 Without your embrace.
 I want to see your face,
 I got some things to say.
 Was just a week ago,
 You said, "I love you girl."
 I said, "I love you more."
 Then a breath, a pause, you said,
 If you say so.
 If you say so.
 If you say so.
 If you say so.

Rachel texted Hunter that they needed to talk.

A few minutes she got a response.

Rachel...Soon...xoxo Hunter

Rachel sighed..Soon...

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