*Hear the track above while reading*

*Trigger warning*

Y/N POV:

???:May i know what is this?

A voice yelled.I looked back to see Mr. Kim speaking with a pill in his hand along with Jungkook.

My eyes widened and sweat began dripping down my forehead.
That's when I heard a glass breaking sound.I looked behind to see the milkshake scattered on the floor with my mom's shaky hands.

She came running and pulled my sleeve up and again gasped seeing innumerable cuts over my arms.

Mom:Y-Y/n you were again t-taking them?

I just looked down not wanting to answer at all and escaping through a small hole if i could dig in here.

Mr Kim:We need answers Kim Y/N, this needs an explanation.

I just kept staring at the floor.

Author POV:

Seeing this anxious state of the parents and confusion of his brothers Jungkook came up.

Jungkook:This tablet is widely known as Citaloprom.The drug for-

Jin:Extreme depression,social anxiety and self harm cases.

Jin completed being half shook.

Others got highly shook as well.Y/N's eyes almost popped out of the socket seeing her secret revealed.

Mr kim:Sit.

Y/N didnt have any courage to talk back so she simply obeyed and others settled as well.There was high tension in the room.

Mom:Why Y/N?WHYYYY?DIDN'T YOU SAY YOU WILL STOP THEN THESE THEN WHY HUH?

she said while shaking Y/N vigorously as tears dripped down her eyes.

It was genuine for a mother to be this worried regarding depression of her child.No mother will ever want her child to live upon the cost of medications in a small zone where he/she is prone to self created zone.

Everyone was shocked seeing Minha shouting but understood her anxiousness.

Mr Kim:Why Y/N?

He asked softly on the other hand minha was still slightly sobbing on his shoulders.

Y/N pov:

Y/n:Idk.

I slightly murmured while looking down.

Mr Kim:Dear i am again asking why you have been taking these?Why those cuts?What is happening?

I smirked bitterly.Why so sudden they are interested in my life?Till now they were living happy married life and their sons a family time.The zoned out one was always me.then what is the point of asking me.

Y/N:I don't wish to tell.
i said while glaring at everyone.
I heard a few gasps from the sons

Mom: Y/N?Is that a way to talk to father?
Y/N:YES IT IS!IT IS MY WAY WHEN ALL OF YOU ARE BUSY ENJOYING YOUR OWN LIFE.IT IS,WHEN I AM SUFFERING.IT.SURELY. IS.YOU GUYS CANT UNDERSTAND WHAT I GO THROUGH THROUGHOUT THE DAY.

Author POV:
Y/N shouted suddenly while the tears brimmed down her cheeks.Not out of pain but out of anger.The intense rage she was feeling inside her,Having a mom who only comes to her when her pain is known by evryone,having Stepbrothers who are just nothing but puppets of hate for her.

She said and ran to her room.Collecting her phone.Minha who was in straight position hearing her daughter's words now fell her back at the couch due to shock.A tear made out of her eye.

jimin:Eo-eo-eomma d-dont c-cry.

he said and came in front kneeling down and wiping her tears off.A wave of happiness ran inside her seeing her acceptance amongst them which then fell off.
Minha:I-its my fault.
Jin:No Eomma none of it is your fault.
Minha:I-it is.H-had I not left her alone evrytime.Sh-she would not have done all this to herself.

Mr Kim:what do you mean by alone?
Mr Kim asked as he raised his brow.

Minha:It was back in middle school she had a frnd Rui.

Flashback
Y/N POV:
I went into the bathroom just to see a whole damn crowd.I slowly started going forward in front of the crowd.Teachers and students were all just merely standing and whispering .As i reached the front,Tears started falling down one after another.Old ones replaced by the new ones.In panicstriken state I ran towards her.

Blood coming out of the chain,belt wounds she got from her dad and bullies.
Y/N:A-ay A-ay what h-happened?Huh??R-Rui s-speak up..RUII SPEAAKKK!YOU CANT LEAVE ME ALONE IN THIS WORLD.WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING!GO AND CALL THE DOCTOR.CALL THE INFIRMARY.
I shouted as i threw the nearest handwash to them saying them to call for help.
i started shaking her vigorously.

Author POv:
Y/N:R-Rui w-wake u-up.
She hicupped.
Y/N:You s-said we will b-be the bes-t fr-iends and will be togehter huh.Wh-y you went without telling.
she said rocking her dead body in my arms not caring her half of the skirt was already blood soaked.She wasn't in correct state of mind.The nurses came and carried her to infirmary just to declare her dead.
Y/N fell down on the spot looking down at the floor.Messy state ,blood,her frnd was all she saw.

She suddenly rushed towards her body gathering up but no energy left inside to even get up.She limped inside and went to her bed and kneeled down infront of her and took her hand and started crying.
Her(Rui's) hands which were earlier tightly fisted began growing weak and opened up revealing a letter which read something's that made her regret.
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To be continued
Hey guys!am back.I will try to make the stories logical now,while i was away from writing I got some reviews and they were true that some things are sudden.I am not a planned author Actually.I just write the way my brain thinks,so it is difficult to differentiate.But I will try my best to make each one logical.
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so so so...
For how long you guys have been into K-Pop and Army?and what was your introductory K-pop and BTS song?
-Me:
I have been army's for two full fledged years since u got access to internet before that internet I was not known about what the hell internet even is.
Introductory song:Boombayah
And First BTS song:Blood swear tears(my fav)

Byeu💜