Chapter 16
A/N: First of all, I apologize for not updating sooner. I've had some issues that came up. Also how amazing was Glee"s two episodes last night? Wow amazing! And so happy to see the old Rachel we know and love again. The walking in the locker was hilarious. And at least Sebastian got a mention. Lol. Anyways, I'll be going and back & forth between Sebastian and Hunter just a little while more but this will be Claringberry in the end.
Disclaimer: I do not own glee, characters or song lyrics.
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Rachel and Sebastian were sitting in her living room with Blaine, Kurt, Sam, and a few other of her fellow Glee clubbers.
Blaine: I think we should watch "That's so Rachel."
Rachel: Blaine, why do you want to torture me or yourselves?
Sebastian: It can't be all THAT bad babe.
Rachel: We had zero shares, it was the word in television history.
Blaine: Enough feeling sorry for yourself. Its time to turn lemons into lemonade.
Sam: Ewww dude I prefer sweet tea, lemonade too bitter for me.Mercedes are you still a virgin?
Mercedes: Oh hell to the no, Sam.
Tina: What the hell is wrong with America?
Sebastian: Love your friends, beautiful.
Kurt: I think we should call it a night. Tomorrow we rehearse. Sue is determined to take us down. She even shoves us against lockers. Becky throwing slushies, and sending her guard dogs after students.
Sebastian: I am amazed how much power that crazy has. Seriously she walked out during your opening night and have sex with a stranger in you apartment? *shudders*
Rachel: Please don't remind me.
Sebastian: Do you mind if I stay the night?
Rachel: Do you need to ask?
Sebastian: What about Hunter?
Rachel: *Sigh* I still don't know, Sebastian. I need to figure this out. I also have so much on my plate and we are competition.
Sebastian: *Sigh* nodding.
Rachel: Plus lately you're so distant. Do we really want a long distance relationship? Why does it have to be such a battle between you both, or me having to make such a hard choice. Now I kind of understand when Finn had to always choose between me and Quinn. Maybe we are just not meant to be.
Sebastian: Please don't say that. You runaway from both of us when you feel you're getting too close. That isn't fair Rach. All I have been asking for is a chance. I know long distance is an issue, but it can happen.
Rachel: I don't know if both of us want to constantly drive back and forth from Ohio and New York and not knowing when we will see each other again.
Sebastian: So you're giving up on us?
Rachel: I didn't say that.
Sebastian: Do you want me to go?
Rachel: I want you to stay. But...
Sebastian: But, you're not ready? Its cool. I always told you whenever you're ready. When you are, just call me. Okay? I'll be waiting Rachel. But...i can't wait forever. I'll try but I can't.
"Tomorrow"
(Sebastian)
Tomorrow I'm gonna leave here
I'm gonna let you go and walk away like every day I said I would
And tomorrow, I'm gonna listen
To that voice of reason inside my head telling me that we're no good
[Chorus:]
But tonight I'm gonna give in one last time
Rock you strong in these arms of mine
Forget all the regrets that are bound to follow
We're like fire and gasoline
I'm no good for you
You're no good for me
We only bring each other tears and sorrow
But tonight, I'm gonna love you like there's no tomorrow
Tomorrow I'll be stronger
I'm not gonna break down and call you up when my heart cries out for you
And tomorrow, you won't believe it,
But when I pass your house,
I won't stop no matter how bad I want to
[Chorus:]
But tonight I'm gonna give in one last time
Rock you strong in these arms of mine
Forget all the regrets that are bound to follow
We're like fire and gasoline
I'm no good for you
You're no good for me
We only bring each other tears and sorrow
But tonight, I'm gonna love you like there's no tomorrow
Baby when we're good, you know we're great
But there's too much bad for us to think that there's anything worth trying to save
[Chorus:]
But tonight I'm gonna give in one last time
Rock you strong in these arms of mine
Forget all the regrets that are bound to follow
We're like fire and gasoline
I'm no good for you
You're no good for me
We only bring each other tears and sorrow
But tonight, I'm gonna love you like there's no tomorrow
Tomorrow, I'm gonna leave here
I'm gonna let you go and walk away like every day I said I would
Sebastian took Rachel by the hand and led her to the bedroom. He too has to decide if she's worth this pain. Is it fair for him to be strung along? He doesn't want to walk away. He wants to try. But it seemed that Hunter has a piece of her heart too.
Sebastian and Rachel made out for a long time, but then pulled away falling asleep.
Hours later, Rachel laid on her bed staring at Sebastian asleep.
"Battlefield"
(Rachel)
It's easy to fall in love
But it's so hard to break somebody's heart
What seemed like a good idea has turned into a battlefield
Once lust has turned to dust and all that's left's held breath
Forgotten who we first met
What seemed like a good idea has turned into a battlefield
We both know it's coming
Does illusion count for something we hide?
The surface tension's gotta break, one drop is all it takes to flood out this lie
You and I
We have to let each other go
We keep holding on but we both know
What seemed like a good idea has turned into a battlefield
Peace will come when one of us puts down the gun
Be strong for both of us
No please, don't run, don't run
Eye to eye, we face our fears unarmed on the battlefield
We seemed like a good idea
We seemed like a good idea
No blood will spill if we both get out now
Still it's hard to put the fire out
What seemed like a good idea has turned into a battlefield
Feelings are shifting like the tide
And I think too much about the future
What seemed like a good idea has turned into a battlefield
We both know it's coming
Does illusion count for something we hide?
The surface tension's gotta break, one drop is all it takes to flood out this lie
You and I
We have to let each other go
We keep holding on but we both know
What seemed like a good idea has turned into a battlefield
Peace will come when one of us puts down the gun
Be strong for both of us
No please, don't run, don't run
Eye to eye, we face our fears unarmed on the battlefield
We seemed like a good idea
We seemed like a good idea
We seemed like a good idea
Rachel looked down at the man who had his arms wrapped around her. Why does love have to be a battlefield? She thought. She kissed his lips and decided to worry about that tomorrow. Right now she just wants to.enjoy the time she has with Sebastian now.
Her phone buzzed.
Rachel...thinking of you. Xoxo Hunter
Rachel: Not now.... *she closed her eyes* a tear fell from her eyes.
Rachel: No matter which decision I make two people will be hurt: Either Sebastian or Hunter...and herself.
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A/N: Sorry so short. Read & Review
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