WARNING: cutting

Anyways, this is for Siviria I hope you enjoy weak Judal!

Judal has always been a bully. Well, to you at least. Judal would thow food at you or make comments about your body, which you were insecure about. He would always shove you in the hallways, even down the stairs. All of his torture caused you to be suicidal. You started to cut after the first time he pushed you down the stairs. The only people that seemed to care about you were Hakuei, Seishun, and Hakuryuu. When their older brothers, Hakuren and Hakuyuu, were still alive, they took you in from the streets.

Right now, you were walking towards the gardens to meet Hakuryuu, Hakuei, and Seishun. That's when you realized something; it's too quiet.

Hmm, maybe he won't bother me today. But, of course, that wasn't the case. Judal has been hiding in the shadows, waiting for the perfect time to strike. Just as you neared the stairs, Judal leapt out from his hiding spot and gave you a hard push. You gasped as the air from your lungs was knocked out of you. Collapsing on the ground, Judal started to laugh like a mad man and point at you.

"Ha! Look at the pathetic Y/n!" As he was laughing, you started to bleed from the huge gash on your arm. Finally, Judal stopped cackling when he saw you get up and limp away.

"Hey, where are you going?" Your tears trickled down you cheeks as you hobbled down the stairs.

"Away from you." Then, you passed out.

~~ time skip ~~

"Y/n? Are you awake? Please, be okay," a small voice called out. You opened your eyes, revealing a Seishun holding gauze and soup.

"Oh, you're awake! Here drink this while I help you." You nodded as you took the bowl from him and fed yourself.

"Seishun, where is Hakuryuu and Hakuei?"

"Prince Kouen said that they have a meeting." The room fell silent, well, other than the sound of soup. Suddenly, Seishun's head perked up.

"Y/n, I must leave now, but I'll be back soon. Someone else should be here shortly. Hope you feel better!" With that, Seishun ran out the door with a smile. You leaned your head back onto the pillow and sighed.

What did I ever do to deserve this?

"I can't believe I love Judal."

"Y-you what?" Your eyes widened in fear when you heard that voice. You tried to scramble away, but Judal was faster and stronger than you. He gently pinned you down and looked at your e/c hues.

"Repeat what you said. Please." You shook your head and looks away. You felt a wet substance drip down your arm. Looking up with teary eyes, you gasped in shock. Judal was bawling while clutching onto you. He kept mumbling into your shoulder.

"I'm so so so so so sorry, Y/n! I didn't want any of this to happen! I love you so much! I don't know why I've been bullying you, but please know that I love you. You might not love me back-" You stopped his rambling by pressing your lips against his. His eyes widened, then closed as he gripped your waist. Your left hand was on his exposed chest while the other was laced in his jet black hair. Leaning back with your noses touching, the both of you gasped for air.

"I love you too, Judal. Don't you ever doubt that."