Chapter - 63 ( Her Sorrow )

Abhay's POV

I stop near her door but frown when I listen some mummering sounds.

I open the door and got panic seeing her blabbering in sleep. I run and saw her tears and sweat.

I wipes her sweat and tried to make her wake.

"Please wake up. Piya get up" I shook her and finally she open her eyes and get up with a jerk.

I took the water from bedside table and tried to make her drink but she stop and open another side drawer and take a some medicine and then took it with water.

I was little shocked with it. She breath to make herself calm then look at me.

"Why you're here?"

"What is that medicine?" I asked ignoring her question.

"Sleeping pills" she replied and about to laid back but I hold her arms.

"Sleeping pills? It can be harmful. You should talk to doctor and stop taking it" she glare at me.

"Don't teach me and it's nothing new. Doctor consider me this for having a nightmare less night and peaceful sleep so now just go now" she yelled and I can see her eyes filled up.

"Piya don't cry please"

"Why not Abhay? I can't never forget all those. It's been years but still everything is clear. I can't have a peaceful sleep. It's hurting me Abhay" she said looking in my eyes.

"Piya-" I whisper.

"Why you did this Abhay? Don't you see the way I love you. I forget everything you did. I was dreaming in my own world but you crushed everything. The impact on me was horrible. I died every moment with remembering your words. I was alive only for name sake. Why you did this? Why didn't you TRUST me? Why Abhay?" Her tears, words are stabbing thousand knifes on me. I couldn't imagine what she went through because of me.

"I'-m so-rr-y" I stammered.

"Your every word still in my mind. After you throw me everything bad happen. I don't know if I'll alive or not if Raj wasn't there. I can't forget all Abhay. I just can't. I tried for my children but still-" I hug her tightly and caressed her back.

"Shhh Piya. Don't...you don't have to forget anything and forgive me so easily. I understand. When I couldn't forgive myself how could I expect you to forgive me?" I pulled her back and cupped her face looks straight on her eyes.

"Piya I know everything you going through never can forgettable and just take your time. You're a best mother. You never put anything through in your face and consider your children first and I'm proud of you" I said and hug her and caressing her head.

After some minute I feel her sleeping. I made her lied on bed and pulled duvet to cover her properly. I stay there and caressed her head.

It's never can be possible to forget what she went through. But I'm happy that it's first time she shared Her Sorrow to me.

I kissed her forehead and stay with her tonight looking at her face.

"Abhay you know I'm so happy today."

"Why?"

"Why means? We're going out finally. I'm so tired to be here in room"

"I'm sorry baby. I was really very busy and I don't want you to go out without me"

"I understand" Piya smile happily and kiss his cheeks.

"I love you so much"

Abhay kiss her lips then after they went out to walk near park.

I look outside. The sun is brighter today but her face!

The days are so happy. She shower me with her love but I just acting and then throw her. The always happily smiling face now just smile little. The always Shine eyes are now fill with sadness. I can't never forgive myself for what I did.

Maybe it's all done by Panchi but she got this chance because I mistrust her. If I never throw her that day so Panchi could never took her to there and after........I close my eyes, a girl can never forget that horrible feeling.

But I know she's strong. I left the room before she could wake up. I come to my room. It's just 5 so never is gonna awake before 7. I take out the diary which I'm writing from last 7 years.

Piya's POV

After getting fresh I come out and sit on bed. I remember last night when Abhay was there to comfort me. In this days Raj isn't here and I'm alone handle with my nightmares. I talked to doctor about why this all still are haunting me but they said it's all about my mind...till I won't forget all incidents it will comes.

His words.. there's bidding..the attempt to rape...all are unforgettable. How could I just can forget?

I shook all thoughts...and come downstairs seeing Abhay with all kids laughing. I'm happy to see them happy.

In my way we drop them school as kids are insisting to Abhay join also. After dropping them I sit on car but Abhay didn't.

"I'll go now you can leave" I rolled my eyes and press horn. He just looks at me so I press horn again. He fastly sit on car and we drove towards office.

After parking I left didn't looking back.

The day in office so hectic. In time I pick up all children today. Piyasha wants her mom to pick up and I couldn't just denied else Priya used to pick up and inform me. But it's good to be with them returning to home, Nishita will handle in office with Abhay.

"Piya" I stop hearing Misha but didn't say anything.

"Piya I'm sorry" she whispered.

"It's okay"

"Mumma she's my Mami?" I heard the cute voice of Misthi.

Misha looks at me and I just smile at Misthi, I don't want to break the heart. Saying I'm not her Mami.

"How are you? Enjoy trip?" I said taking her in arms when others are talking with each other's.

"Yes Mami. Today Piyu di are always talking about you in break time and I get two more brother-sister" she giggled happily. I kiss her cheeks and she smiles happily.

"She's pretty and seems like gone after you" Misha smile at me and I take her down.

"It's not fare. They all always stay together. I want also stay with them"

"You can come whenever you want" she smile and give me hug.

"Let's go" Misha said when Misthi didn't stop talking and passed 1 hour. They left.

I drop them home and after they get fresh I said to have something then do homework and take rest also.

After hour rest all set to have homework.

"Mumma I want my pink pen." I tried to find but couldn't.

"Aree di maybe you left last evening in Papa's room"

"I'll see you all work" I left to Abhay's room looking for pen.
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Precap :-

"Bhai how could you just do this?"

"I-i'm sorry" he cried more.

"Bhai please don't do this. Just think about Piyasha once. She needs you. She lost her mother. Don't make her loose her father too" he looks at her and nods. He left the room and comes out in living room.

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