You feel weak
                       Lost in your thoughts
     I'm stupid
             I don't belong
             You feel darkness in you
                  You try to distract yourself
                  but When the distraction is over,
yourself comes back
Nothing hides you from the mirror of darkness.
I Suck!
            I'm useless!
Darkness yet again as you agonize about you
But once someone tells you don't worry about it.
Then you somehow make yourself stop.
Those thoughts disappear.
And all the lies
And the things you need to do
fade away as light comes.
It's no longer dark as you start thinking
about all the wonderful things you do.
It's yellow light.
It's red, maybe the dark will come.
It's green, it's soon disappearing
It's pink and purple and the light is back.
Thinking about my gratitude instead.