The picture at the top is of Josh OwO ^^

When I was young, I used to think life was all happy and fun.

I was wrong.

You see, as a kid I had ADHD. I got bullied Becuase of this, and it affected me greatly. I was 10 at the time, maybe even 9. 4th grade, I met my only friend.
Joshua Millers.
Josh was so kind to me, he even stood up to the bullies (who were scared of him, hehe). Is was amazing, and we always would spend time at the park playing around.
But, 4 years later, when we were in 8th grade he moved....
To Washington D.C.
We lost touch after about a week. Wouldn't talk to eachother.
I wasn't happy anymore......

After a while, I made more friends and people noticed my talent for art! It was even more awesome because I joined clubs and had many friends. Lucy was the best, we had soooo many memories together.
But I never forgot about Josh.

J: Maddy?
M: hey josh! How's it been?
J: babe, I'm moving back to California.
M: babe...?
Seen, no reply.

He called me babe. BABE. We are JUST FRIENDS! Eh, maybe I'm overreacting...
A year later he came back...
It wasn't Josh.
Or, atleast the Josh I knew. Yeah, sure, it looked like him. But it was NOT him.
He changed.
The first day we met again he started hitting on me. I got anxious and didn't know what to do. He started to flirt with me and seduce me. I wouldn't follow, I mean, we are just friends. He would.... Touch my breasts and smooth my curves. It freaked me out, and I hated it.
He would do this every. Day.
Whatever the hell happened in Washington DC changed him. I WANTED IT TO STOP. HE FLIRTED WITH ME AND SEXUALLY HARRASSED ME EVERY DAY!!
I started to get bullied... Again. Josh would stand up for me. He would be off with his guy friends jerking off in the bathroom. I had been intrested in comediens. I wanted to be one, and even joked about being a clown. I told Josh... But he said the only way I can be happy or make people happy is having sex with them or being a prostitute. I was hurt....And... I made the biggest mistake of my life.
A gun slipped in my mouth.
And I pulled the trigger.
I tried to kill myself...
I didn't die...
But I fucking should have.
Josh... Was right.