Ryan here, this is just a side chapter revealing Serena's thoughts. Anyway, hope you all enjoy ^_^

Serena's POV

Can't believe it's been 10 days..

Yesterday evening, Gary and the others apologized to Ash and that made Ash confused. I don't know what, but I feel like they did something..

Something that might be bad..something that might involve me..why do I expect this? Do I know what will happen? Do I know my future?

So many questions, yet no one to answer..

Is this really the feeling that all humans feel? If so, then why do I feel like I have felt this since forever? When I was still in my cage of imprisonment in my home, I never felt any emotion besides happiness and love towards the boy I have watched since the day I was formed.

The feeling of love grew stronger till' the day I ended up being with him, yet this feeling only grows stronger. Stronger than I could ever imagine.

The feeling of undeniable uneasiness in my chest when he leaves, the hole in my heart when he is not beside me, the sickening feeling of the thought our love would end.

This feeling was fear, fear of losing him..

Fear of being separated with him, the boy that gave me the reason to live. Yes, I may not know him back then, but the days I spent watching him grow made me feel my first emotion.

Love

Love for him

Love for everything he does

Love that he would never leave me

And stay by my side..

And yet..I feel uneasy

For being near him

For being an inch away from his hand

His very soul

He makes me feel all sort of emotion options that I yet have discovered.

Seeing him making up with Gary and the other bullies made my heart feel warm, I knew it was a touching moment...yet I feel..sad.

Why? Why am I sad? Why do I feel threatened? They were finally starting a new friendship, yet I feel all the negatives inside me stirring up inside me.

For the past 10 days I have experienced all sort of things that I never thought I could ever experience in my life.

Drama, tension, joy, and sadness.

All of those were what humans have to endure since they were born, yet I only endured it for a couple of days. How do they endure it? How do they live through it?

How do they solve it in such a calming matter?

I never knew they lived like this

I never knew that if I can stay here

I have to live through this..

But I'm okay with that, why? Well, it's a part of being human right? I don't want to go back to that place, because I never see it as my home. As my birthplace, it was like I know somewhere out there, I had more reasons.

I had more legacy to the world without knowing it, I just feel it. In my heart and soul..

But it's just a feeling right? Yeah, just a feeling....

A feeling that may be true