I haven't made one of these in a while but in the midst of having a slight breakdown on my flight back home I managed to throw this together.

I quite like this actually I think it's one of my favorites so far.

Seriously though I am starting to despise airports and planes. My anxiety has been worse than usual lately and I did not have a good experience today at all.

I just felt trapped and panicked the entire ride home so as soon as we landed I sort of hurried to get off. I didn't really push anyone, but I did slip by a few people, and then once my dad caught up to me he chastised me saying that I'm supposed to wait for the rows in front of me to go first, which I know, but in my defense they were moving so slowly and I was too tense to stay still any longer.

I don't think he was aware of the state I was in so it's not like he was being cruel but that just made me feel guilty on top of everything else and I'm still upset over it even though it happened hours ago.

I wish I wasn't so affected by simple shit like this but I am so it's something I'm going to have to learn to live with.

I'm sorry this book is almost always me complaining about something but I'm too tired to post an actual rant and I needed to get this off my chest.

Love you guys.

xo starr