My Mind has been a mess, Jimin proposed to me 1 month ago. My body has been acting weird, it's like I have the flu. I've gotten all the necessary shots, but they said I should take one more test. I showed them my medical records, the one paper telling me I could never... It still hurts my heart, never really knowing how it felt too...

I'm a crying mess, no matter what I did. Right now the boys are not home, they're not even in South Korea. Last I heard they were in Canada, I think. They are going to start touring soon, I'm not in any way lonely. I've got Luna, Appa & Mom, That's right Auntie has tied the knot with Appa making her my mom. Namjoon is still adjusting, Jim is a little sad because I no longer call him Omma. But I did tell him that he my best and favorite one, that did brighten up his day.

Right now I'm on the floor in my bathroom, throwing up everything I've eaten. There was a knock on the door, I look up to see Appa. Alright young lady, he says. I picked her up, careful not to jostle her too much, we are going to Seoul, you need a real Doctor I tell her. Me & Sooyoon have a feeling, we knew what was wrong with her. But we will let her, think otherwise.

You see Namjoons mom was a midwife, she would tell to look for the signs. Right now I'm 150% that our Beloved Bella is pregnant, I'm sure of it. I can't contain my excitement, I'll finally get to be a grandparent. I can't wait, I put Bells in the car as we drive to the airport. I tell Sooyoon, to make sure she doesn't movie so much.

I know it's the way of life, but I really hope I'm not dying. I don't think I would take it well if I was told that, but I guess that was my fate right?! What else could it be? I have no Idea, I tell Appa to put on Promise. The song helps me relax, since he wasn't here it was my only life saver. The song after didn't help me at all, I sang it though I sang as they sang. What song? Love Is Not Over, I hope this wasn't a sign that I was leaving this world. I prayed for the first time, right there and then for it not to be that.

Apps ran in the hospital lobby, grabbing me a wheel chair. Mom asked me if I had missed my cycle, I looked at her with a raised eyebrow. Ma, don't raise my hopes up, I told you what happened to me when I was 16. My eyes are slowly leaking salty tears, the male nurse recognized right away. Please, I'm just a regular patient don't treat me any differently. He nodded in understanding, I fingered my ring, kissing it as I think of Jimin.

They wheeled me in, I bit my lip. I didn't know what to think, the doctor asked me everything. I told her what happened, she looked at my paper. Bella dear, this paper said you had an abortion not that you couldn't have children. WHAT!!! I fainted. I'm laying in a hospital bed, I look around. The doctor comes in, Bella dear, your dad informed me of everything. My bottom lip trembled as I cried for my unborn child.

Bella dear, I got these for you, it's all the information that happened that day. I also wanted to tell you that, your 2 months pregnant. If I told you I was shocked, that would be the most understatement of the year. She hooked me up to the Ultrasound Machine, applying the cold gel and waving the sand around. I heard the most beautiful sound, a heartbeat. Years slowly fell, I FaceTime Jimin. He took one look at me as everyone is crowded all around him.

Bells Babygirl what's wrong why are you crying? Are you in the hospital? I.. I.. I was lied to Chimchim.. T-that thing that happened to be when I was 16, it was for an abortion. I swear I didn't know, I don't remember most of that day but what I told you. Chimchim, I know what's wrong with me. I wipe my tears away, I face him towards the machine. I nodded at the doctor, she put the volume on loud.

You could hear the sound of the heart beat, of him or her out baby. I faced the phone towards me, I see Tae what happened? Jin hyung, is trying to kill Jimin Hyung for knocking you up. I sigh, tell Jin if he doesn't knock that shit off I will destroy his kitchen from top to bottom. Bella babygirl where are you? I'm in Seoul Chimchim, why? Because I am coming home.

No, you have to be there. For the award show and for Armies, you can come back later your brothers need you. You can't let them down okay? Arrasseo, I love you Bella.

Bella? I looked up to see PD Bang, I tell him I need you to do me a huge favor! Anything you name it! Have Luna Go Solo! Bella? Why? Because My Dream Now Is To Be A Mom To Our Little One! Kookie, Tae, Suga & You will all be godparents to our child. That way she will have a family who will love her and never leave her.

I didn't have that LUXURY growing up, I want to be around for her till we no longer can't! Her? They told you? No, I tell him it's Mother's Intuition. I have a strong guy feeling that she will be worse than me and I already love her for that. Our family will always love her like they do for me and this family is where I truly BELONG.

The End

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