One of Taehyung's dreams was so vivid he was convinced he actually killed Jungkook. The dream started out like all of Taehyung's favorite dreams. He was walking down the street, lots of people in sight. No one paying attention to him, everyone talking amongst themselves, looking down on their phones or just not making eye contact with him.

He wasn't in disguise, his face and all its features could be seen. No hat tilted to cover his eyes, no mask over any part of his face to cover his identity. He was fully himself. Stripped red and black short sleeve, black jeans, red converse. Obviously a pocket knife in his pocket, like always to keep him feeling secure and ready for anything, or anyone. 

He was walking when a girl he recognized as the daughter of one of Jungkook's mom's friends, he had seen her at some of Jungkook's parties and has always had a space for her in his black heart, the section titled 'people that are too close(to Jungkook)'. In his dream real life flashbacks popped up, the moment they were introduced. The eavesdropping he did when he awkwardly walked into the kitchen to grab soda and heard Jungkook's mom talking about that girl, Soobin possibly marrying Jungkook in the future. The conversation ended when Taehyung shuffled in and put his cup on the counter. 

His eyes locked on Soobin's black hair as she turned a corner and went into a clothing store. He ran in and pushed past costumers. Clothes on racks fell as his shoulders passed by them. He ran to her and grabbed her shoulder, she turned back to look at him and she smiled. "Oh Taehyung right"  She said and Taehyung gave her the tight creepy smile he gave all of his possible victims. "Right, you're Soobin" She giggled and with a swift move of her hand pushed the hair behind her left ear, showing off her new Dimond earrings. Taehyung knew what his prize would be. He put his hand in his pocket and took out the knife. He moved closer, she stood still waiting for the dramatic moment where a guy pushes a girl closer to the wall and kiss her with passion.

"How about you and I" He whispered into her ear, she was getting hypnotized by his tone of voice. She suddenly craved his lips, they've met numerous of times before but he was still a stranger, she knew nothing about him but yet, Taehyung's dream image of her, wanted it, wanted him. He liked that, he knew exactly what would make those emotions freeze in time. He stabbed her right next to the heart, he teased her by carving around it. then stabbing it straight in the middle of her heart. No witnesses but then a curling scream came and Taehyung destined to kill the witness without looking grabbed the brown haired boy he was so familiar with and stabbed him in the stomach. He went back to Soobin's body and took out her earrings. He put it in the pocket and went over to Jungkook. 

He was coughing up blood, Taehyung looked at him in terror realizing that was his doing, rushed him to the hospital but by the time he got there, Jungkook was already dead in his arms from blood loss. His blood all over Taehyung.

Taehyung then woke up at three in the morning sweating, he felt as if he had Jungkook's blood on him, he was convinced for a while that he actually killed Jungkook, he was about to pack a bag when he realized, he didn't have a knife on him, no Dimond earrings in his collection. He almost called Jungkook to see if he'd answer, but he didn't. He was a hundred percent at ease when Jungkook did his daily visit more than ten hours later and slid his missed school work under the door. 

He vividly wrote down every detail of his dream into the book, he titled that page, 'The moment I realized I need more space from, him' . After writing the dream in detail he wrote about his fear of hurting Jungkook, the only real emotion he still felt. He even wrote down the look Jungkook gave him in the dream, the shock, the horror, the pain. How his eyes looked at him with such confusion. He wrote down how even though that facial expression was just shown in his dream, it hurt him. That feeling of hurt being the only thing that could proclaim him as human, the only last part of his sanity. Something he knew was going to go away soon.  Even he knew the thought of killing Jungkook would be a horror but a way to possibly free him from the problems he created. The line of blood he killed was all for Jungkook, he was a murder for Jungkook but somehow it got out of hand as he felt himself wanting more, killing more.