Me and the girl known as Luna are a Duo, we've been working our asses off. PD Bang have me and her the best news ever, we would Debut as D.O.P.E. which means Dreamers Of People everywhere. I was nervous, we were going to sing and do a dance cover of BTS. I was stoked but I was nervous as hell, Luna was sick this whole week. Which means on the day she is suppose to rest, is when we Debut.

We just picked up Jin yesterday, he was pissed beyond our imagination when he found out I moved out. The boys told him I needed space, he has no clue that I'm debuting today. He thinks I still work at the tattoo parlor, I look at him. If you found out I wasn't working where I told you would you be mad? Yes, he gave me a cold glare. He hasn't been the same when he came back, which scared me. He's not the same, the boys brush it off like it's nothing.

He yelled at me this morning, because his spices weren't in the right order. I ran from the house, he ran after me and yelled at me some more. I was devastated he wasn't who I thought he was. When we picked him up from the airport, I could tell he was different:

He gave off a deadly aura, I've never been more scared in my life. He even slapped me in front of them, the boys let him to. I'm in the changing room getting ready for our dance, the boys came and wished me luck. The bruise on my face still visible, I asked them if he was here they only nodded. It was time to go on stage, I told the Unnie makeup artist to do my makeup quickly and I'll buy her food. The staff no all about Jin's temper and they only hugged me.

Now Introducing
D.O.P.E

We walked out on stage, when I hear a voice tell "Where is Bells?" I was handed a mic, I lowered my hoodie, Omma, I hope you like my Song and Dance.
Jin sat down when I addressed him. I handed my mic back and got in position:

👈Third Person POV👉

The arena was on chaos, when Bella and Luna finished their dance cover. The boys all telling out, how proud they were of Bella. The girls went to go change, The girls she doing a solo song. The hugged each other, my outfit was changed to an outfit I've never worn before. They were going to give me heels, but I chose to go out barefoot. The Unnie redid my make up but leaving my eyes clear of any sort of make up. She blew out a breath, she was holding. Bella calmly walked to the middle of the stage. She then started to stay a little speech:

Hello Ladies & Gentlemen,

I thank you for this awesome
opportunity, that you have given Me and Luna. PD Bang, thank you for forcing your hand a little and giving me a chance.
To My Oppa Kim Namjoon,
To both of my Best Friends
Min Yoon-gi & Kim Taehyung
To My Other Oppa Jung Hoseok
To My Lil Bro Jeon Jungkook
To My Beloved Park Jimin
To My Omma who has loved me unconditionally and who has given me a home of my own Kim Seokjin

This song is for the 7 of you

The arena got quiet, she walked in with a mic stand the piano playing the melody where the 6 boys all looked up in utter amazement. They've been waiting for this for along time,
Tears already going down cheeks and she hasn't even sang yet.

👈Bella👉
I can do this, I am strong & I love Myself. Then I opened my mouth and sang:

Charice - Thank You
Lyrics

They said when you find love
You'd better hold on
You gotta keep it
Close to you
But you gotta give love
If you gonna get love
And you don't know when
Love's found you

So I just wanna thank you
For all you have done

Gave me strength
When I had none at all
Gave me hope
When I was running low
Showed me how
To make it through and
For everything
You know I thank you
You believed when I'd no reason to
You were there when I needed you oh

A flashback happens at all the events in her life, since she first encountered each one of Bangtan. Each event more special and close to the heart, for heart breaking moments. Each and every detail flashed before her eyes, she looks at each one every time she sang the hook and chorus. Tears falling because she is thankful to the 7 seven. Without them she's be no one.

And I just wanna thank you
I just wanna thank you

I couldn't imagine a world without you
Facing the hard times
All alone
It'd be a cold world
I'd be a lost girl
If I didn't have you
Close to home

So I just wanna thank you for all you gave up

Gave me strength
When I had none at all
Gave me hope
When I was running low
Showed me how
To make it through and
For everything
I wanna thank you
You believed when I had given up
Carried me and I was lifted up

I just wanna thank you
I just wanna thank you oh

Oh I'll be stranded
I'll be nowhere
Million miles away from all I know oh

But you were there to keep me grounded
I counted on you
You brought me home oh

You gave me strength

Gave me strength
When I had none at all
Gave me hope
When I was running low
Showed me how
To make it through and
For everything
You know I thank you
You believed when I'd no reason to
You were there when I needed you oh

And I'm still standing here
Thank you thank you thank you
I just wanna thank you

I fall to my knees, when the song is finished as the tears slowly fall. Crying in front of everyone not caring, because I wanted to show them how Strong they've made me. Strong arms engulf me in all directions, cried were heard. The arena is loud with screams and clapping, but I didn't care about any of that. I only cares about the 7 all around me, I was picked up and carried of the stage.

I said in the mic, BELLA HAS LEFT THE BUILDING. LAUGHTER WAS HEARD ALL AROUND. I was happy in this moment a pair if shorts was thrown in my face, I put them in and I took of the dress which was replaced by Jimin's hoodie and I had my slides. I clung in the arms of my Omma, as my boys took me home. I fell asleep, Arms picking me up and I placed on the couch.
I opened my eyes sleepily, staring at the idiots. Jimin & Kookie both with their heads in my lap, as I run my fingers thru their soft silky hair.

Omma, was sitting across from me, Jin was having trouble. Jin, I whispered go ahead an ask, what happened while I was gone? None of the boys will tell me, you remember IU? Its still a rough subject #for Kookie, I felt him stiffen and start to cry. I soothed him, Jin can we talk about this later, He nods then leaves the room