Well, I've come to an early acceptance...

I reflected on what happened and it all seems almost surreal 

ALMOST 

I mean, I thought about all the actions i took. I read some articles and I asked friends. They all say about the same thing: log on like you usually do and it'll be fine.

Well, I've tried that a billion times and it isn't working.

Kaizo said something about getting an email two days after his account closed so I'm going to hope I get an email that'll let me get my old account back.

Like I said before, I've come to acceptance and that came with a pang of sadness and anger. These emotions were directed at me, myself, and I tho.

Like, I was such an idiot to not back up all of my work. Now, I've lost like, 4 books (or maybe it as 5....great now I'm forgetting things >:/). All that work just...gone.

That doesn't matter to me as much as friends though. I got so many new friends from Wattpad and now, I'm struggling to remember their account names....

I feel terrible....

But to the point of this chapter: 

Stories.

I'm keeping this book as it is so I can let you guys know things so think of this as an update book.

I'm might need help recreating my Randomness and Scenarios book and I apologize for all of the lost dares and asks in that book.....

Ugh, focus!

Anyway, I'm going to try to remember as much as I can of those chapters so if somebody new looks through the book, they get the same experiences you did :)

I'm going to TRY to let go of the past and move into the future. But that doesn't mean I've lost ALL hope. Sadly, I've just lost most....

I'm NOT going to go contact anyone individually asking for help.

If you want to help me rewrite, please PM me and I'll give you my password. I'm trusting you guys so please don't lose that trust. If you remember chapters, in the randomness book then go and write them! :)

Sakura will still be the same and keep ALL the memories you have from my old books because they WILL still apply

(If you're one of my new followers reading, you won't have to worry about the line above)

Wow, I'm getting off topic a lot.....

Anyway, if you find that by helping me you will be cutting out your own time, then I ask you please to not help. The gesture is nice but I don't want to waste your time on myself.

And Tima, if you're reading this, PLEASE don't say it's your fault!! It isn't and before I was just mad at you for blaming yourself and now I feel guilty. It's MY fault this happened. Not yours, not my WiFi's, nobody's....but own.

I'm really touched by all the help I'm getting so thank you guys so much! 

And if you remember someone who followed me, please tell me so I can follow them.

Thank you guys so much for everything!