Yn's pov:

Everything's dark...........
Only darkness..........
Strange, i remember doing some work here..........

'SHIIIIIINE!!!!'

Yn: 'Covering eyes' ..........

Ah, there you go, everything perfect.

Just like i left it, my mind and memories, everything in the right spot, no dirty or form to get dirty, just the peace and calm that i want, no one here to make problems, or involve me into, hey!

Yn: Is that?

Yes! It's Melon Cole, i don't saw this in ages, well, nothing better than a comfortable seat and a good enviroment.

I sat next to a window, well

'SHOOOOOOOOOCK!!!!'

'BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!'

I can't say my mind is only roses and butterflies, this place is only the good part of me, the one that gives me peace, outside, is the battlefield.....

'BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!'

'SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEECH!!!!'

This is the disturbance, it's the part of my mind that i most hate, not from the appearance or fire, i couldn't care less, i hate it because

Yn: So loud....

'Puff'

Yn: ? Good.

I forgot how good lucid dreams can be, by my side appeared some sound isolating headphones, when i put them on my head is like if didn't even existed.

I started reading calmly the book, the clock?

'Tick' 'Tack' 'Tick' 'Tack'

Is still very far away from the ending.

Yn: 'Pheeew'

'Crumble' 'Tremble'

Yn: Hm? Right now?

This feeling of shaking is from the stairs, they are alive, they move from a way to the other, only giving me the way to the upstairs.

Yn: Hm...

That's the map.

Yn: I remember being bigger, well, i never went that downwards or upwards anyways.

Continuing my book.....

" What are the feelings, for someone that is bipolar?
Are they their instincts, or a form to show you humanity?
I couldn't care more, i can live alone without no one..."

" Why do i live?
I didn't wanted to be born.
Why i was chosen? 
Funny how this is my life and i don't know why."

" In my whole life, i hated being sick in my bed, because all i can do is stare at the ceiling, and hear the dogs barking, those stupid creatures, only wanting blood, war and to satisfy their desires.
I hate dogs...."

" In this beautiful camp, where everything is green, i see two towers, not too distant from each other, one, beautiful and very well decorated, and the other, crumbling in ruins, why they don't care about this one and very much about the other? "

" In this empty room, inside this empty house, i sit by myself, and write in this diary, what i want, but i cannot achieve what i most desire, i don't want company, or someone to love, but i hate, the sounds coming from behind the door....... Hello me. "

Yn: ?

I find, inside the pages, a piece from a music.

" Hello me, meet the real me.
And my misfit's way of life.
A dark, black past is my.
Most valued possession.
................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
I turn the page around and now i see the rest.

" Hello me, it's me again!
You can subdue, but never tame me.
It give me a migraine headache.
Sinking down to your level.

Yeah, just keep on thinking it's my fault
And stay an inch or two outta kicking distance.
Mankind has got to know......
His limitations"

Megadeth, 1992.

Yn: Hmmm...... I accept your invitation.

Standing up from this seat, i walk away from my comfort, only seeing the stairs that i didn't wanted to climb.

Yn: 'Sigh' Couldn't it be a little shorter?

Because i don't want to get tired.

Climbing them i see everything in my mind, from the Desolation room, to the Indignation board, all of them in which i had not used in a long time......... ?

There's....... A giant hole of white in a place.

Yn: Hm, so the medicine is kicking in?

I continued climbing the stairs, yeah, i'm right, there's many places that are getting erased, i know they will appear later, they always reappear.

Yn: 'Sigh' This is boring.

" May i help you sir? "

Yn: Hm?

Yn: Ah, good non comfort, how have been your day?

Comfort: Good, thanks for asking, may i ask what you are doing here sir?

Yn: I received an invitations from someone.

Comfort: And who it might be?

Yn: .......'Smile'

Comfort: Hm, understandable, would you want something?

Yn: Not exactly, want to make me some company?

Comfort: If i'm not being a intruder.

We started climbing the stairs together, the sound of his voice is calm, and very much quiet, like a whisper, for me, it's the most beautiful voice someone could have.

Comfort: Now sir, how's your relationship with Aaron going?

Yn: Relationship? You know i'm not related to no one.

Comfort: And that girl, Kyosei, right?

Yn: Same, you know how i am.

Comfort: Yes, that's why your favorite part of your mind is the library.

Yn: It's quiet and peaceful there, everything i would ever want.

Comfort: Now, how would you define the duo?

Yn: .......Hm, two puppies.

Comfort: I could already guess sir.

We reached the place i wanted to get.

Yn: Thank you for making me company Comfort.

Comfort: I'm only doing my job sir, now, what are you planning?

Yn: For now, only have the conversation and go out, anything that happens is a bonus.

Comfort: Understand, may i leave?

Yn: Of course, thank you for the conversation.

Comfort: Any time you want sir.......

He dissapeared in the air.

Yn: Now.......

What are you all planning to me?