"I'm not perfect. I can never be!"

"No matter what, you will forever be beautiful and perfect for me."

Atelophobia

[A-tel-o-pho-bia]

The fear of imperfection. The fear of never being good enough.

Seems weird, doesn't it?

Nobody in this world is perfect but everybody wants to BE perfect. No matter how hard they try, some people seem to just put them down.

They start to crave love and support when everyone turns their backs on them. They feel insecure whenever someone just lay their eyes on them...

Kim Namjoon is one of them. He has been suffering from Atelophobia since childhood. Perfection is something he wanted to have. He gives his best to everything and everyone but they turn him down.

He hates himself for that...

Insecurities and loneliness started to live in his mind rent-free while his inner demon became his best friend and the blanket for his cold body.

What happens when a person comes and tells him he is perfect for what he is and who he is?

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All the characters portrayed in this book are fictional along with the incidents. Any resemblance of the mentioned events from the book, in reality, is completely coincidental.

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Everything mentioned here is imagined by my bizarre imagination.

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Do not report this book if you don't like it. Just mute me.

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This book will contain-

◇ No Y/n

◇ Yaoi or Boy × Boy

◇ BTS College au

◇ Intimate scenes

◇ Angst

◇ Eating disorder

◇ Self-harm (maybe)

If you feel uncomfortable with any of the mentioned topics above, please discontinue reading.

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If you want to continue reading...
READER'S DISCRETION IS ADVISED STRICTLY!

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Playlist::

• magnolia - keshi

• At My Worst - Pink Sweat$

• Moonchild - RM of BTS

• Intentions (acoustic) - Justin Bieber

• Blue and Grey - BTS

• Awake - Jin of BTS

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Enjoy~

-CalmRaven