Let me Think
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Ash's POV
We went back home and the first thing Serena did was go straight into her room without a word, she must be angry at that woman. But I get the feeling it was something else. I was about to head to her room, but my mom stopped me.
"Let her be Ash, I don't know what happened but let her calm down" she was right about not knowing, yet she told me to lay off her for awhile?! I'm worried about her and I can't let her suffer!
I didn't care if she would scold me, I wanted to know! I wanted to make her smile!
I head to her room without my mom knowing and silently knocked on the door, but she didn't open it or tell me to come in.
"Serena?" I spoke softly, but all I could her from the other side of the door was sobbing. I twisted the door knob and walked in and saw Serena lying on the corner curved up into a ball.
I closed the door behind me and went beside her, I kneeled down and patted her back. She didn't stop crying though, I don't know what to do! What do I do?!
As if she knew what I was thinking and forced herself to stop crying and smile, she caressed my cheek and tears were running down her face once again.
"Serena talk to me please, I don't know what to do" I said, yes I didn't know what to do. This was the first time seeing a girl break down for no reason, or is it? No, I clearly remember the first time she cried. It was not pretty, I didn't want to see that face ever again, but it happened again..
"Ash please leave me be for awhile" she pleaded, she looks so weak and beaten. Why? Why is she acting like this? Then the idea hit me..a memory of Serena telling me about not having a home and a family and another one from her sudden outburst.
She wanted a family..
"Serena..." I placed my hand on her chin and made her look at me, her eyes was taking me deeper again. I wanted to be go deeper in it, but I had to look at her instead of getting lost in her eyes.
"Ash..please" she begged and her whole body trembled "Serena you don't need a mother to take care of you. You don't need a sibling to outshine you. You just need someone to be with you" I uttered, she forced another smile and looked at me in the eyes.
"You're telling me that I don't need a mother, because you have one Ash. You don't know the loneliness that was implemented into my heart since I've arrived her. Being a fairy like being made out of stardust, I have no memory of having a mother or a father or a sister and brother. I never felt loneliness up there, because I was so busy watching over you. I was not made for having emotions like this, but you gave me the emotion of love. Then the emotion of sadness, fear, anger, and loneliness. I'm lonely Ash, I want a mother and I want a family" I sat there beside her not daring to look away, I didn't know what to say. She was lonely? Even if I was there with her?
Again as if she knew what I was thinking she shook her head telling me what I'm thinking is wrong.
"You make me feel alive Ash. You make me feel I can do everything, but that doesn't mean you make feel full inside. I may be a creature the cease to exist only for 40 days, but for now I almost human too." She stated "Serena, I'm at lost for words. I don't know what to do" a tear crept in my eye and streamed down to my cheek, she smiles at me slightly and rubbed the tear away.
"I'm asking for you to leave me be and let me think, I'm not gonna do something reckless trust me." I sighed and stood up and left the room, but my heart didn't want me to. Once I left her room my heart ached for some reason, I truly am in love with her. I just need to show her that I do..
Serena's POV
A girl with loneliness in her heart..a creature the wants to be human..
What are the odds? I'm actually feeling other emotions besides, happiness, anger, and love. Is this what it feels like to be human?
So weak, so fragile?
If so..
I don't want to leave this world, I want to stay and create my own family. I don't want to go back to where I was born, I don't think I even belonged their from the start. I belong here even if it just how many days has it been since I came here, I want to stay here.
So many people good or bad, they all have emotions. Emotions that can make you blind and do crazy stuff.
A nostalgic feeling coarse my mind, I felt somewhat different from before. Why? Was it because of these new found emotions? Or is it something else? What ever it is..
I feel as if I'm forgetting something...like a past.
A memory of something important.
Between a boy and straw hat girl meeting for the first time..
???'s POV
She has come a long way huh? My dear Serena, please don't remember..it's too much for you to know what you really are..
A girl with emotions
A creature the wants to exist..
are girl with a straw hat
A boy that wishes for something more..
Please don't open your eyes to the truth
For I are only trying to protect you
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