No one's pov:

Kyosei: 'Moan' Hm~ Ah~ Ngh~

Kyosei was on the house, alone, in the cold of the evening, in a raining night, she was smelling the underwear from Yn.

'Drip' 'Drip'

Tears falling on the ground, cum dripping too, and whimpering sounds coming from the room.

Kyosei: 'Sob' I'm sorry 'Sob' I'm so sorry.....

She was getting more and more closer, until....

Kyosei: Krck......'Sob' 'Sob' GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!~

She climaxed on the bed, her body twitching from the amount of pleasure, coldness and crying lowly, trying to comfort herself with the pillow.

Kyosei: .....

One thing remembered Kyosei about one traumatic experience, the reason, to why she's always in fear he leaves, not if he abandon her, if he doesn't really love her....... But the fear for him going away.....

In the first weeks of relationship, in a long long time ago.

In the past:

Kyosei was laying in the bed, after talking with Yn in the morning, she tried to get closer to him, but....

Kyosei: Hey, Yn?

Yn: ?

Kyosei: Do you love me?~ 'Smirk'

She was trying to seduce him, even biting her lower lip, Yn always did the same thing he always did, showed his emotionless face.

Yn: ....

Kyosei: What?

He stood up and walked out off the room

Kyosei: What?

He always do that, he never shows his emotions to people, not even to her.

Kyosei: ....'Sigh'.

She stood up and was headed to the kitchen, then.

'Plap'

He putted one more pill inside the water he was going to drink....But

Kyosei: 'Sweat' ....

Yn was going to drink a big amount of pills and medicines, they were a TON.

'THUMP!' 'THUMP' 'THUMP' 'THUMP' 'THUMP' 'THUMP' 'THUMP' 'GRAB' 'CRAAAAACK!!!'

She runned, grabbed the cup and destroyied it.

Kyosei: WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!

Yn: .....

He was just looking at her like he did nothing wrong.

'Thump' 'Thump' 'Thump'

He walked back to the room.

Kyosei: Wait!.....

She then started looking at the water on the ground, why he was going to do that? It might kill him, why?.

Kyosei: .....

She walked to the room and tried to open bu

'CRAM' 'CRAM'

It was locked.

Kyosei: Open the door!

Silence

Kyosei: OPEN THE DOOR!

The silence continued, then she did one thing.

Kyosei: ( You are not going away....) 

'BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM!'

She kicked the door open, but, Yn was just 

Yn: .....

Laying in the bed, and by the sound, he was sleeping.

Kyosei: .....

She walked to his side and started rubbing his face, seeing him peacefully sleeping.

Kyosei: My love.....

Whispering, she got closer

'Chuu'

And kissed his cheek, she then noticed somethings on him.

Kyosei: ....

1,2, 3 and.....

Many scars, not on his pulses or these places, on the back of his neck, under his hair, under the back of his ear, a very little one on his neck.

Kyosei: Why?....

'Shake' 'Shake'

She was gently shaking him to wake him up, he was opening his eyes.

Kyosei: Yn...Yn....Yn.

He opened his eyes.

Kyosei: What is this?

He was looking at her deeply in her eyes.

Kyosei: Why you have scars on your body? Why?

Yn: ......

He wasn't changing his gaze from her eyes, maintaining his silence.

Kyosei: ANSWEAR ME! WHY YOU HAVE SCARS?

Yn: .....Why?

Kyosei: ?

Yn: Why do you ask? No one ever cared....

He stood up and walked inside the bathroom.

Kyosei: .....

I never understood why, in the time, i always thought he loved me the same way i loved him, i never thought about how fragile and, at the same time, how strong Yn really is, after some time....

Kyosei: ........

I saw a mini diary he did, not exactly, more like a little message to unburden the feeling of anger he had at the time.

" Today i was walking around the football field from my school, but, i was hitted in the head by a ball, it cutted the back of my ear, but like always, no one cared...."

" I was in the library, taking some books i took to read in the class room, but someone pushed me and made me hit my head on a table, it cutted a little part of my head, it was bleeding a little, so i just hide it. "

" Today i had some revenge, i made some fake papers to the guy that hitted me in the head with the ball, making him be considered not even worth of going to no school, not even if it's a public one. "

" I founded the no good bastard, he was from two years ahead of mine, i framed him of ******* *****, he was took away, thank you Mark, you helped me with what i wanted. "

He was hurted many times, and like he said

'TIGHT!'

No one cared.....

I remember maintaining my eyes on him in every place he goes in the house, to make sure he didn't hurted himself, i didn't knew how to help him, and what "amitriptyline nortriptyline Clonazepam Fluoxetine Escitalopram agomelatine benzodiazepine" Meant, but now it doesn't matter.

In the present....

I don't have him anymore......And now.......
My world feels so grey, and i can't do nothing about it......

She stood up and walked to the kitchen, she putted some wine on a cup, she sitted in the couch, putted her legs on the table....

'SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIP!' 'GULP!'

Kyosei: 'Sigh' ........

'CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!' 'POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!'

She destroyed the glass cup only by clinching her fist and after that she kicked the table

' CRACK!'

She threw the rest of the glass in the ground......

6:03
Time to go to school...............

The Mad Dog is out of her leash.