I don't think its good for my friends to think im suicidal but I'm not. I don't cut there are so many things I hate but I just deal with them. I'll joke about it sometimes but friends get all sad and sorry and they're like don't kill yourself. And yeah its sweet and all that my friend's care but its stops being charming when they tell random strangers I don't know to help me.  IM NOT GOING TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF

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