I think you know how to love better than any of us.
That's why you find it all so painful.
DAD  ╱  fleabag

✶

LUCY: [sighs] I feel so stupid. Like, I should've figured this out by now. [...] I'm 32 years old. People would figure this out when they're, like, nine. I feel so stupid. And I don't even know what I am, I don't know if I'm. . .I'm really that way, and I'm just afraid to admit it, or maybe I'm not and I just don't ever, what? Date boys. I mean, men. I don't know. I should've just figured it out.
AM I OK?  (2022) ╱ dir. tig notaro, stephanie allynne

for
ash annika hannah king
happy happy pride to everyone and especially
to the ones currently figuring themselves out

They said that once was an incident, twice was a coincidence, and three times was a pattern.

     The same could have been said for the likes of Sutton Parker who considered herself a fixer-upper, both emotionally and architecturally-considering the number of flipping projects she did around her apartment (and they all turned out really nice, thank you very much). But she constantly found herself going above and beyond, with an outpouring of love and support that some could only bear for so long before they found her suffocating.

     She thought she would have learned her lesson by now, but it just seemed like she had a strange attraction to these kinds of situations: the guy would find her cute, they'd start dating, he'd finally present his problem, she offers up the utmost support, and then he would eventually go running for the hills when he realizes that she actually wants to help solve his dilemma. Come to find out, not everyone was like that. Some of them were actually well-adjusted women who wore maroon polos and saved numerous lives through the phone.

SUTTON amélie PARKER  ╱ melissa o'neil

with
IMOGEN PARKER  ╱ lola tung

and
COLLIN NASH  ╱ luke newton
OLIVER TILL  ╱ charlie cox
CARMINE DIAZ  ╱ taylor zakhar-perez

Warnings.
canon-typical violence, foul language, some distressing situations due to it being 911, sex

please heed these warnings as you read
and take care of yourself, i promise smut is not worth risking your mental health

AUTHOR'S NOTE ╱ 042824
→ happy pride !!!!! i am once again very excited to be writing another 911 slowburn (2/4 !! ) this one is mostly oc-centric bc there's a longggg road of self-discovery ahead for our girl sutton so her relation/friendship with maddie isn't really taking the backseat but is passenger princess as it still plays a part but it might be a minute before we get there bc i have canon events to go through too

→ tw: domestic violence (but no written description), kidnapping, tommy kinard and capt. gerrard (i hate them more than anything), and the racism in that s2 "awful people" episode

→      i may not own 911 or its characters, but i do own miss. sutton parker, any characters not found in the show, and any plot that's not recognizable within the show so please don't steal or a strongly worded dm will be headed your way. consider this your first warning. i'd hate it if y'all were to steal and mischaracterize her to hell lmao

→ thank you for reading and being so excited as i am for her and this project !!

→ bonus: some films and shows that inspired sutton/suddie—the world to come (2020), my first summer (2020), am i ok? (2022), disobedience (2017), fleabag