(Namjoon's P.O.V)

"What is it?" I crossed my arms already knowing what Suga was going to tell me. He closed the door he turned to me also crossing his arms raising a brow saying a 'You know' look "You know the hell is going on?" Suga questioned pointing at the door. I sighed at him "What I can't marry someone? since when did you become my mom?...." I raised a brow. "I don't care but I'm concerned you know what happened last time when you dated you remember that bitch she almost killed us so why would you be marrying him plus he's a guy! I didn't know you liked men~" He explained. If a stranger or anyone not as close as Yoongi said that to me they would've been dead even though I tell everyone that knows about the incident to not speak of it plus Yoongi will not give a fuck. Me and Yoongi are pretty close we tell each other everything since he saved my life. I was about 13 or 14 at the time when I killed one of his targets since I was apart of this gang I got kidnapped when I was little so I was forced to be with them.

I had to kill this person but ended up killing his body guards as well and I had skills not just with my IQ of 147 But I had lots intense training and brutal ones. I was forced to do horrible things but that's just how I survived well how I had to.

I still remember how he looked at me when I saw him go In that alley way his emotionless eyes staring at my emotionless ones that got ruined by blood and torture as his father was right behind him showing Yoongi about the mafia he was going to rule one day. I was surrounded by three bodies and I was holding a knife pointing at the two. Yoongi's father was about to walk towards me until Yoongi put a hand telling him he would talk. He walked up to me and I suddenly calmed down putting the knife down probably because we where both young and wanted to make someone proud. I remember him saying

'It's ok you don't have to be like this you can get out of here if you come with me and I promise you will live a better life we may be in a different situation but trust me we're the same'

And I looked at him saying

'Let me be on your team'

So of course he decided to take me in with his father and mother who were really sweet and nice. I was finally happy living with him finally holding a knife for something good

Revenge~

What...)

His father and him taught me how to fight better and taught me how to use a gun as me and Yoongi grew pretty close in a matter of days like that and a couple of years later both yoongi's parents ended up telling me something that will change my life.

They found my parents at first I honestly didn't want to meet them because I didn't want to leave Yoongi and I didn't want to go to the people that left me but I ended up finding out I got kidnapped my parents never stopped looking for me. And another thing I found was that they were also mafia leaders so eventually I decided to meet my parents and they were pretty cool nice and everything. I remember the day I was going to leave me and Yoongi were crying since I had to leave him the boy I grew up with and taught me everything. Since my parents lived in another town I couldn't stay in daegu and I moved to Seoul.

I remember when my parents died years later Yoongi was their to comfort me he came all the way to Seoul just to comfort me and I promised that I will be strong for him and I will be just like him as I grew older and older. Even if we rarely saw each other and everything I will never forget what happened that day.

I smiled thinking about the memory but then frowned looking down thinking about what happened with the only relationship I had and the one that made me never want to be in one. I still can't get over what happened that day I promise I would never trust anyone like that again or even date. But their was something about Jin that made me say yes not just because what he said was right that would it'll make me even more powerful and people would be more scared of our group. But it was probably how he looked up at me like that pleading face it reminded me of myself. Plus who would say no to a cutie like him.

Realizing what I thought made me slightly blush. I don't even know why I agreed to this myself now. But I then remembered what happened days ago and I felt guilty. "The hell are you thinking that made you smile frown then blush?" Yoongi asked sitting on the chair in front of my desk. "Plus you didn't answer my question" He crossed his arms.

"I was thinking about how we meet his face......when he pleaded it reminded me of me when I was younger when me and you first met all helpless wanting to be saved.....I don't even know and plus his parents owed me a debt you know his parents their the Olppaemis, right when I was about to kill them for not paying he came out of no where after killing and trapping 5 of my guards and pointed a dam gun at me his parents told him to put the gun down and he did and the guy didn't even know he was the son of a powerful mafia after explaining and knowing who I was he had a pretty cute expression scared shitless and then started to beg not to kill his parents he had the fierce eyes when he held that gun to me that's how I knew that's definitely their son that he was very powerful so he said that if we get married that will make our power more powerful since I got the Kim's son and since our groups were enemies that marriage will settle it and without thinking I agreed to it and if he's a guy what about Taehyung and Jungkook those two act like a married couple or some shit......." I explained.

Yoongi but he nodded and stayed silent as I walked over to my desk sitting in my rolling chair thinking about that day when me and Jin met.

"I'm not upset that's smart that your using him smart move joon but wait I thought their son died long ago....... and just worried you don't like him or anything right?" He asked. I looked up shaking my head even though I don't even know what I feel about him anyways even though Jin is one handsome fellow that I want to eat up plus he's a badass when he wants to which amazes me~. "I didn't know either until we kidnapped him and brought him here"

"Look I'm saying because I saw hickeys on him"

'Shit I forgot about those' I looked away from Yoongi I didn't see his collar on him so those were probably very visible.

Clearing my throat I said. "Those are bruises because I chocked him"

Yoongi turned to me squinting his eyes at me "You chocked him and gave him hickeys the fuck Namjoon what type of kinky shit you into?" Suga gave me a weird stare. "I meant I literally chocked him because he was disrespecting me but I felt bad" I said "So you gave him hickeys?" Suga asked "I'm not stupid Namjoon I know what they look like" Suga smirked making me wanna throw something at him "Of course you know" I rolled my eyes.

"Just can't believe your married know especially to the Olppaemi's kid"

"Me neither but you have to admit it that was a good deal" I said. Suga then rolled his eyes shaking his head

"Hey I have another question something going on between you and Jin you two seemed awkward as in you two got in some fight or something" Yoongi asked. I knew he was gonna figure out its Yoongi. "We got into this argument......" Namjoon sighed shaking his head. "He's disobeying you isn't he...." Yoongi asked. I nodded thinking about Jin cute but sassy attitude. "Shit are some type of whisperer or what?" Namjoon joked and it made yoongi chuckle. "Remember when we found Jungkook and I found Jimin gosh those two were brats but they fixed their selves right?" Yoongi said. I nodded "But Jin's Jin.....he doesn't want to be apart of the mafia like the other two..."

"Ok then bend him over and sh-"

"Don't fucking finish that sentence" Namjoon shook his head as much as he wanted to he didn't want to ruin it even more. Yoongi chuckled saying. "But for real you need to tell him who you and who he belongs to don't go soft on him now" The mint haired male said. I nodded 'I do need to show him who he belongs to but shit Jin's again Jin it's not like he's going to listen...' "I know he's not going to listen to me the boys troublesome" Namjoon chuckled

I'm not saying that I agree but don't agree with you I'm just saying be careful with your decisions Namjoon" Suga said. I sighed nodding "I know but I'm pretty smart so of course I have good decisions I have an IQ if 1-"

"Really mister smart guy I'm not the one who lost a passport or V in a matter of seconds in one day" Suga chuckled as he opened the door to get out. My eye twitched thinking about the memory "Ok for your information I forgot it was in my suitcase with V and losing him was not my fault I was holding his hand and somehow when I looked he wasn't their!" I exclaimed following him as we went downstairs.
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