I'm Chilled Now :3
I kinda had a first draft-like thing (i had a rant but I deleted the whole thing cause it sounded mean...) cause at first I wasn't really thinking about how others would SEE it, so what I wrote is pretty much modified so that people can actually understand my face XD
But I don't like it when people talk down to my ships, cause sometimes I'll go online to see the reasons for other people shipping USUK or Ameripan, and most of the time, they're all chilled, but there's always that one USUK or Ameripan shipper (there's pretty much one for any ship anywhere you go XD) who talks down to the competing ship. Most of the time, it's USUK vs FrUK or Ameripan vs Giripan, but I've seen some USUK vs Ameripan ones, and THOSE are the ones that flare me up cause those kinds of people dun respect the other ship AT ALL.
Yeah, I have problems with my own NoTP, but I aint gunna rant to it to the world without saying that I dun hate the shipper, only the ship or something like that :3
But now I feel like talking about how I see USUK cause life, and why not?
First of all, I dun NOT like the ship, cause I understand why people ship it and there are some great fanfics with it ("We'll Meet Again"), but I've been shipping Ameripan before I got into the fandom from when people at band kept talking about it :3
Anyways, in all honesty, USUK reminds me of all the things that could happen in a brotherly relationship, all that I've heard from experience, my dad's experience, and general experience that happens to all sibling-like relationships.
I can't see USUK as anything else, even when I've tried to be a multishipper to find out that I just can't.
I can't lie to myself.
In the this song~
https://youtu.be/mridG1GB1ak
When Iggy tells Alfie to use the queen's english, to me at least, it doesn't sound like something that you would say in a relationship, nor all too much to a friend. It sounds like something I would say to my younger brother when we're at a relative's house or at a fancy place or something or whatever.
Yeah, sometimes I act more like a kid when he does, but he can't really read the mood all too well :3
*that moment when that sounds like America 030*
But he aint America cause he just aint, and it dun fit him :3
This also reminds me of my uncle, who is my DAD's brother. Imma just call him #1 cause he is the oldest in his family, and he had six younger siblings.
Their parents had five sons, two daughters.
Anyways, there were a few stories with my uncles and aunts on my dad's side, and #1 REALLY reminds me of England in some ways (when America's all grown up :3)
Ya know what? Im calling him Lukas, cause he's Norwegian and I can just call my dad DAD.
Anyways, one time, Lukas was painting a fence with his brother (forgot which one cause all the names of the boys start with 'L' and it gets REALLY confusing after a while) who was on the other side.
The brother (Ya know, Imma call him Emil, cause he sounds like a derp X3 And plus, using Mathias won't really help my point...) got a smirk as he looked at Lukas on the other side, and he whipped the brush, dripping with paint, at Lukas.
Lukas got pain all over his face and punched Emil's shoulder, then overreacted, calling their parents and forcing Lukas to do the fence all by himself :3
I dunno exactly why I told the story, cause it doesn't really fit USUK perfectly, but you know what I mean, right? :3
OH I WANNA TALK ABOUT THE REVOLUTIONARY WAR
Oh wait, never mind, lemme do the child-stuff first :3
So, England found America as a child and took him in when he saw him crying. He raised him, and America's a dork XD
But that whole thingy reminds me of an older brother showing his younger brother all the stuff he has to do, and the little brother looks up to him as if he was the greatest person in the world.
But then someday, that younger brother realizes that their older brother wasn't the great hero he thought he was.
When the younger brother realizes this, they have no idea how to react. They spent their whole lives believing that the person they've always looked up to was perfect, they didn't want to face the truth.
Some go to depression, some go on a rampage,
some do both.
In this case, the last one is America. He knows that the person who has raised him isn't perfect, and he feels that he just has to...get away.
Meanwhile, England is trying to hold everything together and make things okay, but everything happened so fast for everyone.
After drama goes down, everything slowly gets back to normal.
Sure, the two gets into a few skirmishes before everyone's chill, but in the end, they're fine :3
America knows that England's not perfect, but that's fine.
England knows that America won't see him the same way again, but it's probably for the better.
Besides, they're dorks :3
When America went to Africa to help Iggy with war or something, a random person asked if they were related and Iggy got flustered.
For USUK shippers, go ahead and see that as proof.
But I can't help but think about a time when I went somewhere with my cousin to buy some stuff and my parents were somewhere, and a person asked if we were sisters. Neither of us really knows why, but both of us got flustered as we explained that we weren't sisters and were cousins (we don't normally see each other all too often, and I'm not really close to her anymore.)
We don't even know if we are truly related, our moms just used to share the same last name :3
I think my face turned brighter than hers, but I can only feel it if it's BRIGHT BRIGHT BRIGHT red.
Today my crush person was behind my group at lunch in line, and I knew very well that he was there, but then my people started to make a big deal about it, and I couldn't say anything without getting in trouble, but I KNEW he was there, so I didn't know what to do XD
I wasn't really bothered by it :3
But you dun have to make a big deal about it cause if you do, nothing productive would happen if you're trying to get things to happen (that moment when you casually imagine how possible ships would happen with other people at school, mostly crack ships [unless if it's just me XD])
I used to crack ship people in middle school, but I dun remember any of it XD
I thought I was talking about USUK...
Oh well, I'm done :3
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