Its 5th February today, and i am here standing at the Han river,feeling the wind rushing by ,through my cold bones.Here i am reminiscing those moments of my life when i have been happy,but see where my luck brings me.

i can barely remember any good moments in my life in past 17 years.

Oww !ya! author Nim why did you smack my head, huh?

Author: Will ya stop telling your dark story to everyone,and scaring them with your dark aura!?and care to introduce yourself!?

Y/N: Oww ok!ok! dont smack me again!!

Author: ya!ya! fine!

So hi,I am Choi Y/N and I am 17 years old.My mom is a single yet sucessful businesswoman.When I was 2 my father left us and  my mom never told me what happened to him or where he went!
Rest you will find out in the story.

*Kring kring*

I hear my phone ringing,it was my mom.

"Y/n-nie ,dear where are you!?"she spoke in a worried stricken tone.

" Han river, mom"

*sigh*
"it's already dinner time.Come back soon dear.Moreover this place is still dangerous and unknown so be careful."

"Hmm."
I hummed as I ended the call and slid back the cell phone in my pocket.Looking around a bit I started walking back to the house.

She ended the call

Author POV
Y/N and her mom recently shifted in Seoul as her cafe chain was growing bigger . Y/N is not A friendly type of person who gets along easily.She is mostly depressed due to her past but currently she came over it with the help of medication.She is really cold,even to her mom due to reasons you will come across further.

Y/N POV

I was walking through the footpath and the wind was rushing through my skin ruffling my hairs and cuts that i made on my arms long time back.

Soon I reached my new home which was quite close to the The Han making it easy for me to escape and slip out to spend me time alone.

Her house:

Living room:

On coming home, she dumps herself to the couch.

Y/N: mom,I am home!

Mom: Welcome back dear!The Dinner is ready,c'mon lets go have it!

*She nodded and followed her mom to the dining room*

Maid serves the dinner and they began eating.
There was utter silence in the living room until her mother broke it.

Mom: So dear, are you excited to go back to public school after a long time?

Y/N:huh?When did i say i am going to public school?

Mom:but don't you think   really unsocial and lonely since you are being homeschooled and you need to learn how to be social and need to make some friends?It's quite important for practical world you see.

Her mom spoke whilst chewing on the food.

Y/N:but Mom you know right what happened last time I went to public school right!?

Mom: y/n-ah ,now situations have changed,it wont happen I know.

Y/N :But-

*Her mom cut her off"

Mom:I insist you.Think about it.I can't take back the enrollment form.

Y/N:FINE!~

Without a single word I quickly finished my food and left.Why will she even inform me when I don't have any Say in my personal decisions.

I entered my room and threw myself on the bed remembering the flash backs of my middle school while holding the admission form of the new school which i am supposed to go to tomorrow.

MY ROOM:

*FLASHBACK*

Crying has become my daily routine.Whose school life can be so miserable.

Slut,Whore,Mistake was all i heard everyday . Not only my school but life also chooses me to be miserable .

I was walking though the hallway and I felt so disgusted in myself hearing their nasty comments.It just made me hate myself more than anything.fighting back was just not my thing.

As i entered the class all i could hear was

"The mistake is here"

"why her parents even keep a slut like her"

"she is the reason why her father left her and she and her mother are starving! such a shameless kiddo!"

I reached my desk my whole was filled with trash and the sense of me being useless filled my mind.My eyes welled up and tears started streaming down my face.

TIMESKIP AFTER THE CLASSES:

After packing my things i was walking through the hallway towards the exit when i felt an urge to use the washroom.As i stepped into the washroom i found out my red days are here so i quickly walked to the hallway to get some pads. But my luck!

Mia and her minions were standing there with my bag.

Mia:Look who we have here!

Y/N:What do you want Mia?Give me my bag Back!!

Mia:Well lets see what we got here!

Y/N: NO!!!You cant do that

As i started running towards her ,her minions held me

Mia:I can! *smirks*looks like we got here something interesting!!

My eyes widened!!she held the sanitary napkins in her hands and slowly walked towards me!

The next thing she did just made my legs numb!She teared them into peices and stuck one of them onto my face!

Tears started streaming down my cheeks.Suddenly i felt a sharp sting on my cheek!It took me a moment to realise that i was being badly beaten . She and her minions left me there all crying and unable to move.

I laid there unconsious.No one...Litreally no one came until i Blacked out and opened my eyes in a hospital.

*Flashback Ends*

We were actually really poor back then due to sudden fall of financial support but a month before this incident occured my mom started her cafe business and which came out to be growing.

She slowly started earning good,so she enrolled me out of that school and since then i am being homeschooled.

Unknowingly few tears made their way out of my eyes remembering those things and someone who left me back then ,6 months before that incident occured and that's when i first started cutting myself and my life became more miserable than it ever was.

I held myself up and prepared for school the next day and retired for the sleep.

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