Your Not Alone So Don't Cry

Sorry for not updating this book, and my excuse for this one is that I don't have any xD just wanted to actually update some other books, and from the looks of it I still have room update more books other than this.

So, I hope you guys would understand that I cannot actually make more than three chapters in one day like I used to which sucks btw.

Anyway, enough of me blabbering..

Hope you enjoy~

Ash's POV

The looks in her eyes as she clings on my shirt for dear life..

What made her be this way?

We were alright before Giovanni came, but then....she changed.

I don't want her to be this way...why would I want her to be this way after?! It's not like her at all...

"Serena, please tell me what's wrong.." I said trying to hold myself back from crying, it's not the time to cry infront of your girlfriend after all. She glances up to meet eyes with me, her eyes were red from crying and it pained me to see it.

"I'm....afraid of being alone again..I don't want to leave this place.." She mumbles, but I managed to hear her. I hug her tightly making sure that she was calming down, but in all honesty I was the one who's trying to calm down...

"Your not alone Serena...you'll never be alone, I will always be there for you. After all, you made my life ten times better since you came" I said smiling at her, she smiled back, but it wasn't like the smile I saw when we first met.

It was....colourless..

"Ash, I think we should...go home" she said and we both began walking home.

While walking towards my house, we didn't really talk much. There was nothing but silence as we walk, and it was very awkward and weird for her not to talk..

I thought she would be like this way forever until...

"Big sister!!!" We both turned to where the voice came from and I couldn't believe who I was staring at, Lara.

She runs up to her and tackles her into a hug, I look at Serena who had a small smile on her face.

"It's been awhile Lara, why are you here anyway?" She asked, Lara looks up to smile brightly at her "mommy and I just moved here yesterday, and I can't believe we will be neighbors!!" She exclaimed as she snuggled her head on Serena's chest.

Serena chuckled, it surprised me actually. Awhile ago she was so sad that she had to force a smile just to assure me, and that was awhile ago.

She looks at me and I gave her a " You okay?" Look, she nods slightly and glances back at Lara who continued to hug my girlfriend tightly.

"Can we go to the park near here? I want to spend time with you" Serena looks at me and I nod telling her that we should go.

"Sure"

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We arrived at the park, Serena and Lara played together while I watch from the distance. I wanted to atleast examine Serena what's wrong with her.

Serena's POV

As we played, I couldn't help but enjoy being with this girl. It was new to me after all, and...guess I just have to enjoy the days I have left.

It's been like 12 or 13 days, and I know that little by little...the more I fight, the lesser time I have left.

I stopped playing in abit and sat on a swing, I look down trying to gather my thoughts. But, I forgot that I was playing with Lara.

She stopped playing and went beside me, she looks at me and worry could be seen from the little girl. I can't blame her, I would get concerned if I see someone in my state..

"You okay?" She asked, I force myself to smile and then I realized how many times I have forced myself to smile making my forced smile to fade into a natural frown.

"To be honest, I'm either sad or..lonely at this point" I said with a slight chuckle, Lara sat beside me on another swing set not looking away from me.

"Why? Why are you sad?" She asked, I glance at her and said "It's best if you don't know, I'm just afraid of being alone forever...no one being there with me like....how it used to be" I mumbled that last part, but I could have sworn she heard me.

"But you're not alone, I'm here mommy!" My eyes widened when she called me "mommy".

"Mommy?!" She nods with a smile "You told me I should pretend that you're my mom when my mom isn't with me!" She said, I giggled, I knew what she meant cut I never thought she would remember that.

"I said pretend I'm your mommy until we find your mom, I don't think I'll ever be a mom with a girl cute as you are" I pinch her cheek and she giggles at what I said.

"Well, you're my mommy if my real mommy is not here" she stated, I pat her in the head and nod "Sure, I'll be your mommy.....Until I'm all alone again" I said and turned away from Lara so she won't see me in tears.

I tried to fight it back, but it was no use. I was crying infront of a little girl who I told not to create long ago..

She gets up from the swing set and hugged me for comfort.

"I may not know what you are dealing with, but just from the way you helped me back then.....you can pull it through till' the end. Besides, you're not alone....so please stop crying" I can't believe a little like her is actually saying this to a teen like me, it's embarrassing.

But, I have to admit that she was right. I wasn't alone, but because of not being alone for the first time is the reason why I cry.

Knowing I was human back then makes me want to stay even more.

But, whatever reason that may be..
Whatever explanation that is..

I won't know until I get it from him..

I stopped crying or frantically forced myself to stop. I look at her, face to face, and eye to eye. I smile, but it wasn't forced. It was somewhat the smile I used to wear before this mess.

"Yeah, I'm not alone.....but I can't help but think of the future where I will be alone for now on" I said, Lara grabs both of my hands and placed it to her chest.

"Mommy said that it's impossible for any being, both good and bad to be alone forever. No matter how far away they are or how lonely they get, their hearts are connected to the ones they care and love the most. So that's why, we'll always be connected!" She smiled a toothy grin at me, this girl somewhat reminds me of someone, but I just can't put a finger into it.

It was like a human part of me started waking up just from looking at her. I don't know, maybe it's just me.

"Since when do you comfort people instead of the one being comforted?" I chuckled, she laughs at my remark "I don't usually do this, but it felt like the right thing to do so I did" my smile widened abit and my head began turning to where that stalker was.

He was just seating on the bench watching the two of us, smiling like no tomorrow.

It was weird to be the one not smiling for once, it actually makes me sorta human huh?

Well, whatever...

I guess I won't be alone like I thought I would, but maybe I can find our what made me into something else than a human.

Also....how does Arceus know about Delia?

Is someone stalking Delia?!

Ash's POV

I watch the two talk, and I saw little by little, her smile was becoming the smile I know. It was heartwarming to be honest, but I don't know why..

But when I looked at that kind of smile, my heart would beat faster than usual.

And a memory would pop out if nowhere..

It was a girl with a straw hat and me playing around the woods, but who was this girl?

And why did I suddenly get a memory right that just from looking at her?

Or more importantly, why does this girl look so much like Serena? Could it be possible I have met her before? As in when she was a human?

I was so lost in thought that I didn't notice the two was beside me trying to make me snap out of it, but I was too busy trying to figure things out.

Then suddenly, I remember something...

And that's it for this chapter! Man, never thought of making a chapter today xD But I did anyway :p

Hope you guys enjoyed and see you after Ryan's part :3

Peace!



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